upset his words, actions, behaviors.

I've never respected her in the slightest.

He lowered his head slightly, and just stood like that, and under his white shirt, he could even faintly see the undulations of his bones.

What a man so tall has become?

She looked at him calmly: "Zhao Pingjin, you know, after breaking up, you can't interfere with me, everything I do is my freedom, including falling in love with others, having relationships, getting married, and having children." ”

He looked at her with a bitter smile in his eyes: "I know." ”

Xu He looked away: "So, don't do such a stupid thing in the future, it doesn't fit your identity." ”

"Who am I?"

The smile in his eyes gradually disappeared, "Xu He, you say, what am I." ”

Xu He looked at him like this, and his heart still felt a little faint pain.

But it only hurts so little.

It's a long time, and one day she'll be healed, and then she will be invincible.

"Anyway, don't do that."

"Okay."

"Live your life well, look forward, you don't know how many times better than ordinary people, you were born to win at the starting line, don't feel sorry for yourself like this."

"Okay."

"You said to me before, don't believe other people's words easily, even if it's a lover, parents, now, this sentence is also given to you, not all parents in this world will love their children unconditionally, want to open up, slowly let go."

"Okay."

"My mother doesn't love me either, she still hates me very much, I couldn't figure it out at first, and I can't figure it out now, but I've let it go now and don't think about it anymore, why should I pay attention to people who don't love me, there are so many people who love me and care about me, Zhao Pingjin, you have to think the same way."

"Okay."

"Don't blame yourself, he doesn't love you, it's not your fault, children have never had the right to choose their parents, so Zhao Pingjin, you are innocent, don't have a burden in your heart, don't drill the horns, and don't force yourself to be filial and obedient, and when a man is sad, there is no shame in shedding tears."

He nodded, his eyes aching.

Some people say that they don't understand why their biological father can hurt his son like this, they can't figure it out, they think it's really rare, and there is a sense of curiosity in their words.

Some people told him, if you bear with it, between father and son, you can always resolve those contradictions, and if you are your own father and son, what kind of blood feud can there be.

Some people will also scold Zhao Zhiyong with righteous indignation, sympathize with his current situation, and say a few words of comfort lightly.

But in the end, he will always sigh and say, what can be done, he is your real father after all.

The concept of filial piety of the Chinese people is too deep-rooted, parents can be unkind, but children and grandchildren must not be filial.

Except for his grandmother, no one told him as clearly as Xu He, your father doesn't love you, it's not your fault, Zhao Pingjin, you are innocent, you can be sad, you can be sad, you don't have to endure it, even, you can shed tears, you don't have to love him and filial piety to him, the father is not kind first, the son is not filial to the last, you are not wrong.

He wanted to hug her.

No, he would love to have her hug him.

Just like that night in her apartment, he lay in her arms, leaning against her chest, and she lowered her head to dry his hair and kissed him softly.

He looked at her with red eyes, like a helpless and poor child: "He'er......"

He stepped forward and hugged her a little uncontrollably, she was still so small and soft, as if she had no bones, he always liked to hug her, so a good girl, loving him as gently as water, making people feel comfortable and calm.

But he sent her to other men.

She struggled and wanted to look up, but Zhao Pingjin's palm pressed the back of her head and didn't let her move.

He didn't want her to see what he was like.

"Zhao Pingjin, go back, we are not all the way, in the future, don't bother me again, you live your life well."

Her voice was very soft, and there was the lively sound of birds flying overhead, and the distant treetops rustling in the breeze, quiet and gloomy.

From a distance, they look like a couple in love.

But who knows, a person with red eyes and a broken heart is broken.

It's just an old lover who is about to say goodbye completely.

Zhao Pingjin listened to her bland words, his throat slid up and down slightly, those sour and bitter could only be swallowed by himself, just as he said to Shen Du.

In this world, there are no grievances and sufferings that cannot be swallowed.

After a moment, he finally let go of his hand, but took her shoulder and made her turn her back to himself.

She subconsciously wanted to turn around, Zhao Pingjin held her shoulder, she couldn't move.

"He'er, don't look back, don't look at me, let's go."

As he spoke, he slowly let go of his hand, if she looked back at him, he was afraid that he would lose control in such a predicament and force her to return to him.

Xu He just stood still, her heartbeat was very calm, and her mind was also very calm, she just knew clearly that this should be the end of it.

She had loved him once, and there was no deep hatred between the two, but he didn't love her that much, and he wouldn't be sentenced to death.

Even if he had a relationship with another woman at that time, she really felt like she was dead and painful, but looking back now, it was not a big deal.

She is still willing to hope that he will be well, safe, smoothly get married and have children, and live a good life.

He lived his life well, and the best life was splendid, so that she would suddenly remember this relationship one day in the future, and she would not question her vision back then and regret loving him.

"I'm leaving, Zhao Pingjin, ...... in the future Say goodbye. ”

“…… Good. ”

She seemed to want to look back, but in the end, she stopped, and soon, she took a step forward, she walked neither fast nor slow, just like that, step by step out of his sight.