Anne grew more and more agitated, almost trembling, and her helpless eyes looked like spikes deep into my heart, and overshadowed my lowly soul.

I was silent, not knowing what to say to soothe her wounded heart.

If she vents it to make her feel better, I would even cut open my chest and let her vent freely, because I know that I should bear these sins.

"I never feel bad when you find one girlfriend after another, because I know you don't really love them, and I don't think it's okay for you to spend the night with one strange woman after another, because I know that the world owes you something! If you want to vent, I think you should be. I just want to get tired of all this one day, and then you will understand that I have been waiting for you silently! ”

"But I never thought that I waited in silence in exchange for this result! Should I congratulate you? Anne looked at me, her lips twitching slightly, her eyes filled with infinite despair.

"Anne, I'm sorry ......"

Anne raised her hand to stop it, and I continued: "Don't say anything sorry, if you don't love, you don't love, no matter how much I do, it's in vain if you don't love me!" ”

"Actually, I found out about Mr. Mu's feelings for you early in the morning, but I still have a trace of illusions, at that time I should have understood what I did, it was just wishful thinking, if you love me, why wait until now?"

A wry smile appeared on Anne's lips, as if she was self-deprecating and desperate.

"Do you know what my dad said to me on his deathbed? He said let me come back to you, he said you are a person to rely on, he said you promised him that you would not do anything to hurt me no matter what! ”

"Huh!" Anne laughed again.

"It seems that he, like me, thinks he knows you very well, it turns out that we are all wrong, and it is so difficult for a person who doesn't love you to do it without hurting you!"

"I originally thought that my father was gone and I still had you, and I even told Brother Liang that I was the only one left with you, hehe, how ridiculous I am, I naively thought that you would never leave me, this is really ironic, haha, hahaha......"

Anne burst out laughing, bent over with laughter, tears streaming down her eyes......

I would have said: Annie, no matter what happens, I'm your best friend, and that's not going to change at any time!

But after all, she only opened her mouth, and said nothing, and I knew that these words did not actually have any comfort effect on her, but would make her more sad, and perhaps I would think that I was sympathizing with her, and said some dry words.

Who will fall in love with whom? It was an irrational decision, but the hurt was like a piece of sand in a shoe, and it was clearly felt.

In this game, it is impossible to trace who is wrong and who is right, although there is a relationship between hurt and hurt, and the injured person is certainly heartbroken and painful, but no one will pay for all this. I'm sorry, after all, it's too pale, powerless like an insect can't stop the arrival of autumn.

Anne laughed and cried, crying heartbreakingly, as if to vent all the grievances with tears, however, when the tears are finally over, the pain in the heart can only rely on time to heal slowly, which will eventually be a long process, maybe you will have to use up a lifetime of time if you are not careful.

In fact, I haven't seriously considered a question for a long time, for Anne, do I really not love, or dare not love? If I had left my inferiority complex, wouldn't I really have fallen in love with her?

I'm not sure, a woman as beautiful as her would be a man who can't help but fall in love with her.

If time could really be restarted, I think I would seriously reconsider this issue, but there is no second choice in life, and every step you take, every choice you make, you have to bear the consequences.

I sat on the floor of an office building in the center of the city, and outside the window it was the beginning of the city's nightlife, the hustle and bustle of the city, and the slight wind seemed to be wrapped in a hint of unfinished taste.

It's just that my heart keeps sinking, all the way to the deepest bottom of the sea?, I know

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From now on, there is a place in my heart where the light of day will never see the light of day.

Anne's weeping face was close to me, as real as my soul that had been cut by a thousand knives, and yet I no longer had the courage to wipe away her tears, Anne, Anne......

Anne was finally tired from crying, or perhaps she was heartbroken, and she had no more tears to support her grief.

Her eyes were red and swollen and her cheeks were pale.

The hoarse voice said to me who stood aside: "You go, I don't blame you, I don't hate you, just please don't tell me, we can still be friends, I don't need your pity, and I don't want to see you again, please keep me the last bit of dignity!" ”

I stood up silently, ready to say something to Anne, but my throat was dry, and finally nothing came out.

I turned around mechanically, lifted my legs and walked out, and just took two steps when Anne's voice sounded behind me.

"Brother!" Anne called me softly, as in the past, she called me brother, a title that she had always called me since I became friends with her in high school, and she had been calling me this title for years before she knew it! And this is probably the last time she will call me that.

I suddenly felt sad in my heart, turned to look at her, my nose was sore, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, and two lines of tears came out of my eyes.

"Brother, I'll just ask you one question, have you never fallen in love with me for so many years? Even if it's just a moment! Even if it's just a thought! Anne looked at me with a hoarse voice and sad eyes.

I looked at Anne, and I wanted to say to her out loud: No, Anne, it's not what you think, you're wrong, it's not that I don't love you, but I don't dare to love you, you are a white and flawless angel in my heart, and I am a wicked world, I am afraid that if I get a little closer to you, I will defile your purity, how dare I say that I love you? You deserve a better future and life, and I'm afraid I'll drag you into an endless quagmire, how dare I get a little closer to you?

But after all, these words were only in my heart, and not a word was spoken. I knew that if I said that, it would be another spell for her.

Perhaps these words can make her feel better at this moment, but if she is plunged into another quagmire because of this, I am afraid it will be another sin of mine, rather than this, it is better to let her completely stop this undeserved thought, if it will inevitably hurt after all, if it will be burdened with sin after all, then let this sin come more violently.

I know that my cruelty at this time may be able to make her break out of the cocoon and be reborn sooner, and if so, I would be more willing to bear more of her resentment towards me, after all, this is all I can do for her now.

Anne's sad gaze, with a hint of hope, finally faded in my silence.

She let out a wry smile, and tears glistened in her eyes again: "I understand, I understand!" Anne muttered.

"Even if there is no Mr. Mu, even if I wait a long time, you will not fall in love with me! I'm so naïve, I still have a trace of illusion until now, thank you for making my last trace of illusion, also shattered, you go, I wish you happiness! ”

With the last few words, she finally couldn't help but grieve and don't look away, maybe she didn't want me to see her tears again.

I turned around in silence again, my legs struggling as if they had been filled with lead, and as soon as I turned around, I realized that I was still carrying the paper bag with 100,000 dollars in my hand, and then I remembered that the only thing I could repay Anne was almost forgotten.

"Annie, I know I've hurt you, I know I can't make up for the damage I've done to you, and I don't even have the face to say sorry to you! For so many years, you have been silently caring for me, and I can't repay ...... of this."

My voice gradually lowered, I really couldn't say any more, these words sounded too blunt, too dramatic, how like a negative man's last parting words to the woman he had hurt.

I know that these words may be better for me, but for Anne it will undoubtedly be another hanging.

"I owe you a lot over the years, it's 100,000 yuan, I know it doesn't make up for the damage I did to you, but it's the only thing I can do to you......"

I finally spoke, and my heart was for a while

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Throbbing gently placed the paper bag in her hand on her desk.

Anne turned around and smiled at me, her eyes full of sorrow!

She just looked at me, step by step, and I could clearly see her tears pouring out of her eyes uncontrollably again, but her expression was smiling, and she looked at me with a smile, letting the tears run down her cheeks uncontrollably.

Looking at her expression, I only felt that my heart was shattered and scattered on the cold floor, stung by her salty tears.

She walked up to me, picked up the paper bag on the table, her voice trembled slightly, but she still said with a smile: "It turns out that my love for you is worth 100,000 yuan!" ”

"Anne, I ......" I wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Anne.

"If I don't accept the 100,000 yuan, can you tell me that you love me?"

"I ......"

"You say! You say! Why don't you say it? Why don't you even say you love me? You say! You say! Why don't you say it? ”

Anne suddenly went crazy, and she grabbed me by the hem of my garment, and shook my stake-like body vigorously, screaming bitterly.

"You say! Why don't you say it? Why don't you say......" Anne still grabbed me by the hem and shook my body, but she finally fell on my chest as if she had lost all her strength, and the screams in her mouth changed from hysteria to anger!

I felt that my soul had been forcibly pulled out of my body by some kind of force, like a walking corpse, standing in place. However, this sentence of the walking corpse instinctively stretched out its arms, ready to embrace the sad woman in front of him.

However, as soon as the walking corpse's arm touched Anne's body, she pushed the walking corpse away like a spring, and the walking corpse took a step back and stood there again.

"Okay, okay, since 100,000 yuan can't buy a sentence of your you love me, then I'll accept ...... 100,000 yuan."

Anne picked up the paper bag and slowly stepped back as she spoke, opening the bag and taking out the neatly bundled 100,000 pieces inside.

“…… Since 100,000 yuan can't buy a sentence of your love for me, then I will accept this 100,000 yuan, and we will not owe each other anything! With the last sentence, she turned around suddenly, raised her hand and threw the 100,000 yuan in her hand out of the window at once.

I still seemed to be nailed to the spot and motionless, for her actions, I did not have the slightest consternation, I know that these 100,000 yuan have completely cut off the relationship between the two of us for so many years, as she said, from now on, I and she do not owe each other, and have nothing to do with each other......

You can earn it again when the money is gone, and you can make friends again when you are gone, but you have to strip yourself of a real flesh-and-blood unforgettable past from your life, and from then on, you can cut it in two, and there is no more to do with it......

So, is this still a complete life? What can be used to make up for the missing part?

I can't make it back, I can't go back to the past, I can't meet the girl who called me brother again......

The walking corpse stood in place, speechless, expressionless, not even breathing!

The sad woman yelled at him to let him go, but he didn't move, and she told him to get out, but he didn't move, until she rushed over and hysterically pushed him out, and he mechanically lifted his stiff legs and walked out step by step.

He didn't know how he had left the building, he didn't remember how he had returned to his apartment, and the only thing he had in his vague memory was that when he came to the bottom of the building, there was a crowd of people screaming and making noise downstairs, they seemed to be looking for something, and they all seemed to be happy......

That was the only thing he could remember when he left that night, and every time he remembered it years later, it was as clear as yesterday......

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