Chapter 418: The Shadow in the Heart

readx; Song Jiacheng Yanyan chatted with Jingchen hotly, and suddenly asked her: "By the way, Yanyan, did you go to Longwan Villa this morning?"

Xing Yanyan was surprised for a moment and nodded: "Yes, how do you know?"

"I was there this morning, too, and ran into you. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info" Song Ka-shing smiled.

Xing Yanyan had no choice but to smile: "I'm going to see a supplier." ā€

Song Jiacheng nodded in understanding.

Jingchen asked in a low voice: "Have you gone to Longwan Villa to meet the supplier?

Xing Yanyan shook his head: "No, that supplier was our company's previous partner, but it was out of the audit at the beginning of the year, and he asked me." ā€

Jingchen nodded, and said with a smile: "Then you have to slowly adapt to this kind of in the future, there will be many people asking for it." ā€

Xing Yanyan smiled politely and didn't comment much. She has something in her heart, but she doesn't know whether to talk to Jingchen or not. After hesitating for a moment, she still asked Jingchen in a low voice: "I met Mr. Wang and Miss Fu in the villa today, and they jointly met Mr. Yao, a venture capital businessman in Guangzhou, do you think this is abnormal?"

Jingchen was surprised for a moment and thought for a while: "Isn't Mr. Wang already cooperating with Mr. Lu?"

"yes?"

"Did you mention this to Mr. Lu?"

Xing Yanyan sighed again: "I went to his house to look for him, and his attitude was very cold, so I really don't know if he paid attention to it, or if I was just nosy." ā€

"I don't think you're meddling in this matter, and if I do, I'll probably remind him too. ā€

"But I don't understand why he is so cold to me with good intentions. ā€

"Maybe he already knows, maybe he doesn't want you to get involved in this matter, after all, if this matter is analyzed from the situation...... It's complicated. ā€

"Is it because Miss Fu and the others are involved?"

Jingchen nodded, and reassured her: "Since Mr. Lu already knows, he is a shrewd businessman and will be wary, you don't have to think too much, you just need to remind him that you can already help him." ā€

Xing Yanyan had no choice but to nod. However, after all, this matter was pressed on her heart, she felt that this matter was not as simple as she imagined, if Lu Xintou had already paid attention to it, but she didn't want her to pay attention to it, why.

She remembered that Lu Xintou called Ling Qi and asked Ling Qi to check the movements of the accounting firm he worked with, could it be that there was a financial problem in his project team?

Xing Yanyan pressed this matter all night, and when she went to the bathroom, she happened to meet Li Minglan, she remembered that Li Minglan's finances were good, so she chatted with Li Minglan about financial matters.

"I did a double degree in college, and financial management is my second degree. ā€

"Then you should know a lot about finances. Xing Yanyan asked while washing his hands.

"Yes, it's okay, after all, my company's finances are mainly managed by me. Is there anything you can help me with?"

Xing Yanyan smiled awkwardly: "No, I just want to ask you if you know any accounting firm with good professional services and more reliable." ā€

Li Minglan thought for a while: "There are a few, and they are all opened by my classmates, what's the matter, is your company experiencing financial problems and needs the assistance of the firm?"

"It's not me, it's a friend of mine, and I'll help him inquire. Can you give me the business card of the person in charge?"

"Yes, but I don't have the business card with me, I can give you their phone number, tell me when you need it, I will say hello to them, and they will know that you are my friend." Li Minglan smiled.

"Please, then. Xing Yanyan did not refuse.

She didn't know if she could help Lu Xintou with these jobs, anyway, when she met Li Minglan, she would just try it, anyway, it was a convenient thing, and it wasn't too difficult.

After dinner, it was already late, and a group of people came out to say goodbye to each other and dispersed.

Jingchen asked Xing Yanyan, "Do you want to go home?" or I'll send you home?"

Xing Yanyan said: "I drove here by myself. ā€

Jingchen smiled: "I know." I'll go in that direction too, along the way, or we'll walk together, shall we?"

"It's late......"

"By the way, I also have something to talk to you about. Jingchen said again, blocking Xing Yanyan's refusal.

Xing Yanyan opened his mouth to speak, so he had to nod: "Okay." ā€

They drove back to Xing Yanyan's community first, and after Xing Yanyan parked the car in the garage, the two took a walk along the neighborhood.

Jingchen said, "Your father called me this afternoon. ā€

Xing Yanyan was puzzled: "What did he tell you?"

Jingchen smiled bitterly and looked at her, his eyes shining: "He asked me to help him take care of you." ā€

Xing Yanyan was surprised for a moment, then understood again, and smiled helplessly: "Don't listen to his nonsense, he has nothing to do now, so he worries about me, but where do I need him to worry so much, I'm such a big person." ā€

"Actually, I quite understand his feelings, for so many years, he has not spent much time with you, he feels that he owes you, so he wants to do more for you in the last period of his life, and it is normal for him to ask me. Jingchen looked at her and said naturally, he did not refuse Xing Penghui's request.

Xing Yanyan said: "I don't need you to be so troublesome, I can take care of myself." ā€

She thought, maybe it was because she talked to him about Wu Kai today, and her father thought too much, so he had such a sense of crisis.

Jingchen was silent, just kept looking ahead, put one hand in his trouser pocket, and walked forward silently.

Xing Yanyan also walked with his head down.

It was past midnight, and there were no more people on the street, and the two of them were just strolling around, and even the cars were missing, and the whole street was empty.

Such an atmosphere is more tolerant and reminds people of many things they don't want to mention, especially when there is someone next to them who they care about, they are more likely to be cranky, and they are more likely to be silent and embarrassed.

After a long time, Jingchen suddenly stopped and turned to look at her: "Yanyan." ā€

Xing Yanyan raised his head, puzzled.

"Actually...... Ling Zun's words, I take it seriously!Because it is true that I am the only one who is suitable to take care of you after all, and you have already rejected Lu Xintou, which means that you don't like him, so we ...... Can you go back to the way things were?"

Xing Yanyan saw that Jingchen's eyes were deep and gentle, sincere and sad, as if he was pleading lightly. She suddenly lowered her head, not wanting to face it, but her heart was always calm.

She said softly, "Jingchen, it's impossible for us to go back to the past. ā€

"What are you afraid of?" Jingchen asked softly, his voice lower and softer than just now, as if he was afraid of startling her.

Xing Yanyan said: "I can't trust you, because you can't give me enough security. We've failed once, and I don't dare take that step lightly no matter what. Also, I have a problem with my own personality, maybe we don't fit in. ā€

"But you still have mine in your heart, don't you?"

Xing Yanyan stared at him, his eyes burning, because Jingchen asked her heart. She also did not deny it: "Yes, I still have you in my heart, but this is not the most important thing." ā€

"Two people who love each other, can't they continue to be together because of the previous misunderstanding?"

"I don't know, but I ...... I really can't take that step. I haven't thought about what will happen in the future, but now, I think it's quite suitable for me now, maybe you and Lu Xintou are also suitable for finding one...... A woman who is different from me. ā€

Jingchen shook his head: "I don't know what Mr. Lu thinks, but I know very well who I like and who I want to be with, and I won't deny all the thoughts in my heart just because I make a mistake." ā€

"But it's not worth expecting so much from me, there are many better girls in the world than me. ā€

Jingchen was still a little skeptical, as if she didn't understand how she could say such a thing, how could she question herself with such an unconfident excuse.

Xing Yanyan's hesitation about feelings stems from her fear of love, and Jingchen is aware of it, because she has been hurt twice, whether it is with the person she loves or the person who loves her, she has failed, so she doesn't dare to try it easily.

She herself is a girl who is particularly unconfident and lacks bravery, and it was not easy for her to take those two steps at the beginning, but she failed in both ways, so that she was discouraged and did not dare to try it easily.

"Have you ever thought that one day, you might regret it?" Jingchen tried to persuade.

Xing Yanyan shook his head: "I don't know what will happen to me in the future, but now, if I rashly have another relationship, whether it is with you, with Lu Xintuo, or with someone else, I may still fail, so I don't want to try it easily again when I am not in the right state." ā€

Jingchen pursed his lower lip when he heard her words, very helpless. Maybe he still can't force her, but it's not a way to delay and delay!

"I'm sorry!" Xing Yanyan bowed his head and apologized.

Jingchen smiled bitterly and shook his head: "You don't have to apologize to me, I made you like this, if it weren't for me, maybe you wouldn't shrink into your shell again." ā€

Xing Yanyan was a little speechless, and stopped talking, and finally fell silent.

Jingchen sighed, there was nothing more to say. He and her are at an impasse, and perhaps the only thing he is thankful for is that she still has him in her heart. After so much time and so many things, she still has him in her heart, she is a woman she loves, and he is a lucky man, at least compared to Mr. Lu, he is much better.

He was depressed and helpless in his heart, gently took her hand, and promised in a low voice: "Then I still want to wait for you silently, hoping that one day, you can open your heart." ā€

Xing Yanyan was speechless again, and she didn't refuse him, but she couldn't give more comforting words.

Xing Yanyan was also thinking about whether her approach was correct during this time, especially when she occasionally faced Jingchen's overtures and was still moved, but just like the last time she accepted Lu Xintou, she hesitated and finally compromised, and in the end there was no good result, so if she rashly accepted Jingchen again, could she really have a good result?

There was no better decision, and even if she felt guilty, she could only remain silent.