When Huai En came, I was cleaning the courtyard at home, and I didn't go home for months, but there was a thick layer of dust in my house.

The fish kept in the tank have long since died in the tank because the water has not been changed for a long time.

As the temperature warms up, the weeds in the yard have sprouted and taken up the area where I used to grow vegetables, but now I am in no mood to take care of them.

Happily, I accidentally found in the corner the squirrel I had scared away last winter, and I knew it because it had a white strand of hair on its tail.

I don't know how it got through that long winter, where it went, what it ate to get through the winter.

But apparently it was far more alive than I had expected, and what I had been worried about for days now seemed to be over.

It was at this time that Huai Eun and Jun Sheng appeared in my courtyard.

Although Huai'en is thin, she no longer needs to be supported by others, and the moment she saw me, she flew towards me like a butterfly that had just broken out of her cocoon, looking weak and full of new vitality.

She threw herself into my arms and hugged me coquettishly, burying her face in my chest and rubbing her face against me.

"Uncle, you haven't been to see me for a long time, I miss you so much!" She muttered.

I instinctively reached out and grabbed her, but I froze in mid-air.

How long has it been? It's only been three days......

My heart aches again!

Junsheng, who was standing behind Huai En, saw my solemn and thoughtful expression, and showed a trace of helplessness, I knew that he, like me, had foreseen the great disaster that Huai En would endure next.

We all know that......

We can only watch......

Even, this disaster will be caused by my own hands!

There are some things in the world that there is always no choice.

Huai En pouted and looked at me and said that it had been a long time since I had eaten my cooking.

So I asked her and Junsheng to rest at home, and went to the supermarket in the town by myself to buy all kinds of ingredients that Huai En loves to eat.

I bought barracudas, crabs, clams and shrimp. I think it's probably the last time I'll cook for her, and I'd love to cook all the dishes she's ever eaten with me.

When eating, Huai En seemed very happy and had an excellent appetite.

Junsheng and I glanced at each other, and we both felt that we were stunned, as if this stupid girl who had just escaped death was the only one left in the world who was still stupidly happy, unaware of the impending fate.

"Uncle, the food you cook is so delicious, I will eat your food every day in the future!" Huai En said to me with a happy face while peeling the shrimp shell.

I smiled faintly, but my heart was full of bitterness.

After eating, Huai En proposed to go to the beach to have a look.

She said: "Uncle, I don't know how we are all riding the wind and waves, let's go and see if it's okay!" ”

I looked at the sky, the afternoon sun was just right, and the sea breeze had already warmed up during the time I was away, so I nodded in agreement, but when I went out, I still found a coat of mine and draped it over Huai'en's shoulders.

Huai En hugged my arm and snuggled up to me, like a virtuous little wife.

At this moment, the tide is high, and the sea breeze is blowing gently, with a slight hint of saltiness.

Our arrival startled a flock of seagulls basking on the pier and hovering over us.

Our canoe floated silently in the water, falling with the waves.

I remembered that Huai En was standing on the canoe and shouting at me happily, and she said that I should be her first mate......

Probably left idle for too long, and the seagulls used it as their own temporary nest, and it turned out to be white bird droppings.

Huai En and I sat on the pier and watched the endless sea, both silent.

"Uncle!"

Huai En called me softly.

"Huh?"

I looked sideways at her, and she looked

In the depths of the sea, his expression suddenly became melancholy.

"I know you have something to say to me, right?"

She was still facing the sea.

I was silent, but my heart turned upside down.

"Ever since I woke up, I knew you had something to say. Now I'll give you a chance, I'll only give you this one chance, and you can say whatever you want. I'll accept whatever you say, but if you don't say it today, then you'll never say it, okay? ”

Huai En looked at me faintly, the sea breeze blew her hair and gently brushed my neck, and my heart instantly ached violently.

I know that if she is as smart as she is, she will see the clue long ago. She's giving me a chance now, giving me a chance to hurt her......

Only this time, I did not dare to have the courage to flinch, and I knew that I would stab this knife no matter what, because if I didn't stab it, another woman would live in hell forever.

My heart trembled faintly, I was afraid that there was no such cruel thing in this world, and if I had a choice, I would rather push myself even a hundred times than hurt any of them.

It's a pity that there is only one human heart, and if you give one person, you can't give it to a second person......

"Huai En ......"

I called her name softly, and just two words took me all the strength it took.

"Do you remember the story I told you earlier?"

Huai En nodded slightly.

"I thought I was telling you all the story, but just a few days ago, I learned that there is another ending to this story!"

My knife is finally unsheathed......

"The woman in that story, her name is Mu Xichun......

……

The brackish sea breeze blows gently, the sun shines warmly, and occasionally a few seagulls pass through the sponge, leaving a few chirps floating in the sea breeze.

But my heart gradually turned cold to ice.

I know I'm not alone in the cold.

I quietly recounted what I had learned not long ago, and as much as I tried to keep my tone calm, every word I spat out made me feel exhausted......

Huai En sat beside me, his hands on his knees, his gaze gradually becoming hollow.

"I thought I would never see Xichun again, I thought my life would end here, but your illness ......

Maybe this is the will of God, I never dreamed that I would meet you sisters one after another in my life, but the world is too bizarre, the original mistake made me misunderstand Xichun, so that I don't know anything about everything she has done to me over the years. ”

"Now that I finally know all this, I don't think I can live up to her again......"

I finally uttered the most difficult words to utter.

The knife finally stabbed her in the heart.

Huai En slowly withdrew his gaze and turned his face to look at me.

"That's what you've been holding in your heart these days?" Her tone was calm, but her eyes were full of tears!

I knew she was trying to endure the pain in her patience.

"You can't live up to my sister anymore, what about me?"

She looked at me with burning eyes, as if she had been looking into the depths of my soul.

"So what? Why are you proposing to me? Are you just taking pity on me? ”

The tears in Huai'en eyes finally slipped down.

Her jaw trembled violently, she could no longer bear the pain in her heart, her eyes were broken and sad.

"Huaien, I'm sorry...... I know it's hard for you to accept, and I know what you mean for me, but I can't lie to you anyway......"

"So you're lying to me, right?" Huai En interrupted me.

"I thought ......"

"You thought I was going to die, didn't you? In order to keep me in the last days of my life

Can you be happy to lie to me, right? So you didn't love me at all, did you? ”

Huai'en's voice trembled violently, and tears rained down......

I was silent, and every question from Huai En was like a sharp knife, stabbing my conscience one by one!

"Uncle, I only ask you one question, don't lie to me!"

She reached out and pulled my face.

"Have you ever loved me?" She held my face in both hands, tears wetting her eyelashes.

I looked at Huai'en's sad face, and my soul seemed to be crushed by a mountain, almost making me breathless.

But in the face of Huaien's questioning, I didn't have the courage to answer.

I tried to wipe away her tears, but her body was as stiff as a stone, and she couldn't move.

"Uncle, will you answer me? Whatever the outcome, I just want to hear you tell me personally, okay? ”

I moved my dry lips and swallowed hard.

Huai'en's expression made my heart like a soft knock on ice, and it shattered in an instant.

But I knew that there were some things I had to say, and since the knife had been stabbed, it could not be taken back, and Yourou would only cause more damage to her.

"Huaien, I'm sorry for you, it's true that I lied to you, and I'm already desperate when I can't save you despite all my efforts. I just want you to be brave enough to fight the disease, and even if you still have no hope of surviving in the end, at least I can make you happy in the last moments. Because that's all I can do. It's not that I don't love you, if you were really saved, if I hadn't learned about Xichun's dedication to me, I think I could forget her, but now I can no longer deceive myself, I love more...... It's her! ”

I don't know how I said this, I know that every word I say is a hurt to Huai'en, and the knife finally stabbed Huai'en in the heart with precision......

Huai En slowly closed his eyes, and tears flowed down like a flood that broke the embankment.

She shook her head slowly, let go of my face weakly, couldn't control her emotions anymore, stood up and hid her face and ran away.

After running a few steps, he suddenly stopped, took the conch ring off his finger with all his might, and fell beside me.

I sat like a rock, dumbfounded, without even looking back at her......

After a long time, my heart suddenly twitched violently, and I coughed violently in pain, almost rolling me to the ground. I looked back behind me in a violent cough, the long pier was empty, and there was no Huai En there, only a few water birds chirping lonely overhead, and the canoe covered with bird droppings, telling me the story of what happened here, and the girl who was stabbed by my own hands......

She's probably never going to come back!

I sat on the pier until the moon rose, and before I knew it, it was a full moon night!

I stood up and was about to go home, when I turned around and saw Jasmine standing quietly behind me.

The tips of her hair were dyed with a faint moonlight, as if she had been here for a long time.

She looked at me, walked slowly up to me, and embraced me with open arms.

I rested my head on her shoulder, my throat aching, and I felt the urge to cry.

"You are careful not to let anyone come near you, but you can't escape your fate after all! You don't dare to fall in love with anyone, but you can't stop others from falling in love with you, maybe no one in this world understands your mind, but I do. Cry if you want to, you always make me feel so distressed......"

Jasmine whispered in my ear.

My tears dripped silently in the night sky, but only the wind knew it......