Chapter III

There are a lot of people who are wondering, including Brother Orange and a few of my buddies, what makes me so obsessed with her.

Actually, she's not good, she's not beautiful, but she just attracts me, this kind of thing is really indescribable, it's really just feeling. Once I drank too much and made an analogy, she is like a cigarette, it is very attractive at first, I have not been exposed to it, but after contact, I found that it was very good, and the more time passed, I found that I became more and more dependent. It turns out that I can't live without her, and even if I leave, I can't forget it.

Every night I would say to the sky, "Are you not going to let me go, or am I not going to let myself go?"

Talking about some, loving someone really can't extricate myself, I didn't want to believe these intangible things, maybe we can really empathize with them after experiencing them ourselves. I fell in, deeply, unable to extricate myself, as if I would never get out.

One day, I remember that it was a very bright night in the month, we were noisy and consuming time in the evening self-study, it was the first time she talked to me, and she was not as excited as she imagined, "What are you doing?" She was very bored, because the whole class was also bored (except for studying), there was no teacher in the evening self-study, only the cadres on duty, so it was too noisy (everyone understands), I was letting go, she said suddenly, I really didn't hear it clearly, so I turned my head and asked her "What did you say? What's wrong?" she said. It's so boring, what are you doing with your mouth open?" Since then, there is another child in the world who can fantasize, I stammered and my heart kept beating and said, "I'm fantasizing about something" She looked at me blankly, I reacted, "No, I think about things?" She offered to chat, of course I agreed, we talked about family life from our respective growth experiences, from family life to society, from society to talk and so on, anyway, it was like the feeling of seeing each other late, messy and all kinds of chat.

Now think about what a beautiful self-study class it was, how much I want to let the time stay in that class, but unfortunately time is still running fast, bell, class bell ring, my brain like water proposed to go to the playground for a walk, she actually agreed to smile slightly, walked out, I followed up to the playground, I regretted it, I guess she also had a heart to die at that time, do you still have to ask me why? The whole playground is a one-on-one couple, and the kissing hey I go, we looked at each other and smiled, no one started to talk, so we walked around the playground, it is considered to have seen the whole school junior high school couples how crazy it is, or what I said at the beginning, what else can the two of them talk about together? I was very excited when I heard it, blank market, and when I thought about it, she asked me back, and I said that I didn't go to junior high school, but there was a period in elementary school. Hahaha~

Talk unscrupulously, talk about anything, from the playground to the classroom, from the classroom back to the dormitory, everything is so natural, no one cares that the so-called class "news" came out in the class the next day Jiang Wen and Yan Zi Okay, I was speechless as soon as I arrived at the classroom the next day, and there was something to say, "You can do it at this speed" "It seems that it is better to strike first" What a mess, I have been waiting for Brother Orange to come to the classroom, I went over and dragged him out, "What did you say?" Nodding his head with a natural look, I was actually a little angry and a little happy (at that time, I fucking knew how to hype up how to publicize, and now I think about it is cheap enough) Back to my seat safe and sound, I secretly looked at her who had just entered the classroom, of course, she would definitely not be safe and sound, just after a class, I couldn't help it, first look at me, I felt her eyes, looked at this and said, "Let them pass it on, anyway, the self-purifier is clear" She nodded and held back and didn't ask anything, but you forgot that it was junior high school in 2005, and the Xiong classmates at that time not only added fuel to your oil and vinegar to spread rumors, but they also deliberately squeezed us in other ways, there was no way, she couldn't stand it and got angry once, we didn't speak for a while, there was no language any communication, except for group discussion and study. In fact, it's quite cheap when I think about it now, Brother Orange is not cheap. Hahaha~

In fact, in a few days, we returned to our original appearance, and it was good that the wind passed, and it was like this until the high school entrance examination, because her grades were not ideal, and she wanted to go to a vocational school, and I didn't study well and went to a vocational school with her, in fact, at that time, we had become accustomed to that, maybe she could feel my enthusiasm.

Some time before the high school entrance examination, I ended our relationship and became objects of snuggling with each other.

In the afternoon with a light snow, we walked on the campus path, still like this, she suddenly asked me, "You also signed up for a vocational school, why do you go there?" In fact, at that time, my mental activities had already begun to germinate from the day we shared the table, and I didn't know that I would have such a strong sense of dependence, I said, "Because of you, you are gone, what am I doing here?" asked her in disguise, she looked at me, I looked at her, and smiled.

Brother Orange said to me the day before I was leaving, "Two parallel lines, let's act when the opportunity arises!" So I confessed to her, and she actually agreed, which was really unexpected by me, I originally just wanted to confess and didn't want to hear the answer, but she replied firmly.

To rephrase our conversation:

"Because of you, you're gone, what am I doing here?"

"Actually, I'm about to leave (I knew some things at home at that time) I want to say to you that I've liked you for a long time, some people say that we are parallel lines, maybe they won't cross, for so long, you are like poison, you have invaded my brain, I am deeply poisoned and can't extricate myself" (I now admire my literary brilliance at that time)

She said, "In fact, I am very firm in telling you that I am willing to continue to be poison, not only to invade your brain, but also to enter your heart, and take deep roots."

After listening, my 0.01 second reaction speed was instantly much weaker, and I was stunned, I came back to my senses and took her hand, ran to the public platform of the playground, and raised my hand to the flowers and plants below and shouted loudly, "She agreed to sit on my girlfriend, Yan Zi agreed" At the same time, I also paid the price, standing for an afternoon of class, but even standing was willing to do so.

That's it, we are together, you may be surprised, maybe it is nonsensical, but it is real, maybe I can't write about how I felt at that time again, but please believe me, I was the happiest at that time.

That's how we entered the vocational school together, but unfortunately I didn't report the day before I entered the school, because of family reasons, I dropped out of school and went home to work, so we had no contact information, isolated, no contact, for two whole years, I only had one idea at that time, the idea was still there, she would know.

That's how the story begins.

We may not be like normal couples, but we are also like ordinary couples.

There are too many things that have not been done hand in hand, we have not watched a movie together, we have not crossed the road together, and so on, may become the reason why we can never cross.