Big dreams without a trace* wake up
[Ran^Text^Library] Qilin'er had a feeling of collapse in her heart, she felt that she was going crazy, that kind of illusion that everything was clearly in front of her, but from the bottom of her heart she felt that everything was a false dream, so disobedient, unreal, and she could feel it all the time, her heart was peeping through, exposed in broad daylight, and there were no secrets at all
Ever since she met Fu'er, Kirin had always felt that she had forgotten something important, and from that moment on, she felt that a pair of eyes were watching her all the time, waiting for an opportunity to kill her and push her into the dark abyss from which she would never recover. The feeling is so intense.
And she instinctively felt disgusted with Fu'er and Xiaoliu, as if they were wearing the skins of Fu'er and Xiaoliu, standing in front of her, scratching their heads and posing, playing with her, laughing at her for not being able to distinguish between truth and falsehood.
A series of things happened during this period made her sure that these two people were not the real Fu'er and Xiaoliu, but there were people in her heart who kept telling her that they were real, follow them, otherwise you will stay here forever.
Here, where is this, shipwrecked, islands, behemoths...... Qilin'er tried her best to calm herself, she smiled and followed Fu'er and Xiaoliu's side, she tried to get her memory and self back, but invisibly, there was an ability to manipulate her, making her believe in everything in front of her, believing that everything was real, in the subconscious, Qilin'er resisted this frightening feeling, so she was almost crazy, she was almost in a state of splitting.
"I'm not afraid, Tian'er will definitely encourage me and save me......" Qilin'er was secretly firm in her heart, but she wondered where her firm attitude and self-confidence came from, but she believed in what she thought!
"What the hell am I ......?"
"Sister Qilin, then let's go, if you can hold on, let's go slower and look more carefully, maybe we can meet Tian'er." Fu'er said. Qilin'er nodded, but she was suspicious in her heart, it was like this again, the feeling of being peeped at in her heart, whenever she thought of something critical, Fu'er always interrupted her in such a timely manner, is this a coincidence, no, absolutely not, follow them, the secret can be solved, you must follow them, otherwise they are in the dark, I will become more passive.
"Are we just going to look for Tian'er so aimlessly?" Qilin'er asked deliberately, maybe they were setting a trap.
"I discussed it with Xiao Liu, let's go to the place where it was swallowed just now, the place where it fell should not be too different, let's go check it, if Tian'er thinks the same as us, maybe he is waiting there and we don't necessarily. Fu'er said.
"That's not a solution!"
Qilin'er nodded and agreed, these two people must be fake, but I must follow them, otherwise I will be in danger, she firmly believes in her own thoughts, if she is separated from Fu'er and Xiaoliu now, she will face the enemy in the dark, and it is better to follow them than to be monitored by them in the dark and plot.
Crowded crowds, noisy streets, here is a peaceful and prosperous era of singing and dancing, the bustling hustle and bustle dyed everything with a fresh breath, but Qilin'er did not feel the comfort in her heart and the tranquility of the prosperous world, she only kept surging up irritability and resistance, because everything in front of her made her look hypocritical, and the dream bubble was not real!
Wouldn't these people feel strange because there were two suns in the sky? Qilin'er wanted to ask someone, but she still couldn't help but do it, I couldn't expose more, maybe they had already guessed my mind, everything I thought, they knew.
Yes!! Qilin'er was shocked and inexplicable, what should they do if they knew what I was thinking, Qilin'er subconsciously looked up at Fu'er and Xiaoliu in front of her, Fu'er seemed to feel something, slowly turned her head, a little puzzled, and saw that it was Qilin'er staring at her, smiled, and then turned her head back.
Qilin'er's palms were hot, she seemed to see a devil, suddenly opened her bloody mouth, showed her fangs, held a long knife dripping blood, looking at her with a cruel smile, she couldn't help but shudder, slowed down, and kept a farther distance from Fu'er, she searched around, hoping to see Tian'er, the vast sea of people, but where is the shadow of Tian'er.
"Sister, sister, why did you stop?" Fu'er suddenly turned back and looked at her with some concern.
"Ah, Fu'er, I, I'm fine, I'm just afraid that I will go too fast and miss something, so I slowed down and looked around more carefully. Kirin explained.
"Sister Qilin, what I just said is all nonsense, don't take it to heart, it's actually all hearsay, it can't be taken seriously, I believe in Sister Qilin, so sister don't take it to heart, it's okay. ”
Fu'er explained in a little panic, as if she was afraid that Qilin'er had become what she is now because of her words, and no matter how you look at it, she can't give up.
"Fu'er, tell me, what is going on?"
Qilin'er was shocked in her heart, and suddenly remembered what Fu'er had just said, Xiao Liu said that it was about women's honor, could it be that something happened to me after I arrived here? Qilin'er's palms suddenly became hot, and she woke up suddenly, and suddenly realized that she seemed to have forgotten something just now, and actually treated everything as true! No, no, Fu'er and Xiaoliu may not be true, how could I forget this, almost forgot such an important thing.
"Sister, I, I'm all nonsense, it's all hearsay, I can't take it seriously, I, let's find Tian'er first. Fu'er was a little flustered, and her eyes became evasive.
A chill rose in Qilin'er's heart, and goosebumps all over her body in disgust, is this Fu'er, no, she is fake, she is acting, what she said must be a trap, she is luring me into a trap, I can be careless, someone is controlling my thinking, and wants me to selectively forget something!
"Okay, let's look for Tian'er first, and you will tell me later. Qilin'er smiled and said, trying to keep herself in her usual state. Fu'er seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and quickly turned around, and Qilin'er seemed to see the moment she turned around, her face was full of hideous bloodthirst, as if the evil ghosts of hell were smiling wildly. Qilin'er felt that the false Fu'er would turn around and tear her to shreds at any moment. She was a little frightened, and subconsciously wanted to retreat, but there was a reassuring temperature in the palm of her hand, and her panicked body and mind and brain suddenly became much clearer, I can't be afraid, let alone retreat, otherwise I will face a more dangerous situation. She clenched her hands, extremely relieved, and the feeling that Tian'er would protect her and save her swelled in her heart, she took a step, took a deep breath, and slowly followed.
Where will this false everything lead me to, what will the trap made up by Fu'er be, it is related to the name of women, it should be malicious slander. It's so simple, I can't be easily fooled, since ancient times, evil has prevailed over good.
Time passed in a hurry, when they came to a waterhole beach outside the city, it was already a high sky, few people outside the city came, Qilin'er didn't even remember how they came here, but when they came back to their senses, the three of them had already arrived here, the remote waterhole beach outside the city, what did they want to do, would they expose the hypocrisy of evil now.
"Sister, do you still have an impression of this place?" Fu'er walked up to her and looked at her with some caution and sadness, Qilin'er felt in a trance in her heart, she felt that her emotions had been affected, and something was trying to control her.
"Here, I, I don't remember. Qilin'er was in a trance, she clenched her fists, and looked at Fu'er and the five-clawed golden dragon carefully.
"Sister Qilin, can't you really remember anything?" Xiao Liu also walked up at this time and looked at her with great concern.
"You, what do you want to say?" Qilin'er was a little flustered, not because she was pretending, but because she subconsciously began to believe the words of the two people in front of her again. No, they are fake, don't be deceived by them, at this time, their traps, their despicable methods, can't be believed! Rao is Qilin'er knows in her heart, but her mind is at the mercy of an inexplicable force, knowing that all this is false, but she believes it, this contradictory feeling of discord is simply crazy!
"Little Liu, do you want to tell Sister Qilin, will she not be able to stand it, if she can't recover her memory, she may collapse!" Fu'er looked at Qilin'er with some worry and said.
Qilin'er was inexplicably horrified in her heart, Fu'er's words seemed to be as if she had really forgotten something.
"In addition, there is no good way for her to recover her memory, if she is like this for the rest of her life, it would be good, at least she will not become crazy because she can't accept it because she knows the truth of the facts, and none of us can guarantee that she will be normal after knowing the facts. Xiao Liu echoed.
No, no, no, they are deceiving me, they are trying to deceive me, it's not true, they're all fake, everything is unreal, they can't fool me.
"Sister, what's wrong with you, did you remember something?" Fu'er saw her somewhat pale face and asked her with concern. Qilin'er was in a trance again, is Fu'er really fake, what they said, as if I had suddenly gone crazy and didn't wake up at all.
"I, I'm fine, Fu'er, what's going on, can you tell me?" Qilin'er silently recited the heart mantra, and a warm feeling came from her palm again, which made her gradually settle down, she asked Fu'er calmly, and kept telling herself in her heart that this is not true, everything is false, this is not true.
"Sister Qilin, do you really have to know?" Fu'er was a little embarrassed.
"You say yes, I'll listen. Qilin'er said calmly, she resisted the feeling of controlling her mind, she told herself that everything was false, and this false Fu'er could not fool her.
"Sister, if I say it, you must hold on, Fu'er believes that my sister is not an ordinary woman, and she will definitely be able to survive this hurdle......"
"Sister Fu'er, thank you for worrying, you say yes, sister, I'll listen. Qilin'er suddenly sneered in her heart, I'm afraid that these two fake Fu'er and Xiaoliu brought her here for this moment.
Fu'er just wanted to speak, Xiao Liu stepped forward, stopped in front of Fu'er and said: "Qilin girl, you have to promise me first, if you listen to Fu'er's explanation, and can still maintain your sanity normally, don't look for short-sightedness, we are partners, we are friends, everything is up to us to call the shots, so you have to promise me!"
Qilin'er was at a loss again, these two people thought about her everywhere, are they really fake? No, I can't think like that, they are fake, they are trying to trick me into falling into the abyss, so what they say, I don't believe it!
"I promise I won't look for a short-sighted, don't worry, so, no matter what happens, you say, I can bear it!" Qilin'er warned herself, no matter what they say, as long as she doesn't believe her, no one can help her.
"Then I said it. Fu'er's face was ugly, a little sad and sad, but she still took a deep breath and prepared to speak. Xiaoliu nodded and said, with me, I won't let her have anything to do, Tian'er is here, and I won't let us hide it from her.
"Tian'er......" Qilin'er thought of Tian'er, and a trance surged in her heart again, she always felt that as long as Fu'er and Xiaoliu talked every time, she would feel that some memories were being lost, and her spirit became unstable.
"Sister Qilin, actually, you have indeed been hit, so you have lost your memory, me and Sixth Brother have been hiding it from you, I'm afraid you won't be able to stand it!"
Qilin'er looked at Fu'er quietly, waiting for her next words.
"I know you don't trust the two of us now, and even suspect that we are fake, and have been trying to deceive you......"
Qilin'er was shocked, did they really see through my mind, and they actually knew this, Rao is she tried her best to calm herself, and her face still turned pale.
"You don't have to look at me like that, Brother Six and I both know what you think now, you are hostile to us, and it's not for nothing, after all, it was me and Brother Six who subdued you and knocked you unconscious, you lost some of your memories, and it's not an inexplicable thing to be hostile to us. ”
"You knocked me unconscious!" Qilin'er squinted her eyes, she was calm on the surface, but her heart was surging with monstrous waves all the time, could it be that something was wrong with me?
"Yes, before you committed suicide, we couldn't dissuade you at all, so my sixth brother and I had no choice but to knock you out. ”
"I'll kill myself, Fu'er, are you kidding!" Qilin'er was already a little impatient, but there were two people on the other side, and she didn't know the depth of strength, so she couldn't directly debunk their lies.
"Sister, you can't stand that incident, your spirit almost collapsed, so, you have been mentally unstable, a little crazy, and finally collapsed and wanted to commit suicide, after we were knocked out, you forgot a lot of things, and even hated me and the sixth brother, hostile, we have no choice but to knock you out again, staged this drama, I want you to think back, maybe now you will remember, it is not necessary to be able to calm down and face it, sister, you must be strong." Fu'er was about to cry.
"Fu'er, don't cry, just say the point, what happened, you just tell me directly, didn't I promise, I won't do stupid things. Qilin'er was disdainful in her heart, but she listened patiently and accompanied them to act.
"Sister Qilin, we were shipwrecked, and after we arrived here, you suffered a head injury, which led to a coma, yes, some people, some people called you unconscious, and ruined you, you, and ruined you!" Fu'er said these words almost with all her strength, and her eyes were red after speaking, and tears fell directly.
"Don't talk nonsense, what the hell are you, quickly show your true identity!" Qilin'er shook her head, she seemed to know this for a long time, and her expression didn't change much, but she was even more disgusted by the two false things in front of her.
"Sister, I know you don't believe it, but this is what we saw with our own eyes, I and the sixth brother are a step late, those people have been subdued by the sixth brother, we brought you back, just to let you recover your memory, this thing is hidden from you for a while, I can't hide it from you for a lifetime, sister, do you remember!"
Fu'er's words suddenly increased the tone, and a burst of pain in Qilin'er's brain came, making her sweat all over her body, and she vaguely felt a strange memory slowly surging up in her mind, just in this place, she vaguely remembered that her body was paralyzed on the beach, and a sneaky person walked into her, he took himself into the woods, tore her clothes, he, he he defiled me......
Qilin'er woke up suddenly, she looked at Fu'er and Xiaoliu in disbelief, no, no, Fu'er doesn't care about Xiaoliu as Sixth Brother, my clothes were torn by that person, and I shouldn't be dressed completely......
"You lie to me, Fu'er, how long do you have to put on makeup, you won't call the sixth brother with Xiaoliu, only Tian'er will call it that, my clothes are also complete, you two don't have to lie to me, and you don't show your original form!" Qilin'er pulled out the slashing star angrily, her palms were slightly hot, she thought it was a support for her.
"Sister, haven't you woken up yet, think about it carefully, what will happen after ......" Fu'er looked at her with some annoyance.
Qilin'er almost lost her sense of proportion in her heart, what the hell is going on, is it really that I forgot these things, and I am still suspicious of Fu'er and Xiaoliu?
Qilin'er was patient, took a deep breath, and slowly recalled, the dirty scene resurfaced in front of her again, that person defiled her, her spirit almost collapsed, at this time Fu'er and Xiaoliu rushed over, they subdued the gangsters who defiled her, and when she recovered, the person almost collapsed, she wanted to kill herself, but was subdued by Fu'er and Xiaoliu, Xiaoliu knocked her unconscious...... Then, and then they staged a re-encounter to get her back to her memory...... All of this is true, it is all true......
Qilin'er is almost collapsing, how is this possible, how can this be true, I am defiled, I am crazy, I actually put Fu'er and Xiaoliu are false existences, and I am always on guard against the torch that saved me, this, how is this possible, Qilin'er is in a trance, she feels the warm and scorching temperature of her palm, are you telling me that this is true, Qilin'er has almost lost all her strength, I am defiled!