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"You must pay attention to safety when you go out, no one knows what the person who gave you your mobile phone wants to do, but he is willing to send such a valuable thing to a stranger, and it may not be possible to pull you to sell your kidney, everyone comes from naivety and inadvertently, naivety is not wrong, but if you pay too much tuition on naivety, it will outweigh the loss!" Wang Fude said to Xiao Wu in a long and concise manner.
Wang Fude deliberately avoided the sensitive word "homosexuality" to avoid embarrassment after everyone heard it, and Wang Fude wanted to convey the potential danger to Xiao Wu, so he used the matter of selling a kidney as an analogy, so that Xiao Wu realized how terrible the danger around him was, how unexpected it was, Wang Fude secretly admired his cleverness, and Xiao Wu's heart was also full of gratitude to Wang Fude. For Xiao Wu, he has never received the warmth of his family since he was a child, and Wang Fude's concern made Xiao Wu suddenly feel the warmth of his brother, and he had an indescribable feeling in his heart.
Xiao Wu blinked his simple big eyes, and it was easy to associate what had just happened with the news of selling kidneys reported on TV, and cried in fear, anyone would be afraid, let alone a child who had just turned seventeen years old!
At night, Xiao Wu couldn't sleep thinking about what happened during the day, listening to the sound of Li Mu's even breathing beside him, Xiao Wu was sure that Li Mu had fallen asleep! Xiao Wu was immature in the first place, but he pretended to be mature, which was extremely naïve in his behavior, and it was easy to be misunderstood. Xiao Wu couldn't hold back the gratitude to Wang Fude in his heart, got off the bed, climbed to Wang Fude's side, and suddenly hugged Wang Fude who was sleeping on the ground, Xiao Wu didn't hug Wang Fude because of love, it was completely because of gratitude, there are many ways to express gratitude, and at this time Xiao Wu naively thought that it was appropriate to give his brother-in-law a grateful hug, so he was so reckless, Wang Fude was shocked by Xiao Wu's actions, he was surprised, he didn't know what to do, and he couldn't cross the emotional bottom line between him and Xiao Wu, he could only see this hug as Xiao Wu expressing gratitude to himself, he must not take a child hug as love, With a loving heart to greet the child's kindness, if he takes the initiative to puncture the layer of window paper between him and Xiao Wu, and treat this hug as an expression of love, then he and Xiao Wu really can't even be friends, and they will be embarrassed by each other, Wang Fude is not stupid enough to take everything as love, although loneliness ruthlessly devours his soul, but reason is resisting temptation, and conscience is supporting the will, because Wang Fude has already regarded Xiao Wu as a younger brother, and the younger brother hugs his brother except for gratitude, there is no other reason。
Xiao Wu's hug to himself is only temporary today, there is no durability at all, when he woke up, Wang Fude was still alone, the original lonely life would not change at all, it was not the life he wanted, Wang Fude admitted that he once liked Li Mu, and Li Mu also understood himself, and now there is Li Feng, although he is just chatting with Li Feng through the Internet, although there is no hot kiss and ** friction, but Wang Fude has felt that Li Feng is his true love, and he can sense Li Feng's hot enthusiasm through the Internet! For the current Wang Fude, loneliness is only temporary, because he has found a way to solve loneliness, he feels that God has taken special care of him, he has got what he wants, he doesn't want to destroy his own happiness because of his recklessness, and finally has a chance to get out of loneliness, Wang Fude doesn't want to push himself deeper into the lonely corner again, and continue to live a dark day without anyone to accompany him. In this chaotic world, God let him meet Li Mu and Xiao Wu, both of whom he likes very much, but his liking for Xiao Wu can only be regarded as an elder brother's care for his younger brother, not love at all; can be seen from a distance, because what Wang Fude wants most now is lasting love, and this love can only be given to him by Li Feng, and only Li Feng's love is real and what Wang Fude really pursues. Li Mu and Xiao Wu do not belong to him, if what the child does is also regarded as love, then is there something wrong with his head? If he also goes crazy with him, it will cause serious consequences of losing both, Wang Fude struggled fiercely in his head, and finally Wang Fude still said to Xiao Wu rationally:
"What's the matter, kid, are you homesick, don't be afraid of having a brother-in-law!" Wang Fude said, which not only resolved the embarrassment of one man hugging another man, but also gave Xiao Wu a chance to explain the hug.
"It's so annoying! It's as annoying as Li Mu! I'm not good with you. After all, Xiao Wu was still a child who was not deeply involved in the world, and completely took what Wang Fude said as the truth, and the child climbed back into bed to sleep like a frustration, ignoring Wang Fude no longer .
Li Mu didn't fall asleep in bed, he couldn't sleep, maybe he felt guilty about what happened in the morning, after all, he brought Xiao Wu from Heilongjiang to Shanghai, in case something happened to Xiao Wu, Li Mu would feel guilty for a lifetime, so he couldn't sleep, he heard what Wang Fude said to Xiao Wu, Li Mu was grateful to Wang Fude in his heart, because Li Mu could feel Xiao Wu's gratitude to Wang Fude, Li Mu fully understood that a child like Xiao Wu wanted to be a lonely "bent person" Brother-in-law expressed gratitude, what else can he do besides hugging! You can't give a kiss, if you do that, Xiao Wu Ke will really be a veritable "two"! When Xiao Wu returned to the bed, Li Mu turned around, faced Xiao Wu, and hugged him in his arms, although his action was Xiao Wu's dream, but it came too suddenly, there was no warning at all, he thought that Li Mu had fallen asleep, but he didn't expect Li Mu to be awake. When you realize that love is knocking on the door, in addition to opening the door and letting it into the house, there is also the overwhelmed wooden ne. Li Mu was still awake, didn't Li Mu hear everything that happened just now? Xiao Wu's mood was very complicated, his heart was about to jump out, Xiao Wu felt extremely shy; for Li Mu, he hugged Xiao Wu, and he didn't mean anything else, just to comfort Xiao Wu's horror, and send a message to Xiao Wu through such a hug: Xiao Wu still has his protection by his side, and with him, he will accompany Xiao Wu to get through the difficulties together, because they are brothers. At this moment, Xiao Wu's heart is really full of mixed feelings, he warned himself, this is just a comfort, it is just a friend expressing kindness to another friend, no matter how ordinary it is, don't think about it too much, don't think of it as an expression of love, in that case, it is too unfair to Li Mu, and it will drag him into a predicament, when Xiao Wu also regards this hug as a comfort given to him by a friend, he will be relieved, Xiao Wu sees this hug very thoroughly, because he knows such a story:
A patient who has been bedridden for several years thinks to himself how nice it would be if God could make him sit up, and he could sit up, he thinks how good it would be if God could make him stand up, and he gets up, he thinks how good it would be if God could make him walk a few steps, and he can walk, and he thinks how good it would be if God could make him run, and he ran out into the street and died in a car accident!
Xiao Wu remembered this story and reminded himself not to be insatiable, but to stop in moderation, otherwise in the end, he would get nothing, even himself. He didn't want to get to the point where the relationship with Li Mu developed to the point where even a handshake became a luxury. Xiao Wu put down all the burdens, his heartbeat slowly returned to normal, he could sleep in the arms of the person he liked, how safe and happy, it was good to be able to maintain such a state, there was no need to ask for anything, because he was not sure what Li Mu really thought in his heart, so Xiao Wu only wanted a hug from the person he loved at the moment, and he didn't dare to expect each other to have it, he wanted to be held by Li Mu forever, always get warmth from Li Mu, let the softest place in his heart be touched by Li Mu's gentle little hands, never appear in the sky, never leave Li Mu's arms, and always fall asleep like this。 The piece of paper that separates him and Li Mu, if it is punctured, may lose more than just a piece of paper. Thinking of this, Xiao Wu stopped thinking about it, closed his eyes, and slowly Xiao Wu fell asleep. Li Mu hugged Xiao Wu, and there was only one thought in his head:
"It's so dangerous today, I have to protect him with all my might, because he brought Xiao Wu here, he must ensure Xiao Wu's safety, if Xiao Wu is hurt, Li Mu will regret it for the rest of his life. Xiao Wu was originally a hard-working child, except for himself, there may be no other friends, in this world, Xiao Wu can get a little warmth from himself, what he gets elsewhere is indifference and abandonment, he wants Xiao Wu to feel the friendship of the world, so that his care can be in Xiao Wu's young heart, build the support of love, at any time, under any circumstances, Li Mu will always be by Xiao Wu's side, cheer for Xiao Wu, and inject energy into Xiao Wu's heart. ”
Wang Fude looked at the ceiling, in fact, he didn't want to refuse Xiao Wu's hug, but reason prevailed over **, Wang Fude still refused, and blocked the love that Xiao Wu prepared for himself out of his heart, there should be no should or shouldn't, he had to do this, only in this way, there would be a future, he didn't want the story to end noisily at the beginning.
For Xiao Wu and Li Mu, Wang Fude's thought in his heart was not to let these two children suffer any harm, although some of the injuries could not be stopped, but he must ensure that the harm did not come from himself! Although these two children only met him in Pingshui, there were some things that could not be expressed in words. Just as some things cannot be judged by right or wrong! It is true that Wang Fude has the right to love both of them, but he also has the obligation to protect them. And obligation before the right, there is love and hope, to hide the seed of love, one day, it will grow lush branches and leaves, before taking, there must be enough to give!