A few days later, Yue Chi returned home, and his mother was cleaning the room. He walked into the bedroom and saw the dense handwriting on the stationery on the bedside table, he picked it up and began to read:

Husband, I don't know if I can still call you that? For more than a year, you have come home later and later every day, and even stayed up all night, and I can't sleep without you, so I'm used to waiting for you until dawn.

Nights are always long,

Maybe...... As it is said on TV, after being married for a long time, I no longer bring you any passion, your feelings for me have faded, but my love for you has increased unabated.

I want to reproach you, but you can always remember my birthday and our wedding anniversary, and even if you come home late, you will still coax me with beautiful little gifts, and before you know it, I will be waiting for you night and night, waiting for all your apologies and gifts.

Husband, I really shouldn't have listened to my friends and went out that day, if I didn't go out, I wouldn't have seen you carrying a woman into a hotel.

Husband, is she really prettier than me? I can still vividly remember that you said that I was the most beautiful in the world, but did those words have a time limit?

I'd love to rush forward and ask what happened, or curse you hysterically, but ...... I held back because seeing that there were still a lot of people around, I didn't want you to lose face.

Husband, it's so dark and cold, and I am so scared of pedestrians coming and going......

Husband, I miss you so much......

Salty, tears......

Husband, the day has just dawned, I got up to cook for my son and mother, and then sent my son to school, went home to tidy up and went to work, although I was very tired and wanted to rest, but I was afraid that how would I face this day when I was free?

I made mistakes as often as a first-day graduate, and my colleagues were curious about my dark circles and red whites and asked me what was wrong. I smiled and told them I was fine.

Husband, I seem to have forgotten to get change when I buy groceries after work, isn't it stupid? When I got home and went down to the kitchen, I was chopping vegetables while waiting for you to open the door, but I was afraid that you would come back, because I didn't know how to face you? Should I ask for clarification, or should I remain silent? When I saw the bright red color on the cut radish, I realized that my finger had been cut by a knife.

When you came back, you blamed me for hiding in the bedroom and not going to the kitchen to cook, actually...... Actually, I'm bandaging my fingers, but you don't seem to notice.

Husband, during the meal, I really want to ask you a lot of questions, so many that I feel that I don't have a good relationship with each other, and I don't have a logical question. But why can't I open my mouth? It seems that looking at your familiar figure under the lights, I really want to cherish this feeling, and I am afraid of losing.

When I washed the dishes, I found that I hadn't eaten, and the leftovers could be put in the refrigerator and taken out to heat up the next day, but where did the cold heart go to warm up?

Husband, you hugged me and touched me at night, I know what you think, we haven't been intimate for a long time, and I also crave your caresses, but I still said it was uncomfortable, because I really felt so disgusting, I didn't cry all night, I didn't want you to know.

In the next few days, I lived in the small world of work and home, you still don't go home, I still wait for you on the sofa, although I have a thousand reasons to resent you, but, but I miss you very much, I miss you very much, you know?

Mom called me and asked how I was doing? I just wanted to cry, I said everything was fine, but it was like a button, which stimulated the pain in my heart, and when I hung up the phone, I always cried into tears, and I wanted to cry like a child in my mother's arms.

The dark red scar on the finger finally fell off, but it left an obvious trace, before the change, I would be coquettish next to you, at least you have to buy a jewelry to comfort me, I suddenly began to miss you again, I want to lean on your shoulder, I want you to hug me. A voice said to me, "Forget about it, let the past disappear with the scars that have fallen off." ”

Husband, isn't it strange, you come home late at night, I pester you, tempt you, tease you, I try to use the most gentle self, very eager to look at you, I take great pains for such a night, I read the books that I usually feel disgusting for the first time, looked up articles on the Internet, and consulted the sisters on how to make men happy, they all looked at me in surprise, yes, what's wrong with me? I just want to redeem you, because I hope that everything is my fault, that everything is because of me, and that you have alienated me.