Separation, the Lost Beauty 2
Dragging her tired body, Mo Qingqian returned home, and she was the only one in the cold and deserted home. She took medicine with cold water, and she curled up on the sofa and looked at the family photos on the coffee table - there was a sharp grandfather, a kind grandmother, a majestic father, a gentle mother, a handsome brother, and a lovely sister.
If you remove the incompatible her next to her, this is a real family photo, a real family. But where should she go if she is removed? Where does she belong? The world is so big, where should she go?
She can't go anywhere, just like grandma said, she has no home for a long time. She thought that the Mo family would be her reliance, but she didn't expect it to be a bottomless abyss, she fell headlong, her head was broken and bleeding, and her body was bruised.
Grandma persuaded her to turn back, but where did she have a way back?
In a daze, she had a dream, a sweet dream. In the dream, she is still an orphan that no one wants, and she lives a dull but happy life in the orphanage.
The little fat man said he wanted to marry her when he grew up; The girl with the pigtails had a good laugh, and she had secretly imitated it; The boy with the glasses was smart, and he was the first in every exam; The acacia in the courtyard is beautiful when it blooms, and even the air is sweet; She likes the biscuits made by the dean's grandmother the most, and every time she goes to the kitchen to steal them, after the dean's grandma found out, she just gently pinched her nose and said with a smile: "It turns out that the greedy little mouse in the kitchen is you!" β
Everything makes her miss it so much, but it's a pity that dreams are dreams after all, and everything is gone when she wakes up.
When Mo Qingqian opened her eyes, it was already dark, and when she looked at her watch, she found that it was already half past eight, she couldn't help but be a little surprised, it was incredible that she had slept for so long.
She got up from the sofa and was about to lock the door, when she accidentally heard Mu Bingfan's complaining voice: "Why is it so difficult to cook?" It's usually easy to look at the shallows. β
"Just you, can you compare with shallow? I'll ask you to be a little self-aware. β
Although she didn't see it clearly, she could still imagine Mu Bing'an's disgusted expression.
Just thinking about it, suddenly there was a loud "bang" from the kitchen, she hurriedly walked in, the sisters were stunned when they saw it, and then pointed to each other and said in unison: "Shallow, she made it and I have nothing to do with it!" β
Mo Qing smiled lightly, she really deserves to be a twin!
"It's okay, you guys go to the living room first, I'll get it here."
"I'll leave it to you. We really don't want to blow up your little kitchen. Mu Bing'an hurriedly pulled, and Mu Bingfan, who still wanted to show off his skills, left.
Mo Qingqian looked at the way they pushed each other and smiled.
How good it is, at least she's not alone.
At the dining table, Mu Bingfan was chewing rice in his mouth, his cheeks were bulging, like a little hamster hiding food, and Mu Bing'an had always been absent-minded.
Mo Qingqian put down her chopsticks and looked at her calmly: "Say whatever you want." β
After Mu Bing'an was silent for a moment, he seemed to have made up his mind: "Shallow, I want to ......"
"Bing'an wants to say, can you stop sleeping on the sofa, how comfortable the bed is, right?" Mu Bingfan touched Mu Bing'an with his elbow.
"Yes, yes, sleeping on the couch is not good for the cervical spine." Mu Bing'an glanced at Mu Bingfan, who shook his head slightly, and hesitated to agree.
Mo Qingqian knew that what she wanted to say was not this, but she still nodded, pretending to be stupid and stunned, she was better at it than anyone else, but her heart, which was still a little happy before, fell silent again.
She shouldn't have expected anything.
Just like Qin Yaxin said, no one in the world will care about her.
Qin Yaxin came to her in the morning, it was the first time she came to see her in the past few years that she had been kicked out of the Mo family. God knows how excited she was! But her words overturned all her fantasies and laughed at her delusions.
"Ran Ran is seventeen years old, you occupy her identity, I don't care about you, but the marriage contract with the Jiang family, you must return it to her! It's not something you deserve! β
Ruthless and ruthless.
When she said this, she was like a competent mother, trying to get back what belonged to her for her dear child, without the slightest consideration for her feelings, because she didn't care at all.
Mo Qingqian even felt that being able to hit her was what she really wanted.
After saying this, she left, without a trace of attachment, simply and thoroughly, it was the back she left for her in the past, and it has never changed.
She didn't come to discuss with Mo Qingqian, but to prevent her from knowing what to do and losing her face, so she came to announce her.
Sadly, she actually felt that what Qin Yaxin said was right. She really doesn't deserve this marriage contract, not to mention her identity, she doesn't deserve that person alone. If he is the sun, then she is not even dust, just a puddle of sludge, how can she defile him?
So, obviously she cut off the relationship with him with her own hands, and this result was also something she had thought about a long time ago, and she was happy with each other. It's just that she thought that she hadn't seen her for four years, and her feelings had faded, and she wouldn't be so sad to be separated at this time, and it wasn't torture for her or for Jiang Yeli, but her heart was still sour, just like then.
Only then did she realize that letting go was really not as easy as she imagined.
"Shallow ......," Mu Bing'an whispered to her.
"Ah, what's wrong?"
"You ......" Mu Bing'an stopped talking and pointed to his face.
Mo Qing touched it in confusion, but only touched a piece of wetness.
Mu Bingfan, who was eating happily, also stopped his mouth and looked at her in surprise.
"It's fine." Mo Qingqian gave the two of them a reassuring smile and wiped it on their faces, but the tears couldn't be wiped away.
"What, I...... I just cut the chili pepper in my hand and accidentally kneaded it...... Rub it into your eyes, you eat first, I'll ...... I'll just go wash up. She fled in a panic.
And Mu Bingfan and Mu Bing'an looked at the sweet and sour tenderloin, braised chicken wings and scrambled eggs with tomatoes on the table, looking at each other.
Mo Qingqian fled to the bathroom, locked the door, turned on the faucet, she leaned weakly against the cold wall, hugged her arms tightly, and cried uncontrollably under the cover of the sound of water.
She didn't want to cry, really, but she just couldn't stop crying.
She just suddenly felt as if everything had no meaning, there was still boundless darkness in front of her, she couldn't see anything, she couldn't see the past, and she couldn't see the future.
Mu Bingfan knocked on the door, and after seeing no reaction, she opened her mouth wide and wanted to say something, but she was glared at by Mu Bing'an, and she retreated behind Mu Bing'an with a pout.
"Shallow, let's go first, you have a good rest, if you have time, go back and see, my mother misses you a little." Mu Bing'an leaned against the door and said softly.
Mo Qingqian's tears were even more turbulent, why could strangers who had nothing to do with her be so good to her, but the "relatives" who got along with her day and night would treat her like this?
She couldn't figure it out, and it was another sleepless night.
But no matter what, the sun will always rise at the right time, the days will go on, and time will always erase everything.
After tidying up a little, Mo Qingqian went to work in the cake shop. The name of the cake shop is Lianjiang. The boss's name is Zhao Min, and he is a spoiled wife. Every day, he never leaves his wife, but once his wife is far away from his sight, he begins to call "daughter-in-law" and "daughter-in-law" endlessly. is obviously a man in his thirties, but in front of his daughter-in-law, he has become a naΓ―ve little boy.
The proprietress is called Jiang Wanqing, she is a Jiangnan woman who is not like a Jiangnan woman, she is more innocent than gentle and considerate, like a child who does not understand the world, of course, thanks to Zhao Min's credit.
Mo Qingqian is very envious of the relationship between the two of them. Simple, without so much wind and suffering. When she was young, she always thought that this kind of relationship was the normal state of people, and when she grew up, she found that such a sweet and warm love is rare in the world, and suffering and regret are commonplace.
Mo Qingqian was in a daze, but he heard a low roar in his ear: "Shallow!" β
"Huh?" She suddenly woke up, "Is there anything wrong with Aunt Wanqing?" β
"What's the fuss? I've called you so many times, and you haven't heard you. Jiang Wanqing threw a grape into his mouth.
"It's nothing, I'm just thinking, it's good that Aunt Evening and the boss have no frustrations!"
Jiang Wanqing has lived for so many years, and after thinking about it for a while, it is already clear: "Did you encounter something bad emotionally?" β
Mo Qing was silent, and then sighed: "No, I just think...... Like someone, really, it's hard. β
Jiang Wanqing caught a glimpse of the dark green in Mo Qing's shallow eyes, and felt distressed. Shallow is a good girl, and she's still waiting to introduce her to her nephew who doesn't fight for her! It's okay now, I don't know where such a kid jumped out of nowhere, and I don't know how to be blessed in the blessing!
I don't know how many times I've cursed in my heart, but Jiang Wanqing knows that emotional matters can't be forced, as the saying goes, I'd rather demolish a temple than destroy a marriage, looking at the shallow appearance, I should like that kid very much. There's no way, she just can't see such a good child hurt in her relationship.
Love and love should not be a sharp weapon piercing the heart, but the breeze and coke in summer, the warm sun and quilt in winter, are the consolation of all suffering, the end of all sorrows.
Jiang Wanqing casually picked up a bottle of Coke from the counter and handed it to Mo Qingqian, unscrewed another bottle herself, and took a sip of it.
Then he looked at her busy husband with a smile and said, "My relationship with your boss is not as easy as you imagined. β
Facing Mo Qing's incomprehensible eyes, Jiang Wanqing said again: "It's been seven years since I married your boss, haven't you noticed that we are missing something?" β
"What?" Mo Qingqian didn't understand.
Isn't the most important thing in a relationship sweet, warm and companionship? And they obviously don't lack all of these, what else can they lack?
Jiang Wanqing knew that Mo Qingqian definitely couldn't understand, after all, she was still too young now, and her feelings were very simple and one-sided. In the hearts of these young people, feelings are just a matter of two people, and they don't think about how complicated it is.
"There's one less person to call my mom."
"Kid?" Mo Qingqian suddenly realized, "I thought you didn't want children." β
Jiang Wanqing looked at her and smiled, and there was a trace of sadness hidden under her calm face, "How could you not want it?" She slowly stroked her flat belly, and her tone was unusually low, "I can't do it." β