Ye Xingyan was indeed admitted to the key points of the city as he wished, and he studied well in the first year of high school, and he looked like he was in the middle and upper reaches, and he was silent in various math problems every day, full and busy. Occasionally chatting with Yu Yan and pressing the road, Yu Yan's personality has changed a lot, he is silent, gloomy, and has a lot less smile, maybe his mother hit him a lot after he left, but fortunately, he took the district key exam, and he is still on the same road, and he has good expectations for the future, which is enough.

But the good times didn't last long, and everything seemed to have changed after the sophomore year of high school. Ye Xingyan's mind is not all spent on studying, he dresses up day by day, and there are signs of early love, the other party is not Yu Yan, but a boy in the same class who does not look handsome and does not meet Ye Xingyan's aesthetics. Every morning, the male classmate would bring different breakfasts to Ye Xingyan, and buy him different flavors of juice in the afternoon, all of which was beyond Yu Yan's reach, no matter how different they were, they experienced their own joys and sorrows, and the intersection became less and less, and the topic became weaker and weaker.

Yu Yan became more and more depressed, immersed in this gloomy novel every day, unable to extricate himself, and his academic performance plummeted.

The college entrance examination also passed quietly in the waste of youth, Ye Xingyan was admitted to a third-rate university, Yu Yan did not take the college entrance examination, and went to the provincial capital city with his brother Yu Junbo to work, the years have quietly changed many good expectations, and the partners who were on the same road gradually dispersed, Zhao Lingxi chose to repeat, Guo Ziqing and Zhang Xiangyun were admitted to different types of second-rate universities, Shu Pengyang and Wang Shurui were slightly better, but they were far from the universities we expected in junior high school, although the friendship between them has diminished, but after all, they have known each other for several years, The residual heat of the relationship is still there.

Ye Xingyan's early love in high school also fell apart with the end of the college entrance examination, and everyone rejoiced.

But this is only the beginning of a bleak fate, Ye Xingyan after college did not wake up to the current confusion, maybe once people forget the feeling of excellence, it is not easy to cheer up.

Ye Xingyan can't adapt to the life of the university dormitory, and his personality is so withdrawn that he almost has zero communication with his classmates every day, except for class, he only sits in the dormitory to catch up on dramas and play with his mobile phone. Sometimes the lower the energy level of a person, the lower the crowd should be, Ye Xingyan is in love, the other party is not sincere to Ye Xingyan, but such a withdrawn Ye Xingyan is rare that someone is willing to like her, naturally happy to do it, can't see the reality clearly, and spend 4 years of beautiful youth in college in his own fantasy day by day. thought that she could marry each other after graduation, work hard, buy a house and get married together, but the reality gave her a painful blow, and the other party abandoned her.

In the shadow of falling out of love, Ye Xingyan took three months to get out of the quagmire, and finally seemed to see the world clearly, and Ye Xingyan, who was full of good expectations for the future, worked hard, was positive and optimistic, and was committed to always being excellent was resurrected.

She quickly adjusted herself and found a job that suited her, but the salary was not very high, and she became a member of the general public who was not good-looking, ordinary and mediocre.

True to that sentence, sooner or later, people will have to accept their ordinariness. Running around for a few taels of broken silver, for the proud head under the house and car, as if the ideal or something has disappeared into the sky has become an out-and-out fantasy, three meals a day, fireworks in the world, this is their pursuit.

And Yu Yan has not been much better in the past few years, after going farther and farther away from Ye Xingyan, he has changed 3 jobs and talked about 2 girlfriends, but there is no result. There are no more stars in his eyes, ordinary clothes are thrown in the sea of people, and he can't see any handsome appearance, and after all, he has become an unexpected and powerless person, no dreams, no love, just alive and no vitality.

Later, he became a cook, and in a sunny summer, an equally ordinary girl came into his life, the girl was very good, very good at living, thrifty and simple, so that it seemed that the two were very compatible, this is what people often say that things gather people in groups, what kind of people you are will attract what kind of people.

The group of buddies who bragged all day long have grown up and become no longer sunny. Those who have dreams of changing the world are far away and empty, and they are still not as solid as the salary in the bank card every month.

Shu Pengyang became a programmer, and was bullied by the code day by day until he was bald; Wang Shurui became a real estate supervisor and married a wife who his friends didn't know but was said to be very virtuous; Yu Junbo, who is Yu Yan's elder brother, married a classmate from junior high school at the time; Zhang Xiangyun became a primary school teacher, and Zhao Lingxi and Guo Ziqing worked together as white-collar workers in the company, but Guo Ziqing got married not long after working and gave birth to a lovely son.

After work, everyone rarely meets, everyone has their own new small circle, and occasionally a circle of friends likes is already the greatest courtesy.

Later, Ye Xingyan met a boy who resembled Yu Yan at work, and the two finally got married, and after marriage, the two lived a plain, 9-to-5 life, without the passion for life, and did not have the strength to change the world, and lived a small life alone, and then later, they had their own children, a pair of twin daughters, Ye Xingyan ran around every day to take care of the children, work and compete with her in-laws, but they never met Yu Yan again, they lived in different cities, and were pushed by time. Living a life of fireworks in the world, racking his brains every day for a house, a car and earning a few hundred yuan more every month, no dreams, no poems, no distance, only firewood, rice, oil and salt and parents.

The bright future, sweet love, and happy marriage that I once thought were actually all jokes played by God to adolescent children, making them think that their later lives would be dazzling and able to shine into their own personalities, but they were not.

Ye Xingyan began to return to work soon after giving birth, so he had to entrust the child to his in-laws to take care of, and his parents-in-law naturally had a lot of grievances, complaining that Ye Xingyan only cared about work and didn't teach children, Ye Xingyan had to quit his job to take care of the children, and his in-laws began to dislike Ye Xingyan for having no income, all in all, it was not right to do anything, Ye Xingyan kept thinking all day long, and he was helpless, his youth was gone, he was a mother, and he would look out the window in a daze when he watched the sun rise and the moon set every day, and saw the magpies flying around in pairs on the opposite floor, Look at the sleeping pair of children next to him, with love in his eyes, the corners of his mouth are lightly raised, and occasionally take out the notebook with the pink cover given by Yu Yan to look at Yu Yan's handwriting, thinking that those young ignorance is also extremely cute, and the simplicity makes people can't bear to defile, gently close the notebook and put it in the innermost part of the drawer, and then press a few layers of other books on it, Ye Xingyan closed the drawer with confidence. Looking at the time, it's time to prepare dinner for her husband, since she is out of business at home, Ye Xingyan has become a full-time mother, in addition to taking care of the children every day, she also prepares dinner for her husband who is running around to earn milk powder money, and today I still plan to make oily noodles, because it is convenient and time-consuming, and the child can also play a little in bed without crying and looking for his mother. Ye Xingyan skillfully prepared the side dishes, boiled hot water in the pot, and hurried back to the bedroom to look at the child twice, every time he rushed to the child Ye Xingyan could always squeeze out a bright smile in the wrinkles between his eyebrows, listening to the child babbling a few words, she also replied casually, "Baby, lie down, mom will cook immediately", while saying and hurried to the kitchen, carefully looked at the ignited flames, looked at the time to turn the flames down, carefully calculated the time when the husband went home, and prevented the noodles from falling off early. In this way, day after day, he lived a tight and tight life, and lived himself as the second of them like his fathers.