The night was dark and the light dissipated.

An Zai has been missing for more than three hours.

In the vast sea of people, how easy is it to find someone?

What's more, no matter how good An is, she has hands, feet and money, as long as she wants to go, she can go anywhere in the world.

Ji Canghai sat in the base, trying to remember all the places An had been again. Homes, Internet cafes, schools, restaurants that you like to eat and even Chu Ci...

With what he knew about An Zai, leaving the base might have been directionless at first, but after such a long time, she would definitely not stay in a completely unfamiliar place for so long. I believe that at this moment, An Zai will definitely find a familiar place that can make her feel at ease, so that she will have a sense of security.

All the fierceness and strength of the cub are all shown on the field, and the cub in life is actually full of anxiety in her heart, hiding her identity and entering the team, she may never have a moment of solidity this year. Ji Canghai speculated about An Zai's heart, and couldn't help but feel sore.

Ji Canghai, Ji Canghai! Isn't it a year of getting along and still not getting to know her enough? Where will this place that can make her feel at ease?

Ann sat cross-legged in the grass again, staring blankly at the little lights of the small building at the OD base. It is only 100 meters away from the OD gate, but this 100 meters distance is like a galaxy that cannot be crossed.

A year is enough time for her to use up all her courage and self-confidence. The blood that kept her alive became cold, and she was exhausted and lost her fighting spirit.

Maybe teammates will forgive and accept themselves after learning the truth? After all, the summer duel is coming, and the World Championship is waving to them, even if it is not for the sake of comradeship, maybe... Maybe there's room for relaxation?

It's not that this idea hasn't come to mind, it's just that she doesn't dare to bet and make this bet.

If the guess is wrong, what if things don't go in this direction?

An Zai really can't withstand any blows, if one of the coach and teammates says no, she is afraid that she will collapse on the spot and have no possibility of getting up again.

Ann had been out for less than an hour since she left the base, and she only wanted to go where she wanted to be.

When I came to my senses, I realized that I was back at the base.

OD, this is the only place where she can be at peace and at ease. But it was also a place she didn't dare to approach.

Ann sat numbly in the grass for more than two hours. The monotonous small building in front of her was a beautiful scenery that she couldn't get enough of.

I remember the day I was first picked up by Jian Hao to the base, and the first time I saw this villa building, a sentence flashed in my heart: where dreams begin.

With longing, with awe, with infinite anticipation walked through the door. This is the Mecca in her heart for many years, sacred and distant.

After a year of living, that sense of sacredness and supremacy was gradually replaced by affection, and this was her other home, a home that she never wanted to leave.

But today, she didn't dare to go in.

Is it true that dreams are going to be defeated by reality?

Something cold suddenly dripped down his face, sliding down his cheeks, tickling. Ann reached out and wiped it again, it was water.

She was pretty sure it wasn't tears.

From what happened to now, her eyes have always been dry. An Zai also wanted to cry, although crying did not help solve the problem, at least he could vent the emotions in his chest, but he couldn't cry inexplicably.

I really can't find a reason to cry, everything today is destined to be unavoidable, from the day she cut off her long hair, she knew that there would be such a day.

Water droplets continued to hit the face and body.

Ann slowly raised her head, and the night sky was pitch black, like a huge curtain of darkness. Facing the brightness of the moonlight and street lamps, white dots fell from the sky, and immediately connected into one waterline after another.

It's raining.

In the rainy season, it is not uncommon to see rain.

An Zai was suddenly very happy, this rain came really at the right time, it didn't matter if she couldn't cry, and God helped her cry.

The rain is getting denser, and the bangs in front of the forehead stick tightly to the forehead. Ann no longer moved in the slightest, still sitting in place in a daze, as if even the instinct of the small animal to avoid the rain had degraded.

The summer night rain hit the body and it was still cold. Ann curled up again, her head in her knees, and hugged herself tightly.

An, who has lived for 18 years and has always been smooth sailing, never imagined that the world is big, and she will have a day when only she can hug and comfort herself.

"I'm a blue whale who has become an isolated island\/With the biggest figure\/Fish and shrimp walk by my side\/There are also birds stopping on my back\/I have a nature that is too cold and clear\/I have been emotionally attached to her in the sky\/And the clouds are too far and too light\/After tossing and turning, each has its own destiny."

Ann sang in a low voice, word by word, sad at a time.

She sang the song the night she lost in the spring final. That night was also lost and powerless, but it was not the same as today. It's sad to lose the game, but it won't be the last defeat and it won't be the last.

Although it was sad that night, there was still hope. As long as she can still play, she believes that she will one day get the title she wants.

Tonight was different, and she wasn't sure if she had a chance to move on.

Although the future is always unknown, at least there are fantasies and dreams to support people. How desperate it would be if even the opportunity to dream was deprived of a lifetime of human beings whose only death could be seen.

"Your clothes are shabby\/And your singing voice is gentle\/Drift around with me aimlessly\/My back is like a barren hill\/And you smile and shake your head\/Think of it as the whole universe\/You wave to the sun\/Greet the seagulls too\/Accompany me to love heaven and earth..."

In the spring, An Zai was still struggling with who was the shabby man, whether he brought new hope to the dying OD, or OD gave him the opportunity to realize his dream.

How ridiculous~~

Self-confidence at the time.

I really thought that I could bring a different kind of glory to OD.

Now she understands that she has always been a ragtered beggar, begging for an opportunity along the way. That opportunity, for others, is a charity that can be withdrawn in minutes.

It turned out that for so long, I was kneeling forward.

Is it so humble?

Ann laughed again, buried her head and bent her neck, laughing until she was out of breath, laughing until her trachea was spasming.

The rain seemed to have stopped, and there was no longer the blow of the ice rain on his body.

Why can't even the rain fall in this ghost weather?

Ann laughed enough and coughed enough, and raised her head to breathe smoothly.

As soon as I took my eyes off my knees, I was stunned.

I don't know when there was an extra pair of feet beside him, pulling on his slippers, and standing quietly.

An looked up again and saw a good-looking face frowning - Ji Canghai.