readx; There was a cry in the mourning hall, although it was still very early, but there were already many guests who came to mourn, Lu Xinteng and his wife were entertaining in front, and Lu Xintou was changing clothes in the back hall. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info please search!

He didn't know why he was slowing down, maybe he just wanted to be quiet.

In just half a year, his grandparents died one after another, and when the old man left, he felt guilty and uncomfortable, and his grandmother left, and he still can't accept it.

Grandma left at 5 o'clock in the morning, last night, he kept her all night, grandma took his hand before she died, and said: "I thought that after the old man left, I would immediately follow him, but I still can't let go of you after all, or survived, this time, I will definitely get through it......"

She said she would get through it, but in the end she left.

In the face of illness, people's strength is weak after all, and even if they want to live, I am afraid it will be difficult to fulfill their wishes.

He cried at that moment, but by now, he had no more tears.

Men don't necessarily have to express their tears when they are most sad, and he thinks that grandma doesn't like to cry in grief either. Grandma has always liked him to be stronger, since he was 6 years old, he has been alone, rarely crying, grandma knows that she can't stay with him for long, so she also hopes to be strong.

Lu Xintou took off the watch, took out the phone from his pocket again, and pressed the shutdown button. Let time stop at this moment, he just wants to quietly accompany his grandmother and accompany her on her last journey on earth.

Lu Xintou went out, standing at the forefront, with Lu Xinteng.

His parents are rushing back from the United States and are still on the plane, but it doesn't matter anymore, it doesn't matter to him whether they come or not, after his grandmother left, he was the only one left in the Lu family.

Jiang Yuanqing's family of 5 people, he is an independent individual, he can't fit into their world, and she doesn't plan to fit in.

After the memorial, many people came over to greet him and persuade him to mourn, but Lu Xintou stood coldly and did not listen. But Lu Xinteng, who was beside him, cried so much that his eyes were red and swollen, and he held the hands of the guests and kept wailing, as if he was in pain.

How much affection can Lu Xinteng have with his grandmother, since he was a child, he immigrated abroad and can't come back a few times a year, how much affection can he have to make him cry so much?

And Lu Xintou, he is *** life, and grandma is his only one!

Lu Xintou was suddenly a little tired of Lu Xinteng's pretentiousness, or he was actually tired of Jiang Yuanqing's pretentious appearance, he looked up at the front, and suddenly thought, I'm afraid that in the future, he will really be separated from this family.

The whole funeral was dull and sad, Fu Yiying came once in the afternoon, sent a wreath and shook hands with him, and left after a few words of comfort. She behaved colder than ever.

Lu Xin understands that this woman has a strong self-esteem, maybe she hurt her last time, but he doesn't care at all. After his grandmother left, he suddenly lighted up a lot of things, he didn't know what the point was that he was fighting so hard and was still alone in the end?

It wasn't until the evening, when the first day of the funeral was about to end, that Xing Yanyan and Jingchen were late.

At that time, the guests had almost dispersed, and even when the housekeepers of the Lu family and the staff of the funeral home were ready to clear the venue, Xing Yanyan and Jingchen hurriedly came in.

As soon as they got off the plane, they rushed all the way over, and they didn't have time to buy bouquets.

Lu Xin Tou Yanyan appeared with Jing Chen, frowning, he suddenly regretted calling her back, maybe he shouldn't have informed her.

But Grandma did mention her on her deathbed. Grandma still likes her, because until he likes her, she especially wants him to get his wish.

After Xing Yanyan and Jingchen worshiped their grandmother, they walked up to him.

Xing Yanyan glanced at him deeply before saying, "Please mourn." ”

She seemed to have only one sentence for him, and she couldn't say anything superfluous.

He didn't respond, his expression was still light, but Lu Xinteng on the side was very enthusiastic and took the initiative to talk to them.

Jingchen comforted Lu Xinteng on the side, while Xing Yanyan just looked at him quietly and intently.

He was a little upset, and the butler happened to come over and ask him if he was going to clear the field.

The sun had gone down by this time, and he hadn't seen any new guests in a long time, so he nodded in agreement with the butler's request. He turned around and walked backstage, Xing Yanyan following him.

Jingchen called: "Mr. Lu!"

He didn't respond and kept going.

Xing Yanyan turned around and whispered to Jing Chen, and followed behind him, while Jing Chen remained outside.

Lu Xintou walked to the sofa and sat down, lowered his head, and held his forehead with both hands.

Xing Yanyan walked up to him and whispered, "I know you're sad. ”

Lu Xin didn't move.

Xing Yanyan walked further and said, "I'm sorry, I've been in Beijing for a while, and I couldn't come back in time to visit my grandmother. ”

Lu Xintou still didn't move.

Xing Yanyan suddenly didn't know what to say. She knew that whatever she said at this time was in vain, and his sadness could not be understood by outsiders, because without his experience, without the deep affection between him and his grandmother, it could not be understood. This moment must be the saddest and saddest time for Lu Xintou.

The back hall was so quiet that the sound outside the mourning hall could be heard clearly, and Xing Yanyan heard Lu Xinteng say excitedly: "Dad, Mom, you are finally back!"

Then there was the hug, and the sound of crying.

Xintho's father and stepmother are back, and it is not easy to rush back from the United States, and it is not easy to fly for more than ten hours.

Xing Yanyan whispered, "Your father and they are back, do you want to go out to meet them?" Those are also his family, even if he doesn't like them, but in this world, they are also his family.

However, Lu Xintou couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart, Jiang Yuanqing and they came back, not only did he not get to rely on, but he felt even more miserable, from tomorrow the day after tomorrow, he will act as a family, and he is an excluded, independent individual.

"If you don't mind, we'll be friends in the future, and you're not alone. Xing Yanyan was soft-hearted and persuasive.

Lu Xintou was still motionless.

She came to him what was wrong, whether she was hiding her tears, or just bowing her head and pondering.

At this time, Jingchen came over and called them: "Mr. Lu, Yanyan ......"

He may just want to tell them that Lu Qifang, Jiang Yuanqing and the others are back, Xing Yanyan answered, and was about to walk out, Lu Xintou suddenly grabbed her hand, dragged her back, and then lowered his head and hugged her waist.

This action was too ambiguous, so he buried his head in her waist, Xing Yanyan felt unacceptable, not to mention that Jingchen was there, so he struggled for a while, but Lu Xintou remained motionless and still hugged tightly.

"Lu Xintou!" Xing Yanyan called him, he didn't move, she struggled, she couldn't break free, she was completely helpless, she could only look at Jingchen speechlessly.

Jingchen was also a little surprised, walked up a few steps, and called: "Mr. Lu?"

Lu Xintou didn't move at all, as if he hadn't heard anyone else talk.

Jingchen frowned, and was about to make the next move, Xing Yanyan persuaded: "Jingchen, you go out, maybe he just wants to be quiet, I'll accompany him!"

Jingchen stopped talking, stared at Lu Xintou, and frowned again.

Xing Yanyan soothed: "I'm fine, you go out first!"

Jingchen was still staring at Lu Xintou for a moment of silence, and finally had to agree: "Okay, I'll wait for you outside!"

He went out, and he was not very worried about Lu Xintou's behavior, but Lu Xintou was innocent, and he was in the funeral home at this time, and he couldn't do anything with him.

Xing Yanyan hugged Lu Xintou's head and said softly, "You just want to do it for Jingchen."

Lu Xintou finally spoke, his voice hoarse and low pleading, and he was actually a little pitiful: "I just want you to accompany me, don't say anything, just for a while...... It'll be fine in a while......"

Xing Yanyan was originally a little angry, but was suddenly softened by his words. No matter how strong a man is, there will always be times when he is vulnerable, and Lu Xintou is like this.

Maybe at this moment, he just wants to have someone he cares about and give him something to rely on, after all, in terms of family affection, he has nothing left.

Xing Yanyan thought about it for a while, and finally said, "Okay, I'll accompany you, I hope you feel more comfortable." ”

Lu Xintou hugged her tighter again, his hands around her waist, unwilling to separate.

Xing Yanyan accompanied him quietly, ignoring the chaos of the outside world, ignoring the shouts and persuasions of others, and accompanied him until he was willing to let go.

............

It was very late when they came out of the funeral home, because when they got off the plane, Jingchen asked his driver to drive to the airport in advance, and Xing Yanyan could only follow Jingchen's car back.

She went back to her small home in the city. Along the way, the driver drove in front, Xing Yanyan and Jingchen sat in the back, both of them were quiet and seemed to have something on their minds.

After a long time, Jingchen looked at Xing Yanyan, glanced at her emotions, and whispered, "Is Mr. Lu okay?"

Xing Yanyan was a little decadent, her mood was not very high, and her eyes were even blank, she said lightly: "It's okay, maybe it's just that the moment is more fragile." ”

Jingchen sighed: "I understand his feelings, but ...... He's obviously not oblivious to you. ”

Xing Yanyan smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect him to be so persistent, I hope he looks at me as soon as possible before starting a new life." He needs a lover who can really give him support and companionship!"

"You won't be anymore, will you?" Jingchen asked suddenly.

The corners of Xing Yanyan's mouth were hooked, but he didn't answer. Her eyes rolled slightly, not knowing where to go, still thoughtful.

Jingchen slowly reached over, found her palm, held it gently, and said in a gentle and sincere tone: "Yan, I hope you think about it...... I hope you can tell what you want...... What is compassion and what is love. You should follow your current thoughts, who do you love?"

Xing Yanyan's heart trembled, lowered her eyes, and slowly turned her eyes to look at Jingchen holding her palm.

She can adapt to his temperature and his gentleness, but Lu Xintou's performance today made her feel completely new between the three of them

Xing Yanyan looked at Jingchen and said, "Jingchen...... I always felt that Lu Xintou owed me, he owed me 10 years ago, but maybe...... I already owe him a debt of due. ”

Jingchen's fingers tightened: "What do you want to do?"

"I gave him a favor back!"

Jingchen didn't move, just looked at her sadly.

Xing Yanyan said again: "However, it's just to return him a favor." ”

Next door to Lao Wang's mobile phone, please visit: