She broke Jingchen's hands one by one, held back her tears and gritted her teeth and said: "I'm not willful, I think very clearly that we have to break up, because I don't love you anymore, I have other choices"

"Is it Lu Xintou" Jingchen asked as he clasped her hand again and stared at her.

Although his eyebrows and eyes were gentle, this look seemed to be able to see the bottom of Lin Yanyan's heart.

Lin Yanyan was very afraid to look him in the eyes like this, so he didn't look away. However, if Lu Xintou could make her retreat, she wouldn't mind being more ruthless.

"Whatever you want"

Lin Yanyan was about to leave, but Jingchen took her hand steadily: "It's really Lu Xintou"

Lin Yanyan did not admit it, nor did he deny it.

Jingchen finally let go, he was probably really sad, lowered his head and was silent for a moment, and when he raised his head again, his eyes were full of deep disappointment.

Lin Yanyan really disappointed him, whether it was her willful and unreasonable this time, or her hasty abandonment of their love and choosing someone else, it made him very disappointed. He even wondered if the person in front of him was really the person he had tried to love, whether he had mistaken her or if she had changed her mind

If Lin Yanyan is such a woman, then his previous efforts will become ridiculous, and he is really stupid and ridiculous to pay his true feelings for an unworthy woman

Jingchen asked her softly again: "This is really your choice, don't regret it"

"This is my choice," Lin Yanyan responded coldly.

Seeing that her words had come to this, Jingchen knew that there was no hope, he put his hands in his pockets, pursed his lips and smiled, looking into the distance, his eyes narrowed slightly, and his smile was lonely. Then he turned to her and said, "I'm sad and sad. But if it's the result of your deliberation and no regrets, I respect your choice. Yanyan, I can't promise what will happen in the future, but I still love you, I really, really love you so I'm sorry"

After he finished speaking, he looked at her deeply for a long time, as if to freeze her last face in his mind, and then said the last sentence carefully: "I hope you and him are well and take care"

He is gone, the footsteps are not as calm as when you came, walking very fast, and the back is very lonely.

Lin Yanyan's tears rained down, and she called out over and over again in her heart: Jingchen, I love you too, and I'm sorry too, but we are really not suitable I also hope that you will have a better life, take care I will leave City A in a few days, maybe we will not meet again in the future

Her gaze grew until she couldn't see his back clearly.

And when Jingchen parted, he didn't look back.

He is not like Lu Xintou, nor is he like an indecisive person, once he decides something, there is no turning back.

Lin Yanyan knew that this was the last separation between her and him, wiped her tears, and left silently.

After Lin Yanyan returned home, Lin Weiwei asked her, "Sister, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Yanyan lowered his head to hide his expression and said, "It's okay, I'll rest for a while." ”

She went into the room, closed the door and thought about it behind closed doors. She cried for a while, rested for a while, and made up her mind, so she turned on her computer and replied to the new company's induction email.

She didn't come out until the evening, and Lin Weiwei took the initiative to cook.

Lin Weiwei used to be very lazy, never took the initiative to help with housework, how many times she said him, and even asked him to help cook a meal, he could run out, and only when she was done did he come back cheekily to eat, no matter how she taught him at the dinner table, he could turn a deaf ear, eat very deliciously, throw down the dishes and chopsticks after eating and run away, and never thought of helping her wash the dishes.

In the past, she was not so angry with Lin Weiwei that her liver hurt, so now she was surprised when she saw Lin Weiwei taking the initiative to cook, so she asked him.

Lin Weiwei said: "I see that you are in a bad mood and I am afraid that you will be hungry, so I will take out the dishes in the refrigerator and cook them first." ”

He didn't know how to cook, Lin Yanyan flipped through the rice cooker and found that there was too much water, and the meat on his cutting board was also thin and thick, and it was cut in a mess. And he actually peeled the garlic with his own hands.

Lin Yanyan took the garlic in his hand and put it on the cutting board, picked up the kitchen knife and patted it, and said to him: "The garlic is not dialed, but patted, you see this, doesn't it automatically peel off?"

Lin Weiwei nodded. Lin Yanyan took off the apron on his body and tied it to himself: "You go outside and wait, I'll do it." ”

Although Lin Weiwei gave her the job, he stood behind her and watched her busy, seeing that she was very skilled in cutting vegetables and cooking no matter what he saw, he suddenly thought that his sister was also a daughter before, how could he do these things While he was enjoying the blessings, his sister has been facing life all these years, whether it is painful or happy, she has silently borne it, and finally practiced this ability to survive.

Lin Weiwei felt guilty, lowered his head, and walked out silently.

When the two sisters and brothers were eating, Lin Yanyan pretended to be indifferent and said: "I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow morning, you have to get up early, it's late, and the registration queue is too long." ”

Lin Weiwei was puzzled: "Sister, why do I have to go to the hospital"

Lin Yanyan didn't look at him, gave him a bowl of soup, and pretended to be indifferent: "The injuries on your body should be checked, and if there are any internal injuries, they should be cured as soon as possible." ”

Lin Weiwei was embarrassed and nervous, bowed his head and drank the soup silently. He thought he didn't want his sister to find out about his wounds, but he found them anyway. He secretly glanced at his sister and saw that she was eating vegetables with her head down, but did not look at him, as if he did not take this matter to heart. However, the more his sister is like this, the more nervous he becomes, and he doesn't know what his sister thinks in her heart, whether she will be sad

Lin Weiwei tried to explain: "I had a conflict with other teenagers in it, and I got into a fight, and it was out of the way. ”

"No matter how you get hurt, if you have an injury, you have to heal, so let's go to the hospital tomorrow," Lin Yanyan said very casually.

She was full of emotions in her heart, no matter if the facts were really as Lin Weiwei said, he fought with other juvenile delinquents, or he was subjected to violence in the process of discipline, she didn't want to pursue it, this is a very sad thing, and even if he was really treated violently, she had no power and powerless, could she stand up for him

Shang Quan's case has already exhausted her enough, if she has no power and power, she must learn to bow her head appropriately. She has already learned to forbear over the years, and this kind of forbearance is not the most tormenting, nor is it the saddest.

Lin Weiwei whispered, "Sister, I'm sorry. ”

"Do you still want to fight in the future," Lin Yanyan asked him.

Lin Weiwei shook his head, shook his head again, and was so silent that he couldn't eat.

"If I ask you to be admitted to an undergraduate college next year, can you pass it?" Lin Yanyan asked him again.

Lin Weiwei was silent for a while, and nodded hesitantly: "I'll try my best."

"It's not as much as possible, but you have to do it, is it okay" Lin Yanyan's tone was a little serious.

Lin Weiwei was silent for a while, and nodded slightly.

"Okay, this is what you promised me, I remember, if you can't do it, I'll settle accounts with you. Her tone was still so light, "Let's eat"

Lin Weiwei moved his chopsticks again.

The next day, Lin Yanyan took him to the hospital, and after a full body examination, the doctor told her that Lin Weiwei did not hurt the internal bones, they were all skin injuries, but the wounds were new and old, and the time span was very long, as if he had been injured to varying degrees.

Lin Yanyan was very angry in her heart, her hands were clenched, but she didn't show it, she just asked the doctor to issue all the examination reports, and she kept her hands well, in case it would be useful in the future.

After the doctor prescribed medicine to Lin Weiwei, they walked out of the hospital together, and Lin Weiwei said, "What did the doctor say, I'm fine?"

Lin Yanyan said: "It's nothing, it's all skin trauma, you can just rub the medicine well." ”

"I'll just say, it doesn't matter. ”

Lin Yanyan smiled lovingly at him, and suddenly said, "Weiwei, my sister applied for a job in City B, how about you and your sister move to City B?"

Lin Weiwei was puzzled.

Lin Yanyan said again: "Do you want to change the environment or do you want to continue to stay in City A?"

Lin Weiwei lowered his head and was silent, and whispered for a while: "If my sister leaves, of course I will move away with you." I've never liked City A very much, I didn't like it when I first came back, but this time I moved away, that's even better. ”

"Then let's decide, I've been looking for a house in City B for the past few days, and this weekend, I'll move out. ”

"Sister, did you move out because of me?"

"It's not. ”

"I'm sorry"

In the past few days, Lin Yanyan rented a small house from a nearby company in City B, and contacted the landlord of City A to return the house in City A, and then sold some furniture that could not be taken away, packed up his luggage, and prepared to move.

She's moving to City B this weekend because she starts work next Monday. When the luggage was almost packed, I also asked the logistics company to consign it, and Lin Yanyan invited Aunt Wang to dinner in the evening.

Aunt Wang said with emotion: "Alas, you have lived next door to me for more than two years, and you just left, I really don't get used to it, and there will be no one next door to me in the future." ”

Lin Yanyan served her vegetables: "How come, I'm leaving, the landlord quickly recruited people, and it's still very lively." ”

"Aunt Wang is really reluctant to let you go, you and Weiwei, Aunt Wang are all your own children. ”

"I know that I really have to thank Aunt Wang for taking care of me all these years, and I will come back to see you in the future. ”

Aunt Wang wiped her tears and suddenly said, "Hey, did you move to the East District of City B, Jin'er also works in the East District, maybe you are quite close, or I will let him pick you up."

Lin Yanyan was suddenly embarrassed, and immediately waved his hand and said embarrassedly: "No need, no need, I don't have any contact with He Jin, it's not appropriate to bother him with reason."

"How is it not appropriate, it is for my sake, what happened to me asking my nephew to help me receive guests" Aunt Wang suddenly found hope, looked very persistent, and was about to call.

Lin Yanyan hurriedly stopped her, and immediately regretted it a little, maybe she shouldn't tell Aunt Wang too much, if she provoked Gao Jin in, it would be a big trouble