When I left, I still decided to take a look at Huaien, and I left without paying attention to it, and I couldn't rest assured after all.

When I came to Professor Fang's house, Professor Fang was standing in front of Huai'en's room with a bowl of rice, and Aunt Fang was persuading her with a worried face.

Mu Zhongren and his wife have probably left, and Junsheng is not at the Fang family at this time.

When Professor Fang and his wife saw me coming, their expressions suddenly became complicated.

When I saw this situation, I had already guessed a rough idea, but I was afraid that Huai'en was hit too hard yesterday to make her unacceptable for a while, so she locked herself in the room.

"Huai En has been locking himself in his room since he came back from you yesterday, and he hasn't eaten a bite of food until now!" Professor Fang looked at me with a worried face.

"Xiao Wei, did you say anything to Huai En yesterday? Why did she suddenly become like this? Aunt Fang then asked.

I bowed my head and muttered for a moment, not knowing where to start, my heart was full of bitterness.

I signaled to the professor and his wife, took the food from Aunt Fang's hand, and walked to the door of Huaien.

I reached out and knocked on the door, and shouted, "Huaien, can you open the door, I'...... I want to see you! "The guilt in my heart makes my words seem jerky and far-fetched.

There was still silence in the room, and Huai En didn't open the door to see me because of my arrival.

I knocked on the door a few more times, but there was no movement after a long time.

I sighed to myself, a little worried.

So he turned to Professor Fang and asked if he had a spare key to open the door.

Professor Fang sighed and shook his head and said, "There is a spare key, but Huai En bolted the door from the inside and couldn't open it from the outside!" ”

I frowned slightly, and my worry added to the worries. Thinking about Huaien's initial recovery from a serious illness, if she drills the tip of the horns in this matter, I am afraid it will have an impact on her recovery.

"Is there any other way to get in?" I asked Professor Fang.

Professor Fang shook his head with a melancholy expression.

I walked to the balcony of the living room and took a look at the structure of the windowsill, Huaien's room was next to the living room, so there was only one load-bearing column from the balcony, and it was only one step from the balcony to Huaien's window.

I suddenly had a bold idea, and without waiting for Professor Fang to react, I climbed the balcony fence and stepped out.

Fortunately, there was no need to install anti-theft windows on the higher floors of the house, so I stepped on the balcony with one foot and straddled the windowsill of Huaien with the other.

Professor Fang only found out about my actions at this time, and his face was immediately full of panic, and he hurriedly persuaded me to come back quickly, but I ignored it.

Through the glass window, I saw Huai En sitting on the bed in a daze, staring blankly at the closed door.

I tried pushing the window, but I didn't expect it to do.

At this time, Huai En probably heard the movement, turned her face blankly, and the next second her originally stunned face suddenly showed horror.

I jumped out of bed and ran to the window, panicked and didn't know what to do.

This movement was already very strenuous, and my legs were already trembling slightly.

I stretched out my hand to Huai'en, smiled at her reluctantly, and said, "If you don't help me again, I'm going to fall?" ”

As if waking up from a dream, Huaien grabbed my arm and climbed in through the window.

As soon as my footsteps landed, Huai En suddenly hugged me, and his whole body trembled violently from fright.

I was also shocked into a cold sweat.

After all, this is the ninth floor, and if there is the slightest mistake, it will be a small life.

"Uncle, you ......" Huai En looked up at me, her dry lips trembling.

"If I don't, are you going to keep yourself locked in your room?"

Tears quickly gathered in Huai'en's eyes, and she looked at me and shook her head heartbreakingly: "Is it worth it for you to take such a big risk just for someone you don't love?" ”

I helped her wipe the tears from her face and turned around silently.

"Huaien, I know that I hurt you deeply, and I would rather you hate me, so that I will feel better...... Actually, I'm here to say goodbye to you this time......" I can't say any more.

"I know, I know......" Huai En hugged me from behind.

"I know you're going to find your sister, I know that in fact, you've always loved only your sister, your feelings for me are nothing more than the same as Anne, we just make you unbearable to hurt, you just cherish us, this is not love, I always know."

Huai En couldn't cry.

"Huaien, I owe too many debts in my life, and I have no chance to pay them off, I can only do my best to make up for what I can still make up, and I will keep in mind my debt to you......"

"I don't want you to take it to heart!" Huaien interrupted me.

"In this life, we were tricked by fate, so that I didn't meet you at the best time, I don't ask for this life. So can you promise me that you must love me if there is an afterlife? Huai'en's body trembled with excessive grief.

Huai'en's words made my heart ache fiercely, because I thought of what Anne had said to me when she died.

She asked me if I really had an afterlife.

I said yes.

She asked me if I wanted her in the next life.

I said I wanted to ......

Now, I can't even promise Huai'en an encounter in the afterlife......

I have not been able to pay off the debt I owe in this life in two lifetimes!

"Huai'en!" My throat was so dry that I could barely make a sound.

"In the afterlife, I have promised Anne ......"

Although I don't know if there is really an afterlife, I don't dare to be careless, I'm afraid that a word will become a prophecy, and I'm afraid that even in the next life, I will still be riddled with obstacles and not be innocent!

"Then the afterlife of the next life...... I can wait for you, wait for you to pay off all your debts, wait for you to be innocent, can you love me again? ”

Huaien interrupted me again, his hands tightly wrapped around my waist from behind.

I couldn't hold back the pain in my heart anymore, turned around and hugged Huaien tightly into my arms.

……

I hugged Huaien one last time, and her tears wet the hem of my shirt and left an indelible mark on my chest.

I know that for the rest of my life, the backpack on my shoulders will be a little heavier, and this weight will never be lifted one day, unless there is really an afterlife in this world.

What reassures me is that Huai En finally promised me to take care of my illness, and she said that she would wait for me to find my sister and bring her back to see her!

Huaien sent me downstairs, and we waved goodbye to each other. She pretended to be strong and squeezed out a smile, and her thin figure stood in the morning sun, which broke my heart, and after walking a long way, I turned back and saw Huai En standing motionless......

I silently said in my heart: Huaien, I'm sorry! If I can still have the memory of this life in the next life, I will definitely wait for you with my life!

Sitting on the flight to City A, my heart was mixed, sad and sad, both excited about the upcoming spring and guilty about Huaien.

But no matter what, now the words have made it clear, although Huai En was inevitably hurt by me in the end, but fortunately, she always understood my heart.

What I have to do now is to take Xichun with me to see Huaien, and I want Xichun to stand in front of Huaien in person, because Huaien told me that she wants to see our happiness with her own eyes and send us blessings in person.

The two-hour flight had already made me anxious, and my desire to see the spring reached its peak with the landing of the plane.

As soon as I got off the plane, I went straight to Xichun's original home, but when I arrived in a hurry, I found that Xichun was not at home.

I looked at the time and thought to myself, I was afraid that I would go to work at the company at the moment. So he hurried downstairs again.

When I came downstairs, I thought that Xichun was no longer working at Hongji Real Estate. Xiang Dong once told me that Xichun had separated from Hongji since she was imprisoned and opened a foreign trade company on her own, but I don't know where her company is.

I took out my mobile phone and made another call to Xiang Dong, and the phone was connected, and Xiang Dong drove over without saying a word.

On the way to Xichun Company, I briefly told Xiang Dong what had happened in the past month or so.

Listen to Xiangdong dumbfounded!

"I didn't expect such a bizarre thing in the world, brother, you won't make up a story to lie to me, right?" Xiang Dong asked me incredulously.

I sighed to myself, ignored him, and said that if only it was really just a story I made up, I wouldn't be so entangled.

Seeing me like this, Xiang Dong blinked his eyes and said playfully: "It seems that your kid is really favored by God, and he actually made the Xichun sisters fall in love with you, Xichun girl is so beautiful, presumably that Huaien girl is naturally a beauty, according to me, these two sisters have a soft spot for you, why don't you all be in the room!" Xiang Dong said hehehe.

I glanced at Xiangdong, not having the slightest intention of talking nonsense with him, feeling a little apprehensive about the upcoming meeting with Xichun, and I didn't know how she would react when she knew my decision.

The car stopped in front of a building in the center of the city, led me east to the 32nd floor of the building, and when I got out of the elevator, I saw this company called Times Trading.

The front desk lady saw Xiang Dong and warmly called him Brother Dong, obviously Xiang Dong was not the first time to come here.

When Xiang Dong explained her intention and asked her to take us to see Mu Xichun, the front desk lady's expression suddenly darkened.

"Brother Dong, Mr. Mu left the company a month ago, and she hasn't come back in the past month!"

When I heard this, my heart tightened, and I hurriedly asked, "Where did she go?" ”

The front desk lady shook her head at a loss when she saw me looking nervous and confused.

When I was about to ask again, a man came out of it, and it was the man named He Yongqin.

If it weren't for my interruption, Xichun would have become her wife, although Xichun has no feelings for her, but there is no doubt that his feelings for Xichun are beyond doubt.

Based on this, I owe it to this man between me and him, but now I don't seem to have any way to make up for it except to regret him in my heart.

He Yongqin walked up to me, looked at me meaningfully, and said to me, "Come with me, I have something to say to you!" With that, he turned around and walked inside.

Xiang Dong nodded at me and patted me on the shoulder and motioned for me to enter.

I followed He Yongqin to the reception room of their company, and He Yongqin stood in front of the window with his hands crossed and was silent for a long time. I stood behind him and waited for his silence.

Although I was anxious, I didn't say anything to interrupt his silence, and my eyelids jumped suddenly as I waited, and I had a faint bad premonition.

"Mr. Wei!" He Yongqin finally spoke.

"Xichun had already left the company a month ago, and she told me that she was going out to relax, but I knew that she might not just go out this time......" He Yongqin's expression became sad.

"Actually, I don't hate you at all for your appearance, and you interrupted my wedding with Xichun. The moment you showed up at church, I even felt a little glad in my heart! ”

"Although I also love Xichun, and even my love for her is no less than yours, but I know that no matter how good I am to Xichun, I will never be able to enter her heart, and you will always be alone in her heart, no matter how long you leave her, this will never change!"

"It is undeniable that I hated you when I gave everything and never got the heart of Xichun, and I felt worthless for Xichun. But then I realized that there are some things that can't be jealous. ”

"Later, in addition to my love for Xichun, I still cherish it more, so I, like her, also hope that you can appear sooner, because only if you appear, Xichun will not be so painful, and she can be happy!"

"It's been ten years, Xichun has waited for you for ten years, and I have waited for you for ten years, and Xichun has never even looked at me in the past ten years, and I haven't even held her hand. A month ago, Xichun finally agreed to marry me, but I didn't feel happy at all, because I knew that Xichun was dead, and if she really married me, I am afraid that she would never be happy again in this life. Rather than die, I would rather let her continue to suffer and wait for you, because then there will be a glimmer of hope in her heart! ”

"You finally appeared a month ago, I thought that Xichun's ten-year wait was finally not in vain, I thought she could finally be happy, but I didn't expect that Xichun was returning full of pain......"

"Xichun has already told me about you, but since you are here today, you must have a choice." He Yongqin turned around slowly and looked at me with a melancholy look in his eyes. January didn't see him visibly haggard, and it was clear that he was also a victim of the joke, and no one could take any responsibility for his efforts.

"Where did she go?" I finally asked this question that was my biggest concern.

He Yongqin looked up to the sky and sighed, slowly closed his eyes, and shook his head slightly.

"No one knows where she went, I asked her when she left, and even she didn't know where she was going......"

My heart slowly cooled down, I thought that I had finally made up my mind to cut off the entanglement, to face Xichun with a pure heart, so that the wait she had exchanged for her whole youth would not be in vain, but I never thought that Xichun did not give me this opportunity......

I sat down on the couch in a daze, my heart like it had been plucked out, and my chest was empty.

He Yongqin walked up to me, took out an envelope from his bosom and handed it to me.

"This is what Xichun left for me when she left, she told me that if you come to her, let me pass it on to you, you can see for yourself, I haven't opened it, maybe there is a message left by Xichun for you, I think you can't make her sad anymore no matter what, she has paid too much for you!"

He Yongqin glanced at me after speaking, turned around and walked out of the reception room.

In this life, my beloved:

Please forgive me for being hypocritical one last time, we are no longer young when I use this title for you, and only in this way can I say such sensual words!

Please forgive me for not saying goodbye, it was not a spur of the moment, but a decision that I had thought about for a long time, and I did not want to mention it again.

You have told me more than once that this is a trick of fate on us, and now I am convinced of fate, and since this is the case, then everything is left to fate to decide.

I know that my sister loves you no less than me, not to mention that my sister is recovering from a serious illness, and I am afraid that I am more attached to you, I can't selfishly impose demands on you, and I can't bear to see you in a dilemma, so I made a bold decision, everything is just according to the will of God.

I am going to find someone whom I am ashamed of, and I will wait for you there.

I have planted the seed, and if the flowers bloom next year, if you find me, I will wait for you in the season of flowers. If the flowers don't bloom, or you can't find my whereabouts, it's probably that we don't have a fate, and I won't appear in front of you again.

Then you should return to your sister and love her well, just as you loved me at the beginning, and I can feel your love through my sister's blood no matter where I am.

In this way, I will have no regrets in this life!

xx year xx month xx day

Cherish the spring!

I sat alone in the reception room, looking at the handwriting on the letterhead, my mind full of the way Xi Chun had turned away from me a month ago.

My heart had sunk to the bottom, and I had almost lost the strength to beat.

I looked at the letter over and over again, and vaguely felt that Xichun seemed to be saying something to me, but I felt like I was in a thick fog, and I could not grasp the point.

Who was the person she was talking about that made her feel ashamed?

Where will she wait for me?

What does she mean when she says the seed has been planted?

……

The only thing I can understand is that she said that she would wait for me in the next year's blooming season, which means that she would give me a year.

I understand Xichun's temperament, and I know that since she said so, she will inevitably do so. If the seed she spoke of does not blossom, if I do not find her during this year, I am afraid that I will never see her again......

Xiang Dong didn't know when he walked in, he sat beside me silently, looked at the letter paper I froze in my hand, and smoked in silence!

My heart was already at a loss, and only one voice was silently shouting: Why is this happening? Why is this happening? Cherish Spring! Where the hell have you been......

In Xiangdong's bar, Xiangdong took the letter and looked at it again, as if he wanted to help me analyze the information that Xichun had leaked in his heart, but after a long time, he could only sigh.

I drank the whisky in silence, but I didn't feel any taste!

But in my heart, I have secretly made a decision: no matter what, I will find Xichun, even if I go to the ends of the earth, even if I use up the rest of my life, I must not give up.

But before I can do that, I have a few more things to deal with.

I said goodbye that afternoon and headed east to my home by the sea.

When I came, I was full of expectations, but when I went back, I was full of sorrow.

I knew that there were not many trials in this life, and each time it made me worse than dead. This time was not as tragic as before, but I knew that I could no longer let fate be at my mercy.

This time, I'm going to fight for myself.

Back at the company, I summoned Jasmine, Xiao Tang, Xiaoyu, Da Zhuang and other executives of the company.

I announced to them one thing that I had been thinking about since I arrived in City A.

I resigned as president of the company and was replaced by Jasmine.

He also appointed Don Jr. as the company's general manager and vice president.

Although Don Jr. and Jasmine repeatedly refused, they were finally persuaded by me.

It's just that when I announced the second thing, all the senior management of the company instantly exploded, and I decided to give up most of my shares to Xiao Tang and Jasmine, Xiao Yu and Da Zhuang, and the rest to other senior executives of the company, all of whom are veterans who have done their best for the company since the establishment of the company.

It's just that as soon as this remark came out, everyone was in an uproar, especially Jasmine and Xiao Tang, as well as several company veterans who had a deep relationship with me.

Actually, I didn't do it on my own initiative.

I think when I first came here, I only had a simple backpack, everything was earned here, and it is not my personal credit to be able to achieve what I am today.

Now that I have decided to devote myself to finding Xichun, I must not have any worries, and I can only be free of distractions by giving up all worldly troubles.

Furthermore, I think that only in this way, only if I really do it as I was when I came, and do not give myself any way back, God will not bear to blame me again.

Now I don't want God to be on my side, I just ask it to stop playing tricks on me.

When I left the village, the whole village and the employees of the company came out to see me off, and looking at the group of familiar and unfamiliar faces behind me, looking at the village that was completely different from a few years ago, I couldn't help but have mixed feelings for a while.

If you want to live in the world, being able to leave a little memory and be remembered is another sense of worthwhile.

Jasmine, who has always been lively and cheerful, also had red eyes at the moment, she gave me a big hug, and said to me with a trembling voice: "No matter how long it takes, we are here waiting for you to come back!" ”

Xiao Tang stood next to Jasmine, and his voice was a little choked: "Brother Sheng, I don't know when we will see each other here, you are my lifelong friend, no matter what happens in the future, you must not forget, there are your friends waiting for you to come back!" ”

The sentimental Xiaoyu was already rippling with tears, holding my hand and tremblingly calling me Brother Sheng, I couldn't speak.

I put Xiaoyu's hand into Da Zhuang's hand and said to him, "Da Zhuang, do you remember one thing you promised me?" ”

Da Zhuang's eyes were red, and his voice whimpered: "Of course I remember, I said that when I earn money, I will buy a big boat, and I will take you to the depths of the sea to see, I always remember, I am almost making enough money, Brother Asheng, you must come back as soon as possible, and when you come back, I will definitely take you to the Kankan sea!" "The man who fell in love with this rough mine in the depths was actually in tears!

I smiled and patted my big strong shoulder, waved to everyone, and the moment I turned around, my tears could no longer be suppressed......

Goodbye, my friends, you have your future, I have mine, I wish you happiness.

Hopefully, we'll not be too far away......