She didn't resist.

He let out a casual nasal voice: "Not interested." ”

"Interested in me?"

"Not at all." He was telling the truth, he just kissed her if he wanted to, but he was really not in the mood to finish it.

"Didn't go to any other woman."

He snorted softly: "With you, why bother to seek the near and far." Probably disgusted with her, and said contemptuously, "You alone are more seductive than a group of them, and no one can play." ”

His slender fingers had already touched her flat lower abdomen, and even if she was sitting, her lower abdomen was so flat that there was no trace of fat, and she paused on it as if she was nothing, caressing it gently.

Her heart beat faster, and she asked with a smile: "Do you want to see if I have a scar on my stomach after giving birth?" ”

Xie Yanzhou caressed her belly like a feather: "When was it born?" ”

"How old is Xiao Jing, can't you just go back? Do you think she looks like us? ”

He was nonchalant: "Not like. ”

"If your mother had known, would she have snatched her?"

Xie Yanzhou said lightly: "She won't want your child, what's more, do you think she will like her daughter?" ”

Wen Yubai's face turned slightly pale, but his tone was still calm, and he even stood up, turned around, and kissed him on the cheek: "Then my dream of a wealthy family is shattered again." ”

Xie Yanzhou sneered: "Then you are quite powerful, you don't have to be pregnant for ten months to give birth to a daughter." ”

Wen Yubai has never disappeared from everyone's field of vision for a long time, although in her freshman year, her sense of existence was very low, but many people have seen her, and no one has found anything different about her.

He picked her up like a child, fell on the bed, he ripped off her silk nightgown, under the light, her skin was as smooth as porcelain, his big palm was still on her lower abdomen, and his tone was indifferent: "Do you have anything to hide from me?" ”

Wen Yubai's eyebrows jumped.

"Don't try to lie to me." His eyebrows were cold, and his thin lips were cold, "Why were you sick at the time?" ”

Her heart shrank, the nerves in her temples ached suddenly, her chest was tight, she didn't know what he knew, and she thought to herself, he knew it, what he wanted to do, let him do it.

But she couldn't suppress the anger in her heart: "What do you mean? ”

"You went to find Xu Ninghuan." Xie Yanzhou remembered what Xu Ninghuan said, he kissed her, his fingers tightened a little, slowly and hard, and a sense of anger appeared in his eyes, when she and Xu Ninghuan were together, they were a good match that passers-by would praise.

He didn't think it was jealousy, it was just a male instinct, and he didn't want his things to smell like anything else, and his novelty for her was not yet over.

Wen Yubai was silent.

The information that Xie Yanzhou found in a short time was that she went to an unknown small clinic in the countryside and had surgery, and before that, she went to Xu Ninghuan, but Xu Ninghuan refused her, and then she had a serious illness, and the old man Wen arranged for her to go to the countryside to recuperate.

"Whose child did you kill?" Xie Yanzhou's voice was indifferent, without the slightest emotion.

Wen Yu's white eyes shrank, and he looked at him in a daze, what did he mean, how dare he ask this question?

There was no blood on her face.

"Do you know how old I was then?" Wen Yubai's eyes didn't blink, and her eyelashes trembled slightly, "When I was with you, didn't you know what it was like?" Did I force you, Xie Yanzhou! ”

His thin lips pursed into a straight line, and he didn't answer.

She pushed him away, sat up, and pulled on her pajamas: "I'm really tired, I don't want to quarrel today, you get out of here." ”

Xie Yanzhou was silent for a while, and he was dumbfounded: "Why didn't you tell me at that time?" ”

"Tell you, will it end differently? You blocked my phone, you went abroad with Wen Sui, Wen Sui targeted me, and the Wen family didn't care about me...... I'm just a college student. Her chest heaved and her tears poured out silently, and she trembled, "I told you, will the child stay?" Am I going to marry you? ”

"At least not in that kind of place." Xie Yanzhou's voice was cold, "That clinic is so dirty, it killed so many children. ”

She looked sarcastic.

He asked lightly: "So, do you want to make up for that child?" ”

She smiled softly, softly, "No." "She seems to have returned to that summer, obviously hot and soaked, the air is full of scorching wind, but she is so cold that she has to cover the thick quilt every day.

Guilty?

"No guilt." This is the nineteen-year-old Wen Yubai replied, at that time she hated everyone, hated herself the most, wanted to kill herself, and was gone, "She shouldn't have existed, she should have died." ”

Xie Yanzhou was burned by the hatred in her eyes, he suppressed his anger, she disposed of his child, so casually.

She said: "Everyone says it's a life, and it's like I'm the only one who is wrong, but how old am I? Where are you? Why should I ruin my future for an inconsequential life, needless to say, whether you want to have children or not, I won't give birth! ”

Xie Yanzhou clenched his teeth, not knowing which sentence he was angry about, or every sentence.

She choked silently: "Do you know what the people in those clinics think of me?" I don't know how to check, I don't love myself. ”

She has not grown up in love since she was a child, she is sensitive and suspicious and has low self-esteem, after being attacked like this by the world, she has lived in self-doubt and self-loathing for a long time, she keeps denying herself, as if she is just garbage and has no meaning to exist.

Later, she gradually understood that many worldly shackles are only for women.

It's the shackles that are wrong.

She was designed to be pregnant, she is an adult, she is not ashamed, no one taught her physiological knowledge in advance, no one taught her how to protect herself, she chose to give birth to a child because her body is not allowed to be beaten, and she is not ashamed, as long as she is responsible for her own life, raises a good child, studies hard, works hard, and the future is still beautiful.

Shen Yimu said that she had done a good job, and she wanted to give herself a chance to make mistakes and forgive.

Men are more tolerant of themselves, as they are now.

Wen Yubai's voice was very soft: "Xie Yanzhou, when you accused me of being ruthless, did you ever think that it was my body that was damaged, and after you were done, you didn't have to bear any responsibility, and you could even stand on the moral high ground to accuse me?" ”

Xie Yanzhou's eyes shrank, his Adam's apple rolled, and he gently hugged her into his arms: "Does it hurt?" ”

Her eyes were foggy, she couldn't see anything, and her tears were hot.

She gritted her teeth and said softly, "I hate you." ”

He gently wiped away her tears: "Hate, hate because of love." ”

Wen Yubai dreamed of her 19-year-old self, she was both simple and complex, so simple that she was stupid, she didn't know how to be responsible for a life, and she was complex enough to conceive the whole process completely.

Xie Yanzhou went to investigate, the countryside is the most difficult to investigate, except for the paternity test, no one can prove the relationship between her and Xiao Jing.