219 Hold her

She held the strap of her backpack in both hands, her legs were straight and thin under her jeans, and she stepped on a pair of white sneakers, and from such a close distance, he could even see a small mole in the corner of her eye, and even see the wind blowing the fetal hair on her forehead, and her eyes narrowed when she brushed her long eyelashes.

"I'm sorry."

He hesitated for a while, but he didn't expect that these two words were actually in his mouth.

Xu He glanced at him and turned slightly: "There is a small park in front." ”

The meaning of her words made Zhao Pingjin's heart skip a beat.

In his original plan, he didn't want to meet her face to face, but now, he couldn't refuse at all.

Undeniable, there were things he wanted to say to her, undeniable, he wanted to see her more.

Zhao Pingjin followed her steps, walked forward, walked for about two or three minutes, and sure enough, a very quiet small park appeared.

She walked in, then stopped in the shade of the tree.

Zhao Pingjin felt a little itchy in his throat, and he wanted to smoke a cigarette, but his fingers held the cigarette case, but he pinched it hard little by little.

"Come to me?"

Her very bland inquiry is like meeting an ordinary friend on the street of a foreign country who has not seen her for many years, such a simple but ordinary greeting.

Zhao Pingjin didn't look at her, but looked over her into the distance, the sky was still so bright, the sun passed through the forest, and it was heartbreaking.

"Well, during this time, my heart was not quiet, I couldn't do anything, I didn't want to do anything, so I came."

Xu He nodded slightly: "Something to do with me?" ”

Zhao Pingjin was silent for a moment and nodded lightly.

"Regret it?" Xu He suddenly asked, which surprised him a little.

Zhao Pingjin was stunned for a moment, but nodded almost invisibly.

Xu He smiled: "But I haven't regretted it." ”

She was frank and open, and her eyes were clear and bright.

Zhao Pingzin looked at her calmly, but what she didn't know was how tightly the fingers holding the cigarette case in her pocket were clenched.

"I never regretted it when I loved you, and I didn't regret breaking up when I broke up, but I had a little regret, and the breakup was not very decent, and then I thought about it, it was quite naΓ―ve, and it shouldn't have been like that, but it's all over."

"I'm sorry." He felt his breath stagnant, and the wind blew through the branches and leaves above his head, as if it were also blowing in his desolate heart.

"Needless to say, I'm sorry, these two words are actually quite annoying."

"Really...... I'm sorry. ”

But he didn't know what to say except to say sorry.

"Okay, I'll take it."

Xu He smiled again, lowered his eyelashes, and asked very lightly: "When are you going to get married?" ”

Zhao Pingjin's gaze fell on her face, but there was only calm relief in her eyes, for her, this was just a very ordinary inquiry.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ It's still early. ”

Look, he's duplicitous again.

Xu He nodded, her lips pursed slightly, and she looked away: "Then, congratulations in advance." ”

He smiled self-deprecatingly, looked at her, and asked very lightly, "What about you, and him...... Together? ”

Sometimes it's not a good thing to be too proud, especially in front of people you like.

"Not really, the relationship hasn't been formalized yet."

Xu He replied very calmly, as if she had thought of something, maybe it was about Tang Zhao and her, she suddenly smiled, that smile was really piercing.

Zhao Pingjin nodded, the Adam's apple slid up and down slightly, there was something, swallowed raw, bitter and unbearable.

"It's good."

He was particularly duplicitous.

When he looked at her again, he couldn't laugh, and after a while, he called her name: "He'er." ”

"Don't call me that, it's inappropriate."

She tilted her head slightly, and tightened her fingers gripping the strap of her backpack: "If there is nothing else, just go back, and don't follow me, it's easy to misunderstand." ”

"Well, the plane at night, just go." As he spoke, his gaze fluttered on her face, reluctant to look away.

Xu He felt that her heartbeat stopped beating like that, her gaze swept over his face, it was still such a handsome and good-looking face, but there was more uncomfortable depression and loneliness.

She never pays attention to some things in China, but occasionally she can hear a few words from the circle of international students.

He's in a very difficult situation right now.

If it was before, she must have been distressed and didn't know what to do.

But now, it's just a matter of listening and throwing it away.

"Okay, then I'll go first."

With that, she turned and walked forward.

Zhao Pingjin stood there and watched her walk away.

He knew very well that he couldn't just watch her go.

watched her walk to Tang Zhao's side one day and become Tang Zhao's woman, and then have nothing to do with Zhao Pingjin.

His heart panicked for a moment.

Somehow, he chased after her, and somehow, he hugged her from behind.

At the moment when she was about to break away, he lowered his head, his chin rubbed lightly against her soft side face, Xu He heard him speak, and there was a faint hint of pleading in his tone: "He'er, don't agree to him so quickly, okay?" ”

"Are you afraid that I will be deceived by men again?"

No, I'm afraid of myself, one wrong step, one wrong step, and in the end, there is only regret.

"Anyway, don't promise him so quickly, wait a little longer, okay?"

His arms were clenched, and her thin back was pressed against his bosom, as they had done so countless times before, and they had hugged, kissed, and done all night long.

He had to admit that the moment he hugged her, he knew how much he missed and how reluctant he was.

"Are you afraid I'll sleep with him?"

Xu He broke his fingers and broke away from his arms, she didn't look angry, but obviously, she was unhappy.