I haven't written for many years, and what can be written down with a pen in this society is probably a deep secret hidden in the depths of memory.

I have a long story hidden in my heart for four or five years, I am afraid that it will rust after a long time, I will recall it slowly every day, this has become a habit, every morning I will involuntarily recall the scene at that time, every time I recall, my eyes are moistened, do you want to hear it? The story may be updated very slowly, or it may be disorganized, I don't guarantee that it will move you, but I promise that this is a real story that happened to me.

I need to suppress my inner turmoil so that I can live the rest of my life with determination.

Chapter I

"Can we still be together?" the girl was expressionless, barely biting her lip and not making a sound, just slowly shaking her head. The boy got the answer and turned away.

After many years, I looked through the message record again and saw the first and only message: "May you get a beautiful story in a beautiful light year." ”

This is how the story begins:

I remember that in 2005, when I was in the third year of junior high school, due to the country's active promotion of the spirit of education and hard work, I changed classes when I was promoted to the third year of junior high school, and I think you must have come to the new classroom with a reluctance to make new friends and spend the rest of the good time in junior high school. I remember that I was very disappointed when it was announced, in addition to being separated from my friends, and I was more introverted and reluctant to contact new circle of friends.

On Monday, the teacher announced everyone's new class and class teacher at the morning class meeting, so I and a few named classmates left this box for two years with their schoolbags on their backs, sadness may only be for a while, looking at a few classmates who came out with me, they were a little sad at first, but the smiles on everyone's faces after going up to the floor were really bright, and I was also infected.

Seeing the new classroom in front of me, my heartbeat became faster and stronger as the distance narrowed, and when I saw the new classmates and new teachers, I calmed down a lot, because no one was looking at you, and the head teacher just said "Find a place to sit down first, and then transfer after the class is transferred" So I found a place to sit next to the wall, watched the new classmate rush into the classroom, saw her, and sometimes I thought that a wonderful story might happen if I didn't even look at each other, with clear eyes and a short baby face. Can I say that we were innocent at that time? Maybe I was a good boy, I stood up and wanted to know her, but I sat down again with psychological restraint, anyway, it was a long time in a class, so I kept watching her walk to the seat and sit down, I withdrew my eyes, and it was also at this time that there was an extra claw in the field of vision in front of my eyes, shaking, I came back to my senses and looked, "Hello, new classmate, saliva is flowing out" I was speechless, white eyes, cough cough~By the way, this is my good friend orange from the third year of junior high school to the present, and after getting to know each other, they became good friends because of their common hobbies, and the noisy floor gradually quieted down, and the classroom was suddenly surprisingly quiet, and we looked at each other and knew that the new old class was coming, so hurry up and do it.

More than 10,000 words are omitted here. Finally, I finally heard a useful start to introduce myself, to her, the voice is very thin, called Yan Zi, local, ok, I got the information I wanted, turned his head and lay down, by the way, there is a seating table discharged, the old class is serious, "because you just came and don't know much about the academic performance of each of you, so the seating list will be officially changed again after a week, this time it is a trial, (I was full of black lines, you think we are cars, and do a "test drive" After class, you go to the blackboard to see your position, and you must adjust your position before the next class. The dashing head did not go back. By the way, I forgot to introduce this great old class, named Jiaqing, who looks like a telephone pole, smokes and drinks everything, and is a great English teacher.

At first, I just met her.,Don't talk much.,Can't find a topic to talk about.,It's the kind of us who have nothing to say.,It's over.,The method that should be used is also used to close the distance.,It's good to get along with other boys.。 Looking for Brother Orange to tell me, Ya gave me a sentence "You two are two parallel lines, no matter which one is oblique and the other must follow the oblique, anyway, it can't be crossed, even if it crosses, it will be parallel again" I thought it was a joke A sentence that was not a famous saying, but in the end it became a shadow that I can never erase.

There will be times in your life when you make mistakes, and who wouldn't?

Chapter II

The class bell rang, the adjusted seats were much more comfortable, I remember still following the teaching model of a certain school to study in small groups, we became the same table, secretly happy that I was smiling on my face every day for fear that others would not know that I was happy, no, to be precise, there were three people in a row, I was on her left, she was in the middle, and the one over there ignored it.

In junior high school, I think many people are probably a little unforgettable, but it is the most vague memory in their memory.

At that time, we were innocent and sunny, but now we think that if we could turn back time, we would definitely do everything we can to go back to the past. If you go back in time, will some of the ideas and ways of doing things at that time change, will you cherish friendship more, will you live your life like that, will you ......

Memories are often beautiful, but everyone knows that they can't go back.

The first Chinese class in the morning, because of yesterday's transfer of the happy I didn't sleep all night, came to the classroom early to sleep, I couldn't raise my head at all, my eyes couldn't open at all, and because the teacher was not very strict in the Chinese class, I slept on the table unscrupulously, I then understood that the point of back is not a day or two to finish, it just so happened that the teacher asked me to stand up and answer the question, I slept in a dream is blowing with the old orange, the teacher a throat I subconsciously stood up," Who said that two parallel lines can't cross, do you have a little culture?" Later, she told me that I stood up and said such a sentence, and then within ten seconds I automatically sat down and continued to lie on the table to sleep, the whole class was dumbfounded, the teacher was blindfolded, and then she told me that the whole class laughed, and the teacher picked the child and left.

I didn't know it until the bell rang for the end of class, and when I woke up, every classmate looked at me with a look in her eyes that was not blowing absolute worship, she just looked at me with a smile on her face, and smiled at me for the first time. Then I got up and found Brother Orange Before I could speak, Brother Orange was always looking at me with contempt on his face, and I was still smiling at him, people should be generous. He saw that I still had a shameless face and quickly pulled me to the playground, how to say the reason, I felt that there was nothing wrong, it happened, it didn't happen to me, I regretted it when I went back.

In math class, the math teacher called my name again on the podium and asked, "Jiang Wen, I heard that you are very interested in mathematics" The whole class laughed, I lowered my head and said, "It's okay" by the math teacher, and then the old history teacher, the physics teacher, and then there were various situations, for a week, but the only thing that warmed my heart was that she smiled at this for a week

When you have a little bit of a back, I'm drunk anyway.