Chapter 11: The Feeling of Home

Sunlight poured through the floor-to-ceiling windows at the end of the bed, and the curtains were whistling in the morning breeze, and the alarm clock generally woke up the sleeping duo. Jin Xi got up first, feeling very good, this was the best night to sleep in Xidao, opened He Xi's bloody clothes, the wound had healed, and checked He Xi's body temperature, it was no longer slightly cold, and her complexion was more ruddy, Jin Xi felt very comforted and smiled at He Xi. He Xi also responded with a smile, and hugged Jin Xi and lay in his arms.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry, as long as I can feel that you love me, I'll be fine!" He Xi whispered, and a kiss was imprinted on Jin Xi's forehead.

"Love? Love... I don't understand, I haven't dreamed of it, maybe you can teach me. Jin Xi looked up at He Xi.

"Love doesn't need to be taught, fool, just like you love your mother, love your loved ones, it's human instinct. Willing to do anything for the person you love, care and care, just like you really feel sorry for me and care about me, I can feel it, this is love. He Xi knocked Jin Xi's head.

Jin Xi paused for a while and continued to ask: "It's easy for you to fall in love with someone, oh, you'll fall in love with me in two days, it's like an international joke to me, you're still in amnesia, I don't know anything about you, I don't even know your name。。。。。。 ”

"Jin Xi, I can't explain it now, maybe my heart is with you, it's in love with you, maybe it's fate, it's a chance or magnetic field effect that makes us a community of destiny, just like lightning struck a tree, and I happened to be under the tree 。。。。。。" He Xi is very lonely, because of his amnesia, he can't explain his feelings for Jin Xi, only he knows that he is in love with Jin Xi, and the opportunity for love may be because the heart is transferred to Jin Xi, maybe because of those dreams that exist in Jin Xi, maybe it is every moment of life and death in these two days, when love comes, who can really say why?

"Lightning?" Jin Xi suddenly thought of the dream she had on the beach when she met He Xi, "Maybe... It's really because of lightning ... The sea, very strange, I thought it was real, but then I thought it was a dream。。。。。。 She told He Xi about the dream-like situation on the beach at that time.

"It's inconceivable, if it's a dream, it's impossible to get soaked all over, it's not something that can be solved with normal thinking or science... Lightning... Do you remember last night at the beach when I dreamed? The dream was very hollow, it was dark all around, only there was light on my body, and then in the distance was a figure with lightning over his head slowly approaching me, I couldn't see his face clearly... You said... That would be。。。。。。 He Xi described his dream, looking at Jin Xi as if he had found a clue.

"Anyway, maybe lightning, is the clue to this. Oh, my God... Look... I'm getting goosebumps... It may really be magic ... Or a curse? How could such a bizarre thing happen in your lifetime? Hiss...... Yes... Oh, my God... If it's a dream, it's not the first time I've dreamed it! Jin Xi cried out nervously, feeling the hairs all over her body stand up, "Not long after my mother died, I also dreamed of that picture, standing in the sea, with electricity flashing above my head... Don't...... He Xi got up and hugged her: "Don't be afraid, fortunately, there are clues, and the worst-case scenario is nothing more than me dying." ”

"Don't talk nonsense, you can't die, I won't allow you to die!" Jin Xi pushed He Xi away, a little angry.

"Look, you're nervous about me!" He Xi smiled and stroked Jin Xi's hair, "Let's start with lightning, there may be lightning when it rains, let's go to the beach more recently." ”

Jin Xi took out his mobile phone and searched for the recent weather in the West Island, which was originally a rainy season, but it was reported to be sunny in the past half a month. Jin Xi said: "Hey, maybe it has nothing to do with the weather, and the rain in the West Island is not necessarily the same." If it's really magic, it may have something to do with a spell, like the day I met you, there was always a kid in my ear who said, 'If you leave him, he will die.'" ”

"Jin Xi, I also heard that voice, it was the child's voice that woke me up, and then I saw you." He Xi said solemnly.

"Did you hear that, too? Oh my God...... Jin Xi covered her mouth in surprise.

"So, I said that this was a fateful encounter, and that God had arranged it, and if you hadn't met me with this accident, maybe you were ready to carry out your "plan", wouldn't you。。。。。。 He Xi showed a happy expression.

For breakfast, Jin Xi peeled the eggs and handed them to He Xi, He Xi smiled and said, "Mom said to eat two a day, I remember!" Jin Xi smiled and didn't speak, lowered his head and took a big gulp.

"By the way, we have to get out this afternoon." Jin Xi said.

"Pick up your phone, right?" He Xi asked while eating.

"It's not just that, we have to go see the house, it's not very far from here." Jin Xi said it lightly, He Xi was stunned, and didn't know how to ask questions for a while, Jin Xi understood his doubts, and continued: "You know, I came here with all my belongings, and almost threw all the money into this presidential suite, and I originally wanted to bring my mother to enjoy it。。。。。。 But all of a sudden, I met you, and something so bizarre happened. If we can't be separated in a short time, we have to plan for the future, and we first have to have money to support us for a while, so we have to check out as soon as possible. ”

"It's really me ... It's dragging you down。。。。。。 He Xi felt that this was Jin Xi's plan for him, and suddenly felt very sorry.

"Don't think about it, this is for the two of us, we need a more fixed residence, that house is not far from here, and it takes less than half an hour to walk!" Jin Xi interrupted He Xi's apologetic words with a smile.

"Thank you for doing this for me!" He Xi hugged Jin Xi and felt a little happiness.

The afternoon sun was high-pitched, He Xi changed into new clothes, white T-shirt, light gray cotton sweatpants, looking refreshing, strong and straight, the two put on a couple's hat, held hands and went out, in the revolving door, Jin Xi and Peng Yu, who was about to enter the hotel, had a brief look at each other, and walked to the center of the lobby, Peng Yu suddenly turned around, looked at the figures of the two people in the distance, and muttered in his heart, why is that man so similar。。。。。。 Hey, it's impossible, it's dazzling again, this stinky boy is really annoying, I hope he will quickly clean up his heart and return to the West Island.

The greening of the West Island is really good, even if the streets and alleys are very hidden, there are green scenery, and some fruit trees are planted on the side of the street or in the community, such as lychee, lotus mist, cherry, apple, not only add color, but also for people to enjoy, occasionally there will be ripe fruit suddenly smashed on the top of the head, it hurts to eat at the same time is also very happy, and each fruit tree will be placed under a small shelf, there will be a bamboo basket on the shelf, inside is the fruit on this tree, if you are lucky enough, you can taste it. The streets of the West Island are clean, there are not many people driving, and most people are willing to enjoy a leisurely life by bicycle or walking.

The closer to the residential area, the stronger the breath of life, there will be some small vendors on the street who operate snacks and sell fresh fruits and vegetables, the store on the first floor is open to welcome customers, and the lantern post in front of the barber shop is rotating. Where there are people, there is life, this is the meaning of the existence and development of human civilization, Jin Xi looked at these scenes, remembered his hometown, and the home that he had lived for five years, and suddenly felt a little lost, he had given up life, but was pulled back by an accident. Starting over is perhaps something that everyone has to experience in life.

According to the address given by the owner, the two came to a building facing the street, the building is five stories high, and there are four big words on the top of the building, Jin Xi dialed the phone number of the owner, and in a few minutes, a chubby sister in her fifties greeted her with a smile.

"Miss Kim, huh? I'm the landlord you're talking to on the phone, and my surname is Xu. "The eldest sister was very welcoming.

"It's me, Sister Xu." Jin Xi shook hands with Sister Xu.

"The little couple live? Work here? Sister Xu asked.

"Oh, just came to the West Island and want to stay here for a while." Jin Xi looked at He Xi and replied.

"Girl, you are really fateful, I just posted the message, you were the first to call to see the house. The last family is also a small couple, not married, the girl said that she wanted to go to the coastal city, the guy accompanied him, the girl arranged the house that beautiful, should be all done, but a day did not live, guess what? There is still one man outside, chased to the West Island, the hotel they lived in when they were decorating, but the one outside directly blocked the hotel, you said this is true. The little girl was going to get on the plane when she called me, and it was really angry to hear this, and now this young man is really... Ay...... Sister Xu's tone was very angry, looking at Jin Xi and He Xi, they suddenly felt that what they said was a little inappropriate, and quickly explained: "Oh, look, sister doesn't mean anything else, that is, you are in a good hurry and can live in a new house." Don't worry, I've refunded all the rent to that girl, it's not easy, that girl is busy working on this house inside and out, it seems that she wants to live permanently, who would have thought of this! Let's go, the entrance is in the complex. ”

He Xi took Jin Xi's hand tightly, and the two looked at each other with a smile of understanding, and followed behind Sister Xu. The unit door is very close, the first door behind the building is, and there is a hole in the community, the spacing between the buildings is very wide, the green area in the middle is very large, two antique pavilions are located on both sides of the open space, which is not seen at all on the street, Jin Xi sighed at the same time to hear Sister Xu say that several buildings in the next few buildings are like this, because this piece was originally funded by the government to build a directly subordinate unit to recuperate in the apartment community, and then for some reason, the ownership was transferred and sold, Sister Xu also bought the house for the elderly at homeLater, the old man died, and he has been renting it out. On the third floor, Sister Xu stopped and opened the door of 302.

The moment the lights were turned on, Jin Xi fell in love here. The burgundy mat is fluffy and new, and you can't bear to step on it; The entrance hall of about two square meters is paved with light gray water wave pattern floor tiles, on the left is a white shoe cabinet, next to it is a black and red hanger, on the right is a group of red and white lattice high and low shelves, which can be used for storage, can also be used as a shoe stool, and then there is the bathroom, although it is not big, but it is clean and tidy, and the bathroom supplies are new, and they have not even been opened; Further inside is a large open room, the open kitchen is on the right side, and there is a black and white European screen in the middle of the bedroom area, and there is a storage platform on it to display the ornaments that young people love, Sister Xu said that this is the original structure, she just changed the screen; The bedroom area has a white floor, although it is not newly paved, but it is very well maintained at first glance, and it is still shining; The double bed is a new futon, and the low-saturation gray and pink color scheme makes people feel comfortable; There is a white bedside table on each side of the bed, and a bedside lamp on one side is very symmetrical; The white piano lacquer wardrobe, the white piano lacquer dresser, the white dining table, Jin Xi immediately thought of his home in Bincheng, but the white piano lacquer surface is no longer a light blue rose, but a light coffee European line, but even so, everything here is enough to make Jin Xi feel home; The two-seater sofa is burgundy, facing the TV cabinet under the screen, through which you can see the neat kitchen, the kitchen utensils are all new, and there is a half-dismantled rice cooker on the platform.

"Sister Xu, these things 。。。。。。" Without waiting for Jin Xi to finish speaking, Sister Xu responded: "It was all left by that girl, except for the TV, refrigerator, and washing machine, which were original in the room, and everything else was replaced by that girl." The girl really took great pains to this small family, and she was not short of money, all of which, including the rent, was spent by this girl, and her boyfriend really couldn't help at all, once they went to buy and locked the room by mistake, and I came to open the door, and the girl had a big bag, and her friend didn't say to help, I really don't know what to find such a picture, hey, but she looks handsome, this woman, you have to open your eyes. Sister Xu felt that what she said was a little inappropriate, and hurriedly said: "You can all use it with confidence, the girl said that you don't want anything, let me deal with it, I see that they are all new, so I will think about leaving it to the next family, or you will be in a good hurry, and you will live with your bag." ”

"Okay, Sister Xu, I like it here, so let's decide." Jin Xi said.

"The relationship is good, I don't talk about the rent here, two thousand a month, at least one to pay six, when do you want to move?" Sister Xu asked.

"Give me the keys today, we'll move in tomorrow. The rent will be transferred to you now. Jin Xi is crisp and neat.

"It's so fast, that's fine, I'll send you the contract and receipts tomorrow, I don't live far, in the Fairview Center, it's only half an hour to walk, and the bike is faster." Further along the neighborhood。。。。。。 Sister Xu described to Jin Xi and the others a shortcut to the commercial street.

"Then let's go together, we just have to go to the Fairview Center." Jin Xi said.

"That's good, that's good, I'll take you on a walk, you'll know, it's close, young people walk faster than me." Sister Xu said, and the three of them went out.

took the mobile phone, Sister Xu also sent the contract and receipt by the way, and after everything was done, Jin Xi He Xi held hands and walked in the direction of the hotel. On the way, Jin Xi didn't speak, she was thinking about her future life, He Xi didn't speak, it should be said that He Xi didn't open his mouth all afternoon, because of the matter of renting a house, He Xi felt that he had no right to express any opinions, he was very helpless, so helpless that he could only let Jin Xi arrange everything for himself, including his own life and death, the man's control and self-esteem were all gone for a while, and he sighed in frustration. This sigh brought Jin Xi back to her senses suddenly, she stopped to look at He Xi and asked, "What's wrong?" Tired? Is there anything wrong with it? If you're hungry, you'll be at the hotel right away. He Xi didn't speak, hugged Jin Xi, there was an indescribable grievance, and tears flowed down unconsciously.

"What's wrong with you? Where is it uncomfortable? Jin Xi stroked He Xi's back and felt a slight tremor in his body: "Why are you crying?" The wound is open again? Jin Xi hurriedly opened He Xi's collar, and the "tattoo" was still there quietly.

"Dahai, don't cry, you have to tell me what's wrong, let's discuss it together." Jin Xi wiped the tears from the corners of He Xi's eyes.

"I think ... It's useless to be yourself... Not knowing who you are ... I can't help you in any way, and I want you to do this for me ... And always by your side ... You're right, I'm dragging you down。。。。。。 He Xi fell into deep self-blame.

"Why do you think so, didn't you say that we were destined to meet, didn't you say that you would marry me? How can you say it's dragging me down, don't you want me to love you? I've just mustered up the courage, are you trying to make me give up? Can't you give me some encouragement? If that's the case, what do you want me to do? Jin Xi suddenly fell into a sense of loss, he was suddenly turning on the speed track, he was desperately trying to suppress his sadness, he had mustered up great courage to board a strange ship and sail into the unknown, if the boat was about to capsize halfway, then this kind of big bend and return to nothingness would be too self-mockery.

"I'm sorry, I'm really... Felt... I'm a man ... Can you understand? He Xi held Jin Xi's shoulder.

The two were silent for a while, Jin Xi exhaled a long breath and squeezed out a smile: "I understand, I can see that you were a responsible person before you lost your memory, I fully understand how you feel now, the sea, you have to believe that amnesia is only temporary, didn't we say it this morning, start with lightning to find clues, you can't be pessimistic and retreat before you start." I'm not even afraid of death, are you still afraid of amnesia as a man? Even if you're scared, isn't there a last resort? There is also a hospital, and you can find the police, I will always be with you. ”

"Jin Xi, I'm sorry, I 。。。。。。" He Xi felt that he had suddenly become very hypocritical and unmanly, and he was a little embarrassed.

"Okay, let's not talk about it, I'm actually quite envious of you. I want to lose my memory, forget everything I had in the past, and start my life all over again. This is God's reward, to make people forget their troubles, to give people a chance to start over, how wonderful! You should be stealing the fun, hehe! Jin Xi joked, and he was also sincere.

"Then I want to get my memories back, even if it's painful. Because I met you, I want you to know everything about me, and I also want to love you clearly and love you with my true identity! This sudden confession made Jin Xi blush, and he couldn't help but say that a kiss from He Xi was deeply imprinted on Jin Xi's lips.