Change, Lifelong Faith 3 You forced me
"I didn't lie to you, never." Looking at Mo Qingran's eyes full of anger, Mo Qingqian said softly, "Today's incident is just an accident. β
"Accident?" Mo Qingran laughed angrily, "Mo Qingqian, are you stupid for me?" Do you think I don't know what you're thinking? You know that there are reporters present, and performing on stage is nothing more than wanting to have one more report on tomorrow's news, 'Miss Mo is worthy of her name', so as to win the attention of public opinion! β
She snorted coldly: "What Mom said is really right, you are a despicable villain, full of scheming, but you want to pretend to be naΓ―ve and disgusting!" β
My head suddenly hurt.
"Whatever," Mo Qingqian walked past her and smiled weakly, "You can think whatever you want." "She can't change anything anyway.
"What? Why don't you tearfully explain that you didn't have it this time, isn't it? Mo Qingran pinched Mo Qingqian's hand, and his tone was mocking, "Tell me, maybe I'll believe it?" β
"I didn't! That's not true! I said, do you believe it? Mo Qingqian shook off Mo Qingran's hand fiercely, and the desolation of the sky hit her face and devoured her.
She never thought that one day the little girl she protected with her life, her sister, would give her a merciless slap, she thought that the "hatred" she said to her was already the most difficult for her.
But why? What exactly did she do wrong? Why do you want to do this to her?
Mo Qingqian couldn't suppress the grief and grievances in his heart anymore, and shouted loudly: "Do you believe it!" Does anyone in your Mo family believe in it? Does anyone believe in me? Yes? Have it! β
Mo Qingqian knew that if she pressed those injustices, grievances, and sadness in her heart as usual, she would really not be able to bear it, really...... Will die......
Mo Qingyi helped Mo Qingran, who was almost falling, and both of them had an unbelievable look on their faces, just like Mo Qing's look when he looked at them.
The heart suddenly relaxed, and the resentment that had been condensed was also dispersed. Perhaps, she should have done this a long time ago, and she should have let them know that she was not a good person. She has always been a person who will be revenged, she can't suffer losses, she can't stand grievances, but she tolerates them everywhere, just because she ...... She cares about them, cares about them very much, and it doesn't matter if they know or not, understand or not, cherish or not.
But if they did to her, even a raging fire would be extinguished, and it would never be ignited again.
"You always say that I owe you the Mo family, but you tell me, what do I owe to your Mo family? As long as you say it, I will give it back to you, and I just ask you to let me go? β
She really couldn't take it anymore......
"Dad's sobriety, grandma's life, can you still get up? I ask you if you can pay it back! β
Mo Qingqian was stunned when she heard Mo Qingran's extremely angry words, and suddenly smiled, tears slid into the corners of her mouth, sweet, like a string of rock sugar gourds.
"I've told you countless times, it's not my fault, I'm tired of what I'm saying, but you still don't believe it. I'll tell you one last time," she said, "Her expression became serious, or rather sad."
In order to protect Mo Qingran, she had been silent in the face of her questioning, but silence did not mean that she admitted that these things were all because of her.
Mo Qingqian repeated the words she had repeated word by word to them, and repeated them again: "I haven't been sorry for Mo Baixuan, I haven't hurt my grandmother, and I've never owed the Mo family!" β
She was almost hoarse, and it felt like her vocal cords were going to be ripped off, but they still didn't believe it. The last bit of hope in my heart is gone. Grandma Dean is right, they don't deserve it, they don't deserve it at all!
She wiped it her face, but she couldn't let these filthy tears stain their pure eyes.
"But Mrs. Mo said that I robbed her beloved daughter's position, which is true, but I have already been kicked out of the Mo family, as long as the Mo family is willing, how can this identity not be returned to its original owner, but do you dare?" Mo Qing sneered, "You don't dare!" You are a group of selfish and hypocritical people, but you want to put on a kind and friendly mask, which is extremely disgusting! β
"Shut up!" Mo Qingyi rushed over, raised his hand and slapped Mo Qingqian hard, "What nonsense are you talking about!" β
Mo Qing wanted to laugh shallowly, but when she moved the corners of her mouth slightly, her face hurt badly, even so she still smiled openly, looking at him with disdain: "Mo Qingyi, there are no outsiders here, since you have already slapped this slap, don't be coy, I am tired of looking at it." β
Mo Qingyi originally looked down at the hand that fanned Mo Qingqian in a daze, his eyes were panicked, he didn't think about this, but he didn't expect that the originally soft rabbit-like person would say such harsh words, and he would be in a hurry to ...... But the next second, when he heard such harsh words, he immediately raised his head, as if he was going to slap her again.
"Mo Qingqian, don't you forget, what's your surname?" He shouted.
"Thanks for the reminder, I won't forget. Even if I forget what my surname is, I will never forget that I don't have the surname Mo! After all, the surname Mo is not worthy of a person like me. β
The headache became worse and worse, Mo Qingqian didn't want to entangle with them anymore, and left mercilessly. The moment he turned around, a fishy sweetness slid out of his throat, slid out of the corner of his mouth, and dripped into the palm of his hand, becoming a bright red flower.
"Shallow, do you really want to make our relationship so stiff?" Mo Qingyi's slightly trembling voice sounded behind him, as if he was really reluctant.
Mo Qing's shallow footsteps paused, tears fell, his expression was in a trance, recalling the long past events that seemed to be in his previous life, and whispered dreamily: "You forced me, you forced me ......"
Sunshine recalled her thoughts, and when she came back to her senses, she found that she was already in tears and embarrassed. Nothing unbearable, this is her normal state in front of them.
If she hadn't known Mo Qingyi's true thoughts, she would probably really believe him, after all, she was very stupid, stupid, so stupid that a lie could make her sleep happily. She also wanted to be stupid all the time, but she couldn't anymore, she couldn't deceive herself anymore.
Holding back her collapse, Mo Qingqian wanted to send a message to Mu Bing'an, telling her that she couldn't go because she had something to do temporarily. The trembling fingers had not yet pressed the first button, but the tears could not stop falling, shattering into broken flowers one by one.
It was not easy to send it over, and after a while, Mu Bing'an replied. Mu Bing'an has a particularly good point, that is, no matter what you say to her, she never asks the reason.
Mo Qingqian sent another message to Yan Ze, asking him to stabilize his departure and not let him come to her. She really couldn't force a smile anymore, she was afraid that he would only say "Xiao Qingqing, what's wrong?" She couldn't hold back her tears. But she was so embarrassed, it was enough for him to see it once.
The sun is still shining, walking on the road of the campus, the breeze sends a dead leaf to Mo Qingqian's eyes, and the visible gloom and sadness are just like her current mood. Seeing the figure of the withered leaves leaving, Mo Qingqian thought about it again and again, this withered leaf was just like her, floating with nowhere to go. But it was luckier than her, at least it knew where it came from, but she didn't know where she came from, nor where she was going.
She couldn't dispel the black fog that filled her eyes, and she walked through the fog, and maybe the next step was to break her bones.
Holding on to the last bit of strength, Mo Qingqian finally walked to the door of the house, just wanted to open the door, but before his hand touched the doorknob, his eyes suddenly flowered, the world seemed to be spinning, and the sky was dark in an instant......
She seemed to be immersed in a dream again.
In the dream, it is still the fragrant locust tree, the branches are luxuriant, the flowers are splendid, the breeze blows down a few white flowers from time to time, reach out to pick it up, but it slips from the palm of the hand. The sun shone down, passing through her body, casting a warm light and shadow.
A few children sneaked over, led by the blue-eyed boy of the lake, and the tiger tooth boy followed closely behind, shouting in a low voice: "Ah Ye, slow down, wait for us!" β
The blue-eyed boy turned to him and grimaced, his speed slowing down, as he complained.
The dimple boy panted while holding the girl in the red dress, causing the two boys to laugh together: "Qingyi, your physical fitness is not good!" β
The dimple boy didn't say much, only revealing two deep dimples.
Others don't know, but she can see it clearly. Halfway through, the girl in the red dress complained casually: "I'm so tired, I can't walk." β
The dimple boy immediately squatted in front of the girl and patted his back: "Come up, my brother's brand mount will escort you." β
I carried it all the way like this, even though I was sweating profusely and panting, I still didn't let go and didn't shout tired.
The girl was distressed and asked the boy to let her down, but the boy said: "My brother's brand mount can't reach the destination, so I will not give up!" β
"You're lucky to have such a good brother." She whispered to the girl in the red dress, the envy in her eyes that no one could see.
The boys climbed the tree again, and the blue-eyed boy still climbed the tallest. He always likes to sit on the highest branch and look into the distance, with very deep longing and sadness in his eyes.
She didn't understand it before, but now she realized that what he had been looking at was his father on the other side of the ocean.
She had known him for so long, and he had never mentioned his father, not once, as if there had never been such a person in his life.
Later, by chance, she found a letter he had written to his father. In the letter, he called his father a heartless person, and every word was an accusation and condemnation of him. It's just that he still misses and cares about the heartless person on the other side of the ocean, otherwise he wouldn't have written a sentence at the end of the letter - you'd better never come back for the rest of your life, even if you come back, I will never forgive you!
It's just that more than ten years have passed, and the heartless people are indeed heartless.
Again and again from hope to disappointment, did he despair? Is there any hope now? There should be more, after all, people like them are eager to have a complete and happy family, probably no one can understand.
She stood under the tree and looked up at him, just as she had done then. The sun sprinkled a soft light on his face, and the mottled light and shadow were printed on his body, at this moment, he was beautiful but desolate, not like the people in the rolling red dust.
In that moment, she suddenly seemed as if she had really never approached him. She didn't know how much sadness was hidden in his blue eyes, and how many secrets were hidden in his heart that could not be revealed. He often said that he was going to marry her, but after the warmth, she didn't know what this sentence meant?
As if he saw her, his sad eyes opened into a smile, and he called her: "Xiao Qingqing." β
She finally knew what he had said to her that day when he put his hand on her shoulder and smiled at her.
He said: "Xiao Qingqing should be a family with me, she is my wife who has not passed the door, and now it should be used as a practice for the days after marriage in advance." β