Lin Yanyan was soaked, her face was pale from the cold, her lips were purple, she was neat from head to toe, she was very embarrassed, she was like a down-and-out beggar waiting for him to come out.

And Lu Xintou was dressed brightly, including Lin Zi, who was injured in the car, and he was also dressed brightly. When he saw Lin Yanyan, he didn't even bother to get out of the car, but sat in the car and asked her indifferently: "What else do you have to do?"

At that time, Lin Yanyan hid in the corner of the wall and thought about it all night, and she had already figured it out, she didn't cry or make trouble, but just looked at him with the last trace of hope and said: "Can you give me a chance to explain, I hope you can listen to me, don't misunderstand me, don't treat me as a vicious woman, I'm not"

"Can't" Lu Xin didn't think about it, and immediately refused coldly.

Lin Yanyan leaned on the car window and didn't let go, still stubbornly explaining: "I don't care about the opinions of the whole world, but I can't care about your opinions, because I like you so much, I even thought that I might only like you alone in my life, I love you so hard, I hope you can give me a chance to explain." I know you may not accept me, but I hope you don't misunderstand me, your thoughts are so important to me, and the only belief in my heart now is you."

Lin Zi said that when he heard it in the car, he turned his head coldly, and it seemed that he didn't want to see Lin Yanyan.

Lu Xintou noticed Lin Zi's gaze from the rearview mirror, and immediately said irritably: "Didn't I say it clearly enough before, what do you still want to do, it's endless."

Lin Yanyan's voice was already hoarse, ignoring the dizziness of the cold and fever, and pleaded hoarsely: "I beg you to give me a chance to explain"

Lu Xintou didn't want to listen to her anymore, so she immediately broke her hand roughly, rolled up the window, scolded: "It's really shameless" and then drove the car away roughly, and the wind swept Lin Yanyan almost down.

Lin Yanyan shouted behind him, no matter how heartbreaking and hoarse, he didn't pay attention to it anymore, and just took Lin Zi to say that he would never be dusty.

Lin Yanyan finally despaired of this feeling.

Later, Lin Yanyan was busy with her mother's funeral, and finally broke up with her father Lin Xingyuan after several confrontations and twists and turns, and she no longer had the energy to care about the affairs between her and Lu Xintou, her personality began to change, becoming more and more indifferent, she didn't like to talk, and she didn't like to interact with the classmates around her.

In those two months, when the college entrance examination was approaching, Lin Yanyan was busy with the college entrance examination review and the aftermath of the family, and she had no heart to grow up with her children. She became more and more desperate for Lu Xintou, and gradually died, and finally let go of the relationship she had been worried about for 3 years.

The last time Lin Yanyan saw Lu Xintou was on the day he filled in the college entrance examination. Lu Xintou accompanied Lin Zi and said that he would come to the school to fill in the volunteers.

Lin Zi said that because of hospitalization, he did not do well in the college entrance examination, and he went to an art school by art, and Lin Yanyan was also affected by things at home, and his college entrance examination results were slightly affected, but he could still go to a good school.

She ran into them on the day of filling in the volunteers, the couple that was the envy of countless classmates, Lin Yanyan no longer had the strength to entangle with them, so she took a detour directly.

But Zhang Xiao, who was talking to Lu Xintou, called her a word, and asked Lu Xintou and Lin Zi to notice her existence.

Lin Yanyan was very embarrassed, but she knew that she couldn't back down, and with the last shred of self-esteem, she still faced the difficulties, and she should let the pair of men and women know that she would not be defeated so easily, so Lin Yanyan pretended to be calm and walked in front of Lu Xintou and Lin Zi.

She ignored them, only greeted Zhang Xiao, and even if she met Lu Xintou's gaze, she immediately lowered her head or turned her head away.

Zhang Xiao chatted with her about volunteering, but Lin Yanyan didn't want to talk too much in front of Lu Xintou, so she only responded lightly: "I plan to leave City A." ”

Zhang Xiao was surprised: "Ah, there is a good university in the local area, why bother to go outside"

Lin Yanyan didn't explain, so he said goodbye to them.

The first time, she didn't look at him in front of Lu Xintou, nor did she circle around him, and for the first time, she suppressed her strong heart, no longer took this man to heart, and finally retained her last dignity.

Lin Yanyan felt that at the last moment she was going to go chic, she wanted to prove that her world was not only him, and she could live well without him, so she walked very chic and did not look back, even if Lu Xintou and Lin Zi said what was going on behind her, she would never pay attention.

Later, Lin Yanyan left City A to study in college, and after graduating from college, she did not go back to City A, but worked in other places, until Lin Weiwei was about to take the college entrance examination, because of the problem of household registration, she had to go back to the original place of residence for the college entrance examination, so she had to take him back to City A, otherwise it would be impossible for Lin Yanyan to come back in the near future, and it would be impossible for her to meet Lu Xintou again, nor would she meet Jingchen who was also her sincere.

In those long 8 years, Lin Yanyan felt that she basically spent her time in the dark, whether it was the hardships of life or the indifference of human feelings, which made her very disappointed in her relationship.

She didn't fall in love, she rejected one suitor after another, both in school and in the workplace, and for a long time she thought she wouldn't love anymore until she met Jingchen.

Jingchen's appearance is a change for her, he has a completely different temperament from Lu Xintou, and even very different from her, if she is in the dark, then Jingchen is in the light, Jingchen is like a light, strongly attracting her and making her move towards the light. So the first time she saw Jingchen, she almost couldn't help falling in love with him and wanted to get close to him.

Jingchen knew everything that followed, and Lin Yanyan didn't say anything more.

"Is that why you hate Lu Xintou because of this?" Jingchen sighed.

Lin Yanyan said coldly: "I have to hate him"

Jingchen already understood what happened to her, hugged her tighter, and whispered: "It's all over, Yan, I won't hurt you in the future"

Lin Yanyan suddenly burst into tears, Jingchen wiped her tears for her, Lin Yanyan got into his arms and hugged him and said, "I believe in you." ”

Jingchen sighed distressed again. But he can rest assured, because of Lin Yanyan's situation, she will not be able to accept Lu Xintou for a long time, and it will not even be possible to accept him for the rest of her life. Lu Xintou didn't cherish it at the beginning, and he was to blame for today's result, after all, he didn't cherish Yanyan first, and no matter how indifferent Yanyan was, it was no wonder that she was ruthless

Jingchen slowly kissed Lin Yanyan and coaxed: "Don't cry, you still have me"

Lin Yanyan choked up and said, "I'm afraid that one day I will lose you too." ”

Jingchen noticed that she had a strong sense of insecurity, she was very scared and at a loss when she met Li Minglan before, he had already felt it, it might be related to what happened to her back then, if it wasn't for what happened back then, she would probably be a carefree girl, but now she is so frightened, Jingchen is very distressed.

Jingchen kissed her again and said, "I won't let you down"

Jingchen stayed for two days, and had to go back to City A on Sunday afternoon, he was always very busy and didn't have much time to stay in City B, and Lin Yanyan finally began to reflect on how long he would stay in City B after experiencing two separations.

She came here without hesitation, but now she regrets her original decision, after all, she still loves Jingchen in her heart, and Jingchen has been like glue for two weeks, Jingchen said that he always misses her, why shouldn't she just send him away, she already misses him, and there are still 5 long days in the future, she has to count the days, it is really tormenting.

Lin Yanyan walked home dejectedly, but she didn't notice Lu Xintou sitting in the car looking at her from afar.

Lu Xintou's expression was very melancholy, a little hateful, a little resentful, and a little helpless.

He thought about everything in the past two days, and suddenly realized that what Lin Yanyan said to him that day seemed similar.

She said: "It's my freedom to fall in love with Jingchen, I love him, and I want to be with him, so why do we have to explain to you, what are you?"

Isn't this sentence very similar to what he said to her many years ago, when he took Lin Zishuo's hand

Her eyes were very hurt at that time, maybe her pain was like his pain today, but he didn't notice it at the time, and now he has just woken up, so she is actually taking revenge on him

Lu Xintou remembered that after she knelt at the door of his house on a rainy night, she didn't show up for a long time, and when they met again, it was more than 3 months later, she had finished the college entrance examination and was going back to school to fill in the volunteers, and they bumped into each other by chance.

At that time, he had already noticed a change in her attitude towards him, she no longer clinged to him, and even began to be indifferent to him, deliberately not paying attention to his every move. He was a little uncomfortable, but he didn't take it to heart.

She said that she was going to leave City A, but he thought about it for a while, but still didn't care, because he felt that she was just going to college in another place and would have to come back sooner or later. But unexpectedly, she left quietly for 8 years after that.

In the past 8 years, whether it was in City A during the winter and summer vacations, or the city where he went to her college on a business trip, or even deliberately walked into her school, he never saw her.

She cut off contact with all her classmates, including Zhang Xiao, and even someone as powerful as Zhang Xiao couldn't hear her dynamics, and she really disappeared quietly for 8 years.

In those 8 years, Lu Xintou occasionally thought of her, and sometimes inexplicably wanted to see her, but he couldn't know her movements, he used to walk on the campus of her university, thinking about where they might meet, and what her expression would be after meeting, but this scene never materialized. Anyway, he knew where she was, but he couldn't see her.

8 years is easy to make people dilute a lot of feelings, and it is easy to make people forget everything, Lu Xintou has forgotten many people and things, but she remembers her clearly.

He remembered vividly the way she looked silly when she pursued him, and the cold and resolute look on her face when she decided to leave. He felt that he didn't love her, but she somehow occupied a place in his heart that he couldn't tell.

Until one day, Zhang Xiao happened to tell him that she was back, working in City A, and planned to attend their class reunion.

Lu Xintou was very surprised, I'm afraid no one knew how intense his mood was beating at that time, his heart was still excited because she was back, and this excitement even felt very strange to him.

Maybe at that moment he should have noticed that he had already fallen in love with her, and he didn't know exactly when he started, but she must have occupied an important place in his heart very early, but he didn't dare to admit it, and he never thought about it deeply.

If, from that moment on, he changed his attitude towards her, no longer pranks her, no longer cold and mocking her, would she fall in love with him and no longer like Jingchen?

If he had woken up a little earlier, would it not have caused today's situation?

Lu Xintou took out a cigarette and lit it, swallowed the clouds and spitted out the mist, and narrowed his eyes. He looked at Lin Yanyan's figure as he walked farther and farther, and suddenly thought that he regretted it now, but Lin Yanyan didn't give him the slightest chance, and I'm afraid he will regret it in the future.

He is not optimistic about the future of her and Jingchen, even his grandmother is just a bystander who knows Jingchen's pressure, how can she think that she can go to the end with Jingchen

Maybe one day, he will wait until she comes to beg him, then he will retaliate against Lin Yanyan fiercely, you wait, don't blame him for being ruthless when the time comes

Lu Xintou started the car, and also left the dust and left City B