Chapter 151: Let Go
"What about the girl before," Grandma asked him suddenly.
The words seemed to touch the chords of Lu Xin's heart in an instant, making a sound that made him tremble, and he was already trying his best to avoid this question, but grandma still accidentally asked.
Lu Xintou suddenly felt very upset, moved irregularly, and said lightly: "If grandma thinks I should start a family, just find me a granddaughter-in-law who is the right person."
"Why did you suddenly ask me to find you a daughter-in-law," the grandmother was surprised.
Lu Xintou covered up: "Since I started a family for such a purpose, how can my daughter-in-law do it if she doesn't have enough family resources?"
Grandma still looked at him in disbelief, her grandson didn't look like a person who would let the family arrange a daughter-in-law, in the early years, she also took it upon herself to arrange a few girls with outstanding character for him, but unfortunately he didn't look down on him, and even used the means of absentia to resist the blind date she arranged for him, and then she gave up. Now, her grandson has asked her to find him a candidate
Grandma saw that Lu Xintou's face was wrong, and from his words, she vaguely guessed that his upset might have something to do with that girl.
Grandma asked tentatively, "You blew it with that girl."
Lu Xintou frowned and said, "We don't think it's appropriate, we broke up early, so you can find a granddaughter-in-law for me, the vision is always good" His tone was slightly irritable.
Grandma still questioned: "What's the matter, do you really want me to find a daughter-in-law candidate for you?"
Lu Xintou didn't speak, and kept squinting at the scenery in the distance.
Grandma looked at him for a while, and said sharply, "That girl doesn't want you."
Lu Xintou tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled contemptuously: "Grandma, why do you think so badly of your grandson, a person like me, is there a girl who refuses to ask for it, I beckoned, I don't know how many women have caught up one after another."
Grandma understood better, suddenly smiled, turned her head and said: "It's really childish, I guess it must be that girl who doesn't want you, that girl is really special, she can play my grandson around, and it's the first time I've seen a girl who can cure you."
"Why don't you believe me, this elbow is pulling out"
"Alas, grandma really doesn't know what to say about you, of course grandma hopes that you can marry and have children with the girl you like, but if people don't look down on you, there is no way. Grandma can see that you really like people, for so many years, it is not easy to be tempted by a girl, grandma is still looking forward to you being able to blossom and bear fruit" She turned her head to Lu Xintou, and complained a little, "Why did you blow it?"
"Heh, that woman has a very arrogant temper, it's not suitable for me, and she's not the only woman in the world" Lu Xintou's self-esteem was frustrated, so he could only say stiffly.
"You really think so" Grandma raised her eyebrows, what her grandson was thinking, she had already seen it through.
Lu Xintou did not respond.
"I don't know what's going on between you, since the girl is a little proud, if you really like her, you can chase it hard, how can you get beautiful love without paying, you are a man, you have to take the initiative emotionally, if you keep having a bad temper, let others go, be careful and regret it later"
"Grandma, how can I doubt that you are Lin Yanyan's grandmother," Lu Xintou said dissatisfiedly.
"Ah, you're still not convinced" Grandma looked at him, her eyebrows raised slightly, "I said that you have a stinky temper, the same as your grandfather, isn't it, don't you use the method of being angry with your grandfather to deal with other girls, other girls are delicate and sensitive, but not your grandfather, can accompany you for the rest of her life If you are so self-respecting and self-reliant, people will run away long ago, and you will regret it in the future."
"It's a pity that when I don't even want self-esteem, people don't necessarily want me" Lu Xintou suddenly replied, as if he said it unintentionally, and seemed to be helpless.
Milk heard it and was stunned: "Why, what happened between you I don't understand"
She looked at her grandson, and when she saw Lu Xintou's expression, she suddenly felt that things were not as simple as she imagined.
"Did you happen?" the tone became solemn, no longer joking.
Lu Xintou lowered his head, his mood was extremely tired and lost, as if he had suddenly returned to the state of the morning, so exhausted, so helpless and helpless
He has tried his best to redeem it, but Lin Yanyan is not moved by him, he can't force her, he can't do anything right, all kinds of methods have been exhausted on her, and there is still no result, what can he do
He was already exhausted in his donkey skills, and there was nothing he could do. Not every man has so much patience to be able to pursue a woman tirelessly and tirelessly, not to mention that he Lu Xintou himself is a man who is eager to pursue efficiency, he has spent enough patience and perseverance on Lin Yanyan, this patience and perseverance are even beyond his imagination, he almost accommodated her again and again, but she still did not accept him, and hit him again and again, stepping on his dignity to the ground, can he not be tired, can he not be frustrated
Last night, maybe it was her and him at the top, he did something like that because he was depressed, she couldn't forgive him, and she decided to cut off contact with him. And he apologized to her again under the fermentation of a night of depression and regret, and she still hit him hard, so he was exhausted, he was really tired and wanted to let go
Perhaps, as she said, that he would be more comfortable with a different woman and start over than if he pursued her, and maybe with another woman, he would find a woman who loved him and cherished him equally, and why did he have to hang himself from her tree
Lu Xintou bent over and covered his face and was silent for a while, the setting sun passed through his fingers, and his movements and expressions seemed so haggard and lonely.
Finally he let go of his hand, pursed his lips, and pretended to be relaxed and said to his grandmother: "Grandma, I don't necessarily have to choose her, if I find a woman, the other party loves me enough, and I can also fall in love with her, isn't it the best of both worlds?"
Unrequited love is really too bitter, and he is already tired. Lu Xintou sighed in his heart.
Grandma looked at him quietly for a while, and then suddenly put her arms around his shoulders, fully understanding.
She sighed, "I don't know what happened to you, but seeing you in such pain, you've probably been thinking about it for a long time. If you want to give up, grandma won't persuade you, after all, finding someone who loves you is much happier than struggling to pursue someone who doesn't love you. ”
After a pause, grandma still said uneasily, "It's just that grandma is worried, my grandson is a dedicated person, you have only liked a woman for so many years, you really let go, can you do it, will you regret it more in the future, have you thought it through?"
She patted him on the back. Lu Xintou suddenly felt empty in his heart under the slap of her palm, his expression became more and more melancholy, and he did not reply.
Grandparents and grandchildren watched the sunset peacefully.
Grandma thought, maybe, he needs a little time, but the girl, she has to meet her
Lin Yanyan received an offer from a large company, and she performed well after several rounds of interviews, so she received a notice of employment from that large company.
Lin Yanyan looked at the employment notice on the email, and didn't know what it was like.
The company was good, it was large, and it was the financial industry she was pursuing, and it met her expectations in almost every way, but the company wanted her to work in City B next door.
Lin Yanyan did not consider leaving City A when she submitted her resume some time ago, this company was also voted by her some time ago, and the position she chose was of course a position in City A, who knew that after the interview, the leader was very satisfied with her conditions in all aspects, and also felt that her work experience was more mature, so she said that the subsidiary in City B lacked an HR leader, and they hoped to train her to become the HR leader of the subsidiary in City B next door.
This company gave her the right to choose, she could choose to continue to stay in the head office of City A Group as a staff member of the HR department, or she could choose to work in City B and be promoted to the head of the department after half a year of assessment.
This is Lin Yanyan's opportunity to improve, and Lin Yanyan doesn't want to miss it. And she felt that this was a decision made by God for her, two days ago she just rejected Lu Xintou, and had the idea of leaving City A, and today she received a notice of entry from a large company, and gave her such a choice.
Lin Yanyan sighed after reading the email, turned off the computer and packed her things and went out, she was going to pick up Lin Weiwei back. Today, Lin Weiwei was released after completing his sentence.
Lin Yanyan went to the police station to pick up Lin Weiwei, and after seeing Lin Weiwei, she felt that Lin Weiwei had lost weight, her hair was shaved short, and although she was wearing the clothes before the detention, it was obvious that the clothes were loose.
He is not as white as before, no matter how Lin Weiwei looked at it before, he looked like a little white face, but now that he has seen it, he has finally matured and grown up.
When the sister and brother saw each other, Lin Yanyan was not very excited, but Lin Weiwei took the initiative to hug her and choked in a low voice: "Sister"
Lin Yanyan patted him on the back to comfort him, accompanied him through the formalities, and then took him home.
The two walked out of the police station together, Lin Weiwei put his hands in a regular manner, lowered his head, and walked much calmer than before, not as frivolous as before. In the past, Lin Weiwei had long bangs, and he was dyed yellow with a Korean-style beautiful man, his skin was very white, and he liked to put his hands in his pockets to play handsome, and he looked around coolly wherever he went, for fear that no one would pay attention to his handsomeness.
Lin Yanyan thought that such a transformation for 3 months would not be a good thing for Lin Weiwei.
The sister and brother went home in silence, without chatting halfway, thinking about their own thoughts. After returning home, Lin Yanyan urged him to take a bath, and then handed him the newly bought clothes a few days ago for him to wear.
After Lin Weiwei came out, she saw that the pants were a little short, so she asked him, "Are you long again?"
Lin Weiwei said: "Well, it's 45 centimeters long. ”
Lin Yanyan was surprised, she didn't expect Lin Weiwei to be 17 years old and still swerving tall, this time it was more than 1.8 meters, it is estimated that it can grow a little.
She asked him again, "Did you eat well in it?"
"Actually, it's okay, but it's more strict. After a pause, Lin Wei added, "Later, I got used to it." ”
Lin Yanyan nodded vaguely, went to the kitchen to cook, and tears fell inadvertently.
She could imagine Lin Weiwei's life inside, and when he first entered, she checked the information and probably knew what he was like inside. However, she didn't want to talk too much about it, for fear that he would be upset, and she would be just as sad. Some things have passed, so let it pass.
Lin Weiwei has changed a lot in the past 3 months, and he wanted to say sorry to his sister, but the boy was reluctant to speak, and he didn't say it in the end. The siblings were silent, careful not to mention the sad things.
After eating, Lin Yanyan asked Lin Weiwei to take a nap.
When he was asleep, Lin Yanyan was afraid that he would turn over the quilt, so he went in lightly to tuck the quilt for him, and suddenly accidentally found a bruise on his back waist, Lin Yanyan was stunned on the spot.
And Lin Weiwei is very sensitive, even if he sleeps soundly, as soon as someone approaches him, he wakes up, turns over and says, "Sister, why did you come in?"
In the past, Lin Weiwei would not wake up so easily when he fell asleep, and he might not wake up when she went into his room and dismantled things.
Lin Yanyan asked him: "What's the matter with your wound?"
Lin Weiwei was stunned, and then seemed a little nervous, he clutched the quilt, and then heard a knock on the door, and immediately ran away and seemed to get up.
"Someone is coming, I'll open the door" He ran out, and shouted in the living room after a while, "Sister, Mr. Jing is here"