389 I chose myself
"How are you doing with Miss Zhou these days?"
When Zhao Pingjin heard Mrs. Zhao ask like this, he couldn't help but think about it deeply.
If the relationship is confirmed, it is natural for men and women to have some intimate contact in the future.
In the future, Zhou Zhixian will move to his house and lie on the same bed with him, Zhou Zhixian's clothes will appear in his closet, and his house will gradually be dyed with Zhou Zhixian's breath......
He suddenly felt extremely resistant.
"That's it."
Zhao Pingjin's expression was faint, he sat up, raised his wrist and looked at his watch: "I'm going to the company, you have a good rest, it's hot outside, try not to go out." ”
Mrs. Zhao followed him out in a chattering manner: "Seeing that you are about to celebrate your twenty-ninth birthday, I thought, why don't you take Miss Zhou to your grandmother's place at that time?" ”
Zhao Pingjin was stretching his sleeves, and when he heard the movement of his hand, he paused: "Let's talk about it." ”
Mrs. Zhao looked at him and sighed: "What the hell are you thinking in your heart, why can't I see through it?" ”
Zhao Pingjin looked at the faint layer of silver frost on his mother's sideburns, his heart was sour, he stretched out his hand and hugged Mrs. Zhao: "Over the years, you have broken your heart for me." ”
"Isn't that how it should be?" Mrs. Zhao was comforted and uncomfortable in her heart: "Even if you are eighty years old, you are also my son, and I still remember you underground." ”
Zhao Pingjin looked at his mother's loving face, and the thought in his heart suddenly couldn't be suppressed: "Mom, Chen Gang returned to China a few days ago, do you know?" He hasn't been married all these years......"
Mrs. Zhao's whole body trembled suddenly, her face turned white for a moment, and gradually her eyes were dark red, she smiled bitterly and waved her hand at Zhao Pingjin: "It's all over, it's all over, don't mention him......"
"Mom, you are only in your early fifties now, and you still have decades to live, you were unhappy in the first half of your life, and my son hopes that you can live a little happier and happier in the second half of your life."
Tears welled up in Mrs. Zhao's eyes: "What face do I have to be happy, my life is a mess, I have hurt him and ruined myself." ”
She didn't expect that Chen Gangsheng had never been in love and married, and even, at this age, he didn't even have a son and a half daughter.
Chen Gangsheng was her college sweetheart, but because of her family background, her parents forced her to break up and marry Zhao Zhiyong, who was the right person.
At that time, Mrs. Zhao was a weak and obedient girl, and she did not dare to disobey her parents' orders, and she broke up with Chen Gangsheng at that time, and Chen Gangsheng soon dropped out of school and left Kyoto.
Decades have passed in a flash, and Mrs. Zhao has deliberately avoided all the news of her former lover, so for so many years, she has no idea how Chen Gangsheng has been, and she doesn't know at all that he has never married and had children.
"Think about it yourself, anyway, whatever decision you make, I support you."
"Pingjin ......"
Mrs. Zhao looked at her son in front of her, who could already shelter her from the wind and rain: "Don't you think that your mother is very useless and will make you embarrassed?" ”
Zhao Pingjin hugged her again: "In my eyes, from childhood to adulthood, you are the most qualified and loving mother, I am very glad to be your son in this life." ”
Mrs. Zhao nodded tearfully: "I have lived a very poor and mediocre life in my life, but the only thing I am proud of is to have a son like you, Pingjin, you persuade your mother like this, you also know that you are not happy if you are not with the person you love, then, your own lifelong events, you must also be cautious enough, your mother wants you to be happy, far more than your mother's happiness." ”
Zhao Pingjin lowered his eyes and looked at the ground, and only said after a while: "Okay, I will think about it carefully." ”
He didn't go to the company, but drove to a temple on the outskirts of Beijing.
In the backyard of the temple, there are neat vegetable patches and flower beds.
When the little novice led him over, he saw the man in a long gray monk's robe squatting in the flower garden tending to the flowers.
Obviously, there are dozens of strange flowers and plants in the flower garden, all of which are very bright.
But the man carefully tended to a small wilting flower seedling, carefully moved it to the best pot, and cultivated the soil and caught insects with his own hands, and took care of it very carefully.
It's just that Zhao Pingjin still remembers that when he came last year, this little flower seedling looked like he was going to die, and this year, it is still like this, and it is very rare to be born in partiality.
"Why are you still playing with it, and I haven't seen a flower in two years."
Zhao Pingjin sat down on a bamboo chair on the side and asked.
"A few days ago, I had a small bud, but I didn't take care of it for a while, and I was pecked by birds......"
The young man stood up slowly, he was wearing a monk's robe, but he was not a monk, but because he had to come to the temple for three months every year, he looked a little out of the ordinary.
The string of small leaves of red sandalwood that Zhao Pingjin carried on his wrist before was given by him, and was later replaced by Xu He with a worthless hair ring.
He knew about it for a long time afterwards, and laughed at Zhao Pingjin, but he wasn't angry.
"And because of your little girlfriend?"
The man dusted off his long monk's robe, and pointed to the small flower seedling that he carefully cared for to Zhao Pingjin: "Look, it's still the truth I told you last time, in this world, there are more flowers and plants better than it, and I have dozens of ready-made varieties in this flower garden, but I just prefer it, do you know why?" ”
Zhao Pingjin's slender fingers supported his eyebrows, and he glanced at him with raised eyebrows: "I know, because this is your own choice, so you are extra preferred." ”