Guo Shaoyang didn't understand what they meant, but he suddenly felt very happy, because in fact, he didn't want to stay in school for a long time, but he didn't know how to explain to Luo Li, she had put a lot of effort into her cousin's study, and now it saved her a lot of trouble.

"Thank you," Guo Shaoyang breathed a sigh of relief.

"Calm down, calm down, classmate Gao Yajing, you must be calm, I know that for an excellent student, not letting her study is even more cruel than killing her, I know what kind of pressure you will be under, last year there was a girl who committed suicide by jumping off a building because she was not admitted to college. However, you must be calm, and you must not hold grudges against us, the school, or even the society......" The teaching director hurriedly stood up and persuaded Guo Shaoyang, making Shaoyang feel very inexplicable, did he think that Shaoyang was heartbroken, crying bitterly, and even knelt on the ground to ask for their forgiveness.

The head teacher also got up to comfort Shaoyang and said: "Yes, yes, yes, in fact, there are many ways to live in this life, you can enter the society ahead of other students, you can turn bad things into good things, and learn a lot of knowledge in the society that cannot be learned in books." Learning is everywhere, and you can't only learn knowledge in the classroom, you see that the big bosses of some companies have not even graduated from junior high school, but many college students are working for them. ”

Guo Shaoyang said with a smile: "The two teachers don't need to be nervous, in fact, I am not Gao Yajing at all, my name is Guo Shaoyang, I became like this as soon as I fell asleep." ”

The two directors looked at each other, they didn't seem to understand what Shaoyang was saying, as if he had suddenly gone insane.

"If nothing else, can I leave now?" Shaoyang pointed to the door behind him, eager to get out of here.

"We don't feel at ease with you! You might as well sit down and have a glass of water. "The dean of education is very worried that Shaoyang will not be able to think about it, as if he will do something stupid when he goes out.

Shaoyang said that he was fine, you don't have to worry, and then turned around and left the teaching office and walked straight out of the school gate.

Shaoyang planned not to tell Luo Li about this matter first, so as not to cause any trouble, because he was always him, he couldn't be Gao Yajing, he finally decided to find the person who became him, that is, to find himself, he always felt that he was in Qincheng, nearby.

In the past five days, Guo Shaoyang has walked almost every street and alley in Qincheng, but he hasn't even seen his own shadow, but he feels that his other self is nearby.

Looking at the people on the bus talking about each other, watching the couples on the street walking hand in hand through the crowd, watching the security guards and vestibular attendants at the door of the hotel ushering in and sending them off, looking at the sanitation workers who kept cleaning the road, and looking at the grandmother who twisted Yangge in the square, Shaoyang suddenly felt extremely lost in his heart.

No one knows that Shaoyang has lost the most important thing in his life in this city, that is, himself.

When night falls, the lights come on, the city is as beautiful as a dream, as deep and distant as the mysterious and vast sea, and everything that is prosperous during the day precipitates a rare peace, young lads invite a few girls to go out to bars or dance halls, young ladies in hair salons also begin to solicit business on the street, and the proprietress of the hotel is so busy that she can't grow four hands.

Guo Shaoyang dragged his tired body back to the rental house that didn't belong to him, the door was closed, but the room was brightly lit, he knew that Luo Li was inside, he couldn't help but be nervous, lingered at the door for a while, and still mustered up the courage to walk in.

Luo Li sat upright on her bed, staring at Shaoyang with her eyes straight and angry, as if he owed her money and didn't pay it back.

"Why are you here, you don't go to work tonight, how are you doing there?" Shaoyang forced himself to show the enthusiasm that he missed his cousin for a few days, and at the same time wanted to change the subject.

Luo Li didn't seem to hear him, so she just asked coldly, "Where have you been?" ”

Shaoyang guessed that she might have been waiting for him in the house a long time ago, so he lied and said, "I have nothing to do after school, so I walked around the street." ”

"Make it up, make it up—" Luo Li suddenly looked angry.

Shaoyang spread his hands and said, "What am I making up, what am I making up." ”

Luo Li glanced at Shaoyang in disappointment, she wanted to get angry but held back and said: "I went to No. 1 Middle School at noon, they said that you were persuaded to quit by the school five days ago, I waited from noon until now, I thought you were ......"

Luo Li didn't say anything more, Shaoyang couldn't help but chuckle in his heart, he knew what Luo Li wanted to say, but he didn't know how to explain it to her, so he said "I'm sorry".

"It's okay if I'm sorry, the key is whether you can be worthy of yourself." Luo Li raised her face and stared at Shaoyang coldly.

"I'm sorry" In addition to these three words, Shaoyang really has nothing to say now, he knows that he is about to lose her trust, and the days ahead will be even more sad.

Luo Li gave an order: "Come to school with me tomorrow, apologize to the teacher, and then continue to study, you must know that you carry the dreams of the whole family, you can't just give up." ”

"Do you think I can go back and study as before?" Shaoyang was very helpless, no one knew what happened to him, he was not Gao Yajing at all, how could he work hard for the dreams of their whole family, he just wanted to find himself now and clarify the facts to everyone.

"Why can't you go back, the person is not your fight, why does the school let you carry the black pot, it's really not good, we can still transfer schools, in short, you can't give up lightly, you should know that I have suffered so much for you to be admitted to university in the future." When Luo Li said the emotional part, tears overflowed from her eyes.

Yes, now everyone knows that in order to let her cousin continue to study, Lori went to heaven and earth to be a touch girl, and she was still being treated like that, the reason why she was able to support the past was because there was another hope in her heart, and now this hope is about to be shattered, can she not be in a hurry.

"You don't believe some things you say, then I'll tell you directly, it's that I don't want to study, it's that I'm sorry for everyone, I'll go to work tomorrow, I hope we will go our separate ways in the future, and stop interfering with each other's lives, okay?" Shaoyang really didn't want to say anything, life made him feel very helpless.

"What are you talking about? What is interference, I care about you and help you, you know? Even if you don't want to go to school, you've got to give me a reason. I can't believe it, how did you become like this? Luo Li stared at her cousin in disbelief, her face was pale, her lips trembled slightly, and she looked like she hated iron but not steel.

Shaoyang understands Luo Li's mood very well, but who will understand him! When I was a child, I listened to my parents, I listened to my teachers in school, I listened to my leaders when I worked, and I listened to my wife when I got married.

"What kind of reason do you want, life doesn't need a reason at all, everything we do is nothing more than to live better, live and be true to ourselves." Shaoyang suddenly roared, not at Luo Li, but very depressed in his heart.

However, the speaker was unintentional, and the listener was intentional, and Lori took these words as her cousin's complaint to her. She suddenly couldn't help crying and said, "It turns out that you don't want to study, but why didn't you say it earlier!" ”

Guo Shaoyang couldn't bear to see a girl crying, but at this time he had to be ruthless and said coldly: "Actually, I wanted to say it a long time ago, but I was afraid that you would be sad." ”

Luo Li put her hands deep into the crimson hair, lowered her head and kept sobbing, Guo Shaoyang sat quietly on the bed opposite her, unable to see how sad or desperate she was. Shaoyang was ready to be scolded by her, thinking that this day would happen sooner or later, thinking that after she had cried and hurt, her mood would slowly get better, thinking that if she really owed her, she could only wait for the next life to pay it back.

Shaoyang felt that Luo Li, who was angry, might cut off relations with him, she and Gao Yajing were not sisters in the first place, but she sacrificed herself for Gao Yajing, in other words, Gao Yajing ruined her life.

Shaoyang silently stood up from the bed, waiting to be kicked out of the room by Luo Li. What he never expected was that Luo Li slowly raised her head and said, "It seems that I was wrong, I just imposed my own wishes on your head and put a lot of pressure on you, but I never considered your feelings." ”

Looking at Luo Li with tears on her face, Shaoyang couldn't help but be stunned and surprised, her tolerance and generosity towards her cousin made him feel incredible, and at the same time, he was a little moved. No wonder Gao Yajing's academic performance is so good, it is because there is such a great cousin behind her who is silently supporting her, how can she not work hard, but all this has been destroyed by him inexplicably.

Guo Shaoyang had mixed feelings for a while, and he didn't know what to say.

"Since you don't want to study, I don't want to force you, I'll take you to Qincheng Hotel tomorrow to apply, the women's guest department is just short of a waiter now, we sisters work together and take care of each other." Luo Li let out a long sigh, she didn't mean to blame her cousin in the slightest.

Shaoyang hurriedly said: "No, no, no, I can't go to work in the women's department, it's full of places where women take a bath, and I'm going to be immoral." ”

"Why are you immoral, aren't you also a woman! I see, you don't want to work with me, do you? Luo Li's anger skewed up.

Shaoyang hurriedly explained: "No, no, I mean, I have been expelled by them......"

Luo Li patted her head and said suddenly: "How did I forget this stubble, I asked Qin Caixia to help fire you last time." Then you can look elsewhere tomorrow, see where there are fewer working hours, and the work is easy, in short, it doesn't matter how much money you make, don't tire yourself out. ”

Shaoyang was submissive and didn't say anything, it wasn't that he didn't want to go back to work in the bathing department of Qincheng Hotel, but he was suddenly afraid to see Qin Caixia.