Mo Qingqian never thought that things would develop like this, she never thought that their ending would be like this, and she never thought that he would lie to her all along.

She was like a fool, not living in guilt for him all the time.

For a moment, she even thought that she should agree to him, after all, it was indeed her wish! He had done so much for her, and spent the last year, doing her best, to repay him well, to give him everything he wanted, even if she couldn't empty her heart and put him in, but to make him truly happy.

If she is lucky enough to live a few more years, she may not be able to try, she is already a cold person, what can't she forget?

She remembered hearing Bing Fan read a passage - in love, someone leaves, someone waits, someone guards, and in the end, what she wants is just an ending. If I am destined to be disappointed, then this person who is let down can only be me, and I can't use this kind of waiting as a bargaining chip to let down another person who is waiting for me.

Isn't that the same true for her? She can't be so selfish, can she?

She had already thought about it, and when he came back, she told him: "Yan Banyue, I think about it, I'm willing to try, try to forget him, try to like you, can you give me a little time?" ”

But she never thought it would be like this, and until now she can't believe that he lied to her for three years, three whole years!

The snow was falling heavily, and it was blowing like the day she was kidnapped; Just like the day she was kicked out of the Mo family; Just like the day she was abandoned by him. When you think about it, all her sad and painful days seem to have happened on a snowy day.

It seems that the flying goose feather snow can hide all the unbearable, so she was born on a snowy day, and if nothing else, it should be such a snowy day.

When she left in such a season, she always wondered if God would dislike it. After all, she is a filthy person.

Mo Qingqian walked dejectedly on the road, without returning, and he didn't know where to go. Everything in this city is strange to her, and she wants to forget everything and leave peacefully in this strange city without him.

But later I found out that there is no place in this world without his figure, just like now, there is still a poster of him hanging on the tall building not far from her, with a delicate face and proud eyes, and there is never her in sight.

She stood silently in the snow, her hair dyed white with the soft, light, fluttering snowflakes.

She suddenly remembered what he had said to him a long time ago: "Xiao Qingqing, I will never let go of your hand, but if I really ...... I can't wait, you must not wait for me anymore, you know? ”

It turned out that at that time, he was already ready to leave her, so he would not hesitate to abandon her again in this world without him.

She seemed to finally understand why they were the way they were, because they had never been honest with each other, and she had hidden secrets in her heart, and neither did he. They both think that not telling each other is the best choice, but they don't know that concealment and deception will only bring endless harm to each other.

Will the night...... Will night, why does God do this to you? Why is it so unfair to us? Why can't we be given a happy ending?

Mo Qingqian coughed up a few mouthfuls of blood, staining the ground red, and finally she had no strength anymore and fell to the ground. Patches of snow fell on her face, and slowly turned into a cold stain of water, slowly sliding down her cheeks, and she could no longer tell whether it was water or tears.

Looking back on her life, all the suffering began with an accident at the age of thirteen, which she called an accident...... Or a little earlier, when she was eleven years old when she was taken to the Mo family, but at that time, she met the light in her life, even if it was a very difficult and painful life, as long as she saw him, everything was nothing.

He was her only solace in those days.

It's a pity that she didn't seem to be born to deserve such a stable life, and she didn't deserve to be accompanied by anyone. She has known Yun Peichen in the orphanage for ten years and made a lot of promises. She thought they would live such a dull and happy life forever, but he left. She waited for him for a year, every day, even if she couldn't wait for him, even if it was a letter! But he seemed to have been completely withdrawn from her world, and he had not been heard from for seven years.

Later, she met him, the young man with the sea of stars in his eyes, he was like a warm sun, pulling her out of the lost night, so that she couldn't help but want to rely on.

But then it was the same ending, separation, no news.

Just like Qin Yaxin said, happiness has never been related to her.

On the eve of his confusion, Mo Qingqian seemed to see the locust tree again, and the group of young people under the tree. Clusters of white and yellow locust flowers fell one after another under the caress of the breeze, looking like flying snowflakes from a distance.

At that time, he held her shoulders and said solemnly and firmly: "At the age of eighteen, I will definitely marry Xiao Qingqing and go home!" ”

She took this as a joke, but she had been quietly waiting, waiting for him to really marry her home as he said, and finally waited for a reunion, but there was only one sentence "I'm sorry, the marriage contract is annulled". She couldn't bear to accuse him of breaking his promise, and she now knew that he had endured so much by himself in silence.

Will we be able to do it all over again? I will definitely treat you well, so that you can clearly feel my liking, so that maybe you will not let go of my hand so easily, and maybe you will not ask the phrase "I am the sun, or borrow his light".

I can't bear you......

I love you, I really love you......

Mo Qingqian originally thought that she would die that day, on that sad and silent snowy night, but she didn't expect that she was rescued, and the person who saved her was a metaphor.

After two years, Mo Qingqian returned to Yun'an, everything seemed to have not changed, everything was as she hoped. Mu Sizhou came out and lived happily with Zheng Nianhuai's family of four; Mu Bingfan also resolved the misunderstanding with Ji Xun and lived a sweet life: Mu Bing'an and Yan Ze finally pierced the layer of window paper......

Everything was beautiful.

It's just that these days, she is always in a trance, waking up from a dream, and it is still dark outside the window, and there is not a star in sight.

And the dreams are always similar......

It was a clear and cloudless, warm and soft day, the first sunny day since the beginning of spring. The weeping willow by the river slowly stretched her waist and gently brushed the water, like a soft and boneless beauty, looking forward to who could see her beauty. The wind is its bosom friend, and when it knows best, can it highlight her extraordinary beauty even more, gently caress her long hair, and put on a tender green hair ornament for her, which is delicate and moving, but no one knows, only the wind is obsessed with it.

When she suddenly raised her eyes, a figure that met her eyes made her tremble, stunned in place, and even her breath was almost frozen. A silhouette, just a silhouette, was enough for her to recognize.

Less than two meters away from her, he stood upright, the jade tree in the wind, like what she imagined. It's just that she didn't dare to approach, and the glass window of the store was like an invisible barrier, separating her from him.

Tears blurred her eyes in an instant, through the mist of water, through the transparent glass, just staring at him blankly, his every move was like a mirror, hazy her heart......

When he turned around, his eyes met, her eyes sparkling, but his eyes were calm. She was extremely sad, lowered her head and froze in place, and in her sight, a chocolate quietly appeared, the packaging was very beautiful, the pitch-black packaging bag, there was a bright and dazzling red heart in the middle, and it came into view at once.

"I heard that chocolate can make people feel better."

She slowly raised her head, just in time for his smiling eyes, and the water finally ...... No more silence.

But he didn't have her in his eyes, even though he was looking at her.

He put the chocolate in his hand, turned and walked away. Perhaps at that moment, he had forgotten that he had given a chocolate to a person who was crying and crying, and told her that he had heard that chocolate could make people feel better.

She called him behind her back: "Will ...... the night"

But there was not a momentary pause in his pace.

When Mo Qingqian found Ye Chuxia, she was sitting on a bench by the river, looking serenely into the distance. She didn't seem to be a little surprised by Mo Qingqian's arrival, but just said lightly: "I know what you're here for, but please give me a little more time, I want to accompany him for a while, okay?" At that moment, she burst into tears, and so did Mo Qingqian.

Fate is so unfair, so cruel, but they are helpless.

In the ward, Ye Chuxia was leaning on a high pillow, looking at the empty wall, not knowing what he was thinking, looking serious and lonely.

Hearing Mo Qingqian's voice, she came back to her senses and smiled: "You're here." ”

Mo Qing nodded lightly, and put the lunch box in his hand on the table with ease: "What are you thinking?" ”

"What will he do after he thinks I'm gone?" Ye Chuxia said in a sullen voice, "Every day, I can't help but think, if one day, I die, who else cares about him in this world?" He is such a fragile person, if he doesn't have me, what will he do in the future? ”

She stood up suddenly, looked directly into Mo Qingqian's eyes, and begged, "Can you treat him as a real person?" Don't ......"

"If I do." Mo Qingqian interrupted Ye Chuxia's words, she knew what she wanted to say, but, "What about the night?" Who will remember him? ”

Ye Chuxia looked at Mo Qingqian and was speechless.

"Just like you can't forget Jiang Li, I can't forget him either. Anyone in the world can forget him, but I can't. What fell along with the tears was Mo Qingqian's already scarred heart, which was detached one by one.

"I know that you and Jiang Li have gone through a lot to get to where we are now, and it is not easy. But I've been through a lot with him, and I don't want to...... Just give up so easily. ”

"But, you already have Yun Peichen, don't you?"

Mo Qingqian was silent for a long time before he smiled bitterly: "But people can't live up to two people at the same time, can they?" ”

"I really don't feel worth it for him." Ye Chuxia said so.

"What about Li Yuchu?" Mo Qingqian asked rhetorically, "When you followed him to France and lied to Li Yuchu that you had died, did you think about his feelings again?" ”

Ye Chuxia hung his head and was silent.

"So don't talk about me, we're the same people."

The same selfishness, the same sorrow, the same pathos.

But Ye Chuxia is happier than her, and her teenager is still by her side, but her teenager doesn't know where he is hiding?