195. The three words I want to hear the most

Ji Canghai waited at the base for almost four hours, and the news from his teammates who went out to search was always - he had not been found.

He pondered where the place could make Ann feel grounded again.

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration struck.

How stupid! Ji Canghai, why are you so stupid!

For An Zai, what other place would she most like to visit? OD base, of course!

Her teammates ran all over the city looking for her, and she must be in their blind spot - the base.

Ji Canghai hurriedly went out and found that the rain outside was pouring down. I carried an umbrella and searched around the base.

The grass where Ann was crouching was so tricky that she could see the movement of the entire base from her position, but the people who came out of the building couldn't see her.

The weak and curled back was reflected in his eyes, and Ji Canghai's heart was instantly steady.

It's her, and you can't be wrong.

Ji Canghai didn't want to come over quietly, but He An was immersed in his emotions again, and had no insight into everything that was happening around him.

That back was really pitiful, hugged tightly into a small ball under the heavy rain, as if it could reach out and put it in the palm of your hand.

Ji Canghai didn't speak, quietly listening to An Zai singing a sad song, holding an umbrella above her, covering all the wind and rain.

The umbrella he was holding was not big enough, Ji Canghai's back was drenched, and his heart seemed to have been washed, and he was drenched and paralyzed.

"Ji Canghai?" Ann rubbed her eyes again, not sure if the person in front of her was real or hallucinating.

It was still the same familiar voice, and he still spit out his full name clearly from that little red mouth. Others either call him Xiao Ji or Poseidon, or else it is the god of the sea, she is the only one who will call him by his name like this, and the corners of Ji Canghai's mouth can't help but hook slightly.

"Why are you here?"

Ann asked again. I thought that I would be in a hurry when I saw my teammates again, but I didn't expect to see Ji Canghai again, but my heart was inexplicably down-to-earth.

"Because you're here."

Ji Canghai's lips opened lightly, and he slowly spit out a few words. It's like that's the most logical reason in the whole world, because you're here, so I'll be there too.

Ann lowered her head again, she didn't know what to say, what could she say?

Ji Canghai didn't move or speak, she wanted to be silent, so he would accompany her to be silent.

"I'm sorry." Ann Zai finally mustered up the courage to say these three words.

"Excuse me?"

"I'm sorry to lie to you for so long."

"So... That's what you've been hiding from me. ”

"Yes.."

"Well... That... Then I'm relieved, this thing... Scold.. It's really not something that can be said casually. ”

It's not just a relief, it's just a joy! He has been struggling with An Zai's secret Chu Ci can know, even Lu Yuan can know, why should he be excluded? Is it because she doesn't trust herself enough?

It turned out that it wasn't!

Chu Ci is her classmate, so she naturally knows it. Lu Yuan, he couldn't help it if he heard the conversation.

Ji Canghai's heart instantly balanced a lot.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't say those three words anymore, I don't want to hear them. In other words, it's okay. ”

An was stunned again, she didn't know what three words Ji Canghai wanted to hear.

"I... I was wrong? ”

“....”

“emmm... Won't it anymore? ”

“....”

“....”

"I... Yes... Walk? ”

Ann spit out these three words with difficulty, these are the three words she can think of, the last thing she wants to say, but the three words that can best keep the other party safe.

"Alright, alright!" Ji Canghai interrupted irritably: "Go? Where can you go? ”

"yes... Where can I go? After going around and around, I still came back here. ”

"You can come back, I... We're all happy. ”

"Really?" Ann looked up hesitantly.

"Really. You're gone, and everyone is still looking for you outside. ”

Ji Canghai suddenly remembered his teammates who were still circling around the world, took out his mobile phone and sent a message to everyone to summon others back.

"I'm sorry for the trouble."

"I said, I don't want to hear those three words anymore."

Ann lowered her head again, like a listless little beast, licking her paws alone.

"Don't you think I'm ridiculous?"

"Ridiculous?"

"Ridiculous. Form 2. Ridiculous. Even I think so myself. Sometimes I wonder, what the hell am I doing? I make myself so tired every day, and I have to pretend when I open my eyes. But when I sit on the field, I feel that everything is worth it. The feeling of playing in anticipation is not something that everyone has the opportunity to experience. ”

"You think it's worth it."

An Zai shook his head:

"You don't understand. You've known them since you were a child, and it's a matter of course for you to play professionally, as long as you want to, you have it. But for me it's out of reach. The first person in this world to deny me was myself. When I first came up with this idea, it was ridiculous. Say to yourself over and over again, 'Don't think about it, it's impossible, it's never possible'. Before going to see Jian Hao, he was ready to be rejected, and he just wanted to give himself one last chance, even if it was a rejection, so that he could completely die. I was even thinking that if OD didn't want me, I would just go back and uninstall the game, because for me, this is not only a fun game, but also a luxury. ”

Ji Canghai slowly squatted down, lowered the umbrella in his hand, and covered the two of them in it. Looking into An Zai's eyes, he said:

"Thank you for coming. Thank you also for taking this opportunity. ”

"Thank me?

"yes. If you don't dare to gamble, I'll probably never know you. In that case, even though I'm still playing professionally, it's not as much fun and worth as it is now. ”

Ji Canghai smiled happily, and simply sat on the wet ground, and the two of them held an umbrella and swept the ground in the heavy rain.

"Speaking of which, it seems like I'm the one who takes advantage of the fisherman."

An Zai smiled: "No, even if it weren't me, OD would definitely be able to find an excellent ADC." You're so good, you're going to play well.

"No, it won't. There's only one ADC in the world that's best for me. ”

Ann no longer knows if it's because of the rain, but the cold is extreme, but the whole body is hot. The originally pale little face instantly turned red.

"But... But can I continue to play professionally? ”

"Why not? Are you going to give up? ”

Ann didn't answer, but stretched out her hand, and the void touched the gate of the base.

"Please, one thing." Ji Canghai lowered his head and casually tugged at the green grass beside him.

"What?"

"Don't give up. Don't leave. ”

The fury of the summer showers slowly subsided, and only a few drizzles remained in the sky.

An Zai turned her head to look at Ji Canghai's well-defined side face, every day of training, every game, as long as she turned her head, she could see this familiar side face, she always knew that Ji Canghai looked exquisite, and today it seems that it is so good-looking.

Don't give up, don't leave.

These six words are like a pair of gentle hands, gently caressing the back of An Zai's neck, and the warmth wraps the whole body.