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If Young Master Xie's friends heard such words, they were afraid that they would laugh out loud at the moment, and they would touch the forehead of the person who said this, and ask him if he was crazy to be a licking dog, or if he wanted to be a warm man and go crazy, and global warming would be indispensable to his part.
However, Xie Yanzhou, who said this, couldn't be more serious, learning gentleness and tolerance, but the bottom line of his tolerance was to let her stay by his side, he wanted to give her everything, and he was willing to give it.
Wen Yubai only said: "Xie Yanzhou, you don't understand, I can't fall in love with you anymore, with you, my emotions are unstable, we are not suitable, we are with each other in the worst posture, I have deceived you, used to lying, jealousy, selfishness and greed for money, you have changed now, but you have changed, is it still you?" Don't you feel like you're a stranger to you right now? ”
"Let's change our thinking, let go of each other, don't blame each other, all my past misfortunes have nothing to do with you when we dig deeper, I am an adult, I have my own choice, you too, Xie Yanzhou, go forward, don't live in the past anymore."
She knew how many times she had said these words, and she would sometimes wonder if she had entered a circular world, persuading her to break up again and again, arguing and scolding at all times, and trying to self-deprecate, but to no avail.
"Perhaps, I have forgiven you since you were guarding me at the bedside, you see, you took good care of me, and you took good care of the little sting...... Like you said before, I'm ordinary, not special, maybe you just like my type of woman, there are many more women like me, the same law, the same beautiful, the same rebellious......"
Xie Yanzhou's eyes were silent, he heard what she said, but he didn't listen to it, no one would like cold wars and quarrels, but it was far better than losing her, he didn't dare to imagine what he would do if he lost it again.
Wen Yubai was a little angry, he would have been provoked by her last time, but today she deliberately took advantage of him and stepped on his head, but he didn't care.
Her voice was muffled: "Do you like to force now?" Haven't you been bothered by me before? If you force me to stay with you, will you be happy? Even if I don't like you anymore, even if I can't talk to you a few words a day, even if I have other intentions for you, even if I just want to take advantage of you? ”
"No one can force me, and I volunteered to be with you before." Xie Yanzhou hugged her all the way through the long corridor, the wall lights were faint, and the freshener in the air seemed to have the smell of bitter grapefruit, perhaps he had bought it newly.
"Voluntary?" She was angry and sarcastic, "Then what did you pretend to be?" It seems that I forced you, as if I stuck to you upside down, pretending to be high! ”
When he heard this, a slight smile appeared at the end of his eyes, as if he missed her running after him.
Wen Yubai: "You should see a doctor." ”
"Psychiatrist?"
"Hmm."
He replied: "You did see it before you came back, and you also took medicine, but you also saw it, it didn't work, the only useful thing was you." ”
She was indifferent: "Then I'm really unlucky." ”
He just tightened his hand to hold her until he sat down on the sofa in the bedroom, and he let her lie in his arms, and he wanted to tell her that after she left, he was not doing well at all, his life was a mess, everyone was shouting for freedom for the loveless, but he missed the days of being bound very much.
No one can separate them.
But he wouldn't mention it to her, because she could always easily hurt his fragile heart now, and even if he cut the pain in front of her, he couldn't get half of her pity.
It was his own doing.
She was lying down, her hair was spread on his legs, she was too tired to do anything, she just wanted to sleep well, she sometimes felt that her whole life seemed to be going the wrong way, and she could no longer see the indomitable Yuzu, the girl who was still confident in the future even if her life was full of messes, and she would not hit the south wall or look back, the girl who would reflect on her mistakes, but was fearless.
Half-asleep, she noticed the man's fingers caressing her cheek gently, the fingertips soft and the palms warm.
He said, "Trust me. ”
"Do whatever you want."
"Don't worry, don't be afraid, and me."
“……”
"Even if it's just for exploitation."
Her eyelashes trembled, her heart prick like a pinprick, but she didn't open her eyes, she never knew that he had so many words and trivialities.
"Tame doesn't have to be a burden, people are built by connection."
"There's a flower...... I think she tamed me......"
Like the little prince and her roses, he also took her in his arms, held her hand tightly, and warmed her arms, and he built her a safe greenhouse, but she was only a dungeon that trapped her.
The last epilogue dissipated into a white dream, in which she saw a beautiful planet with a haughty little prince and his rose.
When Wenyu was about to light up in the day, she found that she was lying on the bed alone, I don't know where Xie Yanzhou went, she got out of bed and went to the toilet, her mouth was a little dry, there was a warm water cup on the table in the bedroom, she drank a few sips of water, and lay on the bed again, but she couldn't sleep a little.
Decided to get up and go to work for a while.
There was no computer in the room, so she walked to the study and passed by the video room, only to find that there was a faint light inside, the door was not closed, and the projector was playing one silent clip after another on the screen.
The cold light of the screen was projected on Xie Yanzhou's well-defined face.
He was laughing and watching intently, what she didn't know was that during the time she was absent, he was like that, watching her videos and photos in a no-man's corner, not knowing how he collected them.
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