472, the forgotten ideal

Enron's note-taking control is not only idle, writing and drawing in his notebook. When the mood comes. I always don't have anything to do with my friends and acquaintances around me.

Do you want to think about it? What kind of major to choose in the future. What kind of profession to pursue.

Maybe:

What was the reason you chose this major back then? And how did you think about pursuing this profession?

Actually, it's similar to the first question. Most people are asked about it from time to time when they are young. Like what. Many elders will use this to tease children. The aunt in the kindergarten will use this question to ** nationalist education. Elementary school teachers will use this as the subject of their essays.

When I was young. It's easy to talk about ideals. Rambled. Completely free from the constraints and constraints of reality. And the order changes every day. Always aspire. Constantly changing. The tone is big and fearless. Innocent. I want to be a scientist. I'm going to be a teacher. I'm going to be an actor......

Instead, I passed the fourth and fifth grades. Slightly older. It's not just the elders who don't ask this kind of question very often. Even teachers rarely use this as the subject of an essay.

It seems that the time of childlike words has passed. Even dreams have taken on the weight of reality. You are no longer free to imagine. Even if you have pride and ambition in your heart, you don't dare to say it lightly. I can only work hard silently in my heart.

And then. A lot of the time. When the child grows up to the point where no one asks about his future dreams. Teachers no longer use this as an essay topic when people are embarrassed. Many children themselves are gradually busy learning day after day. Busy playing. I forgot about this question when I was busy growing up.

Sometimes people are so contradictory. While in a hurry to grow up. Anxious to leave their parents. Leave home. Freedom to explore the world. On the other hand, I feel that the future is professional. Ideal. Employment and so on are infinitely far away from them. More distant than childhood. It seems that it is never too late to think about it when it is imminent. Or a lot of the time. Leave this problem to the parents to worry about for them.

Some parents in China have always had a bit of a mouthful of words when it comes to their children's choice of majors and employment. Think it's a lifetime event. What do children understand. Adults have to make up their minds for them. It's like an arranged marriage. 'D rather. Unwilling. Revolt. Do not resist. The end result is mostly subservience. Sometimes. The child has not yet been born. Parents have already planned their lives for them. Children don't have to think about their own future.

Enron also belonged to a completely brainless member in his previous life. Wait until you are out of society. It's too late to use your brain.

This time. The reason why she took such pains to collect information continuously. Keep up to date with queries. On the one hand. It's the fault of cautious pessimism in the character. On the other hand. is also because of the ignorance and neglect of the previous life. I don't want to make the same mistake again in this life. Cause the same regret.

Furthermore. I don't know if it's because of the knot in my previous life. It's still an overkill in this life. She does one thing now. Even if it's a trivial thing. Often, if you don't do it, you can do it. As soon as you start doing it, you have to give it your all. Sometimes it's a big deal. And there are also some perfectionist tendencies.

I didn't realize it before. This time, I chose a career because I considered my personality. Enron found that his current problem seemed to be a little serious.

Make one piece perfect and complete. There's nothing wrong with doing your best. But sometimes it's inevitable to lose a big one. Too stereotyped.

The degree here is very particular. Enron is clearly not clear yet.

The old ones are getting better. New problems have been added.

Enron now discovered. People seem to be changing their problems in this life. Repeated tossing in the process of adding problems. Grow and mature little by little in the toss. Probably when to close your eyes. When will this troubled state end?

Least. She seems to be such a virtuous character herself.

And now. Case. That's a little bit of change. Just like Jiang Jieyun said. Relax a little. Be bold.

While continuing to investigate in the troubled Enron, he slowly arrested people everywhere. As the first person to be asked. Face her questions. Zhou Fanghua and Wu Zerong's first reaction was stunned. I was stunned for a while. I came back to my senses.

“…… This one...... I don't seem to have thought about it yet......" Wu Zerong said stunned.

He is always habitually immersed in his own world. Or read a book. Or hang your camera everywhere to take pictures. Even with friends. It is also silent listening and laughing. There always seems to be a bit of a gap from the real world. If it weren't for the hobby of photography. In fact, the rotation of the seasons is said to a bookworm. It's not that important. And the future seems even more unattainable for him.

But now An Ran, the sick guy, has coldly dragged him out of his own world. A very realistic question.

"You're right. Enron. It seems like it's time to think about it......" he said, falling into deep thought.

Sit on the sidelines and watch him look down and think about An Ran. Very interested brain to make up for the inner activities of this little bookworm. She thinks that the most likely thing he thinks at this time is: what kind of major can he read to his heart's content.

Zhou Fanghua was stunned. Obviously, I was even more confused. I sighed as if I felt a little incredible. “…… Speaking of which. I find it strange myself. If you don't ask. I didn't feel anything. But let me ask you. Think again. It's as if I've never really thought about it. Strange...... It's weird. ”

Enron was the first to deny her. "No way. Little Zhou girl. No way. When you were a kid, you weren't asked what you wanted to be when you grew up. I wasn't forced by my teacher to write any 'my ideal' essays. How could I not have thought about it. ”

Zhou Fanghua rolled her eyes directly to show her. "An Ran. Have you listened to me or not? I'm talking about serious thinking. Conscientious. ”

Queen Xiao Zhou pinched her waist with both hands. The chin is stressed little by little. Full of momentum. An Ran, a coward who bullied the weak and feared the strong, immediately raised his hand with a flattering face to express his surrender. Please continue.

Miss Xiao Zhou doesn't care if this thing surrenders or not. They haven't finished complaining. "There's a big difference between being serious and not being serious. When I was a kid, I also said I wanted to be a dancer. The singer is coming. Can that be the same? …… Feed. Stinky Enron. What are you laughing at. ”

An Ran smiled not because he was smiling, but Zhou Fanghua's ideals back then were so lofty that he couldn't help himself. It's what she said. Her brain-toning party immediately sketched in her mind to simulate a pink and tender one. Has big eyes. Red-faced. A little girl in a pink dress. Keep your little head high. Straight and tender. Milky voice under the teasing of the elders. A serious story about his ideal appearance. Just thinking about it makes me feel so cute.

It's a pity that Miss Xiao Zhou didn't explain to her when she misunderstood. I was annoyed by her smile. Press it is a good meal to ravage. Finally, he raised his chin proudly. "Hmph. Let you stink and laugh at me. See if I don't clean you up. ”

An Ran shouted injustice again and again. "Wronged. Her Majesty. The little one just thinks you looked cute when you were a kid. Is it lovely? ”

Zhou Fanghua doesn't care about this. Twisted Enron's face. Squint wide, bright eyes. Pressed. "Say. Stinky Enron. I told you all about my childhood dreams. You don't return the favor yet. Tell me your dreams when you were a child. ”

That's what she's trying to do.

An Ran was also stunned by her question. Childhood ideals.

It's unbelievable. She really doesn't remember.

That's a lifetime ago. But it's not just forgetting that comes from too long.

First of all, he ran into walls everywhere in society. Later, I experienced so many unsatisfactory experiences in the workplace. People also broke jars and broke them. Get by and get by. It seems that he deliberately buried the ignorant and fearless words of his young age in the bottom of his heart. It's not just ashamed to see people. Even in the dead of night. It's shocking to think about it. Don't dare to look back.

That's it. The deeper you bury, the deeper you go. It's too deep after too long. Even if you live again. At this moment. She calmed down. Seriously rummaging in my mind to inquire. But there is still no trace of it.

If you can't remember it, you can't remember it.

Although there are small regrets. But it's not a bad thing.

Leave the past behind. Resume.

Thereupon. She shrugged with some sighs. Say. I don't remember. I can't remember whether I lived or died.

Of course, Zhou Fanghua refused to believe it. said that she was a liar. I can't remember it. Hum. Today, I'll let you see how powerful this girl is. As he spoke, he once again stretched out a pair of slender claws towards Enron.

Enron had no choice. I had to make one up casually. Let Miss Xiao Zhou have a good laugh to her heart's content. Only then did his subordinate Kaien spare one of her lives.

"I always feel like those things are still quite far away from me. Now you don't have to think about it. And then I really never really thought about it. You remind you so. I just found out. Time flies...... It's time for me to think about it......"

Zhou Fanghua and An Ran were in a ball on the platform. Like two lazy cats basking in the warm sun. The eyes are misty.

Long window outside. on a blue sky. The shadows of the clouds change shape every minute. White Cloud Dog. Nothing more.

That's it. I pondered at every turn. "Huh. I'm going to learn something in the future. Two more.

Enron, of course, welcomes the fact that the team of those who are looking for direction can be a little bigger. There is strength in numbers. There are many ideas, too. It is also well thought out. You can also help each other. References.

When the two friends were just beginning to think about it. She was already busy sending a copy of the document in her computer directly to Wu Zerong and Zhou Fanghua. And turn your notes open. Pick the key points and explain them one by one. FYI.