"Wake up, the sea... Ocean... Wake up...... "Jin Xi saw that He Xi's situation was wrong, as if he was having a nightmare, and wanted to wake him up quickly, He Xi woke up like a frightened person, and his whole body was soaked in sweat." Are you alright, are you having a nightmare? Jin Xi was very concerned.

"Well, it's okay, how long have I been sleeping?" He Xi asked, still lying on Jin Xi's lap.

"It's been almost two hours, I'm dying of thirst, my ass is getting hot, and my legs are all over the place." Jin Xi looked at He Xi in front of him and said a little complaining.

He Xi hurriedly sat up, hurriedly said sorry, apologized for helping Jin Xi massage his numb legs, and slowly helped Jin Xi to stand up, Jin Xi moved his legs and feet, looked at He Xi's already wet clothes and asked, "What did you dream of?" I look like I'm scared. Do you have anything in mind? "It's nothing, it's just dark, there's nothing around, and then 。。。。。。" Without waiting for He Xi to finish speaking, Jin Xi grabbed it and said, "No, I'm almost baked, let's go back." Jin Xi carried a handbag, He Xi held an umbrella, and the two walked in the direction of the hotel.

In the bathroom, they still closed their eyes to each other and waited for each other to wash, cooperating tacitly. The two changed into dressing gowns, came to the living room and sat down, Jin Xi said: "We can watch TV, rest, and if you feel tired, you can also sleep." ”

"Let's go back to our room, I think, and listen to your story." He Xi looked forward to it.

"Why? I... A mortal ... No story. The biggest thing is that my mom was in a car accident, didn't you see... Jin Xi was a little resistant, and there was really nothing worth sharing in her life so far.

"I just want to know you a little bit better, I said, if it's really fate that binds us together like this, then we have to live together, we will always get to know each other and adapt to each other. Unless... Do you still have that thought, or ... You still think I'm a burden that I'm going to get rid of。。。。。。 He Xi was very serious, "I can't let you know about me now, I don't know if I already have a family, but if I don't, if I am destined not to get my heart back, if you don't want me to die, then, I will marry you!" Only in this way can we legitimately be together. He Xi's words were very firm.

"I... You... Hey, we'll find a way.,Even if it's a spell.,There should be a way to break the spell.。。。 Hahaha... Listening to He Xi's words, Jin Xi really panicked, even if he had thousands of ideas, but getting married was something that Jin Xi never thought about.

He Xi instantly moved over Jin Xi's shoulder to face him, and looked at her sincerely: "Jin Xi, I'm not kidding, haven't you thought about this matter?" If my heart is always with you, how will we live in the future? If you don't want me to die, then every day in the future, are you willing to stay with me without a name or a penny? After a pause, He Xi continued: "I'm ready to love you, I should say... I'm already in love with you, how about you? Can't you try to like me? ”

He Xi's excitement Jin Xi can not only see, but also feel the body, she feels that her other heart is very hot, and her hand can feel the beating extremely fiercely, thinking for a moment, she pulled He Xi into the room, the two of them were lying next to each other at the head of the bed, Jin Xi held He Xi's hand.

"My home is in a small place called Bencheng in the north, my parents divorced when I was very young, my childhood impression, I was often scared and cried by my dad beating my mom, there were almost no happy memories, and then my mom moved with me, she was often away from home from morning to night, locked me at home, and she never picked me up from school after I went to school. When I was a student, I had low self-esteem, and I didn't have the money to go to cram school, my mother worked hard to support me, and many of the clothes I wore were changed from clothes that others didn't want, and I had to be helped by my grandparents for a long time. I was admitted to university, but I didn't go to college, first, my family couldn't afford the tuition, and second, my mother was sick, so I began to work part-time, selling jewelry and clothes, and often going in and out of the hospital to take care of my mother. Jin Xi told his own story plainly, as if he was telling someone else's story.

"I'm 35 years old, and I'm already an old aunt in the mouths of young people now." Jin Xi looked at He Xi and smiled awkwardly, but He Xi took Jin Xi in his arms.

"For more than ten years, living an ordinary life, to be honest, I don't know what happiness is, if I have to say it, it may be from buying a small house and no longer renting and moving frequently. Depend on my mother... Pick out the furniture with her。。。。。。 Speaking of this, Jin Xi couldn't help but start crying, she thought of selling everything in the family in a few months, including that home, and couldn't hold back her feelings for a while, He Xi wiped Jin Xi's tears, and her arms were bent and tight.

"I thought we would be happy like this forever... I didn't expect that... The last thing my mom said to me before she died was that I don't forget to eat the eggs in the pot。。。。。。 If only I had gone with me that day... At least the whole family was together when they died。。。。。。 Jin Xi cried even more sadly, He Xi hugged her tightly, did not speak, but shed tears with empathy.

After calming down for a long time, Jin Xi continued: "I have nothing, I have cleaned up my home, my mother is gone, what is the point of home." You're right, I came to the West Island to fulfill my agreement with my mother, and I promised her to take her here this summer. And, I really don't want to live anymore, I can't find a reason to live。。。。。。 ”

"What about me, don't I count? That reason. He Xi sat up and looked at Jin Xi eagerly.

"So, you're the accident!" Jin Xi also sat up.

"The sea, I never thought of getting married, because I don't believe in men, and the damage that men cause to women is irreversible, just like my mother's 。。。。。。" Jin Xi's excitement was mixed with anger, "I don't believe in love, including marriage, love is a hormonal interaction, but it will always fail, men always have times of anger, and women are always weak in the relationship... The sea, I don't want to lie to you, it's not that I haven't thought about the problems you think, I've had flashes of wanting to accept this fact, I've thought that we might live together, but it's not because of love, but I don't want to die alone because of me, so, I never wanted to marry you. You say you're in love with me, we've only known each other for two days, and you've only been sober for a long time, you don't know anything about me, how do you love me, these words of yours only make me think, you might be an emotional liar! Jin Xi's tone was very heavy, making He Xi speechless for a moment, and looked at her in a daze.

"Then do you care about me?" After a long time, He Xi asked.

"I should say, I care about your life!" Jin Xi replied calmly.

"What if, I say, I don't want to be tied to you like this, I don't need you to be responsible? If I say, let's ask the doctor for help, it doesn't matter if we become the subject of research, would you be willing to cooperate with those people? He Xi tentatively.

"Of course I do, maybe this problem can be solved more quickly, and if the heart can be returned to you by medical means, it is the safest." Jin Xi replied very sensibly.

He Xi suddenly felt a cramping pain in his heart, and he continued to ask, "Then why didn't you just send me to the hospital in the first place?" ”

"It was so sudden, I really thought this way at first, but there was always a voice in my ear telling me that if I left you, you would die, and I was also scared at the time, what if you really died。。。。。。 Jin Xi replied.

He Xi suddenly thought that he also heard this voice when he woke up, and he continued to ask: "So, you took me back to the hotel, took care of me, and even grieved for me, just because you were afraid that I would die?" ”

"Of course I'm scared, because you're the only one by your side, and if someone is dying next to you, it's probably because you're dying, and you're not nervous? Won't you want to save him? Jin Xi hesitated and retorted.

The tearing feeling in his heart became more and more serious, and a warm heat flowed down his abdomen, He Xi gritted his teeth, not wanting Jin Xi to notice it, he seemed to be white, not only the distance would make him die, but without Jin Xi's care and love, or Jin Xi wanted to get rid of his emotions, it would make him die. It is not only Jin Xi who controls his life and death, but also her feelings for herself, in other words, if Jin Xi doesn't love He Xi, He Xi will also die.

"You... That's right ... Then ... Let's try it。。。。。。 He Xi covered his chest, blocked the blood that was about to come out, and moved off the bed little by little.

"What are you going to do, sea?" Jin Xi hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed He Xi's arm.

He Xi shook her off: "Jin Xi, I can't wait, I want to get my heart back quickly, I don't want to live with you。。。。。。 The more he retreated, the more painful it became, He Xi grabbed the placket on his chest, and his voice began to tremble: "You're right, it's only been two days... How could I possibly fall in love with you ... I lied to you ... Hehehe... Ahem... I'm afraid of death, my heart is in you... I'm going to coax you... Ahem... Burst...... A mouthful of blood spurted out, Jin Xi hurriedly stepped forward in fright, but was stopped by He Xi: "Don't come over, call the police... Call... Call a doctor... Aren't you willing to cooperate? Call... Kombat ... Yes...... He Xi bent down in pain, blood dripping from the fingers of his left hand, the pain was suffocating, He Xi's feet were weak, and he knelt on the ground.

Jin Xi's chest began to be cold again, and a lot of complicated feelings came to her heart, she looked at He Xi in front of her, thinking about making a phone call, this is the best solution, it can save his life, and she can also withdraw, but her hands don't listen to the call, and her feet are walking towards He Xi step by step. Kneeling down, holding He Xi's shoulder, looking at the miserable white face, Jin Xi's heart was sullen, she couldn't speak, and she didn't know what to say, she did tell the truth, but at the same time, she did hide a trace of unknown feelings, she didn't want to admit that this inexplicable emotion was called love, because she felt that she didn't have the ability to love.

"Hit... Call... Why not... You... He Xi spoke weakly, and his chest was already blood-red.

Jin Xi didn't speak, hugged He Xi gently, and silently shed tears. He Xi leaned on Jin Xi's shoulder for a long time, smoothed his breathing, relieved the pain, and also felt that Jin Xi's hot tears were soaking his shoulders little by little.

"Call the doctor, it's not your responsibility." He Xi pushed Jin Xi away and stretched out his hand to the direction of the phone. Jin Xi stopped He Xi and held He Xi's cheek, and when the two looked at each other, Jin Xi kissed He Xi's bloody lips. For Jin Xi, this first kiss is like a blood sacrifice, salty and profound.

"Give me a chance, let me learn to love, let me love you!" Jin Xi looked at He Xi gently, waiting for a response.

"You've started to love me, you feel sorry for me, I feel it!" He Xi smiled at Jin Xi's face, and a deep kiss was imprinted on Jin Xi's lips.

Soon after dinner, the two fell asleep, hugging each other tightly and smiling.