Change, a lifelong belief 4 bolts from the blue
When Mo Qingqian opened his eyes, his eyes were moist, but there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
There was a faint sound, and the door was pushed open, and she got up to see that it was Yun Qi, and her eyes were very heavy.
Mo Qingqian's heart sank, and the smile on his face disappeared.
But Yunqi didn't directly inform her of the result, but asked her, "Xiaoqian, what's the matter with the injury on your face?" The expression was solemn.
Mo Qing looked away, coughed dryly, and did not answer.
She resisted so obviously, Yun Qi naturally saw it, he sighed and didn't ask, he knew Mo Qingqian's temper.
He was holding a medical certificate in his hand, and he was pinching it tightly, how could he say it to a seventeen-year-old child with such a result, it was too cruel, wasn't it?
"Grandpa Yun, just say it directly, I was stunned when you saw it like this." Mo Qingqian tried his best to make a look of not caring, but his voice was still faintly trembling.
"Xiaoqian, your organs...... There are already signs of failure. Yun Qi spat out a sentence with great difficulty.
"What organs?"
“…… All. ”
What is called a thunderbolt on a sunny day, Mo Qingqian has always been unable to understand, but now, when Yun Qi said this, she finally understood.
She also wanted to learn from the characters in the TV series, and asked with a nonchalant look, "How long is it", and after getting the answer, she thoughtfully spit out a sentence of "enough".
But she knows that it is not enough, whether it is one month, a year, three years, five years is not enough, no matter what kind of result she gets, it is not enough. She wanted to live until the day of natural death, and she wanted to stay with him until that day.
In fact, if it weren't for the fact that she would be leaving the night, even if tomorrow was her death, Mo Qingqian would not care, and even feel that she was finally relieved. But not now, she wants to stay with him for a longer time, a little longer, so long that they will grow old like this, and so long that it will pass like this for the rest of their lives.
Mo Qingqian clutched the diagnosis sheet with both hands, clenching her teeth, only in this way could she barely collapse down.
Yun Qi didn't feel good looking at her, and comforted her in a loud voice: "Don't worry, there is still time, everything is still in time." ”
Mo Qingqian laughed in a low voice when he heard this, but he was afraid that he wouldn't believe it. Still have time? Isn't four years long enough? Is it too late? That's what she heard four years ago.
The despair in her heart rose out of thin air, she wanted to cry, she wanted to cry, she didn't care about anything, but she couldn't, she could only take a deep breath, suppress all the negative emotions, and then smiled at Yun Qi and said, "It's okay, it's just a sign, it's not a big deal!" But then it became a hint to herself, and it wasn't a big deal.
But she still said to Yun Qi: "Grandpa Yun, don't you tell the dean grandma Cheng?" I'm afraid she won't be able to stand it. ”
In the end, Mo Qingqian still didn't ask Yun Qi, how long she still had, it seemed that if she didn't ask, time could pass more slowly.
At that time, the words of the kidnappers, she remembered.
Seven years, it's already the fourth year, and even now, she will never guess whether this is alarmist or not. If you really can't avoid the ending, then please let her persist until the last day of seven years, the last hour, the last minute, and the last second, so that he can stay with him a little longer, so that her regrets can be less.
Mo Qingqian came to the fifth floor as usual, and the entire fifth floor was silent. Because this floor has been bought by the Mo family, except for the necessary examinations carried out by the medical staff every day, and the Mo family comes to visit, no one usually enters or leaves, and she can come in thanks to Yun Qi's help.
Through the window of the door, she looked at the man lying quietly on the bed. He may be still, but time does not stop there. His temples were a little gray, and he looked a little older than the last time she had visited him.
"What did Dr. Zhao say, he still can't wake up?" Mo Qing asked the little nurse who brought her in a calm tone.
The nurse shook her head: "Everything is stable with the patient, it's just that he doesn't seem to have the will to wake up." ”
She chuckled in a low voice, "If you should have thought of it a long time ago, he would just run away." ”
The nurse was puzzled, but hesitated and asked, "Why don't you go in every time?" ”
"I don't deserve it." Almost without any hesitation, these three words blurted out.
The nurse looked at her in amazement.
Mo Qingqian didn't explain too much. Looking at the motionless figure of the man, there was more helplessness. It feels as if she can't find the so-called truth, but I'm afraid that she won't even be able to wait for the day he wakes up, not to mention that even if he does wake up, he may not be able to defend her and explain to them his despicable behavior that day.
How could he say that?
She had always considered him a hero. She always thought that at that moment, he chose Mo Qingran because she was his biological daughter, and sacrificing herself was the truth he told her, as a policeman's daughter, this was a sacrifice she should make, and there was nothing unfair about it.
But it turned out that the truth was so unbearable, it turned out that Mo Qingran was his biological daughter, and she was just the daughter of a heinous murderer.
This is the truth that Yin Huai'an told her. She let her go, let her stay away from the Mo family, but she didn't do it. She didn't believe in the person who would buy her delicious sugar gourds, take her to amusement parks, aquariums, zoos, and all the fun places; The one who said that his police uniform was good-looking, and he immediately took her to make a small police uniform; The person who said he would love her for the rest of his life, since he would treat her like this. She always firmly believed, stupidly believed, that he had any hardships and had no choice.
When Mo Qingqian walked out of the hospital, she saw Yun Peichen, she subconsciously stuffed the wrinkled diagnosis sheet in her hand into her pocket, and then greeted him with a smile.
She didn't say anything, but Yun Peichen's eyes turned red for a moment, and he called her: "Stars." ”
Mo Qing's shallow smile froze, and his eyes were slightly red. She heard Yun Peichen's choked voice say, "It may be too late now, I'm sorry, Xingxing." ”
At that moment, Mo Qingqian's tears "snapped" and shattered on the smooth ground.
She leaned into the embrace she had longed for the most, her eyes wide open, motionless like a wooden man, only tears flowed freely.
"Xingxing, don't be afraid, I'm here, I've always been there."
Yes, she should have known, who else but him would put her in the hospital?
Walking on the road, suddenly there is nowhere to go. Mo Qingqian is like the walking dead, she looks at the streets where people come and go, and hears the sound of cars honking their horns, so lively, so lively that she feels so lonely. The world was so big, she didn't even know where to go.
She didn't know how she got to the park, and her mind was in chaos. Sitting on a park bench and looking at the scenery that was no different from usual, my eyes were wet with tears and my vision became blurry. In a trance, it seemed to go back to three years ago, the day Yin Huai'an died, she sat here quietly alone, as now, watching the sun set little by little, and the moon rose little by little, with no home.
She was in the same mood then as she is now, dazed, at a loss, not knowing what to do, she was like an orphan abandoned by the world.
The street lamp turned on in an instant, and its eyes ached, but how could it dare to shine so brightly that it did not realize that it had taken away the lord of the stars? Behold, how dim the stars are......
The phone kept vibrating, but Mo Qingqian didn't want to pay attention to it, she knew who it was, and she knew that he must be very sorry for her now, but she really didn't know how to face it.
Exhaled, opened the phone with a slightly trembling hand, and sure enough, it was full of missed calls and messages that were about to leave the night-Xiao Qingqing, where are you? Xiao Qingqing, I'm at home now, can you come back soon? Xiao Qingqing, why didn't you reply to my message, is something wrong? Xiao Qingqing, if you don't reply to my message, I'm going to call the police...... Etcetera.
The heart should be warm, but it is a little bitter.
The tears that fell to the corners of her mouth should be salty, but Mo Qingqian tasted bitterness.
Mo Qingqian held the phone and hesitated for a long time, looking at its bright light, which became dim little by little, and finally got through to his phone at the last second. She couldn't even remember her mobile phone number, but she remembered his, and she pressed the keyboard again and again, getting heavier and heavier each time.
The bell rang, especially abruptly in this lonely night. She counted one, two, in her mind's mind...... In less than three seconds, it was already connected.
I could only hear the anxious voice on the other end of the phone: "Xiao Qingqing, where are you?" Why haven't you come back yet? It's so late, you're in danger when you're a girl outside, do you know? ”
Mo Qingqian didn't speak, only heard his chattering voice. He always said that she was the housekeeper's wife, and now it seems that he is right.
"Xiao Qingqing?" The night left cautiously called.
"Will be night." Mo Qingqian called his name softly.
"I'm here." Just as it was then.
Mo Qing's shallow tears couldn't be hung anymore, and they fell down in large strings.
"I miss you so much." She choked up and uttered the words.
A very strange phrase.
Jiang Yeli instantly became nervous, and his voice trembled faintly: "Xiao Qingqing, you stay there obediently and don't move, I'll go find you." ”
After he finished saying that, Mo Qingqian heard the sound of "bang" closing the door.
Jiang Yeli didn't hang up the phone, and Mo Qingqian didn't either. She listened quietly, from the sound of the wind coming from the phone, the messy footsteps, and the wheezing of his breath, as he grew closer and closer to her.
"Xiao Qingqing, turn back." Leaving the night gasped.
Mo Qing turned his head and saw him under the street lamp at a glance. He smiled at her, warmly.
She immediately ran to Jiang Yeli and hugged him tightly, feeling his heartbeat that was beating wildly because of the wild running, and there was no moment that would make her so relieved.
He looked Ye Li up and down at Mo Qingqian, as if to confirm whether she was injured. After making sure that it was okay, he slowly opened his mouth: "Xiao Qingqing......"
Mo Qingqian hurriedly reached out to cover his mouth, blocked his words, and looked at him pleadingly: "Don't ask anything, okay?" ”
Jiang Yeli stared at Mo Qingqian for a long time, stared at her moist eyes, and finally nodded, and grabbed her hand: "Okay, I won't ask, but ......"
Hearing that turn, Mo Qingqian's nerves immediately tensed, and she hadn't figured out how to explain today's incident to him. Fortunately, Jiang Yeli didn't ask, just patted his stomach and laughed: "I'm hungry." ”
The heart was completely relaxed.
"Go home, I'll cook for you, okay?"
Will leave the night with a smile and nodded.
Ten fingers interlocked, shoulder to shoulder, the moon shadow swayed, pulling their shadows far, far away......