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But when he saw Enron open his mouth again. When you want to speak. But he quickly returned to his usual alertness. At the moment when she will speak. Raised his hand to stop her. "Don't rush to answer me. Whether it's a refusal or a consent. I don't want you to give an answer easily. Promise me. Give me some time. After going back. Calm down. Think about it. Reply to me again. All right. ”
An Ran lowered his eyes. I thought about it for a few seconds. Raise your eyelashes again. His eyes were still full of apologies. However, he nodded very seriously. Someone who had been holding his breath was finally able to breathe again.
It is different from the brisk atmosphere on the road...... At least at that time, the mood of a certain dull emperor was quite light. When I go back. The steps of the two of them seemed a little absent-minded. The atmosphere was even more dull, as if the two of them had dark clouds overhead. Haze and rain. It can be said that from the time they met to the present. This kind of stagnant silence was the first time it had happened among them. There are only swallows flying diagonally in the air by the river. There was a shrill and cheerful chirp.
Went upstairs. The two stood in front of their respective doors. The eyes are facing each other. Speechless for a long time.
Jiang Jieyun, who has always been able to pretend, is in a low mood at this time. But it has basically returned to its usual calmness. This thing's ability to repair the mind has always been outstanding. It's only a short time. has quickly stitched together the needle and thread of his little mind that had just been shattered into scum due to Enron's strange performance in the past. Although the rift remains. However, it does not delay use.
A certain profiteer figured it out. Whatever the reason for Enron's previous performance. You can see it. This confession was clearly unsuccessful. Although he was after the kiss. A long and emotional confession was also prepared. I have rehearsed it countless times in my mind. From expressions to voices to tones to pauses...... Pity. Didn't use it at all.
It doesn't matter.
If you can do it once, of course.
Not once. It's not a big deal.
I have long been accustomed to facing all kinds of setbacks and failures. Jiang Jieyun's mood was a little gloomy at this time. But I wasn't depressed to the end. Once again, Xiaoqiang's general fighting spirit is high.
What are you afraid of if you fail once. That's ten failures. He doesn't give up. Anyway, he wanted to live with her for the rest of his life. Take your time. Anyway, he has expressed his mind now. used his actions to hang a number in An Xiaoran's heart. No suspicious hostile information has been found in her vicinity...... Henceforth...... There will be no suspicious hostility to be found.
With his understanding of An Xiaoran. She didn't say yes, though. But he had left a deep mark on her heart. After his repeated breakthroughs. That girl's personality is so serious that she is a little silly. Don't settle the relationship with him clearly. It's hard to have any new developments with others...... And. Someone will not give her any new development opportunities with others at all.
Although this trick is a bit mean. But the profiteers are convinced. I can't bear the child's wolf. I can't give up my face and can't chase my wife. And. There is such a thing as a face and an image. It's a fart in someone's mind.
An Ran was still immersed in his own thoughts. It was as if there were countless crabs in my heart. Puff puff spat out countless messy bubbles. All kinds of thoughts pressed the gourd and got up. The toss and turns are endless.
The only voice that sings the main melody keeps telling guilt and apologies in the bottom of my heart. But she didn't know that the guy on the other side who made her feel deeply guilty and sorry had been resurrected in place in a strong posture. The flames of war burn in the body. In the blink of an eye, no less than twenty insidious pickle plans have been calculated in my head. God knows. Kindness and pity for someone. It is to sin and be ruthless to oneself.
For a while, the two of them patronized the crazy inner activity. Good half a day. Jiang Jie Yuncai has a natural attitude. casually reached out and gently rubbed the top of An Ran's head. "Alright. Don't overthink it. I'll go back to work first. Late night supper. I strongly urge to eat meat to heal my inner pain. ”
This guy is slippery. When you reach out. The face is calm. But there was a little uneasiness in my heart. Afraid after his actions are confessed. An Ran, who was kissed stolen, would have treated him like a hooligan. Dodge his outstretched hand.
Fortunately. She didn't hide.
It can be seen that the childhood sweetheart. Near the water. Idioms such as habit into nature are all beautiful and touching words.
An Ran's reaction made Jiang Jieyun breathe a sigh of relief. The second wave of temptation began. Serious comfort. Immediately afterwards, he pretended to be pitiful again. The scale is just right. Not light, not heavy. Then take it when you see it.
An Ran glanced at him a little helplessly. Then he nodded. inexplicably, I feel that my feelings are a little wasted. I can also remember the guy who healed his mental wounds with meat. Presumably, the so-called damage is only limited.
The two said goodbye. Dig out the keys. Open the door. Door. Shut the door. They all leaned against the door panel in a daze.
A moment later. A profiteer raised his hand and wiped it. Gritting his teeth and muttering to himself. ". Work. Work. Hurry up and get to work. ”
Get to work. Setting aside time is also difficult. Fearless of hardship, embark on a long road to chase his wife.
One of the snails also raised its hand. Bury your face in the palm of your hand. A rubbing. Then lift up the rubbed face. Make fists with both hands. Whispering in distraught. "Do the question. Do the question. Do the question. Hurry up and get to work. ”
Recently, Enron has found a good way to calm down quickly. That's doing math questions. It's better to do the kind that is beyond your own level. It has a certain degree of difficulty. But as long as you think hard, you can solve the problem smoothly in the end.
In this way. A certain level of difficulty helps to concentrate. Put all your attention into the process of solving the problem. Put the tangled ones. All kinds of worries that affect the mind are put aside for a while. Unconsciously. The fluctuating mood will slowly settle down.
Second. Challenge a difficult question and solve the correct answer. It's more fulfilling. The mood is also happy. It also helps to calm down from the chaotic mood.
Since the discovery of this method. Enron deliberately bought a book of such exercises according to his own level. Upset. When you can't calm down. Just do two pages. Two pages done. The brain is also clear. It's more objective to think about anything. Doesn't do anything wrong on impulse.
Today, the method is as good as ever. But the peace of mind at the moment does not do much to solve the problem. Enron felt that he was either impulsive or calm. I can only say one sentence about Jiang Jieyun's feelings. I'm sorry. An Ran did not accept Jiang Jieyun's feelings. It's not because I'm born again. Feeling older than him in terms of mental age. More like his sister or aunt. So he refused to accept the boy's wishes.
In Enron's heart and understanding. That's not how mental age is calculated. As a born-again. She had never dared to look at that guy like a child. Needless to say, his personal abilities are not to mention. Dealing with people. on the perception of many things. In a way. Now he is more mature than her, a reborn person.
An Ran lay on his back on a woolen mat on the floor. Looking at the snow-white ceiling. A little bit of meticulous memories comb through the recent events. Trace the traces of Jiang Jieyun's changes in his attitude and feelings towards him......
I don't know how long it took. I closed my eyes weakly. An Ran let out a long sigh. It turns out that the change has already begun. It's just that because of the events of the last few months, they all rushed together. Her attention was all on Jiang Jieyun's progress in getting out of the predicament. and because he knew Jiang Jieyun's bad life experience. I always thought that he was not very old. It's not easy. I especially want to comfort him. As a result, he carelessly ignored the change in his emotions and attitudes towards himself.
If he had known earlier, he would have such feelings. She never thought that the two of them were getting older day by day. The moment you want to keep your distance. You should stick to it decisively. As a result, she tried not to hurt each other's feelings. There is a pair of people who are far away and near. Coupled with Jiang Jieyun, they encountered difficulties again. She wanted to give him a little comfort. I don't care about that much. Naturally, the matter of keeping distance is not a problem.
I knew it early. What was hurt for a moment was exchanged for a heavy scar now. It's better to talk to Jiang Jieyun ruthlessly at that time. Nor will it lead to the current situation.
If you don't think about it beforehand, you can get it. But she had already thought of it. But it was ignored for various reasons. She's not really a little girl after all. But because of her attitude, the problem was questioned. Let Jiang Jieyun fall into such emotions. It made her feel that she couldn't let go of it. I can't easily forgive myself.
Pity. There is no regret medicine in this world.
There seem to be many reasons for not accepting Jiang Jieyun's feelings. It's also complicated. But the main one is. An Ran felt that Jiang Jieyun should not find a reborn person like her.
She likes and admires Jiang Jieyun. Not from the point of view of the opposite sex. Rather, from the point of view of a friend. Even though the guy looked treacherous. Wit. Cunning. Even ruthless. A calculating man's ghostly eyes. However. He was kind to people. It's really good. It's too good to be quiet. But he is affectionate and has no regrets.
Being able to be his friend is already such a happy thing. I'm afraid to be his lover and wife. It would be much happier.
But because I know his goodness. She couldn't respond to his feelings. If it's for his good. Because I know that he has a great future. A wonderful future. Trustworthy character. Knowing that they are not suitable. I still try to accept him. Or to the end. You can only hurt each other. Or they are not willing to give back to him with a lot of heart. She's too shameless to do that. Too mean. It's not a thing.
Enron raised his hand. His fingers gently stroked the cheek that Jiang Jieyun had just kissed. In front of me, I seemed to see the young and shy appearance of the guy who had just blushed. There was a panic in his eyes. His face was pretending to be calm and relaxed. Cool as a cucumber. Death holds up the fake appearance of being dashing. So cute.