I struggled to get up from the ground, and the strength of my whole body seemed to be drained in an instant, and it was quite difficult to even support my body to stand up.

"Where did Anne go? Tell me where she went! I walked up to Qin Shu again with difficulty, and asked with a trembling voice.

Qin Shu didn't shoot at me again this time, probably because he was ashamed to shoot at an opponent who was unable to fight back. He looked at me in disgust and turned his head away.

"Tell me, tell me, where did Anne go?" I couldn't control my emotions anymore, so I grabbed Qin Shu's shoulders with both hands and asked again.

Qin Shu was enraged by my actions again, and pushed me angrily, and I stumbled into the desk behind me, and a stack of documents was scattered all over the ground.

"You hurt her like this, do you think she's going to tell you where she went? Do you want to find her and hurt her again? You scumbag! ”

"Do you know that Anne can leave her job behind and fly back thousands of miles just to deliver food to you, a scumbag, for the sake of your unknown Weibo? Did you know that if you treat her to a meal, she can be happy for days? Did you know that if you give her camera lens, someone will touch her and she will turn her face about it? She loves you so much and what about you? What did you do for her? ”

"God is really unfair, why can you be so good as a scumbag? Why do you deserve to do this to Anne? Uncle Qin's eyes were red and he roared angrily.

I leaned back against the desk and felt my legs sore, unable to support my body anymore, and slid down the desk, as if my bones had been sucked away one by one, and I collapsed on the floor like a mess of flesh.

I remembered the time I had a cold a few months ago, when Anne, who was away on a business trip, suddenly appeared in my ward with a lunch box, she said that there was something wrong with the equipment and came back to get the equipment, and happened to see my Weibo, so she brought me to see me.

It wasn't until this moment that I understood, what was the coincidence, what was the incident, and how could she be as careful as she didn't need to come back to pick up the spare equipment? It turned out that she had traveled thousands of miles just to bring me a meal! And I lost my temper at her that day because of that Lin Wei!

I just felt a feeling of stuffiness in my heart, as if I had been filled with sand, and I was almost out of breath because of the weight of the weight.

I wanted to shout out loud, but when I opened my mouth, I found that there was not a single sound in my throat, and all the guilt and remorse were like a line of tears flowing out of my eyes, unscrupulous but silent.

Qin Shu looked at me with disdain, in addition to anger and infinite sadness in his eyes, I knew that he was feeling unworthy for Anne, just as he said, why can I be so good, why is it worth Anne to treat me like this......

Qin Shu didn't seem to bother to say anything more to me, turned around and lit a cigarette and took a puff, sighing like a long breath into the endless night sky outside the window.

At this moment, I probably already understood, in fact, my guess was right, he also loved Anne, but I neglected to care about Anne, I don't even know when he and Anne met, if it wasn't for the last time I accidentally bumped into each other, I'm afraid I don't know until now.

"Actually, I want to talk to you many times when I see Anne like this, at least I want you to understand Anne's heart, although I love Anne deeply, but I can't see Anne hurting God for you."

"Do you know how many days Anne cried last time she came back from your birthday? Because she feels your feelings for you, she feels that she may never be able to wait for you to understand her mind

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God, but she still has a trace of illusions, she thinks that her silent love for you for so many years can win you President Mu, after all, you President Mu has only been here for a few months......"

"That time I couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to go to you anyway, but Anne wouldn't let me, she even threatened me that if I went to you, she would never see me again!"

"This is Anne, and she would rather endure all the pain and suffering herself than defend you, because she feels that it will be a nuisance to you if you do not personally feel her affection for you, but tell you through the mouth of someone else! She is so humble in love with you. ”

Qin Shu turned his back to me, and although his tone was calm, it was still full of infinite grief and indignation.

"After all these years, have you never felt Anne's love for you? Or do you know but pretend you don't because you feel like you're enjoying being able to get a woman to love you with all her might? Or have you not thought about which woman to choose will be more beneficial for your future? ”

"Now it seems that you have made the right choice, and the president of a well-known real estate company will naturally be more beneficial to you than an ordinary woman who has been silently loving you!"

Qin Shu's tone became high-pitched again as he spoke, as if his emotions were angered by his own words.

I shook my head silently, I couldn't explain anything, I couldn't feel the pain in my heart, the original position of my heart was already empty, and I didn't even feel numb.

After Qin Shu said this, he fell silent again, and after a long time, he looked at the sky and sighed for a long time, turned around and walked to the desk, took out a letter from the drawer, threw it on the floor in front of me, and said coldly: "I didn't plan to give you this letter, but this is what Anne explained, although you are a scumbag that makes me feel disgusting, I respect Anne's choice." ”

"Take the letter, get out of here!" Qin Shu said coldly.

I trembled and reached out to pick up the letter on the ground, stood up slowly, and walked out with scurry steps.

"You should be like a man if you are still a man, and now that you have made your choice, whether you are sincere or not, I hope you will not hurt another woman, in which case Anne's sacrifice will be meaningless!" Qin Shu's voice sounded behind me.

I listened to him in silence and walked out of the office with great difficulty.

At midnight, the city is lit up by street lights and neon lights in another cool day, and the cars on the road are bustling with their dazzling running lights, and there is no sign of the slightest reduction in this time, and the red lights are still green.

Pedestrians on the street were sparse, but it seemed as if everyone was looking at their heads suspiciously.

I sat blankly on the steps of the road, trembling as I opened the unaddressed envelope.

"Brother:

This is probably the last time I'll call you that, because I don't think we'll ever see each other again in this life! ”

When I saw this first sentence, my vision suddenly blurred, and I couldn't hold back any longer, my nose was sour, and tears were dripping down the letterhead.

"By the time you read this letter, I was probably out of the city. Forgive me for saying goodbye, because I can't say goodbye to you in person. Please forgive me for the accusations I made against you, because there are times when people lose their minds, and I think you can understand that.

"There is no one right or wrong in emotional matters, and it cannot be called love unless it is a mutual relationship

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, I made a mistake because I didn't know enough about your heart, and I always thought that as long as I insisted enough, you would eventually find out, but I ignored that love itself should not be like this, on the contrary, love at first sight between you and Mr. Mu is what love should look like.

"Although I am disappointed, I am calm down, although I have worked hard emotionally over the years, I think now you also know a lot of stupid things I have done. But when this road comes to an end and suddenly finds that there is no road ahead, looking back at the road may not be without beautiful scenery, and finding another way is not necessarily another form of relief, who knows that there will be no better scenery ahead?

"The luggage is packed, and writing this letter is the last thing I do before I leave, and I haven't figured out where to go, but I can't stay here, and you can probably understand that if I stay here, I'll never be able to get out of the cage I made myself.

"I think I'm going to go to places I've never been to before, and then I'm going to stop somewhere I like, or if I don't have it, I'm going to go to the United States to find my mother.

"You know that my mother has always wanted me to live with her, and I have never agreed, and now you probably know the reason, I don't want to go anywhere with you here...... But now it's time for me to think about it.

"It's just that no matter where I am, whether I go to the United States or not, I hope you don't inquire about my whereabouts again, if I can regain my life and find my own shore, I will take the initiative to contact you, before that I think I need a little time!

"Mr. Mu's feelings for you are sincere, I can see this, I hope you can cherish it, maybe your relationship will be a little fettered, but I believe that Mu will always handle all this. I know that you are rebellious by nature but sensitive in your heart, and some of the things you do seem ridiculous but are actually not what you want, but you have to empathize with everything, and the person who stabs you closest to you is probably the only advice I can give you.

"Dad's death made me understand that life is not as long as we think, and I want to say that you and I have to live seriously for the rest of our lives, and this is regarded as another agreement between us. If we have all done this, it doesn't matter if the goodbye day is or if we don't think about it, because we have all fulfilled the promise and are living in it.

"That's all I have to say, say goodbye to Brother Liang on my behalf!

———— Anne

xxxx year xx month ......"

After reading this letter, my tears almost soaked the letter paper, and the pain of tearing and pulling in my hollow heart was bursting, I could no longer hold back the grief in my heart, and sat under the bright street lamp and tears flowed down.

Why is this happening? I had vowed to protect Anne for the rest of my life and not let her suffer the slightest harm, but why did it end up like this? Annie...... Annie......

I wiped away the tears from my eyes and looked up at the sky, I wondered why God was playing so tricks on me if everything was really God's arrangement, and if it was really my fault, then it would be enough to punish me alone, why did you treat Anne like this? What's wrong with her? What's wrong with her......

The sky is silent, there is not a single star in the black hole, and there always seems to be a pair of eyes in the depths of the endless darkness looking coldly at the world, neither sad nor happy......

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