The lightless, dim star 10 is just in vain

He looked at Mo Qingqian from a distance, looked at the large and small injuries on her face, and his eyes were red again.

He somehow said something like that yesterday, but as soon as the words came out, he regretted it, but the words he said were like water spilled out, how could there be any reason to take them back. He could only silently watch her expression freeze little by little, becoming cold and strange.

He wanted to save, so he got up early in the morning and made a big table of breakfast to make amends, but after knocking on the door for a long time, he didn't see her movement, and the phone still couldn't get through, he was afraid that something would happen to her, so he turned over from the balcony again.

When he found her in the bathroom, he could barely believe his eyes, the floor was a mess, and her face was covered in blood!

At that moment, his breathing stopped, and he trembled and stretched out his hand to test her snort, and after feeling the faint breath, he collapsed directly to the ground, and his hand twitched uncontrollably.

He thought he had lost her again.

To this day, he still has lingering palpitations.

With so many wounds and so much blood, she would have cried all the time before, but now, she was so calm that she didn't even blink her eyes more.

What happened to make her have such a earth-shaking change?

Seeing what Yan Zike was going to say, Yun Peichen hurriedly spoke up to stop her: "Keke, you go out first, there is me here." ”

Mo Qing's shallow eyes, he could see clearly, she didn't like this topic, if Yanzi could continue to talk like this, she was afraid that she would be even more bored.

It's just that when Yanzi can go out, he still stands in place, refusing to approach.

"What's wrong?" Mo Qing is shallow and doesn't know why.

Yun Peichen looked at Mo Qingqian like that, his eyes were silently red, and then he bowed to her and said apologetically, "I'm sorry." ”

Mo Qing was at a loss.

What's going on today? Why did one or two people come to worship her?

"It was me who was bad yesterday, I shouldn't have said something like that to you, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have been hurt, I'm sorry."

Yun Peichen is not an emotionally exposed person, and he will only be unable to control his emotions when facing Mo Qingqian.

When he came in, his eyes were already moist, and he had obviously cried.

Mo Qing bowed her head for a few seconds of silence, and when she raised her head again, she was still the same one who was smiling at all times.

"Oh, that's because of that, I don't have a good memory, if you didn't say I'd have forgotten about it. You're a doctor, I know you're doing it for my good, and besides, I accidentally caused the injury myself, and it has nothing to do with you, so don't blame yourself. ”

Although she said this, the shame in Yun Peichen's eyes was not less, maybe it was really good for her, but ...... Why?

"Doctor, I don't want to take medicine either, it's really bitter, it's so bitter that I want to vomit, but if I don't take medicine, I'll die...... But I can't die yet, at least, not yet. ”

She hasn't gotten the answer, she hasn't found the truth, she hasn't seen her sun, fully rising into the sky and shining...... So she can't die no matter what, even if she survives, she must persevere to the end.

Maybe she wasn't abandoned by everyone, maybe she still had a meaning to exist.

"I know, I know that no one cares if I'm crying or laughing, but so what? I practiced in front of the mirror for more than three months, and I knew how many degrees the corners of my mouth should be raised, so that my smile was not stiff, and I couldn't let the results of my hard work for more than three months wither before they were shown, right? ”

Mo Qingqian raised the corners of his mouth at him: "Besides, I look good when I smile, don't I?" ”

Yun Peichen still had red eyes but smiled: "It's good-looking, it's very good-looking." ”

"Doctor, you look good when you smile."

Mo Qingqian winked at Yun Peichen, and finally dispelled the guilt in his eyes, although he didn't know if he just buried it deep in his heart, as long as he didn't appear in front of her...... No, even if it appeared in front of her, she could still turn a blind eye.

At that time, she had always been so cruel to him, he knew, but never explained.

"Doctor, let's go home." Mo Qing smiled lightly.

"Okay." Yun Peichen replied simply, with a sparkle flowing in his eyes.

Later, Mo Qingqian couldn't help but think, if at that time, they really went home, returned to the home that really belonged to them, would the ending not be so sad?

Mo Qingqian sat in the co-pilot, bored looking at the fleeting scenery outside the car window, turned her head and saw Yun Peichen concentrating on driving, she wanted to ask questions but couldn't ask, but she didn't ask, she was always uneasy in her heart.

To ask or not to ask? She was entangled in her heart, and she heard Yun Peichen's voice: "Just ask whatever you want, I must know everything, and I will say everything." ”

Hearing him say this, Mo Qingqian had a feeling of being seen through, and slipped out before he could say anything: "Are you the roundworm in my stomach?" How do you know everything? ”

"Is there one?"

"Of course, you know not only that I like green pepper beef, but you also know that I don't like noodles, but I don't remember telling you? And sometimes, I really feel like you're familiar. ”

Yun Peichen's hand gripping the steering wheel tightened, his throat rolled up and down, and even his smile became a little uncomfortable: "Perhaps, we really know each other." ”

"Yes, yes?" At that moment, Mo Qingqian suddenly caught something, sat up straight, and even relaxed his breathing, just waiting for Yun Peichen's answer.

"yes, maybe we were still husband and wife in our last life." Yun Peichen made a rare joke that was not funny.

Hearing his answer, Mo Qing breathed a sigh of relief but was a little unwilling. There had always been a voice in her heart telling her that it wasn't like that, it shouldn't have been this answer. But she didn't ask, why? She didn't know either.

"Doctor, you saved me again this time, but how did you get into my house? I remember not only locking the door but also putting a leeching chain, so it stands to reason that no one should be allowed to enter, right? Mo Qingqian finally asked his own question.

Yun Peichen only said two words: "Balcony." ”

After a while, Mo Qingqian reacted and was surprised: "Balcony? Do you come from the balcony every time? The distance between the two balconies is at least one or two meters, and you just turned over it? How dangerous it is, if you accidentally fall ...... Forget it, it's good that you're okay, otherwise ......"

"How else?" Yun Peichen smiled.

"Or else...... Otherwise, I would have died of guilt. ”

This answer was obviously not what Yun Peichen wanted, and his smile faded a little: "I'd rather you say that you will die sad." ”

"Does it make a difference?" Mo Qing was puzzled.

At this time, just after passing the traffic light, Yun Peichen stopped the car and stared at Mo Qingqian motionlessly. Although her eyes were gentle, it still made Mo Qingqian a little uncomfortable, as if she wanted to see her heart through her eyes, but such a dirty and dilapidated heart was not worth entering his eyes. So Mo Qingqian hurriedly lowered his eyes and avoided Yun Peichen's clear gaze.

"Yes."

"What?" Mo Qingqian didn't hear clearly.

Yun Peichen repeated again: "I said, there is a difference, there is a big difference. ”

As soon as Mo Qingqian wanted to ask him what the difference was, he said, "You may understand in the future." ”

Mo Qingqian has heard many people say this, including Mo Qingyi, Yan Ze, the dean's grandmother and so on. She doesn't like this sentence, who knows if it will come later? If not, how will she understand?

"Don't do it again."

"Why?" Yun Peichen asked.

"What if...... Of course, this isn't a curse on you, I'm just making an analogy. If, one day, you accidentally fall down, the building is so high, even if you don't fall to your death, fall into a disability, or are in a vegetative state, then I will still be responsible, what medical expenses, mental damage expenses, I don't have. ”

Yun Peichen smiled when he heard this: "I don't want money, as long as you can forgive me." ”

His words were very soft, and Mo Qingqian didn't hear them clearly.

"What are you muttering?"

"I said, I don't want money, as long as you make a promise."

Mo Qingqian couldn't believe her ears, it didn't seem like these words came out of Yun Peichen's mouth, after all, he was such a strict and calm person.

If it was someone like Yeli who said it, it would probably be more reasonable, and she wouldn't be so surprised. But if it was him, he would probably laugh at her again.

Thinking about it, Mo Qingqian was suddenly stunned, "Jiang Ye", she only silently recited his name, and tears instantly filled her eyes.

Unknown emotions spread rapidly, turning into vines and binding the broken heart.

Is it missing?

It shouldn't.

Mo Qing came back to his senses, quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, adjusted the smile on the corners of his mouth, and then said: "Unexpectedly, doctor, you will also joke." ”

Yun Peichen's whole heart was tied to Mo Qingqian's body, and he noticed her small movements at a glance, but he didn't ask anything, only gave her a clear smile: "I will have a lot more, you have to observe carefully and find out slowly." ”

So, let me come close to you, stop holding me out, I'm not a bad person, I'm not an outsider, you should know!

At this time, the car had already arrived downstairs, Mo Qingqian didn't know if she didn't hear it or what, she didn't answer, opened the car door and got out of the car, and said to Yun Peichen through the car window: "Thank you today, don't worry, I'm not a person who is ungrateful, if there is anything I need help with in the future, I will definitely go to the soup and fire." ”

The righteousness she said was awe-inspiring, and Yun Peichen couldn't help laughing.

Just looking at her departing back, Yun Peichen sighed deeply.

He's not a person who likes to sigh, but he seems to be sighing all the time lately, why?

He took out the pendant hanging around his neck from his clothes, it was a peace buckle, which shone in the sunlight and was very beautiful.

If Mo Qingqian was there, she would definitely recognize the peace buckle at a glance, and she would definitely recognize him.

However, there is no if.

Maybe some things have been predestined for a long time, who will meet, who will leave, and who will miss...... Every step of this long or short life may have been planned long ago, we are like marionettes, according to the already set plot performance, we can't break free at all, and we think about how to change our lives against the sky and compete with the sky, but we don't know that everything is just in vain.