At that time, the primary problem to be solved was the problem of survival, after all, it was a graduate, and it was unreasonable to ask for money from the family.

FORTUNATELY, YONGGUANG AND A VERY GOOD CLASSMATE AT THAT TIME HAVE BEEN HELPING THE SCHOOL'S TEACHER WU TO DO AN OFF-CAMPUS PROJECT, AND NOW I THINK OF A VERY BACKWARD PROJECT: A WINDOWS DISKLESS WORKSTATION WITH DOZENS OF MACHINES, AND I REMEMBER TO USE THE NOVELL NETWORK, HAHA.

In my last year of college, I spent a year in the school computer room and later became a super administrator, and there was a small episode in between.

At that time, our computer exam questions are stored in the database of the host, although I am full of interest in the network, but I am less interested in programming, in the course of the exam, I used the password of the superuser to copy the answers that my classmates have submitted, I don't know if it was because of tension or time, I actually copied it after it was submitted without modification, at that time our C language Feng teacher directly grasped the form.

Woohoo lament, then the matter came to the department, and the head of the department was no longer surprised, because I once did something that shocked the whole department when I was a freshman.

Later, the processing was to retake the exam, which was okay, and it didn't make me not graduate. In fact, I have always believed that people's lives are linked back and forth, and the things you have experienced on the road have determined your thinking mode today, the way you do things, so this feeling of crossing space and time may be more abrupt, but it can also describe my growth process that once made my peers feel strange.

When I was a freshman, I was taken by the counselor Mr. Wang Youjun, and I became the class leader after a speech, this class leader is not so easy to be, and to be honest, I am not mentally prepared to be the class leader: (I don't know if it's genetic, but my father is not as official as me.)

Here I want to thank a few people, although the names are almost unclear, Xu Muqiang, Zhen Hongjun, Bai Li, Wang Hui, Yongguang, Wang Weilin, Shen Yubin, at that time I was small in the class, they were all older than me, they were members of the class committee, now looking back at many of their ideas at that time, and everyone's final consensus is more reasonable, at least in the face of student work, and I, too much arbitrariness, may have been advocating power politics.

But fortunately, at the beginning, everyone was doing well, and the work in the class was also good, whether it was the party, the student work in all aspects was really interesting.

In November of the first semester of my freshman year, that is, I had only entered the university for 3 months, and the student union of the department was about to be replaced.

It wasn't until the day before the change of the student council that I learned that I had become a candidate for the student union, and I vomited blood: (Later, when I was working in the school's student management system, I learned that I was the first to become a candidate in the first semester of college like me.)

There is the first one below, these are not fiction, they are all the roads that have been walked: (After the students in the class knew, they were very happy, and I represented the honor of the class: (Many students began to rely on the relationship of their fellow villagers to canvass votes for me, and now I think about whether Supergirl is borrowing from our model, haha:) On the day of the change, I performed well, and then the student union of the school told me, I admire two people, one is the writing of the Department of Finance and Economics, and the other is your eloquence.

I didn't prepare the manuscript at the time because my opponents were sophomores and I didn't have much hope for myself.

I still remember that the first thing I said after going up was: "I am a stranger to everyone, so I know that the price of strangeness is that there are few votes, so I want to use these 10 minutes to let everyone know me." Then he began to say some of his thoughts, in short, the last sentence: "No matter what the result is, I believe that the sun will still rise tomorrow", and the later result is based on the votes and the comprehensive consideration of the department, I am the deputy, haha, it should be said that like all kinds of auditions now, the comprehensive consideration of the department is the most critical factor.

I became the vice president, and I became the vice president of the student union??? I didn't react. The next few days are to stay up late to publish the department newspaper, because I am responsible for publicity, and there is one of my senior sisters, the head of the propaganda department, and now she is the head of the personnel section of a power company.

At that time, it was very bitter to report out of the department, very cold weather, or that kind of mimeograph machine, a very classic thing is that it was completed in the morning, and the senior sister suddenly asked the people around her: "What's his name?" "Crazy dizzy, if this thing is put in the unit where the senior sister is now, is it enough to be refrigerated?

Time flies, in a blink of an eye, it's the final exam, and it's another snowy day, and I'm destined to make some trouble, the penultimate subject, English, is my strength.

I've always had a hand at memorizing words and stuff. Next to me is my fellow countryman, who told me before the exam, take care of me more during the exam, and always remember that the invigilator is the most beautiful teacher Guo in our department, writing here, there is no element of complaint, really, if there were no setbacks back then, there would be no character I have now.

When the teacher was not paying attention, I gave the typed paper to my fellow countryman, because the paper and the answer sheet are separated, and I have marked the answers on the paper, and now it is called exchanging test papers, but my paper is in the past, and his old man's paper has not come, okay?

was arrested, although Mr. Guo wore eyes, he was not inferior to him

The title of "Four Famous Catches", in fact, was still negotiable at that time, after all, they were people in the department, they often met, and they were still relatively familiar with each other.

I don't know what I did at that time, I shouted loudly in the department office: "I copied it for others, why did you arrest me" It's true, I guess the teachers in the office at that time were thinking, this kid is not sick, right?

At this point, things are out of control. The next day, the bulletin came out, but fortunately, I was on my way home, because for me the exam was over, I didn't know the news, all my posts were removed, and the activists who joined the party were revoked.

I think many of my friends have encountered setbacks in their lives, and for society, this is nothing at all in school, but I was only 18 years old that year, and the ups and downs I experienced were completed in two months, and I fell mercilessly from the high point to the bottom, and I may not be able to understand the self-esteem of an 18-year-old boy, and when I learned the news, I even had the intention of dropping out of school.

Because I was afraid, I didn't dare to face it, I didn't know how to face my classmates, I didn't dare to tell my parents in the face of that look, I didn't dare to tell my parents, two months ago, my traditional father was still happy for my party activists, my father and my mother were very traditional people, because of the administrative organs, my father wrote a good hand, there was no email at that time, my father wrote to me, I remember very clearly, he wrote: "It is a good thing for young people to demand progress in politics", it has been a pity, after graduation, these years of turbulence and displacement have lost those letters, From graduating from junior college to going to college, I have traveled through many places and cities, and I have lost a lot of things, many precious things.

It seems that I have written a little more in the past, maybe it has opened the source of memory, and many things have poured out, no matter what it has been like, pain, hardship, guilt, discomfort or anything else, it no longer matters, the important thing is that what I have experienced and the journey I have traveled has left me with a lot of the most precious treasures.

Talking about winter going to spring, I hesitated and wandered, in order not to worry my parents, I put on my bags for the return trip, returned to school, and some classmates came to comfort me, but I refused, or pretended to be fine, and learned to disguise, it was from that time.

It's all men who want to be strong, yes, to be strong, but the surface is strong, and the feeling of inner pain has followed me for a whole semester, when I refused to associate with my classmates, it was completely alone, and it was not bad, because at this time Wang Weilin, a classmate of mine, had a very good relationship, and had been by my side, skipping class in that half semester had become commonplace, and the biggest pleasure was to go to the cinema to watch all-night vision on weekends, once wandering alone in People's Park, once climbing the desolate Taihang Mountains alone, writing these, I guess some friends began to guess the location of my university, haha, although the characters are real, but I still don't want to write down my former school, some of the post stations I once walked through, just like the lake of memory, a trace of waves is beautiful, and the storm is frightening.

At that time, thanks to Wei Lin, he didn't let me get autism, and brought me breakfast when I was willing to get up, and now he is married and his youngest daughter is said to be three years old.

He is a very strong person, I have been to his family, the family conditions are not very good, now I heard that it is much better, I am in the county party committee office, bless you :) and forgot to confess, he later became my successor in the student union in his sophomore year.

The second semester of freshman year is almost over, and suddenly one day I saw a notice downstairs in the dormitory to apply for English level 4, according to strict regulations, freshman students are not allowed to apply for the exam, at that time people are simple, really very simple, I feel that the tide of China's market economy has not yet rushed into every corner, and there is another point, that is, my uncle is teaching in another university, no matter what, I applied for the exam, and then reviewed, the idea at that time was that I lost something, I have to find it from somewhere else.

This change is not as depicted on TV when I suddenly woke up one day, or was clicked by a master, or suddenly saw something inspirational to me, I just wanted to get back what I lost from somewhere else.

Looking back now, I understand, people's spiritual endurance has a bottom line, many people have gone through similar hesitation and helplessness, in fact, you have to be yourself, this is the opportunity for God to set up for you to eliminate the opponent, to a certain time and stage, you cross this bottleneck, you begin to grow, that step like a leap, go over, make another scenery.

In June, I walked into the exam room. After the exam, I feel good, I am about to face the summer vacation, I returned to school early in the summer vacation, and when I arrived at the school gate, I saw Wei Lin sitting at the school gate from a distance, with a big sign next to him, computer training enrollment, it turned out that he was staying in school to help the teacher enroll.

Back to school, I knew the results, 61 points in the fourth level, passed, no matter what, I was the first to pass in the same level :) That feeling is no longer excited, but a kind of pleasure, absolute pleasure, just for the Lin Bang Department of enrollment fees down, the two of us in the school in the Northeast small restaurant drunk, a small bottle of liquor, what is the name, it seems to be Sanjia Village, the last memory is to pat the table and say: "Boss another bottle" haha, and then there is no need to vomit a mess, It was the first time I got drunk in my memory, the first time I drank heavily.

I woke up in the morning to find that we were on the top floor of the teaching building, and a new beginning. I can't write about college life anymore, otherwise the topic would have been changed to the past 12 years.

In fact, I wrote about college life because the college life in the past few years is destined to be the peaks and troughs of life in the next ten years, and I can see the simplicity and complexity of human nature in these ups and downs.

Let's talk about the problems of life when I first graduated. Just graduated, and when I went to the provincial capital, I rented a house with Yongguang, Yongguang was also my classmate, in the group when I was finished, they were all students of Mr. Wu, and so the classmates had already left school, and we were still helping Mr. Wu do projects, and finally one day, Yongguang said to me, we can't go on like this.

Indeed, there has been an economic crisis, and I have been eating boiled noodles for several days, Mr. Wu, I'm sorry.

The students didn't tell you the truth at the time, and the economic crisis was the main reason we left. Remembering many companies now, in fact, work is for a better life, in this process if your life can not be guaranteed, the number of people leaving will definitely increase significantly, the development of enterprises, first of all, we must consider whether the most fundamental human resources problem has been well implemented and improved.

Because the implementation of anything needs to be carried out by people. So, we came to the provincial capital without hesitation, when the two of us added up to a total of 430 yuan in our hands, got out of the car, and didn't know which direction we should go under the sun, oh my God!

Now think about it, the ignorant are fearless. Speaking from the heart, there are many acquaintances in the provincial capital, but I didn't know who to find or what to say at that time, and later I still asked my father for help.

Dad didn't count me down, and didn't say that you wouldn't come back and you would toss around by yourself, but gave me a phone call, a relative, who was the director of a department at a university, my father was a very good person, so the popularity was also very good, when the phone passed, he was already clear about my situation, and then asked me to go to the school to find him, it just so happened that his school was a stone's throw away from the place where I got off the phone call, and now in retrospect, I knew that it was my father's deliberate arrangement, and found the nearest one for me, Dad, I love you.

Really, thank you and your mom for nurturing and working hard for me for so many years. Meeting at school, in his big office, in the face of the air conditioner mood is much better, he said a lot of words of encouragement, the following is the most practical solution to the problem, staying in their school hotel, this is a big problem, that night sleep is very sound.

I have always been very grateful to this elder, and I also want to write his name, but think about it, it is better not to alarm his life, he does not know, it may seem simple to him, it gives me the confidence to persevere, I am not a gentleman, not the kind of person who can't endure hardship, but when you are in a strange city, without relatives, do not know where to go, this kind of help is very timely.

After these two years, I used to going to the airport on the weekend, buying a recent flight, and going to an unfamiliar city, but unfortunately, that was no longer in the mood.

The next day, we started looking for a job, the place where we lived was very close to the local technology market, some BJ Zhongguancun, Shenyang's Sanhao Street feeling, I don't know if it was arranged by fate, this application trip was full of drama.

The first goal of the interview with Yongguang was to find the largest company in the store, Khan!!!

After entering, I said that I wanted to find a job, and from the eyes of the receptionist, I could see that he did not mistake us for customers: (He asked what he would do, and I said that we were all NT here, and I said that I had studied, and my classmates had studied it.)

It is estimated that Yongguang almost fainted when he heard this, and he said okay, I have three machines over there, and the customer will pick them up tomorrow, you can do it.

Pour!!!! I had only one feeling at the time, I really wanted to slap myself. THE ONLY WINDOWS RELATED THING WE CAME INTO CONTACT WITH IN SCHOOL WAS THE 95 TEACHER MACHINE, DOING NT, I READ IT IN THE COMPUTER NEWSPAPER: (CATCH THE DUCK ON THE SHELF, YOU HAVE TO GET IT.)

Fortunately, the two of us have been in the computer room for a long time, and we are completely hand-to-hand to disassemble the machine, pull out the memory sticks or something, and the posture is also quite bluffing.

I don't know what that means, but I think we're doing well??? The next key question is here, is the machine disassembled, what about NT debugging?

Whatever, how much worse do I think it can be compared to 95? And there are system prompts, at this time, we didn't realize that there was another person next to us who had been watching us, his name was Chen Bofeng.

The system was installed, but the network was not displayed, and he still had no experience, and he began to sweat, and at this time, Grandpa God once again showed his unparalleled divine power, and with a snap, the power went out.

Can you do it, stop earlier, at this time, Chen Bofeng came over, said hello to the person who received us, and asked, are you looking for a job?

How much do you ask? Maybe the current fresh graduates don't know the market in 99, and they can get 500 a month in the technology market, which is very good, very good.

Besides, the CPI at that time was only how much, a simple example, a 50-square-meter house, a monthly rent of only 150 yuan.

I said, 500, and he said come with me. Then I walked out the door of the largest company in the tech market at the time, and I wondered if this was the way to go.

What's even more interesting is that he told me that he was just an agent for this company, and he had been supplying a physical company under the provincial department, and they were currently in need of computer personnel, and the largest company in the store actually didn't need people right now.

I see...