"It's all in the past. Lin Yanyan actually didn't want to mention it.

"You're still sad," Jingchen whispered tentatively.

"No, I just thought I was so stupid at the time. ”

"How did you like him?"

Lin Yanyan was silent for a while, and finally said: "I met him at a classmate's birthday party"

When Lin Yanyan was in high school, high school classmates were very popular for birthday parties, and there were many banquets and dances at that time, and Lin Yanyan met Lu Xintou at his classmates' birthday balls.

At that time, Lu Xintou was standing alone in the corner, drinking alone with a red wine glass in his hand, quietly and melancholy looking at the passers-by, without dealing with anyone, and when someone dealt with him, he just nodded and agreed, and did not speak. He looks so unique throughout the ball, like a prince who only lives in his own world.

Lin Yanyan, who was still silly and sweet at the time, was quickly attracted by Lu Xintou's unique temperament, and approached him desperately.

Lu Xintou's reaction at the dance was very subtle, he was different from her, at least he paid attention to her, and toasted with her, which made Lin Yanyan very excited, and returned to the circle of friends to show off, and the next day she dragged Zhang Xiao to inquire about his identity, and after knowing his identity, she was more curious about him, so she decided to pursue him.

At that time, Lin Yanyan's concept of love was very simple and beautiful, she felt that she liked this boy, so she boldly took the initiative to pursue it, without any worries at all, unlike now, even if the man she likes has confessed to her, she still has a lot of concerns.

Lin Yanyan was introduced through Zhang Xiao when she pursued Lu Xintou, because Zhang Xiao has great powers, and she is a bag in a foreign Chinese school, and she can contact many people, and her way of pursuing boys is also very simple, and there is no special method, nothing more than sending love letters and breakfast, dating and watching movies, or going to the scene to cheer hard when he is playing. The only difference is that she has a particularly sincere and enthusiastic heart than other girls.

Many girls have strong self-esteem, if the boy who has chased them has been ignoring themselves, they will probably retreat, and if they are ruthless, they will retaliate, Lin Yanyan will not, in those 3 years, she has almost tirelessly pursued Lu Xintou, where Lu Xintou has been approaching in every possible way, and she has used things that she has done everything possible to buy exactly the same as him.

She felt that her confession and pursuit were affectionate and enthusiastic enough, and her conditions were not bad at that time, but Lu Xintou never accepted her, even if she chased her for 3 years, he didn't say anything.

Lu Xintou is not completely indifferent to her, when she is disheartened, he will occasionally agree to her invitations, such as attending events with her, or appearing on occasions she is particularly looking forward to, such as every year on her birthday, she will invite him, and he will also come and give gifts. But his attitude towards her is lukewarm, ambiguous, and unpredictable.

In her third year of courting him, Lin Zi said appeared.

Lin Yanyan's junior year of high school can be said to be her nightmare, when Lu Xintou was already in college, but he was studying in a local key university, and he didn't go far, his attitude towards her was still lukewarm, and he attended the activities she invited from time to time, and always kept a distance from her, making her unpredictable and unwilling to let go easily.

Lin Yanyan's high school ambition has always been to be admitted to the same university as Lu Xintou, and she also thought that Lu Xintou might wait for her to finish high school before accepting her, as long as she went to his university, she would definitely get her wish.

Later, Lin Yanyan learned that her wish at that time was just too good, and she was too stupid and naïve

That year, Lin Zi said that he appeared and began to turn her family upside down.

Lin Yanyan's mother Guan Yuewei is a weak woman, and she is not willing to die to the scumbag easily, so that she was tossed to death by the junior Feng Qing, Feng Qing even dared to take her illegitimate daughter Lin Zi to make trouble, she was not afraid of losing money or being afraid of the eyes of outsiders, she could even force Guan Yuewei to cry in shame in Lin Yanyan's house, and she went out without a face, which shows how strong Feng Qing's combat effectiveness is.

How could Guan Yuewei, who had been accustomed to being comfortable all her life, be such a spicy and shameless opponent of a junior, she was quickly defeated, she had no friends, and the only object she confided in was Lin Yanyan, crying and crying to Lin Yanyan all day long.

At that time, Lin Yanyan's life experience was still very simple, she had lived a privileged and comfortable life before without any troubles, and she would not experience such an earth-shaking battle, so this incident subverted her cognitive view of the family, she began to hate her father, hated the mother and daughter, and for her mother, she always held a kind of anger and pity for the mentality that iron is not steel.

But her mother is a weak person after all, no matter how angry she is, she still cares about her mother, so Lin Yanyan found her friend and began to find trouble with Feng Qing.

Feng Qing didn't take her seriously, she went to Feng Qing's company to look for her a few times, no matter what method she used, Feng Qing ignored it, which shows how strong Feng Qing is in her heart.

Later, Lin Yanyan managed to find Feng Qing's daughter Lin Zi and said that she just warned Lin Zi to say something. Lin Zi said that her temperament is not as strong as her mother, maybe it is because of the relationship between art since childhood, her temperament is more gentle and quiet, so as soon as Lin Yanyan took her friends to warn her, she cried.

Probably this incident stimulated Feng Qing, and it didn't take long for Feng Qing to transfer Lin Zi to Lin Yanyan's school, and he was still in the same class as Lin Yanyan, obviously deliberately angry with Lin Yanyan.

Lin Yanyan was really angry, because Feng Qing not only affected her mother's life, but also affected her life, for a long time, Lin Yanyan and Feng Qing's mother and daughter confronted, and she had a very restless time in her third year of high school.

However, this is not the saddest thing for Lin Yanyan.

In the third year of high school, Lin Yanyan still invited many classmates to come over for her birthday, but because Lin Zi said that she transferred to her school, many classmates already knew about her family, and many classmates disdained a family like her, so they didn't come along, even Xia Na and Liu Yun Kejia, who usually played very well with her, didn't come over, only Zhang Xiao and a few buddies who were a little later accompanied her.

That night, she held a party at home, the venue was very large, except for the waiters, there were basically no people who came to congratulate her, the music was lonely, and the whole scene seemed so deserted.

Although Lin Yanyan was disappointed, she did not despair, because what she was looking forward to most at this banquet was Lu Xintou's arrival, she could make herself work hard not to care if others came, but she would mind if Lu Xintou came or not, and she also believed that Lu Xintou would definitely come, just like he would definitely come over every year for her birthday.

Lu Xintou is the only warm thing in her heart.

She sat at the door and waited, and then she saw Lu Xintou's private car coming, she was very happy, and ran forward to greet her.

After Lu Xintou got out of the car, she was dressed very handsome and outstanding, and she paid a lot more attention than when he came to attend her birthday in the past, which made her very excited, and she thought that there would be a surprise today. But she never thought that after Lu Xintou got out of the car, she actually ignored her warm greeting, but walked to the co-pilot's position and opened the door to the people inside, and then, Lin Zi said that she got down from the co-pilot, she was wearing a pure white beautiful dress, and naturally took Lu Xintou's hand, smiling shy and timid, completely looking like a bird, which matched Lu Xintou's contemplative dress.

Lu Xintou introduced in front of her and Zhang Xiao: "Hello, this is my girlfriend Lin Zi said. I'm bringing her to your birthday party tonight, I hope you don't mind."

Such a sentence was like a basin of cold water, which destroyed all Lin Yanyan's confidence.

He said that he hoped she wouldn't mind, but how could she not mind and not say that she had been in love with Lu Xintou for 3 years, thinking that chasing him to college would have results, but he didn't expect him to find a girlfriend in advance, and this girlfriend was none other than Lin Zi, the daughter of the junior.

She hated the third mother and daughter, if Lu Xintou chose Lin Zi to be his girlfriend, it would be like helping the third mother and daughter slap her in the face, how could she accept it

Lin Yanyan immediately broke out, and she asked Lu Xintou why he chose Lin Zishu to be his girlfriend, when did they meet, and why did they have feelings so quickly

Lu Xintou said that she said to Lin Zi that she fell in love at first sight, and she liked Lin Zi very much, and felt that Lin Zi said that she was the woman he was looking for in his life

His words were very hurtful, maybe he just held his hand and confessed to Lin Zi, but he didn't take into account how she felt when she heard this.

Lin Yanyan asked again, so what is it that she has been pursuing him for nearly 3 years, and he is not a little moved

Lu Xintou said something to her at that time that impressed her so deeply that she was looking forward to using this sentence to fight back against him many years later

He said: "I said to my son that falling in love is my freedom, I love her, and I want to be with her, so why do we have to explain to you, what are you?"

Lin Yanyan said with tears in her eyes: "Your attitude towards me before was not like this, I always thought that you at least had feelings for me, and there was still hope between us."

Lu Xintou said: "I'm sorry, maybe I gave you some misunderstanding before, but I really don't have any feelings for you, the only woman I love is Lin Zishu, please don't be sentimental in the future."

Lin Yanyan was crazy, Lu Xintou took Lin Zi and left, and on the night of his birthday, Lin Yanyan cried so much that his liver and intestines were broken.

She is so unwilling, so unconvinced, she likes Lu Xintou so much, and Lin Zi said that she and her mother have joined forces to destroy her family happiness, why do you want to rob the man she likes Lin Yanyan has made trouble with Lu Xintou a few times, Lu Xintou's attitude towards her has always been indifferent and refused, and even more and more cold, more and more disgusted.

And they really broke out after Feng Qing forced her mother to death, and she accidentally pushed Lin Zishu down the stairs during an argument with Lin Zishuo at school. Lu Xintou hugged Lin Zi and said to go to the hospital, and when he left, he hated Lin Yanyan's eyes very much, and Lin Yanyan may not forget it for a few lifetimes.

Lin Yanyan also felt deeply guilty and regretted her mistake, she went to the hospital to visit Lin Zi and said, but heard that Lin Zi said that Lu Xintou was transferred to a private hospital that she couldn't reach.

She went to Lu Xintou's house to explain to him that he wanted to give her a chance to repent, but Lu Xintou avoided it. It was raining heavily that night, and she even knelt down in order to see him, but he still didn't go out, but hid in front of the floor-to-ceiling window on the second floor and accompanied Lin Zi, looking at her indifferently, as if watching her jokes.

That incident was probably the stupidest, most cheap and most memorable thing Lin Yanyan had ever done, after she knelt, he didn't come out, she kept watch at the door of his house all night, and the next day he had a cold and fever and didn't leave, and finally waited until he was ready to send Lin Zi to the hospital and drove out, she stopped him