Mo Qingqian knew that Yun Peichen might be in a bad mood, but after thinking about it, she didn't know what she had done or what she said to make him unhappy, but she also knew that when she encountered such a situation, it was absolutely right to apologize first.

"I'm sorry."

A hint of surprise flashed on Yun Peichen's face: "Why do you want to say I'm sorry?" ”

"Because I've made you unhappy......"

Before Mo Qing finished speaking, Yun Peichen suddenly dropped his chopsticks, and walked into the bedroom with a sentence of "I'm full, you are free", and closed the door with a "bang", leaving her alone at a loss.

He was really angry, yes, but why? She only knows that it is wrong not to apologize, and now it is wrong to even apologize?

She couldn't figure it out, so she could only clean up everything and return to her home with a very sad mood. Only then did I realize that the balcony window was closed, so I guess it was him.

She has known Yun Peichen for not a short time, about two or three months, he has always been a polite gentleman, this is the first time she has seen him so angry, and he actually threw his chopsticks and left, which is really not in line with his style.

"Forget it, I've already apologized anyway, and I'm not an important person, so what do you want to do so much." She comforted herself like this in her heart, but she was still a little uncomfortable in her heart.

But it also made her firm in the idea that he wasn't him. If it was him, he would never treat her like this, he would never talk to her so loudly, he would never just drop his chopsticks and leave, and he would never leave her alone at a loss.

In the ten years they have been together, he has never been angry with her, he has never lost his temper with her, no matter how excessive she has done. Even if she willfully tore up the homework he was going to hand in tomorrow, he wouldn't blame her, but touched her head and said "It's okay" to her.

Sometimes even the dean's grandmother can't stand it, so he asks him not to be so used to her, he just says "It's okay, I'm willing". She always thought that he was timid and afraid, but when she grew up, she realized that it was his only tender concern for her.

He really guarded a lot of her innocence, even if it no longer existed.

Mo Qing lay on the sofa, and many of the past flashed through her mind, like a documentary, recording how she grew into what she is now.

Gradually, the night was deeper, the street lights were extinguished, the world was quiet, there was not a star in the sky, and she was alone tonight.

She turned on the radio, turned on the sound to the fullest, and then curled herself up and lay on the sofa, listening to the warm sound of the radio, the only support for this lonely night. He has spent many sleepless nights with her. Not because of what he said, but his voice, which really looked like he was leaving the night.

She recalled the sad back of the night when she turned around, and tears blurred her eyes again. the stars that fall from his eyes as he cries; the dull eyes; the unbearable choked words; That pretended to be a strong expression...... Everything was imprinted in her eyes and seared into her heart.

He was obviously so heartbroken, how could he not like her a little bit? Why just can't she believe it? She should know why.

Mo Qingqian took out an envelope from the far corner of the drawer, and there was only a photo in the envelope, which was sent to her before she left the night before she returned. In the photo, he is smiling brightly and his eyes are full of stars, as always. When she opened the envelope and saw this photo, she was crying directly on the crowded street.

Because of excitement, but also because of sadness.

The photo was partially folded by her, there was a girl in a white dress, her figure was a little blurred, but there was a bracelet on her wrist that was exactly the same as the one on Jiang Yeli's wrist, and there was a letter "L" hanging from the chain, and Jiang Yeli was an "X".

There is a photo frame on the cabinet behind the girl, and the photos inside are the two of them, the girl is smiling happily, staring at the camera, and he is looking sideways at the girl, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes are affectionate and gentle.

How could she still deceive herself.

She couldn't see through him, never saw through him. I can't see through the melancholy in his clear eyes; can't see through the real hidden emotions under his smiling expression; I can't see through the reason why he always says he wants to marry her; can't see through his feelings for her; I can't see through his heart.

She had never approached him, so what was there to be reluctant and sad?

Mo Qingqian thought about it all night, and seemed to think a lot, but in fact, he didn't understand anything.

It was finally dawn.

She finally made it through another day.

Mo Qingqian turned off the radio, got up and moved his somewhat stiff body, swallowed the medicine with cold water, and his stomach immediately turned over and over. Sometimes she thinks that maybe she didn't take any medicine, but the Monkey King, and she was the white bone spirit who had done all the bad things, constantly tormented by it.

Approaching noon, his stomach kept protesting one by one, but his brain had not yet given instructions, and Mo Qingqian was also more than capable of doing so, and when he was thinking about closing his eyes and ignoring his stomach's protest, the doorbell rang.

Mo Qingqian didn't know who would come to her at this time, if it was Mu Bingfan and Mu Bing'an, the two sisters, they would never ring the doorbell, and Mu Bing'an's character would only knock on her door. Maybe it's Qin Yaxin? Is she afraid that she will come to warn her again because of the return of her beloved daughter? Or is it her sister who wants to give her a precious "gift"?

The doorbell rang again without hurry.

Mo Qingqian had no choice but to open a small crack and ask someone with a slightly nervous heart.

It wasn't until she heard a familiar voice that she loosened her tense nerves, took off the anti-theft chain and opened the door completely, with a bright smile on her face: "Doctor, it turned out to be you, is there anything wrong?" "It seems to have forgotten everything that happened yesterday.

Yun Peichen glanced down at Mo Qing's shallow and defensive appearance, pursed his lips and said with a light smile: "I didn't expect your sense of precaution to be so strong." ”

When he first rang her doorbell when he moved in, it was the same scene as today. It's just that it was already night at that time, and there was nothing strange about her doing this, and he was even glad in his heart that the little girl who could sleep peacefully on the street, in a daze, had finally learned to protect herself. But now it's noon, has her guard reached such a point?

Mo Qing smiled lightly: "Of course, it's better to prevent trouble." ”

Yun Peichen lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, but then he raised his head, and his eyes were so gentle: "Didn't you say yesterday that we would eat together in the future, I haven't seen you come for a long time, and the food is going to be cold." I think, probably I scared you yesterday, so I specially compensated you, I'm sorry, don't be angry anymore. ”

In fact, he wanted to come last night, and wanted to tell her that he didn't mean to, but he hesitated outside the door for a long time, and he still didn't have the courage to arrive. He was so cautious now, but he was afraid of making her angry and cutting off their hard-won connection.

This confused Mo Qingqian, wasn't he angry? Why didn't she get angry again?

"No, no," she hurriedly waved her hand to explain, "how could I be mad at you?" Nothing. ”

"That'...... Are you still coming? Yun Peichen clasped his hands tightly, his eyes implying anticipation and uneasiness.

Such a look was the same as the eyes of the night at that time, Mo Qingqian was extremely sad to see it, how could he still say the word "no".

"Come, of course come, don't eat the free lunch for nothing!"

Listening to Mo Qingqian's answer, Yun Peichen suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and was relieved. Fortunately, fortunately, he thought she would never pay attention to him again.

Looking at the table full of delicious food, Mo Qingqian's stomach screamed. She scratched her head and looked at Yun Peichen with some embarrassment.

Yun Peichen didn't laugh at her, just smiled gently: "Eat it quickly, see if it suits your appetite." ”

Somehow, Mo Qingqian suddenly remembered that the night was gone. But if it were him, he would definitely hold on to this matter for the rest of his life, and maybe he would take it out twice in three days to show off.

I think when I went to school in the winter, because the weather was cold and the road was frozen, although she walked very carefully, she still fell hard, and when she got up, she didn't stand and fell again. I thought that no one would see such an embarrassing scene, but who knew that he was behind her, and if she didn't come to help her, she was still laughing there without scruples.

From then on, he used this incident to remind her almost every day - stay away from the night, the world is peaceful.

How can anyone be so naïve? This is something she does not understand.

But it was a long time before she realized how precious his naivety was.

"What are you thinking, so engrossed?" Yun Peichen's words interrupted Mo Qingqian's memories.

Mo Qing shook his head slightly, but there was such a bleak and lonely back in front of him, and his heart was inexplicably sour: "Doctor, you said, why does a person who obviously doesn't like you, but always says that he wants to marry you?" ”

Yun Peichen didn't expect her to ask him this question, his clear eyes dimmed, he lowered his head and thought for a long time before smiling: "You are asking the wrong person this, I am just a doctor, and I am not an emotional expert, I dare not answer emotional questions easily." ”

But he paused again, his expression was extremely serious, "But as far as I am concerned, the person I want to marry will definitely be someone I like very much, and I like it very much." ”

"Really?" A trace of thought suddenly flashed in Mo Qingqian's mind, and it was fleeting, and she didn't catch it. "So, the doctor has someone he likes?" She asked casually.

"Yes."

Mo Qingqian didn't expect Yun Peichen to answer so simply, and curiosity rose in vain: "Then what kind of person is she?" ”

Yun Peichen lowered his eyes, and there was a trace of nostalgia in his eyes: "She, she is a very stupid and innocent but very proud girl, obviously fragile like a crystal doll, but she likes to pretend to be strong, and being strong makes people feel distressed." I thought she didn't have to pretend in front of me, but ......"

Mo Qing held his breath and waited for his follow-up, but he didn't want him to shake his head and didn't want to say any more, and he looked so lonely. The heart was sour, probably because she and he were in the same disease.

"She'll know what's good about you." Mo Qingqian didn't know if there was any comfort for him with such comfort, but for her, such a sentence was enough for her to persist for a long time, or even a lifetime.

It's a pity that no one has ever said this to her, everyone will just let her give up and persuade her not to waste any more energy. But the strange thing is that she never thought of being with him, not even dreaming, even though he kept saying that he wanted to marry her.

She and Jiang Yeli are people from two worlds, and from the first time she saw him, she knew that he was the extremely dazzling sun in the sky, and she even looked at it with extravagant hope. She never thought of having him, but everyone thought she was delusional, and she didn't explain or refute it, because no one would believe it.

"She doesn't need to know," Yun Peichen smiled lightly, "she just needs to know, she's so unmatched." ”

Mo Qingqian didn't quite understand what he meant, probably the so-called "love yourself first, then you can love others better".

So, is this doomed, she will be lonely for the rest of her life?