Big dreams without a trace* disillusionment
Qilin'er is indeed about to collapse, the memory in her mind, suddenly surging up like a tide, after encountering a shipwreck, she was defiled by someone, and was rescued by Fu'er, her mind became restless, and even suspicious, yes, that's it, because her nature is like this, she can't accept this change, so she is crazy, she selectively forgets, thinking that she can't accept the fact!
"Fu'er, why do you want me to recover my memory?" Qilin'er was a little dazed, the slashing stars in her hand exuded a terrifying chill, because her mind was chaotic, she was struggling, she was trying to convince herself that this was not true, because there was a voice telling her, don't panic, this is not true, and another voice was ridiculing her, face the facts, what has happened, no matter how selective you are to forget, it has happened after all, you have been defiled. [Ran^Text^Library] []; Happy; Wen; novel.l+xs520.c
"Sister, after you woke up, you lost part of your memory, and people became crazy, sometimes normal, sometimes crazy, I and Xiaoliu's spells couldn't help you, and I couldn't find Tian'er, so I can only hope for you, I hope that after you recover your memory, you can survive this hurdle. Fu'er wiped her tears and said with a sob.
"Hmph, you're talking nonsense, you still want to lie to me, what the hell are you!"
Qilin'er was extremely angry, and the slashing stars erupted with a terrifying cold air, and the surrounding area instantly condensed into layers of frost, and even the surface of the lake condensed.
"Sister, you, don't be impulsive, we are also good for you!" Fu'er was so frightened that she retreated, Qilin'er's mind was extremely chaotic, the more she wanted to try to control her emotions and try to remember what happened, the more chaotic she couldn't control herself, she was almost crazy, if she didn't always feel that she was supporting her invisibly, she would have collapsed a long time ago, no, it's not true, it's not true!
"Qilin girl, everything is fate, a woman like you, the Tao is firm, not ordinary people can compare, Fu'er and I know the unacceptable truth in your heart, and will definitely have demons because of this, so I didn't kill the person who defiled your innocence, I kept his dog's life, and left it for you to kill it yourself, which can be regarded as killing your heart demons, so, I hope you come out of the bush as soon as possible, we are still good friends, practice and move forward together, this matter, never to be mentioned again, Qilin girl, are you right!" Xiao Liu looked at Qilin'er seriously and asked.
Qilin'er endured her chaotic thoughts, and Xiao Liu's words suddenly calmed her down, she didn't realize that her thinking and mind were almost perfectly controlled.
Yes, as long as I kill the culprit, I'm still me, they don't say it, no one knows, yes, that's it, or, just kill Fu'er and Xiaoliu, so that no one knows, otherwise I can't bear it, I can only die, I don't want to die...... No, no, no, Qilin'er's palms are hot, and I just feel that my head hurts, how can I have the idea of killing, no, it's all fake, it's all hallucinations, yes hallucinations! I can't think about killing Fu'er and Xiaoliu!
"Sister, what are you going to do, wake up, don't do stupid things. Qilin'er was in a trance, Fu'er's voice suddenly came, she raised her eyelids in confusion, and found that the slashing star in her hand was on her throat without knowing when, and Sen Han's sword qi exuded a faint frost and snow.
Qilin'er's eyes widened, and in her eyes she suddenly saw again, Fu'er's coquettish appearance turned into a terrifying devil, laughing at her, Qilin'er was horrified in her heart, instinctively swept a sword, Fu'er screamed, and a snowflake erupted from her arm, which instantly turned into frost and gently drifted away in the wind! The five-clawed golden dragon rushed forward and held Fu'er, his face was extremely ugly, and he almost roared out loud and said: " Qilin'er, wake up and see what you have done, is this what you should do to your friends and partners, no one wants such a thing to happen to you, but it has happened, do you want to keep running away!"
Xiao Liu's words were deafening, Qilin'er stood on the spot, this is not true, but is this really not true? She has already issued a request to ask for truth or falsehood, I can't tell what is going on, even the only support in my heart is slowly being consumed and forgotten, she was in a trance, Fu'er and Xiao Liu showed a strange smile, confused, degenerate, lost, in this indistinguishable chaos, eternal sinking and pain, this is your grave, you can't escape!
What the hell is wrong with me, Qilin'er seems to be making a final struggle, she feels the heat of her palms constantly circulating in her body, but she is deprived of this feeling and memory, unconsciously, she forgets that she should think, she should resist, she is falling, falling into the abyss arranged for her.
"Tian'er......" Qilin'er vaguely remembered Tian'er in her mind, but she couldn't remember what happened to Tian'er. Oh, by the way, I should have killed the person who defiled me, why kill him, he defiled me, but I don't remember, it doesn't matter, as long as I kill him, this thing, even if it's fake, I can't accept it, just kill him...... Yes, kill him.
"That person, where is it?" Qilin'er asked blankly, the warmth of her palms became very hot, Qilin'er seemed to remember something but couldn't grasp it, is this temperature also agreeing with my killing?
"If you can really come out, I know that the unicorn girl is extraordinary, there!"
Xiao Liu looked up and laughed, Qilin'er looked in the direction of his finger, and a man with messy hair and a panicked face was tied to a tree.
"Is that him?"
Qilin'er was expressionless, and even lost her feelings, everything in her body was lost, she was sinking, falling, falling into the endless abyss.
"Yes, it's him, kill him and you can be free, no one will ever know what happened, as long as he dies, we won't say it, even Tian'er won't know, never know, no one knows, kill him, your demons will be gone, you don't have to selectively lose your memory, you won't go crazy because of it, kill, kill him and it's over......"
Xiao Liu's voice is like a kind of magic, tempting Qilin'er to kill that person, she can see the person tied to the tree showing frightened and pleading eyes, and then that person's expression suddenly changed in Qilin'er's eyes, it was a kind of sadness and pity, Qilin'er's head was a little dizzy, when she was awake again, the person's eyes showed a light of evil and greed, looking at her obscenely, his eyes wandered on her unscrupulously, although she was only seventeen years old, but she would have passed her eighteenth birthday in a few days, if she hadn't been cultivating by Master's side and learning swordsmanship, she would have been able to marry at the age of sixteenQilin'er felt a wave of nausea in her heart for no reason, looking at that person, she felt a wave of madness and murderous emotions rising, as if a voice was urging her, urging her to say kill him, kill him!
It's this person, it's this person who took away her most precious thing, but why do I feel that I don't want to kill him, why do I think this person is very kind, Qilin'er feels that she is suddenly disgusting, it's right to kill him, yes, this person is confusing me, I have to kill him. She raised her sword and stepped forward, and the cold air of the stars slashed like an eternal blizzard, suddenly striking the earth.
Fu'er and Xiaoliu got up slowly, with hideous smiles on their faces, they looked at the person on the tree, a little provocative and sarcastic, as if to say, you can't escape, I won!
The person tied to the tree, looking at Fu'er and Xiaoliu through Qilin'er, suddenly showed a weird smile, and seemed to be laughing at them as well.
Everything fell in Qilin'er's eyes, it has changed, that person's eyes and expression are so dissolute, so unscrupulous, so unbearable! Can't let him go, he must be killed, such a person, should be cut with a thousand knives, Ling Chi is executed, Qilin'er is furious in his heart, but he can't start, why is there a sad feeling in his heart, obviously the opposite side is a heinous bad guy who defiles himself, but he doesn't want to kill him!
Qilin'er was extremely angry, she waved the slashing star, and in an instant, she had already stabbed the blade of the sword on the person's throat, Qilin'er's hand trembled, unable to move an inch, she felt the temperature from the palm of her hand rising violently, as if grabbing her wrist, preventing her from killing the villain in front of her!
Why is this, Qilin'er wants to think, but she feels that she can't think, because everything she has is lost, even manipulated, selectively staying, remembering, mind, thinking......
"Kill, kill, kill, kill you......" Qilin'er was confused, but the slashing star stabbed on the person's body, the blood was scorching, splashing on her face, it was a very familiar temperature, with a faint fragrance, Qilin'er's eyes widened suddenly, and suddenly turned around, Fu'er and Xiaoliu's eyes and smiles instantly condensed, and hung stiffly on their faces. Qilin'er was a little dazed, and then her eyes, which had lost their senses, slowly regained their brilliance! Why did they show such schadenfreude, such a vicious and cheerful feeling?
The blood splashed on his body seemed to be a magical power, slowly seeping into Qilin'er's body. Qilin'er's heart shrank suddenly, her eyes regained her brightness, her mind regained her clarity, and her lost memories recovered like a tide. Qilin'er looked blankly at Fu'er and Xiaoliu who disappeared in front of her, and slowly turned around, the tree was empty, and no one was tied to it at all, but there was a familiar figure, standing next to her, looking at her gently.