"Have you never thought to look for your father for all these years? Don't you want to ask her why she treats you mother and son so irresponsibly? ”

Listening to my story, Mu Xichun, who had been silent for a long time, finally asked, she was probably indignant for that irresponsible man.

"Since I became sensible, after understanding what he had done, I discussed with my mother about going to find him, but my mother sternly refused, so in order not to make my mother sad, I listened to my mother's words."

"The death of my mother rekindled this thought, that I must find him no matter what, at any cost, I want to see what kind of person he is, and I want to ask him personally why he did it! I have to give an account to my mother! ”

"For so many years, I have not given up inquiring about his whereabouts, but unfortunately when he left, I was still young, and my mother never told me about him, and my understanding of him was only some superficial clues from others, only that he had made great achievements in the field of geology and archaeology, and had been obsessed with the study of geology and archaeology in the western part of our country!"

"I've searched a lot, but it's so hard to find a person with a few clues. Besides, he's never been home once in all these years, and I think he's probably deliberately trying to avoid us, and you can't find him for someone who deliberately avoids you! ”

I was telling the truth, and I had never given up on finding out about him over the years, and I even went to the State Geological Administration to inquire about him, but the result was that there was never a person named Wei Jianguo.

Although my mother had instructed me not to deliberately look for him before she died, this matter was an insurmountable mountain in my heart, and I would be ashamed of my mother if I did not find out.

Although I would do my best to do whatever my mother asked me to do, this was the only one that I decided to disobey her.

His mother died of illness in middle age, and although he died of illness, the man had an unshirkable responsibility, so he had to bear the consequences of what he had done, even if he could no longer bear the consequences of his mother's death, then he had to be punished.

After speaking, my emotions are still deep in my memory, and all I think of is my mother's sad face, and I can't help but feel sad.

"Thinking that my mother has been dead for several years, and I have no blood relatives in this world, I am the only one left to walk alone......" I muttered to myself, and there was a sense of infinite sadness in my heart.

Mu Xichun moved to my side, gently reached out and grabbed my arm, and put her face on my shoulder.

"All the hardships have passed, and I will spend the days to come with you, believe me, everything will be fine, you still have me, I will always be by your side!" She whispered comfort.

I reached out and touched her soft face, feeling incomparably intimate and distant.

"Are you really going to be there for me all the time?" My mind is still floating in the void, and Mu Xichun's words seem to come from nothingness, sounding like an unattainable sense of illusion.

Mu Xichun nodded and said firmly: "Yes, no matter what happens in the future, I will be by your side!" After speaking, she added two more words~ "Forever!" ”

"Don't say anything forever, don't make any promises about the future, we can't control what tomorrow will bring, what to say forever, I just know, there is

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Every day you are by my side will be cherished as if it were the last! ”

I was like an old monk, my heart was like water, and my tone was flat, but what I said was really what I felt in my heart at the moment. I can't predict the future path, only the present can be cherished, so these words are also sensitive, but in Mu Xichun's view, this is undoubtedly the deepest love words.

She reached out and pulled my face, and I looked into her eyes silently, where tears glistened.

Mu Xichun's red lips were raised, she kissed me gently, and said faintly in my arms: "I know you are worried that my parents will not agree to our relationship, but don't worry, I will persuade them, they have always let me make my own decisions, I think they will not interfere too much in my feelings!" ”

Mu Xichun paused and continued: "Even if they still can't accept you in the end, I want to be with you, even if I fall out with them, I'm not afraid!" ”

"No, they are your parents, how can the grace of birth and nurturing be so disobedient to them, and if our love is not blessed by our parents, even if we are forced to be together, we will eventually regret it."

I knew she was comforting me, but if it did get to the point where she said it was, the last thing I wanted was what I wanted. The grace of birth and nurturing is like recreation, and if you break with it for your own selfishness, it is probably the greatest tragedy in the world.

"Don't worry, I'm their daughter, and as you can see, they've always regarded me as a jewel in their palms, and if I insist on doing something, they'll definitely agree to it!"

Mu Xichun said frankly and comforted.

I can't help but smile bitterly, thinking that this is really the truth, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, if their children do not do what they want, but in the end they can only abandon their own disgust to accommodate what their children do, and no parent will break with them because they are not happy with what their children do.

"It's a matter for the two of us, I'll face it with you, and I'll try to show that your parents accept me from now on!" Although I feel bitter in my heart, I still swear to express my position.

Mu Xichun raised his head and kissed me on the face again, obviously very satisfied with my words.

After sitting silently for a long time, I suddenly remembered the other two videos on Mu Xichun's phone, so I asked her: "Why did you secretly film me singing in the bar that time?" ”

Hearing my question, Mu Xichun seemed to think of something wrong. Sitting up from my arms, looking at me, pretending to be annoyed, "Why are you peeking at my phone?" ”

"I didn't mean to peek, I just saw that your phone wallpaper was very cute, and I wanted to see other photos in your phone, so I couldn't help but look at it for a while!" I pretended to be innocent, and secretly changed the concept to blame her for being too cute, and only said noly.

Mu Xichun was really easily tricked by me, and the expression that was pretending to be annoyed just now instantly disappeared into invisibility, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.

"Then how did you know my phone unlock password?"

"You always play with your mobile phone in front of me, of course you'll know it after a long time!" I'll be honest.

Mu Xichun glanced at me obliquely and said, "I'm embarrassed to say that I'm voyeuristic, don't you also like to peep, my mobile phone password has been peeped at by you, and you pretend to be with me!" ”

When I saw her expression of hindsight, I couldn't help but feel cute, and I smiled and clicked on her head and said, "You can have a snack, when did you avoid me when you unlocked your phone, I don't think it's hard to know!" ”

After this little episode, there was a depressing atmosphere just now

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It became easy in an instant.

"You haven't told me yet, why did you secretly film me singing!" I pulled the topic that she had led me away from.

Mu Xichun didn't speak, but picked up his mobile phone to open the video anew, and put the phone on the coffee table.

"Don't you know how charming you were back then?" Mu Xichun looked at me holding the guitar and singing by myself in the video, and a reverie-like smile appeared on her face.

“……”

I don't quite understand what she meant, and I can't understand her expression at the moment, why such an out-of-tune song is so charming, I don't know what to call and shake my head.

"You don't understand!" Mu Xichun muttered: "At that time, no matter what woman is, seeing such a picture will fall in love with you in an instant." Do you know that every time I turn on my phone to watch this video, I will secretly rejoice, at that time, it was I who walked into the bar, if it were another woman, I am afraid that it would be someone else by your side now! ”

Mu Xichun's tone was still muttering like a dream, but the expression on his face also became a little confused.

Her words made me confused, and I looked back at her phone in some confusion.

I'm sitting on a bar stool on the bar stage, my hair a little unkempt, the collar of my shirt buttoned down to the third, my guitar in my arms, a half-lit cigarette between my fingers, and a low C major with slightly sad lyrics.

Although the protagonist in the picture is myself, from the perspective of a viewer at this moment, I even unconsciously have a picture in my mind, in an unknown dilapidated village, a wisp of cooking smoke rises from the top of a low house, quiet and lonely, making people feel as calm as water and desolate.

I suddenly understood what Mu Xichun meant by the charming, in the face of a man who seems to be uninhibited but actually exudes loneliness from the depths of his soul, probably a woman will not be able to control the natural maternal compassion in her heart, and she can't help but give birth to a saving heart, and want to give warmth and love.

I finally understood that the emotions that people unconsciously reveal can best show the soul of this person hidden deep in the heart, but I unintentionally revealed it, and it was coincidentally seen by Mu Xichun, and listening to the meaning of her words, she was already secretly in love with me at that time, and I didn't notice it at that time.

Now that I think about it, that is, at that time, Mu Xichun's attitude towards me gradually changed, first designed me to move into her house, and then gave me back the 30,000 yuan I spent to help Mother Shi open a flower shop.

Later, she accidentally saw me and Li Ruyi losing her temper inexplicably because of the ambiguous actions caused by joking at the door of the bar, so she threatened me to quit my job at the bar. There is also the abnormal behavior of Mu Xichun who was angry for no reason after Li Ruyi and I spent the night on the river beach last time when we were detained at the police station due to a misunderstanding.

Now it seems that most of my guesses were correct, and with this premise, a series of questions that I couldn't understand at that time can now be answered one by one.

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