Separation, the Lost Beauty 3

Mo Qing's eyes widened in surprise, and he opened his mouth that had been pursed all along. She could never have imagined that it would be such a reason.

"He is the only son in the family, because of this, his family has always opposed us, so he and his family have been in trouble, and this trouble has been going on for more than two years. He doesn't care, but I do! I love him so much, how can I let him have a home and not go back, and I know that he likes children very much, and has always wanted to have children of his own. You say, how can I deprive him of his dreams? You can't be so selfish. Jiang Wanqing said.

So, I proposed to him to break up. You don't know, he is a big man of more than 1.8 meters, crying a handful of snot and tears, which almost shakes me. As if recalling the scene at that time, Jiang Wanqing's eyes became watery and gentle, and the smile on the corner of her mouth became even worse.

"But I was really ruthless at the time, I just shook off his hand and left, without even looking back."

"You can't bear it, right?" Mo Qingqian seemed to empathize a little.

Jiang Wanqing nodded: "I can't bear it and don't dare, I'm afraid that when I look back and see him like that, I won't be able to leave." ”

But later she found out that although she was gone, her heart couldn't move an inch.

"I've been gone for three years, do you know who found me later?"

Since she asked so, it means that it must not be Zhao Min, Mo Qing shook her head lightly, indicating that she didn't know.

"It's his mom. She said that she agreed that we were together, even if there were no children. ”

Jiang Wanqing looked at Mo Qingqian's puzzled expression, and then said: "I was as strange as you at the time, and I found out later that it was because of him. ”

Zhao Min raised his head, just met his wife's eyes, his eyes were full of affection, and then he stretched out his hand to compare his heart.

Seeing this, Jiang Wanqing said angrily: "Childish." But he still grabbed the heart sent by her husband and put it in her heart.

The two looked at each other and smiled, the sweet taste was fermenting.

And although Mo Qingqian on the side had already seen it, he was still jealous at the moment.

She often heard people say that love will make people become naΓ―ve children again, she still doesn't believe it, after meeting Jiang Wanqing and Zhao Min, she finally understands that the most beautiful appearance of love is like this. He can accompany her and make her laugh, and in the same way, she can act as his actor to satisfy his occasional childish and heroic dreams.

Just ask, who can not envy such love?

"Such a big person, like a child, and he still calls me naΓ―ve every day." Jiang Wanqing complained "indignantly".

"It is only in the presence of people who like it that people become childish. However," Mo Qingqian quipped, "You and the boss have long been in love, deep love, preference, loyalty." ”

Jiang Wanqing didn't refute it, her smile was as bright as the sun, and her tone was a little proud: "He really loves me very much, how many years I have been gone, how many years he has been looking for me, and finally he has no choice but to force his family, ask him what he wants?" He only said that he wanted to marry me, he didn't care if he had children in the future, it was good to have children, it was good not to have children, no matter what, he would marry me, because all he loved was me. ”

Even after so many years, Jiang Wanqing still remembers it vividly, and his eyes are moist as he speaks.

Mo Qingqian didn't know that this relationship that seemed so smooth had such a past.

"Do you feel sorry?" Mo Qingqian asked her, the full meaning is, do you feel sorry for not having children?

"To say that there is no regret at all, of course it is fake, but it is enough for me to meet him in my life." Jiang Wanqing told her so.

Later, Mo Qingqian asked Zhao Min, he said that he really didn't care about children, and when he had children, he would divide his love into two parts, but in this life, he just wanted to give her one complete love.

"I've spoiled her as a child, what more child do I want?"

At that moment, Mo Qingqian saw full of happiness in his eyes.

"So," Jiang Wanqing shook Mo Qingqian's hand and said to her earnestly with the experience of people who had come before, "The relationship is not so smooth sailing, but it is also not as many difficulties and obstacles as you imagined."

No matter what happens, you must remember that the last thing you should give up in this world is the person you like to love deeply. There are so many regrets in the world, and only emotional regrets are the real ones. If you have someone you like, don't be afraid, you have to believe that people who really love each other, even the world will make way for them. ”

Hearing Jiang Wanqing's words, Mo Qingqian seemed to understand something, but he still didn't seem to understand anything.

She is also afraid of missing out, and she is also afraid of regrets, but it is the person who truly loves her who makes way for the world to make way, but she does not love him. If she has any feelings for him, it can only be liking, simple liking, fragile liking, and dissipating when the wind blows.

And what about him? There is neither love nor liking for her, just like the feelings for kittens and puppies, it is pity, and the key point is not love, but pity. Just like when he took her back to Mo's house, the reason was just "look at her pitiful".

Jiang Wanqing said so much, but seeing Mo Qingqian's face, it became more and more ugly, and her worried look was very similar to her back then.

Emotional matters are too complicated, and they can't be explained clearly in three words, and in the same way, they can't be suddenly realized by relying on three words. Life is long, and emotional matters still have to be done by yourself, step by step to be clear.

"Okay, don't think about it yet, it's Saturday, don't you still have to make cookies and go to the orphanage? While you're not too busy right now, hurry up, or I'll have to pull you to work as a laborer again." Jiang Wanqing said jokingly.

This reminded Mo Qing that she was shallow, and she almost forgot about it.

As soon as Mo Qingqian entered the kitchen, Zhao Min came out of nowhere, holding two small cakes in his hands, and asked his daughter-in-law, "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Wanqing: "It's okay." ”

Zhao Min: "I heard you call me." ”

Jiang Wanqing was confused: "I didn't call it." ”

"I hear you." Zhao Min was unusually sure, "You called your husband." ”

Jiang Wanqing: "......"

In the kitchen, Mo Qingqian took the finished biscuits out of the oven and carefully placed them in the box one by one. Although it was made according to the method of the dean's grandmother, she tried many times, but she could not make the familiar taste in her memory, but fortunately, the children in the orphanage liked the cookies she made, especially Xiao En, which gave her great comfort.

Preparing the biscuits, Mo Qingqian, Zhao Min, and Jiang Wanqing said goodbye, and just happened to see Mo Qingyi and Jiang Yeli walking in. There was nowhere to avoid it, so she had to pretend to be calm, nodded to them in greeting, and then walked straight over, opened the door and prepared to leave.

As soon as her hand was on the handle, Mo Qingyi suddenly stopped her: "Ran Ran came back this afternoon, grandpa asked you to go back, saying that the family should have a good gathering." ”

Family? Is she? It's getting more and more incomprehensible to what they do!

"What time is it?"

"Three o'clock, I'll pick you up then."

"Thanks, no need, I'll be there on time."

From beginning to end, the blue-eyed boy didn't say a word.

She wasn't sad, but her heart was a little sour, she never knew that it would be so difficult to let go of someone. Of course, she wouldn't know that the man had been watching her silently, looking at her back as she walked away, and her eyes were red.

The orphanage is on the outskirts of Yun'an, and it takes more than an hour to make a bus, so Mo Qingqian has to bring her own biscuits or pastries every Saturday to see the dean's grandmother and the children in the orphanage who are suffering from the same illness as her.

There is only one direct bus to the orphanage – bus number 25. After going back and forth, Mo Qingqian became acquaintances with the driver.

Sometimes if she is delayed for something, the driver's uncle will wait for her for a while.

This time it was not unexpected, she got in the car and put coins, and smiled apologetically at the driver's uncle: "I'm really sorry to keep you waiting." ”

Uncle Driver waved his hand, not very concerned: "It's okay." Didn't you rest? Why do you look so haggard? ”

Mo Qing scratched her hair lightly: "Yes...... Oh, yes. ”

"Alas, the little doll now, if you don't sleep well every day, this body will collapse sooner or later!"

"Yes, yes." Mo Qing chirped in and walked towards the last row by the window, which was her unchanged seat. Driving on a road, she always felt as if time was slowing down when the front of the car had already driven down to the next place and the rear of the car was slowly passing by.

There was probably an acquaintance of the driver's uncle in the car, talking to him: "Do you know this little girl?" ”

"That's not it, she has to go to the orphanage in the suburbs every Saturday, it's been three or four years."

"Yo, this is amazing, I've never seen an orphan who was adopted, and I went back to see it."

"I guess, the dean is too good to her."

Mo Qingqian heard these conversations clearly. Looking out the window at the ever-moving scenery, her heart was full of thoughts. I closed my eyes, and the scenes of getting along with the dean's grandmother when I was a child came to mind-

When she was more than six years old and watching a cartoon, she realized that every child has a father and mother. She ran to ask Grandma Dean, who were her mom and dad? Where is it? Why don't you take her home?

She was still young at the time, and she didn't notice the embarrassment of the dean's grandmother in the slightest. Facing her immature face, the dean's grandmother told her the first lie in her life. She crouched down, stroked her hair, and told her that her parents were explorers and were now exploring a very dangerous place, and that they would come to pick her up when the expedition was over.

How cool is that! She thought at the time.

When she was seven years old, she almost died because of seafood allergies. When she was hospitalized, she could often hear the reinvigorating cry of the dean's grandmother. Later, because of this incident, I was injured, and every time I drank the medicine, the dean's grandmother had to frown and sigh for a long time.

At the age of ten, her best friend left. He didn't tell her, he was gone, and she waited for him stupidly for a day. She didn't know that he wouldn't actually come back, so she just waited stupidly, counting every day with her fingers to figure out when he would come back. Because he hooked up with her and swore that he would never leave her and would always be with her.

So when the dean's grandmother told her that he was gone, she still didn't believe it. It was the first time that Grandma Dean had lost her temper with her, and she told her that no one in this world would always be with her, and that she could only rely on herself.

When she was thirteen years old, an accident shattered her dreams and turned her whole life into darkness. She couldn't see a little sunshine, she couldn't see the way to the future, and her life had no meaning. She gave up on herself, several times on the verge of collapse, and several times she wanted to give up, but it was the dean's grandmother with red and swollen eyes, crying in a hoarse voice and begging her to persevere. She relented.

During that time, the dean's grandmother was not having a good time, her hair turned gray at a speed visible to the naked eye, as if she had aged more than ten years overnight, and her eyes were so red and swollen that she couldn't even open them. Even so, she had to pretend that nothing happened, and forced a smile to tell her about the interesting things that happened outside, and every time she spoke, she had to think about it in her heart, for fear of making her sad.

With such a clear picture, she should love her, but grandma's words before she died......