A car whizzed past in front of me, as if it was a wind-wound toy, coming and going from nothingness to nothingness, and it couldn't stop until it ran out of energy.

Occasionally, pedestrians passing by avoided each other, probably thinking that I, a madman who described myself as crazy, would burst out and hurt people at any time.

……

The world is cold and cold, and no one will stop to care about a person they don't know, even if he cries like a child.

Just as I was immersed in the endless sadness in my heart, a pair of hands suddenly reached out from my side, slowly put their arms around my head, and grabbed my tearful head and pressed it against her lower abdomen.

Since I hadn't noticed anyone else before, I was a little stunned by this sudden action, but when I saw the feet in front of me, I knew who it was.

Because the shoes on those feet are the Adidas sneakers that I bought from the Beijing store two days ago, which I am very familiar with, and at this time, only Mu Xichun is still remembering me in this world, and she will appear here at this moment, presumably because I can't rest assured that I came over.

Her gesture made my inner sadness suddenly find a breakthrough, and I hugged her leg and cried.

"Anne...... Let's go! Annie, she's gone! "I couldn't stop crying.

Mu Xichun didn't make a sound, just gently stroked my head, she probably understood that the words of comfort might not have any effect, rather than doing useless comfort, it was better to let me vent to my heart's content.

She stood silently in front of me without saying a word, letting me hold her legs, letting my tears wet her clothes, and letting the night wrap us up little by little......

After a long time, I finally stopped crying in her gentle embrace, and I let go of her legs and looked up at her, only to see that she was already in tears.

"Why are you here?" I held back the sadness in my heart and asked in a hoarse voice.

"If I don't come, are you going to cry all night here?" As she said this, two lines of tears welled up in her eyes again.

I was silent and reached out to wipe the tears from her face.

"Have you cried enough? If you don't cry enough, you keep crying, if you cry enough, come home with me now! ”

“…… I'm sorry! I ......"

I wanted to say that you were worried, but I felt that it was too much to say such things at this moment, and there was no need for such politeness between me and her, she was already able to do this for me, and if she said this, I am afraid it would make her sad.

"So you've cried enough? Then let's go home! ”

After she finished speaking, she took my hand and walked forward, I saw her car parked not far in front of me, I thought that she must have been looking for me, only to see the car parked downstairs in Anne's studio, so I drove all the way to find her.

"What's wrong with your face? How did it hurt? Probably because the light of the street lamp was a little distorted, Mu Xichun didn't notice the injury on my face just now, and she didn't notice it until she got in the car, and asked with a frightened tone and a nervous expression.

"It's fine!" I said lightly.

"Nothing? It's all swollen like this, and it's okay? What the hell is going on? Mu Xichun said with wide eyes.

I was sad in my heart, and I didn't want to get too deep with her on this issue, so I said with a hint of begging in my tone: "Can you stop asking, let's go home?" ”

Mu Xichun saw that I was depressed and tired

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After a while, he said faintly: "I also care about you, if you don't want to say it, then I won't ask, but don't you really need to go to the hospital to see?" ”

I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart, knowing that my words had stimulated her, but at this moment I didn't want to say another word, I shook my head and signaled that she didn't need to go to any hospital, and then she slowly started the car and drove to the road.

She drove very slowly along the way, and the silence between the two people in the car was unusually long due to the speed of the car.

"You haven't told me why you're here." Finally, I spoke first, although I really didn't want to speak, but I felt that Mu Xichun seemed to have been waiting for me to speak.

Sure enough, when she saw me, she looked back at me and said, "I thought you wouldn't talk again!" ”

She seemed to mean something, but I couldn't grasp it for a while, so I didn't think much about it.

"I was worried that something would happen to you, and I couldn't contact you, so I came here, in fact, you came down from Anne's studio, and I saw you, and I followed you all the time, but you didn't notice me, do you know how sad my heart was when I saw you sitting on the side of the road and looking up at the sky and crying silently?"

"I've never seen a man cry like a child. I've almost never cried for as long as I can remember, but since I met you, you've made me cry again and again, and you make me feel sorry, you know? ”

Speaking of this, Mu Xichun's tone trembled a little, as if her words reminded her of a scene that made her sad.

Seeing her like this, my heart also felt a little sour, and I reached out and patted her arm and said, "Girl, I'm sorry!" There's one thing I don't think we need to say anymore, but I still want to say, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have upset you! It's me who doesn't do it well! ”

"I know you're saddened by Anne's departure, and it seems out of place to say something like that now, but you have to understand your choice!" Speaking of this, Mu Xichun braked the car in the middle of the road with a fierce kick, turned around and looked at me with a serious face: "I'll ask you again, you have to think about it before answering, no matter what your answer is, I can accept it!" ”

I was a little stunned by her sudden seriousness.

"Do you really love me?"

I nodded silently.

"Don't nod or shake your head, I'll let you tell me in person whether to love or not to love!" Mu Xichun's chest rose and fell, which made me understand that she was not joking at the moment, but seriously seeking something.

"Love!" I spoke firmly.

"Your feelings for Anne are really just family affection, not a little bit of male and female affection?" Mu Xichun looked at me without blinking.

"Yes, I've always treated Anne like family, and I've never thought of her badly!" I felt bitter in my heart, and although I was telling the truth, I secretly said sorry to Anne.

Mu Xichun reached over and held my hand, with infinite affection in his eyes: "That's enough, as long as you know your own inner thoughts, it's enough." There's still a long way to go, I just want to go on with you, don't have any suspicion between each other, even if one day you don't love me anymore, I hope I won't be the last to know! Promise me, okay? ”

I patted the back of her hand and nodded firmly, I was quite touched by her words, although I didn't speak, I knew it was a promise, although there was a saying that it couldn't be done

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Don't promise easily, but I think I can do it when I love her wholeheartedly.

It was the early morning of the next day when I returned to the residence, Mu Xichun found a medicine box and wanted to help me deal with the wound on my face, I waved my hand to signal that she didn't have this need, but Mu Xichun didn't listen to me, or insisted on rubbing some iodine wine on my already somewhat puffy face, I didn't want to snub her kindness, so I had to let her do it, and then I went to the refrigerator to find ice cubes to give me a cold compress, and found a bottle of frozen hard drink.

Qin Shu's two punches were not soft at all, not only did my eyes turn purple, but also the inner wall of my mouth was also hit by him with blood, but I didn't feel any pain at the time, and only now do I feel the taste of salty blood in my mouth.

"Go back and rest early! I'm fine, you don't have to worry. I looked at the time and it was already late, and I didn't want her to work so hard for me, so I said.

Mu Xichun looked at me for a while, as if trying to judge from my expression whether my state was really what I said.

I tried to reassure her and barely managed to squeeze out a smile.

Mu Xichun sighed and said: "If you want me to go back, I'll go back, don't laugh so reluctantly, it's ugly than crying!" ”

I smiled bitterly and hung my head, how could she not see my thoughts?

"You go to bed early, I'll go back!" Mu Xichun stood up and prepared to leave.

When I sent her to the door, she slowed down, and finally stood silent for a moment, turned to look at me, and said, "I know you're guilty and sad about Anne, but it's all going to pass, and I hope you'll see a little bit away." In fact, in a sense, this is not a relief for Anne, the sooner she understands that she will suffer less than one day of torture, although the future is unpredictable, but I believe that Anne will find her happiness! ”

After saying this, Mu Xichun stretched out his hand and gently touched my face, and then turned around and entered the elevator.

Mu Xichun has been gone for a long time, I still stood in place for a long time, recalling her words before leaving, thinking about it carefully, in fact, what she said was right, if I could have let Anne know my thoughts earlier, maybe she could have thought about it earlier, and she would not have left so sadly as she is now.

Anyway, Anne has left, and I don't feel guilty that I can't make up for her in the end, and I can only pray for her silently in my heart now, hoping that she can get out of the haze as soon as possible.

It's just that she broke off all contact with me and made me a little uneasy, thinking that she is such a simple and kind woman wandering alone, I am afraid that she will be in trouble, and she is also an extremely beautiful woman, as the saying goes, if she goes out and has some accidents, I am afraid that I will live with guilt for the rest of my life.

It would be great if she could go to the United States to find her mother, as she said, and that is what I wish for the most, no matter what, to have a loved one by my side, and to have a person to take care of everything, so that I can feel more at ease.

And a different environment can also prevent her from touching the scene, and maybe she can forget the past faster, if this is the case, it will be the best ending. It's just that Anne and I don't know if we will ever meet again in this life, and I can't help but feel a little melancholy in my heart when I think of this.

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