Chapter 141: Still Not It

At the beginning of the second chorus, in order to reflect the layering of the singing, Xu Ran's voice added a little more strength than the first paragraph, but it still sounded very light and soft.

For the time being, there is no too much emotional publicity, it is still subtle and introverted, everyone can hear the feelings in the song, but this feeling is well controlled, but it is full of infectiousness.

At the end of the second chorus, the trumpet sound hummed along with Xu Ran's falsetto, like a match made in heaven.

The melodious melody gently tugs at everyone's heartstrings, making people can't help but fall into memories and think of the people they once loved and lost.

Just like Xu Ran now.

The audience is still like this, let alone the singer who is the person in the song.

"I know, I can't help it."

At the end of the beautiful transition, the song enters the bridge, and the sound of this sentence is still soft.

"Like me, you're in pain."

The gloom in Xu Ran's eyes became clearer and clearer, and he finally stopped being patient with this sentence, and the long high notes continued, just like the longing for Sun Chengwan that he still retained.

I'm sorry, but I was so selfish.

I was too stupid at the beginning, obviously I was reluctant to let you go in my heart, and my real thoughts were to keep you.

But why let the momentary anger cloud their own reason, and the disheartened self would hurt each other in such a decisive way.

Later, when I tossed and turned in remorse, I would think that it was not only me, but that you might also be as heartbroken as I was.

You can take medicine when you are sick, and you can rest when you are tired, but what method should be used to cure the illness of longing?

So this feeling of heartache can't be helped, whether it's for you or for me, I can only hope that time is the antidote to healing.

The difference may simply be that the relationship is a long-term illness for me, and for you, it may only be a short period of pain.

Your childish idea of revenge has come true, right? Let you feel the embarrassment of being betrayed, but I hurt a thousand enemies and hurt ten thousand myself.

Moreover, these are useless after all, except for being able to rub salt on the wound, what should be lost has been lost, and we are still separated after all.

There was silence, and the music and singing were paused.

Everyone couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief, a brief respite like the strange calm before a storm hit.

"Is it all over now?"

Xu Ran sang softly, the lyrics seemed to be asking himself, and as if he was asking the person who was far away.

Xu Ran wanted to find Sun Chengwan in person to ask this question, but he knew that he couldn't do it, and he also knew that he couldn't be so resolute at the beginning and couldn't take the initiative to stand in front of her so brazenly.

So he could only ask himself silently.

Am I done with her?

Xu Ran didn't want to admit this answer, because no matter how you look at it, the answer is yes.

In Xu Ran's opinion, the relationship between him and Sun Chengwan may really come to an end.

After all, it has been five years, unless it is a miracle, Xu Ran can't think of any reason to let Sun Chengwan forgive everything at the beginning and embrace himself across the distance of five years.

Is she crazy? So dazzling her, why do you need to come to her own penniless student again?

Xu Ran heard that the best ex should be like a dead man, although Xu Ran is not Sun Chengwan's ex-boyfriend, but he feels that disappearing is indeed his best destination for Sun Chengwan.

But if so, when?

Was it the moment when I turned away and didn't want to look back?

Or is it that five years have passed slowly, and at some point this relationship has finally been consumed?

From this point of view, it is really ridiculous that I think about her so wishfully, it is obviously over, and there is no hope.

What Xu Ran didn't know was that the person he wanted to ask this question face-to-face was now sitting under the stage looking at himself without blinking, and at the same time asking himself this question in his heart.

Xu Ran, am I done with you?

Sun Chengwan only hesitated for a moment, but then he strengthened his thoughts, which were completely different from Xu Ran's.

No, Xu Ran and I are definitely not over, we must still have a long way to go, and the past five years are just because of the fork in the road and separated from each other.

I have been missing you for all these years, and this is also a witness to the fact that we are still together.

Now that you're back in front of me, it means we're still not done.

The fierce drum beat sounded, and the guests present couldn't help but hold their breath.

Finally, the last relationship broke out.

Unlike everyone else thought, the last chorus begins with a cry, as if it were the last wail on the verge of collapse, hitting everyone's hearts.

Sun Chengwan's heart couldn't help but tremble, she could feel that Xu Ran's deep grief at the moment, even if it was a shout, it couldn't express one ten-thousandth.

Although she didn't know if Xu Ran was hurting herself, as long as she saw his soulless appearance, she would be just as sad.

"A lot of days."

Xu Ran shouted with all the strength of his body, not only regretting that he and Sun Chengwan's bright future could not be fulfilled, but also wanting to express the sadness that he had buried in his heart for so many years and endured alone.

If the soft singing voice in front of it is a low sad telling, then the outburst of this paragraph is a strong outpouring of emotions, no longer patient, and releasing the inner depression to the fullest.

Why is this so?

We made an appointment that no matter how long we would be in the future, we would have to spend it together.

Xu Ran vented to his heart's content, as if there was no one around, he seemed to be the only one left in the whole world, and Sun Chengwan gradually appeared in front of him.

At the end of the whole chorus, Xu Ran was still unsatisfied, but fortunately he took precautions, and the last repeated chorus.

"Is it all over now? Is that really the case? ”

The same lyrics, completely different singing methods after the promotion of key, and what Xu Ran wanted to express in his heart were also very different.

Just now I was reluctant to admit the sadness of the end of the relationship, and now I am unwilling to ask why everything has ended.

"Did you ever love me?"

Have you ever loved me? Sun Chengwan?

Xu Ran knew that the answer was yes, and he was convinced of each other's feelings for each other at the beginning.

Although Xu Ran didn't know what the attributes of this love were, he didn't understand it at that time, and he never thought about it, but he knew that this must be love, except for love, nothing can still be unforgettable after five years.

"Or is it not?"

The high voice that rushed to the back of the head, like a cry, mourned for a long time, made everyone's soul tremble.

Or is it not? Sun Chengwan?

I hope you can still keep even a little affection for me.

I really hope so.

But it's just, hope.