Chapter 139: I Won't Leave You Again This Time

"Mo, what kind of weird atmosphere is this?"

Bae Joo-hyun glanced at the boys on the stage strangely, with lowered eyes and gloomy expressions, Bae Joo-hyun could clearly feel that the mood of the boys on the stage was inexplicably sad at this moment.

Especially, it was clear that the bar was lively for a while because of the strange girl's bold confession, and the next moment, he just said that he was going to sing the last song, and the boy's mood became like this.

"Finished, did I feel wrong, do you feel that this boy's mood is not right?"

Bae Joo-hyun took Sun Seungwan's arm and moved, and asked softly, she didn't dare to break the bar that seemed quiet because of the boys' mood at this time.

"Inside..."

Sun Chengwan nodded, although she didn't know why Xu Ran was suddenly like this, but Sun Chengwan could always empathize with Xu Ran's emotions, it was like this before, I haven't seen it for so many years, and it's still like this.

Both of them are like this, happy for each other's happiness, and sad for each other when they are sad.

"Everyone has more or less people in their lives who are especially important to them, right? Whether it's parents, friends, or lovers, there will always be them who touch their hearts. ”

Xu Ran's voice was very low, just like his mood at the moment.

"I think one of the most painful things in the world is when a loved one leaves me, right? If there is anything more painful than this, it should be that the loss of the lover is caused by one's own hand, and this pain will increase exponentially. ”

Xu Ran lowered his eyes and recalled the past, he did not escape today, but rarely took the initiative to uncover his scars.

It's better to be sparse, Xu Ran knows that instead of restraining himself from missing her but not being able to do it, it is better to release the suppressed emotions in his heart, which is why he wants to sing this song for her tonight.

Serious illness requires strong medicine, Xu Ran hopes that tonight's pouring can be exchanged for a temporary, slightly longer period of calm.

Listening to Xu Ran's magnetic whisper, Sun Chengwan unconsciously held her breath, her heartbeat began to accelerate uncontrollably, and she already had a premonition of what Xu Ran was going to say next.

"I hope you don't have that experience." The corners of Xu Ran's mouth pulled out a bitter smile, "Because I don't want to see everyone as unfortunate as me, yes, I've experienced such a thing." ”

What he said... Could it be yourself?

Sun Chengwan squeezed his little hand nervously, and forced it so hard that a few slight green tendons protruded on his white and tender skin.

Sun Chengwan knew that she was indeed a very important person to him, and she had indeed left him.

However, in Sun Chengwan's view, these were not caused by Xu Ran, the culprit was herself, and she tore up the agreement with Xu Ran for her dreams.

Whenever she thinks of Xu Ran's dejected appearance and resolute attitude at that time, Sun Chengwan still feels self-blame and sadness, so she has always taken all the responsibility to herself.

What Sun Chengwan didn't expect was that after so many years, time has passed, and the illness and maturity have completely changed the mood of the young boy at the beginning.

If Sun Chengwan knew that the beloved person in Xu Ran's words was himself, he would definitely cry with joy, but unfortunately, her deep feelings for Xu Ran made her just blindly blame herself, and she couldn't figure out Xu Ran's inner thoughts now, and she couldn't determine who Xu Ran's words were.

"There is a famous actor in Huaguo, in a love tragedy movie he starred in when he was young, the male protagonist he played confessed his heart like this. He said that he regretted not cherishing the sincere love that the heroine gave him, which is the most painful thing in the world, and if he could do it again, he hoped to have a love with a period of 10,000 years. ”

"Sounds romantic, right? With such sincere love words and tears sliding down her face, I believe that there is no girl who will not be moved, but..."

Xu Ran paused, and suddenly changed his words: "But when he became a director when he was older, he said the opposite after a lot of experience, he said, 10,000 years is too long, just seize the day." ”

Xu Ran's tone was very emotional: "This is also what I want to tell you, the promise is just empty talk, seize all the time to hold the person you love around you, not only the future is worth looking forward to, every moment of the present is equally important, longer than 10,000 years, it is the present." ”

Don't be like the Supreme Treasure and me, wait until you lose it to regret it. Xu Ran sighed deeply in his heart.

"This boy, he doesn't look big, does he? How could he say such a vicissitudes of life? ”

Although Pei Zhuhyun's heart was also touched by the words of the boy on stage, she still couldn't help but feel a sense of disobedience, after all, this kind of words seemed to be the truth of a middle-aged man, and it didn't match the handsome and young face of the boy on the stage.

Do you cherish your loved ones? Bae Joo-hyun felt that she was doing something like this right now.

Holding Sun Chengwan's arm tightly, Bae Joo-hyun turned her head to look at Sun Chengwan, she hoped to see the same idea from the bottom of her beloved Wanni's eyes.

Bae Joo-hyun was disappointed, and Sun Chengwan's trembling eyes showed that her heart was indeed very uncalm at this time, and it was obvious that she was also moved by the boy's words.

But Sun Chengwan didn't look at himself with affection as Pei Zhuhyun thought, obviously he didn't think of going with him.

"Finish, did you hear what this boy said?" Seeing that Sun Chengwan still turned his head, Pei Zhuhyun couldn't help but ask out loud.

"Inside, I heard you, and I'm really right." Sun Chengwan replied softly, but his eyes were still on the boy on the stage and did not retract.

Pei Zhuhyun pouted, feeling that her Wanni was too slow to react as a blue man, so she had to take the initiative to hug Sun Chengwan's waist.

Now that you've heard it and know that it makes sense, why don't you hurry up and take action, hurry up and hug your beloved, isn't it close at hand? And I want to take the initiative!

It's true that it's close at hand, but the person Sun Chengwan thinks about is completely different from what Bae Joo-hyun thinks.

Sun Chengwan stared directly at Xu Ran on the stage, his eyes were complicated, although there were thousands of words in his throat, he could only suppress them in his heart.

Xu Ran, I really hope that your words are because of what I said, although I know that you may just feel it, but I really want to be the person you cherish in your heart.

Just like you do to me.

However, only you can say what is in my heart so accurately.

Just as the promise we once swore has long been disillusioned, the future is really too ethereal and unpredictable, and it is most important to grasp the present and the present you well.

Now that you're back in front of me, I'm sure I'm going to hold you tight.

This time, I won't leave you no matter what.