Yu Yan and I looked at all this, completely unable to believe that this is our life, it turns out that we are so weak and humble in the real time and space, we have no clear plan and cognition for our future, we have no control over life, let the big hand of time trick us but can do nothing, parting ways, going farther and farther, we can't accept this truth, after all, how did the people who obviously like so much get separated, hiding in the torrent of life and making themselves more and more miserable.

I really regret it, I regret why I was so stupid and ruined my good future, I regret why I couldn't have a good result with Yu Yan, I regret the coldness of reality, I regret that people's hearts are back, friendship is drifting apart, and I regret that everything is not satisfactory.

We are like tiny specks of dust in the world, there are too many involuntary bodies, too many lazy natures, and sometimes the slightest mistake is enough to change our lives. There will always be many choices in life, and there will be many opportunities to work hard, if you catch it, it may be another piece of paradise, and if you can't catch it, you may be beaten into a prototype and crawl at the bottom of life.

Suddenly, the display screen flickered on and off again as if it had been short-circuited, and Professor Qin said, "Maybe the strange head is coming back soon, after all, you are only in your early 40s at that time, and it can only see the experiences you already have." ”

As soon as Professor Qin finished speaking, the screen in front of us went dark, and the strange head appeared in the cabin.

Professor Qin said: "You may be surprised, you will not be able to accept it, but this is the reality, there are some things that we can't change, because it may be a series of reactions, not a link that can be balanced, give you some time to digest these emotions, at the same time, you also need to think about whether you choose to go back to that time and space." ”

Professor Qin didn't seem to expect the weird head to bring so much information, so he left me and Yu Yan in the research room, took a pack of cigarettes and went out.

I sat on the chair and looked at the ceiling, thinking back to the bits and pieces of this time and space, in addition to my own pursuit of a better life in the future, there is also the encouragement of Mei Feng and Ye Message, as well as the role of various times and places, and the results of not relying on their own efforts, maybe life has formulated a trajectory from the beginning, many traps that seem to be forks in the road have actually been buried, we are in it but we don't know it, the limitations of cognition make us unable to go to a higher dimension to see the world and see ourselves, so we will only live more and more mediocre. Actually, I really like my current self, if the life I should experience when I go back is the opposite of what I am now, then do I want to go back? I began to ask myself. Yu Yan on the side lowered his head, he couldn't see his expression, maybe he was as conflicted as me, he suddenly raised his head to look at me, and said in a slightly comforting tone: "The amount of information is a bit large today, we all need time to digest it, why don't we go back and see Aunt Mei Feng and them." ”

I nodded, agreeing with him.

Along the way, we didn't speak, and we returned home with heavy steps, and Mei Feng was still enthusiastic, fiddling with a table of dishes.

"Mom, you haven't reached the Chinese New Year yet, so much fanfare?" I quipped.

"I didn't do it for you, I made up for Yu Yan, and my feet weren't completely good! You've been busy all day and haven't seen anyone," Mei Feng said.

"The dish is up, everyone please take a seat, if you need any help, please just greet me!" Ruyi is really a waiter who has been working for a long time, and he looks like he is terminally ill.

"You don't need to be here, you can charge it yourself!" Mei Feng guided Ruyi.

"Mom, Ruyi, are you still satisfied!" I asked.

"That's quite satisfying, you can do anything, you don't have to worry about it, it's just a bit of electricity!" Mei Feng said.

"Then he's your son! Anyway, I can't often accompany you at school, if I work in the field in the future, and I don't have time without you, let Ruyi stay at home to wash your clothes, cook and clean up your house! I took a bite of the dish and said meaningfully.

Yu Yan heard the meaning of my words, glanced at me, and echoed: "Aunt Meifeng, my academic schedule will be relatively tight in the future, and I may not be able to take time to see you often, remember not to think too much about me when the time comes!" Hahaha~".

"It's okay, don't worry, you're busy with yours, your uncle and I also have our own little days, we plan to take a trip around the world, since you plan to give us Ruyi, that's right, go abroad and it will be a translator for us, how good!" Mei Feng said.

Ye Zhiyu suddenly spoke at this time: "Xingyan, don't worry, no matter what decision you make, your mother and I will support you." ”

Sudden words, I was a little overwhelmed, think about it carefully, Ye Zhiyu is really strange today, after we came back, he always smiled very reluctantly, and he didn't talk much, could it be that he noticed the difference between me and Yu Yan.

Yu Yan suddenly interjected: "Thank you, uncle, you are a great father, I respect you!" As he spoke, he picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it down.

After eating, Ye Zhiyu called me into his study, looking at me with red eyes, looking like he didn't know how to speak, I had a faint hunch that he must know something.

He kept rubbing his hands, and finally spoke: "Xingyan, you're not my daughter, are you?" ”

I suddenly choked up a little, but it was over, and I didn't want to deceive this man with a lot of gray hair who had paid a lot of fatherly love, I looked at him and nodded.

He suddenly murmured: "Last time Yu Yanjiao was injured, originally your mother and I were going home, out of the hospital door, your mother was a little worried about you, so let me stay to help, he went back to give you Zhang Luo food first, who knew that when I came back, I just saw the doctor go out, I wanted to shout, but he walked too fast, I came to the door of the clinic, I heard you and another doctor talking, for a while I really can't accept it, these days I see you go out early and return late, I think you must be trying to solve this contradiction." ”

I understand Ye Zhiyu's mood and his love for his children.

"In the past, we couldn't imagine that humans could go to space, but we did, we couldn't imagine going to Mars, but we also did, so time travel is also possible, maybe we are the leading practitioners of this batch, I believe that in the future, there will be more mature technology to support us to go to any era we want to go, Dad, have you ever wondered where the other Ye Xingyan is? Maybe she's trying to figure out a way to get back to you, too. Ye Zhiyu suddenly seemed to relax a little when he heard this, and his clenched hand gradually stretched.

"Xingyan, all these years, I have always regarded you as my own daughter, I believe you can feel that whether you decide to stay in this time and space or go back to your own world, you are my daughter, the precious memories of these years, I will cherish them, and your mother Mei Feng She doesn't know about it yet, or we will keep hiding it from her until we can't hide it anymore, well, I mean, if you go back to your world, and Xing Yan of this time and space doesn't come back, I was trying to find a way to tell Mei Feng at that time, okay?" Ye Zhiyu deliberately lowered his voice when he said these words, probably because he was afraid that I would hear the choking in his voice.

"Okay....... Dad...... You'll always be my dad! ”