Chapter 308: How to Hurt Her
I barely knew how I walked back to the ward with the xiaolongbao and soy milk I had just bought, and I thought I would tell her everything when Huai En got better.
But I didn't expect Xichun to obviously not think so, she was afraid that she didn't dream that her sister who had just met also had emotional entanglements with me.
How can she accept such a seemingly bloody but extremely cruel reality for a while?
As she said, she believed that I loved her, but her attitude had shown that she still couldn't choose between her and her sister's relationship.
She can't ignore her persistent feelings for so many years, and she can't snatch her sister's happiness with her own hands, and in her heart she is ashamed of this sister!
I stood beside the hospital bed in a daze, and my heart was already a mess!
Huai En picked up the hot xiaolongbao with a toothpick, and ate a cup of soy milk very happily, this is the first time since I came back to see her have an appetite to eat.
I should have been happy about this, but now I had to think in advance about how to hurt her......
This made my heart twitch, and I wanted to stab myself with a knife a few times, because it was far easier for me than it was for me to hurt Huaien!
Huai En was so focused on the food in his hand that he didn't notice my mood changes.
And Mu Zhongren and his wife, who were standing on the side, looked at me and Huaien with complicated expressions, and there was a faint trace of worry and regret in their eyes!
Mu Zhongren slowly turned around and walked out of the ward, looked back at me when he went out, and motioned for me to go out with him.
I followed Mu Zhongren to the bench in the hospital lobby and sat down, at this time it was just dawn, the hall was a little deserted, and the morning sun had just shown its head and sprinkled the first rays of morning light.
Mu Xichun sat on the bench and lit a cigarette for a long time, and I sat quietly next to him and waited for him to finish smoking.
His eyes narrowed slightly, looking out blankly, and his expression seemed to have a trace of vicissitudes!
After five minutes, he finally snuffed out his cigarette butt and put it in the tin box he had with him.
He turned his head slightly to look at me, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth!
"This is probably providence! I tried my best to block the relationship between you and Xichun, but I didn't expect my long-lost little daughter to fall in love with you. ”
I was silent, and I was quite embarrassed in my heart, if it were not for the will of God, how could I explain such a subtle coincidence?
"Now both of my daughters are in deep pain because of a decision I made. Is there anything more ironic in the world? Hehe! He smiled self-deprecatingly, a look of pain on his face.
"What's even more ironic is that I only thought that you were a dou who couldn't be supported, who would have thought that now you are already a successful businessman on the famous side, and I still want to take 20 million to redeem my sins, hehe, hehehe......"
He smiled and laughed, his body trembled violently, and his eyes glistened with tears.
I looked at this real estate tycoon with frosty temples, and for a moment I suddenly felt a little pitiful for him.
There is no reason for all parents in the world not to love their children, and I have no doubt that what he did in the first place was for his daughter to have a better future, he just didn't find a suitable way.
The younger daughter was separated at a young age, and the eldest daughter was also hated by the father and daughter because of her own interference, and ended up in a bleak evening, what is wrong with him from the father's point of view! If you want to say that there is really a mistake, it is just that you don't know your daughter well enough!
"Mr. Wei, I know it's too late to say anything now, Xichun and Yingchun are both my daughters, no matter what choice you make in the end, you are destined to hurt one, maybe this is God's punishment for me! I'm just wondering what your options are? Mu Zhongren looked at the sky with his eyes and let out a long sigh.
Seeing Mu Zhongren's remorseful look, it can be regarded as good and evil will be rewarded in the end. The resentment against him in my heart unconsciously diluted, and I felt some pity for him in my heart.
"When Huai'en's condition is stable, I will explain everything to her, I believe she will understand, how can I live up to her again after suffering so many grievances over the years. Huai En is still young and has a long future, and I will explain it to her, even if it will make her sad......"
I struggled to say what I had been afraid to say in my heart.
For some reason, Mu Zhongren's honesty made the resentment towards him in my heart weaken a lot in an instant.
"But you've already proposed to Yingchun! Although Yingchun was separated from us when she was half a year old, I can see that her personality is very similar to Xichun, and I am afraid that she will not be able to accept it! Mu Zhongren looked at me with worry in his eyes.
“……”
I was silent again.
In fact, I'm not worried about this, Mu Zhongren is right, no matter how you choose in the end, you are destined to hurt one, which is the last thing I want to see.
But now there is no other way out, and I can only apologize for Huaien.
A week later, the doctor did a comprehensive examination of Huai En again, and his recovery was even better than expected. Huai'en's mental state has also undergone a earth-shaking change, and his originally pale face has gradually become ruddy and shiny.
The two families were very happy about this result, Professor Fang and his wife had become acquainted with Mu Zhongren these days, and they had never said anything about the future belonging of this common daughter.
Although Professor Fang and his wife are secretly lost, Huai En has long been an adult and has already had his own independent personality, and is no longer an affiliate of anyone. In the future, the relationship between the two families and Huaien will naturally be decided by Huaien himself.
Huai En has also accepted her life experience, and although she feels unnatural to Mu Zhongren and his wife, she can already call them parents calmly.
It's just that Xichun left after learning about Huai'en's feelings for me last time, and I can probably think that she is afraid that she can't calm down for a while, can't face me and Huai'en calmly, and hasn't shown up for a week.
I have called her many times but the phone is turned off, which not only makes Mu Zhongren and his wife feel slightly worried, but also makes my heart twist, obviously this is undoubtedly a soul torment for her.
Watching Huai En recover day by day, his eyes became more and more warm when he looked at me. But I know I'm going to give her a head-on blow soon and send her to hell again......
A month later, Huai En had his last blood test, and the results showed that the indicators in Huai En's body had stabilized, and the rest would be fully recovered as long as he rested for a period of time.
Although Huai'en's physical fitness has declined dramatically during this period of illness, he has recovered a lot, and he was once thin enough to have a clear bone shape, but now he has gradually recovered under the dedicated care of his two parents.
Especially Mu Zhongren and his wife, probably wanting to make up for the lack of family affection for Huaien over the years, they put their love for Huaien into Huaien's nutritional allocation, and once made Huaien frown when he opened the lunch box.
On the day Huai En was discharged from the hospital, the family personally sent Huai En back to Professor Fang's house, and Mu Zhongren and his wife did not have much to say about it. After all, it is a great luck to find her daughter, and Huai En has now broken free from the palm of the disease, this is already the best result, what else do they have to worry about!
After settling in Huai'en, I drove back to the village. My heart grew heavier and heavier along the way, and in fact I haven't felt a day easier since then.
I have contacted Xichun countless times, but none of her mobile phones have been able to get through.
I remembered what she said when she was leaving, she said to go to her when I was ready, I don't think she would contact me until then.
I made one of the hardest decisions of my life. I'm going to confess all this to Huai Eun after I've taken care of what the company has been dealing with all this time, and then I'm going to go to Xichun, no matter what, I must not let her be hurt again.
It was already evening when I returned to the village, and the sunset of early spring shone on this small village that had changed its appearance in the past few years.
This reminds me of when I first arrived, and in a trance it made me feel like I was in a different world.
Some things are destined to be drowned by the torrent with the changes of the times, and with them our moods.
After a few years, I am no longer the prodigal son I was alone, I have career concerns and emotional bonds.
The old memories seem to be not far away, and the new world is unreasonably rushing in.
I thought that I had already practiced a strong wall, but I didn't know that my life had already been exposed, some feelings finally did not dare to live up easily, and some people were destined to end in tragedy.
I hate that I wasn't born in ancient times, and I could have two infatuated women, but even if I was born in ancient times, I probably couldn't divide my heart fairly, otherwise I am afraid that there would not be so many poignant stories that are still praised today.
I am glad that there is nothing to deal with in the company, and I haven't asked a word about the company's affairs for months, and Jasmine and Don Jr. have handled the company in an orderly manner, and I don't need to do anything at all. I am secretly grateful that having these friends behind me is a great blessing in my life.
I had wanted to visit Huai'en three days later and find an opportunity to inform her of everything, but I did not expect her to come to the village first on the morning of the third day.
She was driven by Junsheng, and the young man Junsheng is also a touching descendant, even if he knows that Huaien's mind is all on me, he is still obsessed with Huaien's side and never abandons.
I had already told Junsheng the story of me and Xichun, and not only was he not happy when he learned my thoughts, but his first reaction was to worry about whether Huai Eun would be able to withstand the blow. This moved me and relieved me a little, thinking that having him by Huaien's side was also a comfort for Huaien.
After a month of recuperation, Huai En has been able to move freely, although his body is a little thinner and looks a little weak, but his complexion is already better than day by day.