CHAPTER XXVII

First of all, Lisa decided to finish the book by herself. Without Fu Buyi's bedtime reading, read it yourself.

Lisa thought of Fu Buyi's joke, and if she wanted to marry in Xiangshi, she had to climb two mountains. Through her friends and colleagues, she found out about two mountains in Xiangshi, one called Dingshan and the other called Meishan.

The next day, she drove to Xiangshi alone. It's not to find Fu Buyi, but to complete the sense of ceremony. She first went to Dingshan, Dingshan is not high, along the artificially paved asphalt road, to the halfway up the mountain, and then up, is 365 steps, meaning that life every day of the year to continue to climb, climb, enterprising. She loved the moral of it. The next day, she went to Mount Mae again. Mount Meishan was the battlefield of Japan and Russia in those years, higher than Dingshan, and hidden and steep. She reached the top in one breath and experienced the pleasant sense of looking down that Fu Buyi said. Her mood was indeed much better.

Did she really have the idea of marrying in Xiangshi at the beginning? Maybe she just found the actual action to make a name for herself. She just wants to use this practical action to prove to Fu Buyi and her ex that she is a woman who will and is willing to pay for love.

What's next? Lisa remembered what Fu Buyi said about experiencing moonlight. I haven't had a chance to experience it together. It's good to go on your own. A colleague's hometown happened to be in a remote mountainous area, and according to her, the moon there was particularly large and bright. There are also many stars, mainly because there is no air pollution. Just go. Lisa drove there.

Her simple colleague's parents received her warmly.

At night, twelve o'clock. Lisa got up, the night in the mountains was much colder than in the city. Lisa put on her clothes and opened the door.

The view from the courtyard was something she had never seen before. A piece of silver. It's silvery-white. On the ground, on the wall, on the house. She instantly understood the difference between snow white and silver white. Snow white is vibrant, while silver white is rustic and soft. She didn't dare to take a step. She was afraid that she would disturb the moonlight, and the moon would be angry. She was more afraid that she would step on the ground as if she was in the snow, thus ruining the scenery of the courtyard. Besides, she felt that she was so stupid, how could she step on the footprints. But she still cautiously took one foot first, and only after standing firmly, did she take the other foot. She was completely standing in the courtyard. In this dreamy moonlight.

When she came to the center of the courtyard, the first thing she saw was her own shadow, the shadow of the moonlight, and she was excited. She'd never seen it. She felt that this was part of her body, or an old friend who hadn't been masked in thirty years, and she waved hello to the shadow, who waved to her. She waved her arms, and so did the shadow. She spun in a circle, and the shadow spun in a circle. "Huh." Lisa laughed. She looked at her body again, covered in moonlight, covered in silver, no matter how she trembled, she couldn't shake it off. Not like snowflakes.

Quiet. There was silence all around. Only quiet, no, it must be quiet, to set off the moonlight.

She moved a small stool and placed it in the courtyard. Sit down and begin to appreciate the moonlight. Accustomed to the metropolis, she felt that the moonlight had a primitive feeling. Yes, primitive. It was as if she was participating in some ancient and mysterious ritual, looking forward to being baptized by the divine god of the moon.

Moonlight is the most primitive lighting tool. Where the moonlight hits, it's silvery white, and where it doesn't, it's black. Black and white make up the world in front of you. Just as primitive as black and white photos and movies from more than a hundred years ago. Black and white, two extremes, coexist. Could it be that the person who created Tai Chi was inspired by the moonlight? Will she learn something tonight? She was looking forward to it.

Suddenly, she saw a little boy who had gotten up at night and came to the courtyard. That must be Fu Buyi. Suddenly, the little boy disappeared, because the distractions in Lisa's mind disappeared. She had no distractions.

Only then did she raise her head and look up at the moon. She hadn't forgotten that she felt she was in awe of the moon. Otherwise, why didn't the first thing I see when I came to the courtyard was to see the moon? To look up is to be in awe. Reverence for nature is a human instinct.

Moonlight is beautiful, how to experience moonshine? Lisa didn't know. She saw only the moonlight shining on her surroundings and body. She didn't feel the moonlight at all. And the sunlight gives us a more intuitive feeling. Even if you close your eyes, you can intuitively feel the strong light of the sun, the warmth and heat shining on your body. And moonshine is not intuitively felt.

Large, shiny discs hang in the air. It was surrounded by many bright stars. Lisa looked at the moon and, unconsciously, smiled. Because she clearly saw the moon smiling, she felt the kindness and kindness that the moon passed on to her. She didn't disturb the moonlight, and the moon didn't get angry. Instead, he kept an eye on her and waited for her. Waiting for the fate that they must meet. Lisa felt like she was accepted by the moon. Yes, acceptance. Accept her, a lonely person who has no support and no heart. Yes, she's a loner. She had a hunch that her body and mind would melt into the moon. She longed for it. Maybe that's the magic of nature.

She had an epiphany. Feel it with your heart. Even if you don't care, the moon will tell you to be mindful. The Moon will also teach you how to be mindful.

The sun cannot be seen directly. The moon must be looked at. Only by looking at it can we get close to it and feel it. The moon needs you to look directly, to be close, to feel it.

Lisa stared straight at the moon. The moonlight is soft and bright. Lisa is cosy and tranquil. And the moon seems to be starting to cast spells. It's going to bring Lisa's soul into it. And Lisa gave up her instinctive confrontation, and she let her soul fly. It was a willing following and devotion. Her soul then entered the moon. Melt in the moon. Softness also has the power to melt everything. Melt more naturally, purerly, and more thoroughly. And her body was thrown under the shelter of the moon. The moon accepted her soul without disliking her body. Lisa became a believer in the moon. Heartfelt worship.

Usually we often say, bask in the sun, soak in the sun. The moon, on the other hand, is immersion. Saturate. Dip. Soaked in moonlight.

Lisa felt sublimated. Like Nezha's lotus root body, it was completely reborn. And then, she cried. She wasn't meant to cry on her own. Nor did I cry for myself. It's that she can't control her tears. Tears are in a string one by one, and they can't be stopped, they can't be stopped, and they don't want to stop. It can never be described as a string of pearls. There is no flashiness. She was sure that it was not tears, that it was not bitter or astringent. It was the essence of moonlight, gushing from the depths of the soul, sweet. Under the reflection of the moonlight, it is exceptionally crystal clear. She understood, she felt, it was the moon washing her. Wash her soul, wash her heart, wash her body, wash her everything. After that, she was relieved and relieved, for the bad things in the past, including Fu Buyi.

In the end, what she experienced was abundance. After the emotional setback, her shriveled body and even more shriveled heart had a sense of fullness at the same time. What the moon was transporting through the moonlight, Lisa longed for that fullness too much, she longed too much for herself to be filled, especially for that heart.

She religiously accepts the gift of the moon. First the soul, the moon gave her back the soul, then hope, self-confidence, courage, optimism, open-mindedness, rationality...... Everything she had lost was back. Not only that, but her whole body radiated the same soft glow as the moon. It's incredibly beautiful.

As a believer in the moon, she felt holy. It was as if she had become a true goddess of the moonlight.

She enjoys all that the moon has given her. Everything brand new. No. It cannot be said that it is given. It's re-searching. Reclaimed. It can't be said to be brand new. That was hers. Originally, in her heart, all the beauty in the world.

Lisa seems to have entered the highest state that a practitioner has pursued all her life. It is as if he has understood the oracle of the god of the moon. The moon, without majesty, does not have to surrender. There is no condescending gift, no need for awe-inspiring worship. You just have to look at it, get close to it, feel it. This is the moon.

She understood. What the baptism of the moon god brought her. She was empty in body and mind, because of something. She lost herself, and she lost something. It is the original intention. She has always adhered to what she adheres to, what she has always adhered to, what she believes and believes, what she can never discard at any time in life, the original intention. The moon helped her regain her original intention.

She thanked the moon. She admires the moon.

Meimei slept well. I woke up in the afternoon. After eating the mountain delicacies specially made for her by her colleagues' parents, Lisa returned home. At this time, Lisa is relaxed physically and mentally.

For the rest of the holidays, Lisa went to Tibet, the place that Fu was not easy to look for, the legendary holy place. She was baptized again.

There was a knock on the door. Pan Yan looked up. Lisa。 Lisa went to work. I haven't seen her for two months, and Pan Yan has a sense of strangeness. Lisa has changed.

How many people are crushed to death by their own lives. If you can't be crushed, you will be transformed.

Lisa transformed. What sheds is liveliness and cuteness. What grows out is a little steady and mature. And, as a shell, wrapping around her, not allowing her to be hurt again.

The athleisure style is gone. In its place, there is a fashionable professional style. Professional light makeup. Large round earrings, long necklace with imitation pearl, long-sleeved shirt with round neck, high-waisted wide-leg trousers, high heels, thin belt, and hand-held bag. is still smiling sweetly, but there is still a little sadness in his eyes. He is still full of vitality, but his face is slightly thin and haggard.

Pan Yan's eyes were rosy, and she hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Lisa tightly. For this matter, she has decided to break off her friendship with Fu Buyi and never see each other in order to take revenge. You can see his temperament. Her heart ached. All she could do was hug and comfort Lisa. She couldn't cry, she was afraid that she would crush Lisa, who had managed to get up with great difficulty.

Now that you have stood up, you cannot fall down again. Otherwise, he will die.

I hugged it for a long time. Lisa felt warm in her heart. Pan Yan let go of her hand and said angrily: "Stinky girl, I am hiding at home, regardless of the life or death of my master, I am about to die of exhaustion."

"I'm sorry, master, I'm coming back late." Lisa apologized.

"Say I'm sorry and that's it? Gotta punish you, I'll do you all 10 product shows on hand. "As a person who has come over, Pan Yan understands. Experiencing an emotional trauma is the same as dying once. As a leader and a master, especially a master, she has to help her, and she can only help her in this way. Deprive. Deprive her of all her energy. Yes, deprivation. She has no time to think about the past.

Pan Yan doesn't need to be reasonable with Lisa. How many people live on the support of the great truth? To be able to stand up again is nothing more than a renewed hope in my heart. What Lisa's renewed hope is, Pan Yan doesn't know.

Lisa, who has regained her original intention, does not need to be deprived, she is willing to dedicate all her energy to her work. She had to make up all the arrears for the two months' vacation. She worked day and night, and if she didn't fall asleep unconsciously, Lisa would have been working non-stop. Non-stop work. She has worked hard and struggled to become an expert in the industry as soon as possible.

After a while, Lisa relaxed. She likes to look up at the moon at night. It was as if there was some kind of supernatural connection between her soul and the moon. It was as if she was silently pouring out to the moon, and the moon was silently comforting and teaching her. At the same time, the two of them, smiling.

Lisa returns to her old life. On holidays, she would go shopping with her girlfriends. In her free time, she plays ball with her colleagues. She had a smile on her face, as always before. Sweet smile, happy smile, sunny smile.

She also watches TV series. A colleague and friend said that which TV series was very popular and very good, so she went to watch it. With the rise of online dramas, she went to watch online dramas again.

It seems that she wants to find something from the half-truth, half-truth, half-reality plot. Looking for an answer? The answer to life?

Experience has limitations. If you want to break through the limitations of experience and seek answers beyond experience, in ancient times, through books. Now, it seems...... It seems to be through the plot. Otherwise, why do so many people take the plot seriously? Although, it is a meaningless, soap opera.

Time flies, and it's July 19th again. It's been a whole year since Lisa fell out of love. Tomorrow is her birthday again.

For a year, she grew long hair. Uninstalled the self-media platform and Weibo. I don't even post it on Moments. caused strong dissatisfaction among fans. Over time, they dispersed. Find another favorite. There are still a group of fans left, looking forward to the return of the sunny, cute, and smelly short-haired goddess Lisa to the Internet.

Deliberate change, is it a concern for the past? Or is it a hope for the future?

Lisa's answer was, "Ask the ghost."

Lisa, who had just finished chasing the online drama, had already washed up and was ready to go to bed. Suddenly, the phone beep sounds. There is a message.

"Tomorrow, I'll go back to the provincial capital."

She was expressionless. The mind is calm. Surprisingly calm. But she read the message for a long time. Long. Finally, she posted a circle of friends. The content is a passage that is not easy for a good person:

I once had a dream, I couldn't remember the time, I couldn't remember the content, but it didn't matter, the important thing was that I had a dream.

After meeting, the two said in unison: "Long time no see." Nothing else.

During this year, Fu Buyi reflected on his irrational behavior at that time. He was ashamed to face Lisa. He chose a temporary escape.

In one year, Fu Buyi, who left Kan Chuang, made three investments. The first time, failed. The second time not only failed, but the partner absconded with the remaining money. The third time, he invested all his net worth in the stock and foreign exchange markets, where even Kan Chuang was afraid of him. In the end, Fu Buyi was bankrupt and penniless. Forced to make a living, he chose the profession of a seafarer with a relatively high income, and was about to sail to sea. This meeting is to say goodbye to Lisa. Su Dongpo's sentence "The boat is gone, and the river and the sea spend the rest of his life" has become a true portrayal of his and his lover's difficult life for the rest of his life.

Quite meaningfully, when they met, he wore a dress printed with the words "Please forgive me, I don't fit in with this world." T-shirt with the word.

Two people, don't move, don't say. Two souls, passing by.

The two of them remembered at the same time that it was not easy for their beloved. Xiao Liangzi likes to replace "forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes" with "remote wishes". Well, let's wish each other well. Even if it's close at hand.

All kinds of life are interludes. Eventually, you and I will melt into the dust together.

When they parted, Lisa asked, "Fu Buyi, do you know why you once didn't want to remember the past?"

Fu Buyi didn't speak. He waited for Lisa's new solution.

"Because, once in your past...... Without me. ”

Lisa's words turned into a knife and inserted it into Fu Buyi's heart.

Fu Buyi stood there. Teary-eyed. The good memories that Lisa brought him were something he couldn't bear to let go. For the rest of his life, he was destined to spend these three months of good memories and painful regrets. This is the most brutal revenge Lisa has given him.

Every day, he would dip the blood dripping from his heart and look through every page of his memories.

Lisa has a fan in her possession, which she takes out from time to time to enjoy. There are four big words written on the fan: self-willingness. This is also quite significant.

And on the night of the meeting, Fu Buyi had a dream. A dream about the afterlife. N years later, in a delivery room, Lisa was in labor. A baby boy is born. Unlike all those who come into this world. He's not croaking, he's smiling. Lisa willing. muttered, "Don't worry, I'm here." May you 'chase the sun and be a sunflower that always faces the sun' in this life." ”