And then I thought. It turned out to be since the last misdiagnosis. For so many years. It's muddy. It looks like living clearly. It's all like the walking dead. Xia Wei's eyes looked out the window at the endless clear summer sky. There was a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth. "If the accident is a little bigger this time. Or the rescue is not timely. That's how I died. You said. Haven't I lived all these years in vain? ”

Speaking of which. Xia Wei withdrew his gaze into the distance. fell on Enron's face. Asked with a smile. "If I continue like this. Like the living dead. What a loss this life has been. ”

The eyes are facing each other. Safe to the moment. And then really suddenly discovered. Teacher Xia has changed.

This change seems to have come unconsciously. Because there have been a lot of events lately. There's a lot to focus on. Again, her changes were slow and silent. It's like after the ice. The land has lost its life and activity. When no one is noticing. After a "sneak into the night with the wind." Moisturizing things silently "through the rain." The seed is thirsty for rain under the soil. Quietly sprout. Grow. Silently accumulating power. And then. Suddenly one day. Eyes full of new greenery. Ten thousand trees compete. The wind is warm and the clouds are light. New heavens and new earth. Spring is full of people.

The temperament of Teacher Xia in front of her is still a queen. But just look closely. Take your time. You'll find out. There was a lot more smile on her face. The complexion is beautiful. Cheerful look. The whole person exudes a sudden peace of vitality and activity from the inside out.

Teacher Xia made An Ran feel a little strange. I was glad for her again. Originally, she thought it was the power of love. Look now. Not. It was due to a change in her state of mind. The depression in my heart for many years was swept away. No more self-trapping. will be so relaxed.

Xia Wei's words touched An Ran very much. There was silence for a while. I remembered. It seems that they are a little off the hook again. She was actually still curious about her and Teacher Hai. Somehow. went around and talked about the change in Xia Wei's mood.

Xia Wei has been saying it before. Her first love. said that they looked compatible back then. But there are many problems. Even if they don't break up that year. I'm afraid that they will be separated later. So. How could she be sure that she and Teacher Xia looked at a pair that didn't match like this. In the end, I can go on forever.

Xia Wei has always been crisp. Even if it's talking to students. Try to be as straightforward as possible. I don't like to go around and around. Enron also knew that he didn't have the ability to go around. gave up the idea of offering ugliness. That said, it seems a bit impolite to ask. But she was really uncomfortable. Fortunately, Xia Wei didn't care about such a problem. I guess she had also seriously considered these issues.

"I'm giving you an example. I mean. We are limited by our own ideas. Xia Wei stretched out his hand and compared his brain.

"What do you mean?" An raised his hand to ask questions.

"Actually, when people are looking for their other half. will first have a rough request in mind. Like what. Some people like to have a quiet personality. Some people think that they are suitable for getting along with a lively personality. With these requirements. I will also work hard in the direction I envisioned in my heart. After what happened to me and Yipeng. I found out I was wrong. ”

"Wrong." An Ran felt that many concepts that seemed normal to him today had been subverted by Mr. Xia. I still think her words make sense.

"yes. It's not the same as buying something. Human feelings are complex. It can't be like buying office supplies. If you don't have one, buy one. As long as the stapler can staple books, it will do. You don't want anything else from it. If you want to use it, you can use it forever. But people are different. You have to get along with each other for a long time. People grow. will change. It can be affected by many factors. And. There are many sides to a person. You saw only a small part of it at first. You feel like it's right for you. But there's a lot more to him that you don't see. And how can you know if those parts are suitable for you. ”

"How can you know." A certain pillow simply turned into a repeater.

"So. Be everywhere. Don't rush to judgment. Don't rush to say what you like. What kind of fit. You like. It doesn't have to be for you. The person who lives a lifetime actually doesn't need you to see him, and his heart must beat faster. But you have to be comfortable with each other. Yipeng and I don't look compatible. But we were very comfortable with each other. He put me at ease. Happy. In fact. You want to. What is a match? external conditions. Or character. No matter how beautiful people are. I don't feel good after a long time. Personality is a complex thing in itself. Whether you are worthy or not has to be seen. Can get along well. It's worth living a long life. Look at the match. But there is always friction. How can that be called a match. ”

"Of course. Yipeng has shortcomings. But no one has any shortcomings. My own problems are not small. It's just not as conspicuous as his. The ruler is shorter. Inch long. No one is perfect. There are perfect people, and ordinary people don't dare to ask for it. There are so many benefits to him. I can't give up so many benefits for the sake of one of his shortcomings. This kind of stupidity. I'm not going to do your teacher. ”

Xia Wei said and made a shrewd and calculating appearance. Enron didn't have time to cheer up. She laughed to herself.

It's really a happy event, and people are in good spirits.

Pity. Enron still has questions to ask. She felt that she was particularly unpopular today. It's like a nasty ghost. If Teacher Hai knew that she was asking this kind of question about dismantling his platform. I'm afraid I can't wait to find a needle and thread to sew her mouth shut.

"But. You said it before. A pair of shoes is not sad to wear at first. Only when you walk a long way or trek through mountains and rivers can you know whether it is comfortable or not. It's easy to use but not easy to use. And how can you guarantee it. Mr. Hai must be those comfortable shoes. ”

"I can't guarantee it."

Xia Wei replied happily.

It was so happy that it was surprising to Enron. It just made her dumbfounded. "Not guaranteed. Not guaranteed. Then you still ....... ”

Teacher Xia smiled and patted her on the shoulder. "Silly girl. There is no such thing as 100% security in this world. You have to take a certain amount of risk in everything you do. Risks always come with benefits. Think of the benefits. And I don't want to give a little courage. How can it be so cheap. It's like those gold diggers. A lot of people have taken big risks. Lost life. But they didn't get any money. Which is more important, life or money. Why take such a risk. Let's talk about it. It's just the word 'worth it'. What do you think of this person. It's a relationship worth the risk of injury. Go for it. He's just worth it. There is a risk of failure in everything. Affection is certainly no exception. Back then, he and I looked so compatible. As a result. I've closed myself off all these years. It's not risky. But you see. If I had been in this car accident, I would have died. At the moment when you close your eyes. How sorry I am. It's better to come across something worthwhile. Just show your courage. Work hard for your life. In the future, it will be considered a failure. When I look back. I won't regret it. Right. ”

……

This afternoon. Teacher Xia, who is usually concise in words, said a lot. It's as if you want to pour out all the words that have been deposited in your heart for so many years. Later. She laughed and teased herself. What she said this afternoon. Probably more than she's added up in a year. Even what is said during the lecture is counted.

Duration. Dad Xia came back twice. For the first time, I went to the door of the ward and took a look. Finding her daughter talking. And turned back and killed a few more sets. Let's take a look back. Taken aback. The daughter who doesn't talk much is still talking. The old man barely turned around and went to the window to see which side the sun hung in the sky. This is also abnormal. Finally, it's time for the third time. I finally saw my daughter stop talking. is holding a large cup of cold white boil and pouring it into his stomach. He walked in with a smile and joked. "I think you're thirsty too. I've been back twice. Look at it for you thirsty. ”

"yes. I'm not a good teacher. Thank you Enron today. Served me as a trash can for the afternoon. Listen to me say a lot. Teacher Xia handed the empty water cup to his father. Father. I'm going to have to trouble you. Pour me some more. ”

"I brought mung bean soup. Do you want to drink soup? ”

Dad Xia didn't do it yet. The actor Hai Yipeng, who had just walked to the door, hurriedly answered. He carried a large insulated bucket and several large and small bags. It's hot outside. He walked sweating. The hair on the forehead was wet. But the happy smile on his face was even brighter and more dazzling than the sun hanging in the sky at this time. Don't force your eyes. A pair of eyes are as if no one is around. looked straight at Xia Wei on the hospital bed. A few big strides to the bed. With an extremely quick movement, he poured her a bowl of cool mung bean soup and handed it over. "Come on. You drink and see. It doesn't fit well. ”

Teacher Xia didn't know if he was really thirsty. Or whatever. You're welcome either. I took a big breath. Then he pouted slightly dissatisfied. "It's not cool at all."

"You're not in good health right now. Don't eat too cold. It's okay to bear with it first. Hai Yipeng sat on the edge of the bed. Coaxed and persuaded in the tone of coaxing children. "I put a lot of sugar in it. I don't know if it's enough. I brought a bag of sugar. If you don't think it's sweet. Just add a little more. ”

"It's sweet." Xia Wei said and drank all the remaining mung bean soup in the bowl in one go. He handed the bowl to Hai Yipeng again. "Delicious. I still want to. ”

"Huh. Drink more. I've brought a big bucket of people. I love to drink. I'll boil it for you tomorrow. Hai Yipeng seemed to be complimenting. He took the bowl with a smile.

A certain trash can surnamed An Mingran looked like a coquettish at first glance because of the bystander watching them. Take a closer look at it after the coquettish words and deeds. Immediately shocked, he threw two of his eyeballs and one of his jaws to the ground.