Separation, the Lost Beauty 7
Mo Qingqian's acquaintance with Yun Peichen was a bit of a coincidence.
That day, Mo Qingqian had just finished the re-examination, and he still had the diagnosis sheet in his hand, and somehow walked to the roof of the hospital.
She doesn't like hospitals, she doesn't like the constant white color of hospitals; I don't like the smell of the ubiquitous disinfectant in hospitals; I don't like the cold smell of the hospital. But she likes the rooftop of the hospital and the cool breeze that comes from the habit; I like the loneliness of being undisturbed; She likes to relax for a while, so she always comes to the rooftop.
Standing on the rooftop and looking up at the sky, the sky is very high and blue, as if splashed with blue watercolor; The clouds are also very white, as if freshly picked cotton has been stacked on top of each other, so soft and light.
The cool breeze blew in her face, blowing away the little depression in her heart, Mo Qingqian made a very bold decision, she climbed the guardrail and sat down. The feeling of her feet dangling in the air made her feel more relaxed, as if suddenly, she disappeared from this cold and dark world, and the suffocating feeling that had been pressing on her heart disappeared.
She closed her eyes, opened her arms, and let go of her tense nerves, without the slightest fear, probably because she was not afraid of death.
Suddenly, a man wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her off the guardrail. When she fell to the ground, Mo Qingqian's whole person was stunned, until the man helped her up, and then said lightly: "There are many ways to commit suicide, but jumping off the building is definitely not a good choice, even if you don't care about the tragedy of brains, it is a tragedy for sanitation workers." ”
Mo Qingqian realized that he had misunderstood, but wouldn't such a "consolation" really backfire? She wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, she was already bad enough about her life, and what kind of thoughts did she have to care about what others said and what the consequences might bring, isn't it ridiculous?
So, she didn't explain anything, she didn't say anything, not even a "thank you". Because at that time, Yun Peichen was just an irrelevant stranger in her eyes.
Strangers – people who don't need to speak to hide themselves.
When she turned to leave, Yun Peichen stopped her, and Mo Qingqian thought that he was dissatisfied with her attitude, after all, he had "saved" her life. But she was wrong, at that time, in Yun Peichen's eyes, she was just an insignificant stranger.
He called her only because she had left her diagnosis slip. There was no way, Mo Qingqian had to go back to the same place, but Yun Peichen kept staring at the diagnosis sheet, his eyes full of disbelief.
Mo Qingqian was a little strange: "Is there any problem?" ”
Yun Peichen came back to his senses at this time, but his eyes were a little evasive: "It's okay, I'm just more interested in this aspect, so I'll look at it for a while." ”
Mo Qingqian took the diagnosis sheet and said politely: "Really? I'll have to ask you a lot after that. ”
What she didn't expect was that he seemed to take it seriously. Looking at the inexplicable extra contacts in her mobile phone, she was full of helplessness, but she could only smile and cover it up.
Mo Qingqian originally thought that would be their only intersection.
Until that day, she had just taken the medicine and was lying on the sofa, and the doorbell rang, and at first she didn't realize it, after all, no one had rang it for a long time, and the sound was already unfamiliar. This unfamiliar voice rang three or four times unhurriedly, and she finally realized.
When he opened the door, he saw Yun Peichen holding a bag of candy with a smile in his eyes, and he was still wondering why he was here, but he had already explained. It turned out that he was a new resident next door, and in the spirit of getting along with each other, he came to say hello to his neighbor, but he didn't expect it to be her.
At that moment, Mo Qingqian seemed to suddenly understand the wonder of fate.
Yun Peichen was busy in the kitchen, and Mo Qingqian was not allowed to help, and after getting permission, Mo Qingqian looked around casually.
Although the two of them are neighbors, Mo Qingqian's house is not the same as Yun Peichen's, her house was changed to two floors by the previous tenant. It took a lot of time and effort, but before the lease of the house arrived, he was forced by his parents to go home for a blind date. She didn't take a single thing from the house, she said, it didn't belong to her.
Mo Qing didn't understand, so he just picked up a cheap one and saved the trouble of decoration. When the house was handed over to her, the sister cried breathlessly, as if she had given her her own child, and kept telling her to be kind to the house.
Mo Qingqian did not live up to her entrustment, her main range of activities was only the living room, kitchen, bathroom, and she only went to the bedroom on the second floor occasionally, as for the study, she didn't even look at it.
It's just that I don't know why, when she looked at it at the time, she thought this house was very warm, but when she really moved in, she always felt deserted and didn't have a little breath of life.
But Yun Peichen's house is just the opposite, it looks very deserted, but it is actually full of life.
He seems to be very fond of green, not only the walls are green, but even the table and chair cloths are green, and there are two excellent green mint plants on the balcony, which have a refreshing taste.
It's completely different from Mo Qingqian's imagination, it doesn't look like a doctor's house at all. Although he is also a person, he feels much warmer than her house.
Thinking about it, Mo Qingqian's eyes turned to Yun Peichen, who was cooking on the side, he was tall and tall, with a cold temperament, and he was skillfully turning over the dishes with a shovel at this time.
Could it be him? Mo Qing's gaze softened when he looked at him, the one who didn't say goodbye and had not been heard from for seven years; Could it be him the one who broke his promise and left her alone?
"What are you looking at?" Yun Peichen noticed Mo Qing's shallow gaze and said with a light smile.
"Nothing." Mo Qingqian walked up to him and took a closer look, "What are you doing?" So fragrant. ”
"Green pepper beef, your favorite food before." Yun Peichen took a piece of beef with chopsticks and blew it, and handed it to Mo Qingqian's mouth, "Is it delicious?" ”
"My favorite food before?" Mo Qing's expression became puzzled, and his eyes were full of scrutiny, "How do you know?" ”
"You ......" Yun Peichen's eyes dodged, "You told me, did you forget?" As if having found a reason, he calmed down, as sincere as if he was lying.
"Really?" Mo Qingqian was also suspicious. Since she got sick, her memory has been getting worse day by day, maybe she really told him, but forgot?
"Yes, you must have forgotten," Seeing that Mo Qing was skeptical, Yun Peichen hurriedly changed the topic, "How about a quick taste?" ”
Mo Qingqian was successfully diverted by him.
"Well, it's delicious, it tastes exactly like what I ate when I was a kid." Mo Qingqian gave him a thumbs up.
"If you like it." Yun Peichen smiled.
As if inspired by this encouragement, Yun Peichen became even more energetic.
Where he couldn't see, Mo Qing was thoughtful
While eating, she suddenly called: "Yan Banyue-"
But the person in front of him didn't respond to her, he just looked up and asked her puzzledly: "Yan Banyue...... Who is it? ”
"Nothing." Mo Qing shallow the disappointment in his eyes, and couldn't help laughing at his delusions.
She didn't know how tightly the person opposite pinched the corners of her clothes, and the knee-jerk reaction had already been engraved in her bones, and how much effort it took him to suppress it.
"Do you live alone?" Mo Qingqian didn't want the atmosphere to become embarrassing because of her, so she began to have nothing to say.
Yun Peichen nodded, "Hmm".
Mo Qingqian sighed: "The difference is really big, you are a person, I am also a person, why is yours so warm and full of life, and mine Although it looks very warm, I always feel lonely?" ”
Yun Peichen thought for a while, smiled and said, "Maybe it's because I already regard this house as my home." ”
"Home?" Mo Qingqian didn't understand, "Can a person be called home?" ”
Yun Peichen was silent, and just when Mo Qingqian thought he wouldn't answer, he opened his mouth: "Why can't it?" Even if it's a person, what does it matter, no one has ever prescribed what a home is, right? ”
Mo Qing was stunned, she had never thought about this problem, in her cognition, the family is definitely not alone, at least there must be two.
"That's true, but how miserable a person's home is." Mo Qingqian put down his chopsticks and began to count the disadvantages of a person's home, "No one cooks when you're hungry, no one pours water when you're thirsty, no one takes care of you when you're sick, no one even knows if you're hospitalized, and you can only take a salt water bottle by yourself at noon every day and go to the hospital canteen to eat." But seriously, have you ever eaten your hospital meal? That's hard to swallow. ”
When she saw Yun Peichen's eyes, she thought he didn't believe it, and hurriedly explained: "Don't believe it, I'm ......."
"I believe it." He rubbed her head, "I was just thinking about the stars...... How did Qing Qian know? ”
This sudden intimate move startled Mo Qingqian, and before she could react, her body leaned back a little, avoiding Yun Peichen's hand.
"I'm sorry, I'm not used to people touching me."
Yun Peichen stopped in an extremely awkward position like this, and the smile on his face slowly became bitter. Others, in the eyes of his stars, has he become someone else?
"It's okay, I forgot my senses, I should apologize to you."
Yun Peichen withdrew his hand and said very sincerely: "I'm sorry." ”
Mo Qingqian hurriedly waved his hand: "No, no." ”
It's just that I have to worry about this frozen air, and what topic will be used to unblock.
"You just said that the food in our hospital is unpalatable, could it be that you tried it yourself?" As if nothing had happened, Yun Peichen sandwiched a piece of beef for Mo Qingqian.
"Well, I had a minor operation in your hospital and stayed in the hospital for a few days, so I was finally able to eat something, but I almost didn't vomit it out." Thinking of the embarrassing scene at that time, Mo Qingqian couldn't help laughing, but Yun Peichen on the opposite side bowed his head surprisingly and was silent.
"What's wrong?" Mo Qing stopped laughing.
"It's okay, the rice is going to be cold, let's eat it quickly." Yun Peichen smiled lightly.
Mo Qingqian had no choice but to respond and stopped talking.
The air froze in the end.