Chapter 8 Can't You Love Me?

Two strangers who have known each other for less than 24 hours, but they feel that they have experienced a lot of things with each other, complicated, magical and unexplainable, and the two people who were embarrassed and awkward at the beginning have completely lost their twist and rejection at this time, even if they don't understand each other, they care about each other and take care of each other because of the transfer of a heart.

In the late night, the two leaned on a deck chair on the terrace, looking up at the starry sky. Jin Xi said: "It is said that the summer in the West Island is a rainy season, but I have been here for three days, and the sun is shining, and there is a starry sky at night. ”

The sea breeze was slightly cool, Jin Xi picked up the thin blanket under his feet and was about to cover He Xi, but He Xi hugged Jin Xi in his arms, and then covered the blanket on his body, Jin Xi looked at He Xi and smiled, adjusted his posture and naturally lay in He Xi's arms, the two looked at the sky, listening to the waves coming and going.

"You've only been here for three days?" He Xi asked softly.

"Well, the next day, I met you out of nowhere. Ay? Do you think you will be a god in the sky? The next mortal tribulation is coming? Jin Xi tilted his head to look at He Xi and said jokingly.

"If I were an immortal, I would take you away." He Xi lightly tapped Jin Xi's head.

"Well, you really don't have any impression of this place? Any impressions of familiar people, or, how old you are that you don't remember? Jin Xi asked.

"I can't think of it, I seem familiar with this place, and it seems to be very unfamiliar, I can't say it, I 。。。。。。" He Xi frowned, as soon as he thought about it, he felt a splitting headache.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you this, I'm in a hurry, don't think about it." Jin Xi tapped He Xi's temple, but he thought in his heart: "God, which god can help me, if this heart will always be in my body, what should I do?" What if the person never recovers his memory? I don't want to live like this, I don't want someone around me to follow me every step of the way, Mom, will you wait for me? ”

"Jin Xi, you... Yes... Burst... He Xi suddenly got up and spurted out a mouthful of blood, and the rapid breathing and the pain of the tearing chest stimulated He Xi to sweat. He lowered his head and brushed open the placket of his shirt, the laceration bleeding down his ribs.

"What's wrong with the sea? I'm here, you're here, what's going on? No, I think we'd better go to the hospital, we're going to die if we go on like this! Jin Xi was frightened.

"You go away!" He Xi suddenly knocked off Jin Xi's arm holding him, "You... Belch... Don't you want to live like that? Whoever wants to follow you, I won't follow you, even if I don't know who I am ... I... Belch... I'm not going to follow you either. With that, He Xi rushed towards the door.

Jin Xi was stunned for a moment and suddenly felt a chill in his heart, opened the collar, the blood-red "heart" was gradually becoming dim, Jin Xi touched it with his fingertips, and the ice was like water in a deep pool. When I looked back, I saw that He Xi had fallen on the carpet in the living room.

Helping He Xi up, he was already unconscious, his breathing was extremely weak, and blood was still flowing from the corners of his mouth. Jin Xi seemed to have lost her ability to speak, and just hugged He Xi and cried, the feeling of sadness and heartache was no less than the death of her mother. Tears flowed for a long time, just silent, tears soaked half of He Xi's cheeks, flowed into the collar, and flowed into the wound.

Being hugged tightly by Jin Xi, with her ears close to her collarbone, when she heard two heartbeats of different frequencies, He Xi slowly opened her eyes.

The gradual warming of her heart made Jin Xi forget to cry for a while, she looked down and saw He Xi who woke up, He Xi just looked at her quietly, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.

"I'm not leaving you, never again, whether you recover your memory or not, I won't leave, I won't leave." Jin Xi cried more and more sadly.

He Xi wiped Jin Xi's tears, and the faint voice made Jin Xi lean down and listen: "Don't leave me... If this is our destiny ... Belch... For the rest of your life, can't you love me? ”

The two looked at each other, and Jin Xi remembered what her mother said to herself in the dream, "Take care of yourself, love yourself, and love the people around you", the people around him, is it him? Did mom bring him to me? Jin Xi looked at He Xi, who was full of expectations, nodded heavily, and the two hugged each other again.

He Xi fell asleep deeply, Jin Xi lay beside him, his palms covered with the scars on He Xi's chest, and he thought in his heart: "I can't stay here anymore, I don't know when the situation in the sea will improve, we have to move out." Mom, I don't know if this is providence, this man came to me in such a way, I can't let him die because of me, Mom, you wait for me here longer! ”

The next morning, the two woke up at the same time, Jin Xi checked He Xi's state for the first time, He Xi gave her a smile, Jin Xi saw that He Xi's wound had healed, and then looked at his collarbone, blood red and clear, slightly hot temperature, and exhaled with peace of mind. Washing and changing, the two tacitly sorted themselves out in the bathroom, there was no longer the slightest shyness and embarrassment, He Xi's T-shirt had been cut, and the nightgown was full of bloodstains, Jin Xi turned out the only one left in the bag and gave it to He Xi to wear. It was a white "missing bottom", in fact, it was about the same size as a man, girls wore it like a half-cut skirt, the cuffs were red, and there was an embroidery with a red heart on the left chest, He Xi was almost 185 tall, and it was an unexpected fit to wear this dress.

Jin Xi looked at the embroidered red heart and jokingly said, "Oh, your heart will be returned to you!" He Xi looked down, and then naturally gave Jin Xi a hug.

The two were eating breakfast at the dining table, and Jin Xi said while peeling eggs: "In a while, we have to go out, I need... ”

"You're going to buy a phone!" He Xi hurriedly said.

"No, do you know what I'm thinking now?" Jin Xi looked at He Xi in surprise.

"What's the matter, I saw you just typing the phone there, and you didn't turn on the phone for a long time, it's broken." He Xi replied.

"Well, the night I met you, soaked in water. Ay? It's strange that you just lay on the beach that night and really had nothing on you. I just feel that you are unusual, if you are really a fairy, don't hide it from me, I am a mortal woman. Jin Xi handed the peeled egg to He Xi.

"What are you talking about, you're here again, let's eat!" He Xi urged.

Helping He Xi put on his coat, Jin Xi also tied his coat around his waist, and his light blue coat and hat hung down behind his waist, He Xi always felt familiar when he looked at it, but he didn't have the slightest clue in his head, and he didn't dare to think too hard, because his body was too weak. The two held hands and went out.

As soon as she walked to the elevator, the door opened, Wen Jing just walked out, looked at the two people who were about to go out, and asked, "Ms. Jin, are you going out?" Is there anything you need? ”

"Oh, go out and buy something, don't bother." Jin Xi replied.

"Are you all right?" Wen Jing then asked.

"Much better, thank you!" Jin Xi replied politely.

"Okay Ms. Jin, we are not very far from the commercial street, you can get there in ten minutes by taxi, if you are not in a hurry, you can take a walk." Wen Jing smiled and informed.

At the same time as the two of them entered the elevator, the elevator door next to them opened, Peng Yu was standing inside, he saw Wen Jing and walked out, at this time Wen Jing was slightly leaning over to send off Jin Xi and the two, Peng Yu just turned his head to one side, and the elevator door of Jin Xi and the two of them closed, and a familiar figure made Peng Yu a little shaken, but because it was just so short, Peng Yu didn't take it to heart.

"Oh, my quietness, it's not easy to see you in the same building, I'll get off work normally tonight, go to my place, it's been a long time since I ate your cooking." Peng Yu took Wen Jing's hand and shook it from side to side in a coquettish manner.

"What are you doing, do you know this in the workplace, the monitoring is watching, you are also the secretary of the general manager, pay attention to your behavior." Although Wen Jing was unforgiving, she smiled and helped Peng Yu straighten her tie, and then continued: "No, this month, you also know that it is the peak season, the housekeeping department is short, and I have a VVIP in my hand, and I have to be on call 24 hours a day, although she has never called for service in a few days." Hey, let me tell you, this woman has been wearing a sea view for a month, and she is wearing a backpack that is not good-looking, and his boyfriend is also mysterious. ”

"Hey, I said Steward Wen, this is your mistake, how can you judge people by their appearance, pay attention to professionalism." Peng Yu quipped.

"What are you talking about, go to work, there is something WeChat." The two were separated.

Peng Yu walked into the elevator and thought of the figure that had just passed by, picked up his mobile phone and dialed He Xi's foreign number, but the phone prompted that it had been turned off, Peng Yu thought for a moment, and then said to himself: "Hey, this stinky boy, he is a workaholic when he enters the kitchen, and it is really abnormal to answer the phone." The elevator stopped on the 32nd floor, and Peng Yu walked towards the office.

Jin Xi pulled He Xi to a taxi, but was stopped by He Xi, he said, "I don't want to take a car, let's take a walk." "You're still very weak, won't you be too reluctant to walk?" In case of...... Jin Xi was a little reluctant.

"I just want to take a walk, and besides, with you by my side, I'll be fine." He Xi looked at Jin Xi expectantly.

Jin Xi no longer insisted, and asked the staff who parked at the door for directions, the two held hands, and slowly walked towards the commercial street, He Xi turned around, looked at the building with more than 30 floors, and the eye-catching four big words "Yunjia Hotel", a strange feeling lingered in his mind.

The sun is already hot at more than nine o'clock, the big trees on both sides of the street are swaying their branches because of the wind, the huge leaves are green and attractive, this tourist city is not as hurried as the first-tier cities, people live leisurely in it, enjoy the sea and the sun. There are already tour groups on the street, most of the large groups are middle-aged and elderly people, they are dressed in colorful colors, but also energetic, smiling like flowers, truly interpreting what it means to be old. And young people, most of them are in twos and threes, or girlfriends, or couples, or brothers, Jin Xi looked at these laughing and handsome figures, and sighed in his heart that he had reached his thirties. Not experiencing college life is Jin Xi's eternal regret, in that pale watery years, for her mother, for life, in addition to hard work and bitterness, she seems to have forgotten that she is also experiencing the flower season, and the flower season, in a trance can no longer be traced, leaving only endless melancholy.

Just when Jin Xi felt sorry for herself, the two rubbed shoulders with the tour group, and the laughter of the tourists did not seem to drag Jin Xi out of her emotional emotions, she went straight through the crowd, and forgot He Xi beside her, and He Xi, because her weak body did not keep up with Jin Xi's pace for a while, was separated when she passed through the tour group. When a child rode a scooter and hit Jin Xi, she shook her senses, turned around, He Xi was already squatting on the ground, holding her chest with her right hand, breathing heavily, Jin Xi hurriedly ran to her side, He Xi was already sweating in pain.

On the edge of a flower bed, Jin Xi helped He Xi sit down.

"I'm sorry, I was distracted for a while, how do you feel?" Jin Xi asked apologetically and helped He Xi wipe the sweat from his forehead.

He Xi calmed his breath, closed his eyes weakly, sweat ran down his sword-like eyebrows, flowed onto his long and thick eyelashes, and dripped down like tears.

After a long time, He Xi opened his eyes, took Jin Xi's hand and raised it in the air, looked at her with red eyes and said, "I'm scared, you know? Who I am, where I've come from, and where I'm going, I want to know right away more than you do. But I'm like this now.,I have nothing.,Only you.,I'm also afraid of what I'll do if I keep doing this.,I don't want to drag you down.,But I.。。。 My heart... Why can't you。。。。。。 Even if it's pitiful, you。。。。。。 He Xi let go of his hand, and Jin Xi's hand naturally fell, "Even holding hands, I'm begging, in order to live。。。。。。 He Xi was gloomy.

Jin Xi was silent, falling into thought, he said that there is nothing, only me, as if I have nothing, only my mother, my mother is gone, I don't know how to live, if he leaves me now, he may not be able to live at all. Looking at his hand, Jin Xi thought again, in every corner of the room, he was holding me, and now, he was also holding me, I had been passively held by him, and my hand was not clenched hard at all, how can this be called holding hands? In order to live, he tried to keep his heart beating, but I often ignored this life-and-death situation, and living became begging, and I didn't care about controlling his life and death, Jin Xi, Jin Xi, how did you become so selfish and ruthless! 'If this is our destiny, can't you love me for the rest of our lives?' ''Love yourself, love the people around you!'' He Xi's words, his mother's words echoed in Jin Xi's mind. Is it hard to learn to love?

"Take me to the beach!" He Xi suddenly spoke.

"Huh? What did you say? Jin Xi asked back to his senses.

"You have no reason to take care of me, and I have no reason to follow you, this situation is not your fault." He Xi slowly stood up, "I disrupted your plans, I'm sorry, I shouldn't interfere with you, please send me back to the beach, even if I die, it has nothing to do with you, someone will definitely collect my body, thank you for taking care of me for the past two days, let's stop here!" ”

I don't know why, after listening to He Xi's words, Jin Xi felt weird, there was a sense of suffocation and inner pain when he knew that his mother died, there was a kind of reluctance, there was a kind of concern, there was a kind of distress, and there was an indescribable loneliness, in short, many feelings were entangled, but there was an emotion that was very clear, that is: I don't want to leave him!

Is this love?

"No, I don't allow it, you can't leave me!" Jin Xi hugged He Xi from behind, He Xi's slightly cold and trembling body made Jin Xi sob, "I don't want to be alone anymore, my mother is gone, my world has collapsed, why make me a person, you can't go, you can't leave me alone again。。。。。。 ”

He Xi turned around slowly, looked at Jin Xi's face with teary eyes, and hugged her in his arms, the two of them hugged each other tightly, completely ignoring the gazes of passers-by.

hugged for a long time, cried for a long time, and when the two looked at each other, they both smiled, Jin Xi took He Xi's hand, clenched it hard and said: "In the future, I will hold it tightly, and no one wants me to let go." ”