When I grew up, I found that I was different from others, everyone liked the opposite sex, but I liked boys, when I was in the second year of junior high school, I even took the initiative to pursue a male classmate in our class, I didn't know what was going on at the time, I just liked him, he was not handsome, but I just looked pleasing to the eye, and I was curious about everything about him. Later, his mother found out and told my mother, who was unusually calm and didn't criticize me much, and then my family moved to the city. My mother supported me by doing odd jobs for a sewing shop, and later provided for me to go to school. For so many years, my mother didn't mention what happened when I was in the second year of junior high school, nor did she urge me to find a partner to start a family or anything, I think I'm still very lucky, at least my family doesn't put pressure on me!

When I was a sophomore, I had my first boyfriend, and luckily, he was very considerate, handsome, and cared about me, and he was very happy with everything, but unfortunately, he was always trying to seduce all kinds of 'gays', and even 'straight men', to the point of madness. I was half angry with him every day, and then I broke up completely and stopped contacting, because he was completely different from my life trajectory, and the longer we were together, the more it hurt!

Later, after graduating from university, I was fortunate enough to stay in school and become a lecturer, and I became a lecturer for ten years, and I also changed from a lecturer to a professor, and the wrinkles at the corners of my eyes also changed from one to two! Li Feng said to Wang Fude on the other end of the computer while sorting out his thoughts. Just three years ago, I met a college student on the Internet, and after a short acquaintance, I started dating, he is indeed sunny and handsome, and he can be described as the best among 'comrades'! But after two months of dating, I found that he is not the person I want, I want to find a friend who can live a quiet life, I am getting older, I have passed the age of playing, I can't afford to play and can't afford to hurt, just find a love and can talk, but this small request has become a luxury between me and him, his endless pursuit of pleasure, nonsensical madness, spending money like running water! Later, I really couldn't stand him, I proposed to break up, I remember when I broke up, he was full of surprise, because he didn't expect that I would take the initiative to break up, only he dumped others, how could others dump him! But he didn't take into account, I don't just want to find a handsome guy, but also want to find a stable partner, this partner can not be handsome, but must be reliable. Now that I think about it, instead of being with him, it's better to call him a 'duck', pay for everything, lift my pants and leave, don't talk about feelings, have no worries, no one knows anyone, and no one owes anyone. After breaking up with him, I haven't touched a man again, I began to doubt, although the relationship is a little wavering, but I still stubbornly believe that there is 'true love' between men, but I haven't met it yet, I still have illusions about Sauvignon Blanc, but I basically don't touch 'comrade' anymore, because I'm afraid of being hurt again, I basically live a life of standing 'outside the circle' and looking at 'in the circle', and occasionally go into the chat room to see, but never speak, never have the stupid idea of finding happiness through a completely virtual platform like the chat room. I find that the more realistic I am, the more lonely I become, and at the same time, I find myself farther away from the 'circle', to the point where I don't want to touch it again! Circle', only to take the initiative to contact you, only this more than a month of online communication, chatting with you I feel very down-to-earth, can put down the heart that has been hanging high, although I don't feel your body temperature, but there is still a scorching heat, burning my chest, making me excited, let me suffocate, this feeling was when I was young, but now I pick it up again, it seems to be exactly the same as before, but it seems to be different, because it has become more mellow and more addictive. But no matter what, I told myself to cherish it! Look at me too long-winded. Li Feng said to Wang Fude a little shyly.

"I will try my best to do everything well, try to make the story between you and me appear more touching scenes, there are more touching scenes, and finally it will naturally converge into a moving story!" Wang Fude said meaningfully Li Feng.

"Let's work together!" Li Feng said to Wang Fude.

"I can understand it, people can understand it, but it will take time, we may be lucky enough to see this day, or the next life, or far away, but it doesn't matter, the important thing is to cherish the people in front of us," Wang Fude said in a tone full ......of pity.

"Thank you for treating me as a friend and for speaking to me from the bottom of my heart, I think basically the same thing as you, I don't pray for mutual possession, I just want to understand each other. Wang Fude said to Li Feng very sincerely.

"'Comrades' are already tired, and if you want to live a little easier, then you have to make room for yourself. My family knows my past, and I no longer hide it, so many years have passed, everything I have done, my family has seen it, I am not ashamed, I just want more people to understand that men can love women, and men can also love men, and it can also be eternal, the sea is dry and rotten, and it will not cause any chaos, let alone a scandal that violates ethics and morals. When to meet someone, God has predetermined it, and we just go through the motions. Every story, whether it is touching or sad, is also planned by God in advance, and we have no power to change it. God let me meet you now, I hope it is a story that touches each other, not a tearful ending......" Li Feng said to Wang Fude with infinite longing.

"I will try my best to do everything well, try to make the story between you and me appear more touching scenes, there are more touching scenes, and finally it will naturally converge into a moving story!" Wang Fude said meaningfully Li Feng.

"Let's work together!" Li Feng said to Wang Fude.

"I can understand it, people can understand it, but it will take time, we may be lucky enough to see this day, or the next life, or far away, but it doesn't matter, the important thing is to cherish the people in front of us," Wang Fude said in a tone full ......of pity.

"I'll go to Shanghai to play, you will accompany me!" Li Feng asked Wang Fude, his main purpose in going to Shanghai was to find out how Wang Fude felt about himself!

"Okay, but it's best to come back in a few days, you come back after my brother-in-law and his classmates leave, I don't live in a big place, and suddenly so many people come, I'm afraid the place is too crowd......ed," Wang Fude said to Li Feng apologetically.

"I'll go after they leave, anyway, I have nothing to do during the summer vacation, go meet you and enhance our friendship with each other!" Li Feng made a high-sounding excuse for his selfish desires.

"When the time comes, I'll tell you, if you come again, you will probably leave soon. This job is almost over, you can wait patiently for a few more days......" Wang Fude said to Li Feng.

"When the time comes, you're going to show me around and be my free guide, I haven't had a good time in Shanghai." Li Feng said to Wang Fude.

"When the time comes, you just have to get your strength ready. Wang Fude's implication is that Shanghai is very big, and it is very tiring to play.

"That's a must, you have to prepare a lot of physical strength!" Li Feng said to Wang Fude with a pun.

"Why do you need to prepare a little more physical strength?" Wang Fude asked Li Feng in confusion.

"I have to save some physical strength for you!" Li Feng was proud that Wang Fude jumped into the trap he had designed.

"It's annoying, it's not serious. Wang Fude suddenly understood the meaning of Li Feng's words, and scolded Li Feng embarrassedly.

The two chatted again into the night.

This is the fourth day that Li Mu and Xiao Wu are "standing on the street", and Xiao Wu is concentrating on advertising.

"Hello, handsome little guy, I've been paying attention to you for a few days, my name is Xiaojun, make a friend when I meet you. A strange, very bookish man said to Xiao Wu who was posting an advertisement on the street. Xiao Wu was stunned at first, looking at this person who was even stranger than the city of Shanghai, Xiao Wu lowered his head and whispered to Xiao Jun:

"My name is Bai Wenwu...... as if Xiao Wu was louder, and the whole of Shanghai could hear it, as if Xiao Wu's rustic name could cause dust and lead to a sandstorm, Xiao Wu didn't know whether to tell him his name or not, but he still told Xiao Jun without concealment.

"Bai Wenwu!" Xiao Jun lowered his head and smiled, repeating Xiao Wu's name.

"Can you tell me your phone number?" the man asked for contact information.

"I'm so sorry, I can't afford to buy a mobile phone!" Xiao Wu said frankly to the man named Xiao Jun.

"There are still people who can't afford to buy a mobile phone? I don't have a few hundred dollars? Then I'll give you one, I'll give it to you at ten o'clock tomorrow morning, and I'll wait for me here then." After saying that, he left, without waiting for Xiao Wu to agree, or refused.

When he returned to his residence in the evening, Xiao Wu told Li Mu and Wang Fude what happened today, Li Mu listened, he was full of jealousy, and he wanted to beat that Xiao Jun, but Li Mu still didn't forget to tease Xiao Wu:

"In the photo, our 'Wu girl', don't worry! Wait for Brother Mu to help you raise a dowry! But mobile phones must not be accepted, we are extremely poor students can't use mobile phones, after using them, there is no subsidy......"

"You hate it the most! Marry me off, marry me off, I will definitely pull you to marry, hum! 'This girl' is dependent on you!" Xiao Wu said to Li Mu at a loss.

"Have you met a bad guy!" Li Mu put away his joke and asked Xiao Wudao seriously.

"Probably not, that person looks white and clean, handsome, at first glance he is a cultured person, and he doesn't ......look like a bad guy at all," Xiao Wu said with great certainty.

Have you ever seen a robber, have you ever written on your face that you are a robber? But there are still so many robberies happening every day!" Li Mu said.

"Look at the child scared ......" Wang Fude put one hand on Xiao Wu's shoulder, listening to them quietly, Wang Fude felt Xiao Wu's shoulder trembling, so he stopped Li Mu from talking any more.

Wang Fude asked the street where Xiao Wufa advertised, didn't say anything, and went to sleep.

At about ten o'clock in the morning the next day, the person who claimed to be Xiao Jun really sent Xiao Wu a mobile phone, who would have thought that when Xiao Wu and Xiao Jun were pushing on the street, Wang Fude appeared.

Wang Fude saw that Xiao Wu was pushing around with a stranger because of a mobile phone, Wang Fude understood what was going on, and Wang Fude said to Xiao Jun unceremoniously:

"You're so rich, give me a mobile phone!" That person was already weak-hearted, looking at Xiaowutu's rustic bullying, he wanted to take advantage of it, but who wanted to kill a trip halfway to bite the gold, so he had to give up and leave with his mobile phone in a funny way.