"Let everyone laugh, think of some things in the past, and feel it, it looks hypocritical."

Xu Ran smiled slightly apologetically and adjusted his mood slightly.

After all, there is one last song to sing, and if your voice is choked, then how can you express your heart.

Although she can't hear her own voice, she must sing this song no matter what, otherwise, even she will not forgive herself

"Tonight's last song, Li Zhengfeng's "How is it", I gave it to everyone, and I made some adaptations, I hope you will like it."

Xu Ran raised his hand to signal, and the accompaniment sounded.

It began with a catchy piano playing, and the guests were instantly transported into the melancholy atmosphere created by the poignant piano melody.

"How?"

Xu Ran took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and then opened his mouth to sing the first sentence softly.

The gentle timbre instantly infected everyone, and even some girls covered their mouths and couldn't help but exhale softly, even Bae Joo-hyun temporarily threw away the unhappiness caused by the sluggishness of the blue man just now, and looked at the boys on the stage with wide eyes.

"Since you left me, your beautiful appearance has not changed?"

Xu Ran sang quietly, and the girl's former appearance gradually appeared in front of him, as well as the current appearance of her when he occasionally couldn't help but search.

Although you weren't really a big beauty at that time, but in my eyes you were extremely cute, so it didn't change, and even if you did, it just became more beautiful.

"So far, it's been very difficult to forget about you and send it to the other side of memory."

Indeed, five years have passed, and time has not only failed to make your figure in your memory illusory, but has made your existence more and more entrenched, but untouchable.

Although I may have disappeared from your world a long time ago, it is not only very difficult for me, forgetting that you are something that you can't do at all.

"In the alley of the download that rained all day, the music we cherished, the words that came out."

Because of you, I started to like music.

At that time, one of the happiest things I did every day was walking with you on the path home and listening to music with a pair of headphones.

There are songs you like, there are songs that I like, and of course, most of the time, we will like each other's likes.

You said you wanted to be like the lyrics sang, "I want to hold your hand like this and not let go", so I led you all the way that day.

On a rainy day, the air will be fresh and sweet.

We only use one umbrella, and I, who is much taller, is always in charge of holding the umbrella. Even though I'm afraid of getting wet, you tilt your umbrella as far as you can, but you'll still cower around me like a little squirrel.

Later, I couldn't tell whether I liked to listen to songs, like rainy days, or just like to walk side by side with you.

"It's a short time, it's a very happy time."

More than two years is not a short time, but perhaps because it is too happy, it is like fine sand flowing through the cracks of the loosened fingers, which quietly slipped away in an instant.

I've been separated from you for twice as much time as we've ever been together.

Looking at it this way, the time spent with each other is really not long enough, and sure enough, life is rare to get together, only parting a lot.

"At times like this, tears of happiness are shed."

It's an exaggeration to say that you think of crying, and it's not fake at all, but that's just because as a boy, I'm not used to expressing emotions with tears.

When I think of you, not only those memories are the happiest times I have ever had, but because of you, I have also given myself the maximum sadness I can give.

At the end of the first main song and chorus, although the accompaniment is only a simple piano melody, with the gentle voice of the boy and the beautiful melody of the song itself, it is already a match made in heaven, and everyone is immersed in the song.

The listener is not given a respite, and the second verse follows.

"Occasionally, are you tired too?"

As a big star, you must be working hard, right?

Xu Ran can now understand Sun Chengwan's desire to pursue his dreams, but as a person who has been in the Korean circle, he also knows that the level of hard work in the peninsula is completely different.

Especially as a member of the trendy girl group, it is enough to choke on having enough sleep, and even have to seize the time to take a nap when applying makeup and running trips in the car.

Xu Ran couldn't help but feel sorry for the squirrel who had always been the best at everything.

"Do you hear from people's mouths, my news?"

Probably not, from the moment you left North America to go to the peninsula, we became people of two worlds.

Only I can read about you online, but you can't have heard of me even once, so it's okay to forget about me, right?

"The people around you, the people who guard, do you feel distressed?"

I'm very happy that on your way to becoming a singer, there are those people who have been with you all the time.

It seems that somewhere, I heard that your captain and you have a good relationship, like glue, inseparable, maybe now you and her are doing something intimately together.

It seems to be called Bae Joo-hyun? For her, I really envy and envy her.

And for me, I wasn't so lucky.

Your departure has made me start to be more cautious about every relationship, because I don't want to get hurt again.

Since then, no girl has come into my world again.

Also, after all, apart from you, I haven't had intimate opposites since I was a child, and there aren't even a few girls who talk a lot, so I don't know how you occupied the place in my heart.

But maybe it's because I came to Seoul thanks to you, but recently I met a few very cute girls, such as the food-loving neighbor next door, whose little fleshy face may be able to teach you a lot.

By the way, wouldn't you be surprised to know that I recently had a girl I liked, and I wanted to take the initiative to pursue her, and I would have supported her, right?

After all, just as you know, I've rejected a lot of girls who confessed, and it's the first time I've ever been a kid to pursue a girl.

She, like me, is a Chinese from Seoul.

What's more, like you, she is also a member of the popular girl group, maybe you have met or already known each other backstage in a certain show.

There are so many things, including everything that has happened to me since I left you, and I want to tell you about it in person.

Wasn't it like this before, sharing the details of life with each other every day, and even the originally ordinary days became lively.

Unfortunately, it seems that he will not have this opportunity again.