Chapter XII

"Anyway, you see the sunshine for a while, and eat the sunshine again for a while, old man, are you a sunflower?" Lisa asked.

"Sunflowers?"

"If you want to say this sunflower, the flower language is 'sun', which is most in line with my state of mind. Always chasing the sun. Only by facing the sun, the shadow in the heart, the shadow in the body, can be left behind. ”

"Facing the sun? Shade? Fu Buyi muttered to himself. I...... I should...... Go like sunflowers. ”

"You like sunflowers too? That's great. In this way, I don't see any greenery in your house, so I'll give you a bunch of sunflowers another day. ”

"Huh? Send me sunflowers? Fu Buyi suddenly thought of the scene in his dream. They seem to be at an awkward point, and Lisa puts down the sunflower and leaves, while he cries. Dreams and Reality...... Lisa Flower ...... Afterwards......

"What? Dislike? ”

"Like. I love sunflowers. Like. Fu is not easy to come to his senses.

The dream is here again. This time is what Fu Buyi doesn't want to dream about.

This time, the dream was Fu Buyi and Lisa in a restaurant.

Fu Buyi first said to himself: "Why? Why ......"

Lisa was calm, bowed her head, and was silent. Seems to be wording.

Then, Fu Buyi leaned forward, stretched his neck forward, stared at Lisa, and asked softly, "Why?" Why ......"

Lisa also looked up at Fu Buyi. The expression was first annoyance, then anger.

Fu Buyi, who kept asking why, never got an answer. He was out of control. He visibly raised his voice and accentuated his tone. He yelled, "Why? Why ......" and while asking the last why, he slammed his fists on the table.

Fu Buyi's words and deeds made him finally see Lisa's violent temper. At this time, even if the gods intervened, it would be useless.

Lisa was set on fire. What he said, Fu is not easy to hear clearly. But with Lisa's quick thinking and eloquence, her expression should be gradual. She first stated, explained. Refuge. Finally, there is reprimand, criticism.

And Lisa's mood is constantly escalating. It seems to be turning out all the things that have been buried in my heart for a long time. The golden light in his eyes was long gone, replaced by angry fire.

Lisa also added body movements to support her expression. She pointed at herself for a while, pointed at Fu Buyi for a while, spread her hands for a while, and gestured back and forth for a while. The action is one after another, obviously adding force, and the force is getting bigger and bigger.

The fear of the unknown stems precisely from the unknown. And once you see it, you are no longer afraid.

Obviously, Fu Buyi can't say anything about Lisa. But the ultimate anger in his instinct allowed him to despise Lisa's temper. He stood up all at once, he was going to stand on a height, to defy Lisa, to fight back against Lisa. He slammed the things on the table one by one......

Lisa convinces the restaurant manager not to call the police. She apologized and lost money.

And Fu Buyi squatted there, holding his head in pain.

In the end, Lisa helped Fu Buyi to leave......

It's time for the curtain call, it's time for the curtain call. Fu Buyi began to urge. He woke up.

Fu Buyi, who is used to this kind of life, can actually make his dream come to an end. Is this black humor? He thought.

One day, Lisa worked overtime. Fu Buyi made an appointment with Xiao He.

"Xiao He, I talked to you about emotional matters before, and you always said 'pity'. My friend Xiao Liangzi said, the word 'cherishing affection' explains everything in the world. I think I understand. So, what exactly are you looking for? ”

"I'm a person who is willing to give everything for what matters to me. Including my life. ”

"That'...... What do you want from your significant other...... Is it the same? ”

"I hope he can do the same."

"Xiao He, don't be like this. Don't just take life as a standard. It seems...... Irrational. Isn't this the bargaining chip of life at the same time as you are united? Isn't that a heavy feeling? If...... Let's not care who is right and who is wrong, and in the end, we find out that it is the wrong payment, so ......"

"There is a saying that if you miss riding in the same car, you will miss each other's lives, so some people don't let go of passing by. Mr. Fu, do you understand the meaning of this sentence? ”

"Afraid of missing out, so don't let it go?"

"It can be understood that way."

"What exactly is a 'miss'? Is there such a thing as 'missing' in the world? If it's not yours, it's called a miss? If you don't get it, it's called missing? Gain and lose is called missing? And the meaning of what you said is clearly that you know that there is no result, and you still ...... Afraid of missing out. This logic ...... I'm a bit messy. ”

"I think so."

"It's paranoia, isn't it?"

"Paranoia can be understood as another attachment. What is Bigotry? What is Attachment? When others think you're wrong, you're paranoid. When others think you're right, you're clinging. In this way, there is no bigotry or attachment in the world. There are only 'I think' and 'others think'. ”

"I'm ...... I can't reach your level at all, let alone ...... Debate. "Fu is not easy to be embarrassed." But I feel you're right. It's just that there's something wrong with that. ”

"I think Mr. Fu and I are on the same level. What we pursue is the same. Xiao He's eyes were firm.

"Don't be like me. Young people have the pursuit of young people. In the previous paragraph, I wrote a paragraph to my son, and I think it is also suitable for you. There is so much beauty in this world that it is worth pursuing and having. ”

"So I'm willing to give up everything for the sake of good. Including life. It's not a contradiction. ”

"It's coming back again. Oh. I can't talk about you. ”

"Huh. Anyway, I won't make the people I love miserable. Xiao He smiled and looked at Fu Buyi.

"That's right. This man, learn to be liberated. If you can say that, I'm relieved. Very good. ”

After dinner, Fu Buyi went to the park to find Li Zhi again.

Fu Buyi suddenly realized, why are there all women around him except Kan Chuang? And all of them are excellent, beautiful?

He didn't think it was any better. Instead, he thought of Jia Baoyu. The final fate of that brother Bao...... Exercise. What a mess is it. He shook his head desperately.

I have made an appointment with Li Zhi. Today, Fu Buyi is also going to have a cosplay. The shape is a sunflower. A green jumpsuit with long yellow petals around the face. It's a little childish and funny, but he likes it.

And Li Zhi, who was undefeated in the East before, Fu Buyi used the word "Jun". Today, Fu Buyi added one more word, handsome.

Li Zhi actually posted a one-word mustache. With this face shape, this facial features, and this beard, the onlookers were full of praise for Li Zhi. And the male audience on the mobile phone platform called "I start to like men".

Fu Buyi finally had the opportunity to despise many people at the same time. Hmph, this sentence describes, alas, there are so many people who are poor in words.

I started singing. Fu Buyi and Li Zhi completed the agreement and sang a song "Passing by the World" together. Two voices, one main and one pair, sometimes separated, sometimes combined, with tacit understanding. took the interpretation of this song to a new level.

When singing "WooWooWoo", Fu Buyi raised his head and closed his eyes, stretched out his arms, and made a sunbathing gesture. Even though it was night, he could still feel the sun. Because he met Lisa.

The world, don't let me just pass by, okay? Reluctant. Can it stay forever?

No. It doesn't hurt to pass by. Because he already has ...... Sunlight.

Why do you want to "enjoy" the sun at night? And you really feel it? It was not easy for Fu to recall afterwards. It's weird again. Could it be ...... He was ...... Didn't have ...... Sunlight?

Lisa arrived after work. Fu is not easy to ask her to come. He wanted her to see the sunflowers. By the way, sing a song for her again.

"If this heaven and earth will eventually disappear, I don't want to cherish the memories along the way, without you, I understand, too can't let go of your love, too familiar with your care, inseparable, think you are comfort or sorrow, and now, even if the clock hand stops, even if life is like dust, inseparable, we may believe in love more."

During the interlude, Fu Buyi shook his head and winked at Lisa. Lisa laughed.

Lisa likes Fu Buyi's style very much. Prefer his songs. She could hear the emotions that Fu Buyi wanted to express in the song. From the first time Fu Buyi sent her a video, she heard it. She listened with a sweet smile on her face.

Fu Buyi dreamed again. It is not easy for him and Lisa to talk about their lovers.

"Old man, the story of love is nothing more than emotional entanglement. There are also third parties and the like. In the novels of the beloved, there are also bridges in this regard, right? How did he describe it? And how do you say it? Lisa asked.

"Think about it. It seems that there are only a few sentences. It's mediocre and substandard. Maybe he didn't want to say too much about it. ”

"Oh."

"How did you remember to ask this?"

"Alas. A colleague. They are separated from each other. ”

"Oh. The estrangement between the two places was defeated by the companionship that was within reach. Emotional tragedy. Pretty realistic. ”

"yes. These two sentences...... You said? ”

"Hmm. Actually, I'm the same as Xiao Liangzi's writing. ”

"Really? Have you ever thought about writing a book? ”

"If I write, I'll write a book specifically for Xiao Liangzi."

"Why didn't you write it for me?"

"Perhaps, someone has already written it for you."

"Who is it? Where is he? Do I know each other? Why did he write a book for me? ”

"Maybe in the future you will know. Maybe...... You'll never know. ”

"Then why aren't you the one who wrote the book for me?"

"Perhaps, it's me."

"Incoherent, inexplicable. Then why did you write specifically for Ryoko? ”

"Save him."

"Save? How to save? ”

"Tell him that there is a golden light in the world."

It's time for the curtain call. But this time Fu Buyi didn't wake up. Fu Buyi felt that he was already stunned. Or rather, the taste of dreaming has increased. Because this time the plot lacks the most basic dramatic conflict. He actually gave his dream a ...... Bad reviews.

Pan Yan and Kan Chuang returned to the provincial capital one after another. They finally squeezed out their free time at the same time one day.

One evening, in a luxury private room of a high-end hotel in the provincial capital. Kan Chuangyangyi and his wife, Fu is not easy. The three of them waited there early, and today they feasted Pan Yan.

Fu Buyi is still dressed in casual clothes. The couple was in formal attire. Kan Chuang was dressed in a camel-colored suit. Yang Yi is dressed in beige professional clothes. Whether it is their appearance or temperament, the two can be called a perfect match. This makes it difficult for Andromeda, who has always pursued perfection, to be impressed. It's been more than 20 years since high school. This may be a state of perfection that he will not be able to achieve in his lifetime. Because his feelings are very imperfect. Because he is, single, body, dog.

No! Don't call Fu Buyi like that. He's going to stand up and refute it. He's single, but he's not a dog. He feels that there is no bottom line for the current Chinese people to blacken themselves. If you are single, you are called a dog. If you have no money and no power, it's called Dick. Listen, dick, dick. Alas...... Fu Buyi despises the words single dog and dick silk from the bottom of his bones. When he was at his most destitute and destitute, he refused to use these two words to describe himself. Although at that time, he was no longer qualified to despise anything.

"Oh, I can see it, in this world, the only one who can bring the three of us together is Pan Yan." Kan Chuang began to grumble. "Old man, how long have we not been together? It's been two years, right? As a partner, that's too much to say, right? I don't know, I thought we had a fight. What are you doing? Why can't we get together? ”

"There's something to talk about, what's the old thing?" Fu Buyi explained with disdain.

Yang Yi answered. "I don't care if you two get together or not, anyway, Lao Fu and I have never delayed the party. The two of us went to the mall together and drank milk tea together. “

"Holy shit." Kan Chuang has to complain. "Old man, it's not me who buries you. You said you were a bad old man, and you were embarrassed to go into that bubble tea shop? What flavors do you like? Do you recommend one for me? Hey, fuck. Kan Chuang looked disdainful.

"Hahahaha." Fu Buyi smiled, and Yang Yi laughed heartily.

"Old man, Lao Kan is right, you have to come here today. The contact is you, if you don't come, you can't talk about it. Appears insincere. Just sit down here. I don't need you to speak, I don't need you to socialize, I don't need you to cater to anything, everything has me and Lao Kan. Besides, there's nothing wrong with reaching out to her. Let me tell you, this kind of relationship between classmates is always closer and more intimate than other relationships made in society. Got it? ”

"Ahh Fu Buyi replied absentmindedly. He is too unaccustomed to this kind of social occasion. Today I was forced by Yang Yi and pulled hard by Kan Chuang. After just ten minutes of coming, I began to feel uncomfortable, like sitting on pins and needles.

"Hey, daughter-in-law, the old man has successfully aroused my curiosity now, do you know?"

"What's going on?" Yang Yi was puzzled.

"Hey old man, I wondered, when I was in school, wasn't Pan Yan your goddess? Why did you see each other a few days ago and don't want to see each other again? Don't even want to eat together? What's going on? Could it be that Pan Yan looks too ...... now? No way? Kan Chuang was puzzled.

"Wouldn't it? She also has to say that the economic conditions are good, didn't she take care of it? Back then, she and I were called the school girls of a high school in Xiangshi. So what does she have to look like now? Let the old man be so unacceptable? Oh my God, I can't imagine it. Yang Yi was shocked.

"Pull it down, you two. People are young and beautiful. Hey, I found out, why are you two so worldly now? It's not that you're worldly villains. Let's just say that you two are representatives of the worldliness in today's society. ”

"Who are you burying?" The couple gave Fu Buyi a roll of the eye together.

"No, what do I want to say, the aesthetics of the current society are really too distorted and perverted. When you get out, you have to be young and pretty. ”

"Typical Andromeda, criticism from Andromeda, Andromeda, with criticism. I'm also an Andromeda. Understand, understand. Ha ha. Yang Yi supports Fu Buyi's view.

"What do you understand? Hey, then I don't understand, so since she's young and beautiful, why don't you want to see her? Kan Chuang was puzzled.

"You don't know. I've never seen a woman with such a big aura, her aura is too strong. I was beside her, and I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't feel better. It's so uncomfortable to be pressed by a woman. Fu Buyi told the truth, as if he was still in the painful memories of that time.